Chapter 10 The Difference Between Cloud and Mud
Zhou Keer smiled, her eyes were as warm as crystal. Her smile was so beautiful and dizzying.
Gu Xiaobei sighed in her heart, she looked more beautiful than on the screen, no, the beauty of that temperament is simply indescribable.
Zhou Keer and He Zijun are in the same media company, and there are frequent scandals, I don't know if the company deliberately hypes them, or if the two are really in love, the relationship between the two is like a separation, and they always appear hand in hand on every major occasion.
Gu Xiaobei saw He Zijun walking beside Zhou Keer, who was personable like a flower messenger. The master of ceremonies was talking, he looked at her, she looked at him, the eye contact between the two was so shocking, so heart-to-heart smile. She smiled beautifully and nobly, and he smiled freely. No matter how you look at it, the two are a perfect match.
At this moment, Gu Xiaobei thought that He Zijun loved Zhou Keer,
The two of them are both far away, and they are completely talented and beautiful, golden boys and girls.
Zhou Keer's back seems to grow in Gu Xiaobei's sight, so beautiful, so graceful, her beauty seems to be endless, a single back is enough to make people lose their souls.
She and she are really the difference between Yun Ni, of course, Zhou Keer is a cloud, and she knows what she is......
It turns out that a man and a teenager will be as far away as 108,000 miles away from the chaotic world through their memories, it turns out that this is the reality she has always refused to face, and he is no longer her brother.
Gu Xiaobei, who was stimulated, suddenly felt strongly ashamed of himself, and turned around to walk outside the crowd.
Whether it is a lover or a friend, in fact, you need conditions. Whoever climbs high will be thrown down one day. The higher you climb, the more painful the fall becomes.
It's just that why did he once promise: "I will be good to you all my life and will protect you for the rest of my life!" "And now, the man who said he would never leave himself has long since left; The one who says he loves himself is holding someone else's hand; The man who said he would wait for her to grow up, but left with another person.
He finally abandoned her, the oath of his youth was unreliable after all, it turned out that there was no eternity in this world, only the illusion of self-deception......
His smile was a rainbow, giving her hope, but it disappeared in the next moment.
Overhead, the sky is blue and the sun is shining, but why can't you see any color when you look up?
Gu Xiaobei lowered his head and squeezed out the crowd, he was neither injured nor disabled, and he was still walking on the street in a good manner, but why was his whole body in pain, and his painful breathing was so difficult!
"Miss Gu, so you're here?"
"Huh!?" Gu Xiaobei turned around and saw Wu Chuang standing in front of him, with a light smile, the afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled on his face, this man was really not ordinarily good-looking!
"The award ceremony is about to start, let's go inside!" Wu Chuang stretched out his hand inside and made a gesture of please.
"No, no! I've already seen it, so I'm not going in! Gu Xiaobei's mood at this time was really out of place here, and standing in such a hustle and bustle was like suffocating.
"Let's go in, Brother Li has already reserved a place for you!"
Gu Xiaobei lowered his head and followed Wu Chuang inside, even Wu Chuang knew that he was afraid of Li Haonan, and moved out of Li Haonan's name to scare himself.
Li Haonan sat casually on the VIP seat, he was like a resting tiger at this time, lazy and casual, and the rhythm tapped the index finger of the table, as if showing deep impatience. The flattering people around him feel helpless if they want to please him.
This man is too hard to please!
Under Wu Chuang's signal, Gu Xiaobei chose a seat farthest away from Li Haonan and sat down.
At the beginning of the award ceremony, Gu Xiaobei has been absent-minded. all the way to the most anticipated Best Actor and Actress awards.
He Zijun won the Best Actor Award again, and as soon as he came on the stage, there was thunderous applause and screams. Gu Xiaobei felt that her mind was buzzing, and He Zijun's voice was so gentle and pleasant, but she could hear it in a fog, and on the big screen at the scene was a close-up of him, his obsidian-like eyes were shining, and the tips of his eyes were slightly upturned, and he looked very good.
Gu Xiaobei watched He Zijun who stepped down from the stage sit next to Zhou Ke'er, and they were sitting behind her, she could even hear He Zijun and Zhou Ke'er's whispers, such a close distance, just looking back, but it was already close to the end of the world.
