Shang Yiqi's heart was drenched in blood for a moment. He shook Gu Xiyan's hand. There was a glint of pain in his eyes." Baby. We're not leaving, okay. Baby. I know it's me who is bad. It's okay if you hit me and scold me. But. It's okay if you don't want to divorce me. I can't live without you. Can't......"

"No. You're good. It's not good for me. I'm bad. I'm a bad woman. I beg you. Is it okay to divorce me. I will be grateful to you for the rest of my life. You will fulfill me, okay? I am tired. I want to go back to Wei Zhe. I want to marry him. I know you're good to me. In the future you can marry a woman who is a hundred times better than me. And then you are nice to that woman again. Is it good?" The lips are pale and pale. Gu Xiyan spoke word by word with difficulty.

"Baby. Why do you have to