When she saw He Zijun at this time, it seemed that it was different from any time in the past, he was so handsome at this time, wanton and free, generous and warm, she seemed to have discovered for the first time that He Zijun's eyes were so dark and bright.
In the past many days, she has not paid much attention to his appearance, because she is too familiar and accustomed to it, she does not feel strange at all, and at this moment, in such a place, in this situation close to the end of the world, she suddenly realized that He Zijun is such a handsome man!
At this time, the handsome man's soft-line face bowed his head to the woman next to him and said something, the bright light was sprinkled on his face, the smile was warm, and the eyebrows and eyes were crooked.
Zhou Ke'er's snow-white face beside him was reflected with a faint rose red, his eyes were shining, a faint smile hung on the corner of his mouth, and there was a trace of love and satisfaction in He Zijun's eyes.
The air seemed to be flowing with the smell of He Zijun, she took a deep breath, it turned out that it was really the end of the world, close at hand, it was really an insurmountable world. Gu Xiaobei's head was "buzzing", it was a kind of loser's despair, a kind of inferiority complex and jealousy that could not be concealed.
She felt that it was a little difficult to breathe, she could comfort herself before, the matter between He Zijun and Zhou Keer was just a scandal, and she was still looking forward to the day when he would turn back, but now it seems that everything is true, he really doesn't want himself!
Many times, people always feel that their hearts are hard enough, and the past can be easily forgotten. There are also many times when I always think that I can be strong and able to face everything with a smile.
But when I really faced it, I realized that my heart was not strong enough, and I was not strong enough!
He Zijun no longer belongs to herself, this is the fate of her despair. She only felt pain and couldn't breathe. For so many years, she had nothing but him. Now even he doesn't want her!
Gu Xiaobei sat there like a fool, just feeling that there was a place in his heart that was bleeding, and then it fell apart, and the whole world fell apart!
Shan Jiatong won the Golden Eagle Award for Best Actress, but the most exciting thing was that it was Li Haonan, the president of the Dynasty Empire, who came to the stage to present her with the award.
When Li Haonan sent the flowers to Shan Jiatong, who knew that Shan Jiatong took the initiative to open his arms, hugged Li Haonan delicately, stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the cheek with affection, and the scene invariably sounded the click of a uniform flashing light.
Shan Jiatong is now a shadow queen who is popular with half the sky, it is the time when the spring breeze is proud, at this time, whoever wants to see this queen is bound to ascend to the sky, and someone actually made a bid: a sports car invited her to a meal, and this queen just smiled.
Now that she has taken the initiative to put down her body and take the initiative to show favor to Li Haonan in such a public occasion, it can be regarded as her giving it a go in order for her to marry into a wealthy family!
Almost the whole world knows that this actress is high and reserved, and only a few people such as Gu Xiaobei know that she has long been undignified in front of Li Haonan. Most female stars are like this, but as long as they are not exposed, they can still smile nobly.
Gu Xiaobei sat below, and a few days ago, when he saw the young girl Shan Jiatong in his heart, he spared no effort to please Li Haonan, and he still felt a little contempt for her in his heart. Today, she admires this woman a little, whether she really loves Li Haonan as a person or loves his money, she has done her best for her own efforts.
In fact, entertainment weekly magazines often publish scandals about some celebrities and rich sons, true or false, even if the actress will bring celebrities to take the opportunity to hype up the position.
But Shan Jiatong has very few hype ingredients today, and no one dares to hype Li Haonan.
Shan Jiatong, it seems that she is here for real today! Such a grand scene, the live broadcast of the global Chinese channel, you can clearly see the eyelashes on the big screen, countless pairs of eyes can see, it is completely Shan Jiatong's affectionate initiative to kiss Li Haonan, and you can even clearly see Li Haonan's slightly unhappy brows, although fleeting.
You must know that even if she is red and purple, and looks like a flower, it is difficult to marry into a wealthy family. The probability of a female star marrying into a wealthy family is not much greater than that of Cinderella marrying into a wealthy family.
Wealthy families are like the sea, rich people have many tricks, and how many rich people can achieve positive results with female stars? Even if it was a momentary scenery, in the end, it ended up and ended miserably.
Shan Jiatong, she is desperate, if Li Haonan does not marry her, it will be absolutely a catastrophe for her, she will become vain, powerful, and a female star who tries to marry into a wealthy family and eventually becomes a laughing stock in the entertainment industry.
Most of the awards of the Golden Eagle Awards were won by the artists under Li Haonan Media, and after the awards, Li Haonan, who was in a good mood, beckoned everyone to dinner. Gu Xiaobei originally wanted to go home, but Sister Hong didn't know why, so she pulled her tightly, and she had no choice but to follow her.
This is the first time Gu Xiaobei has eaten in Li Hao's Nankai hall, and there is a wide corridor facing the elevator. Stepping on the soft and silent wool carpet on it, you can't tell what kind of wallpaper has a dark metallic sheen. The walnut wall skirt is hung with oil paintings.
Gu Xiaobei doesn't understand oil painting, but she estimates that it should all be genuine.
Inside, it is even more magnificently decorated, with flower-shaped crystal lamps everywhere as bright decorations, and two tall waitresses wearing cheongsams stand at the door of each box.
They were led by the waiter to the door of a box, and pushed open the heavy door, which was a large box with a large rotating table inside.
Li Haonan sat on the main seat with his usual coldness and domineering, and at this time, the two seats beside him immediately became the object of competition among the beauties, Gu Xiaobei of course had no interest in those, so he found a place a little farther away from Li Haonan to sit down.
So the position at the table is like this, Li Haonan, on the right hand is the gentle and lovely female star Quyi, then Anya, who is indifferent and pretty, and then Sister Hong, the man next to Sister Hong has a scar on his indifferent face, that is Chen Jiaqiang.
Next to Chen Jiaqiang, with a bit of aristocratic momentum, it was Wen Yimo. Then there was Ruan Wenzheng and Xian Zhiming, who had a fierce and vicious face. Wu Chuang saw that Gu Xiaobei was a little afraid of Xian Zhiming, and sat very considerately between her and Xian Zhiming.
Gu Xiaobei is the executive president of the media, the director of the radio station, and several beauties in turn, Shan Jiatong is sitting on Li Haonan's left hand side.
Just when Gu Xiaobei felt that he was in a hurry, Chen Shuang, who didn't know where he came out, ran in, Gu Xiaobei was overjoyed, as if he had finally seen his relatives, and looked at Chen Shuang with blank eyes, because he was afraid of Li Haonan, and he didn't dare to say hello.
The empathetic Wu Chuang got up and sat on the other side, giving up his original position to Chen Shuang.
Gu Xiaobei and Chen Shuang were like the underground party that had finally connected to the enemy's blockade area, and they were so excited that they almost didn't hold their hands and look at each other with tears in their eyes!
Chen Jiaqiang saw that Gu Xiaobei showed such abrupt joy because of Chen Shuang's arrival, glanced at Li Haonan and glared at Chen Shuang.
Because all the people sitting at this table are acquaintances, everyone is not restrained, and the atmosphere is very warm. Several beauties invariably stared at Li Haonan, and for a while, the room was full of charming eyes.
Chen Shuang and Gu Xiaobei kept bowing their heads and whispering between their little girls, Chen Shuang looked at the women surrounding Li Haonan, and whispered contemptuously: "I can't wait to stick myself into my Uncle Li's arms, isn't it just that I have more meat on my chest than others, for fear that others won't see it, and take it out to show off all day long..."
Gu Xiaobei just smiled lowly.
Chen Shuang was like a chatter today, but he kept talking to Gu Xiaobei, Gu Xiaobei was like a crucified Jesus, forced to listen to Chen Shuang talk about her messy things.
But at this time, her heart was lost, sad, jealous, angry, and depressed...... Thousands of emotions are intertwined, and she can't tell these sufferings, and she can't say them after all.
My heart was empty, and there was a feeling of flesh and blood tumbling at the tip of my heart, because it hurt too much, so I didn't feel it for the time being. She feels that life is like a blunt knife, the wounds it cuts are never neat and crisp, it always makes your flesh blurry and bones.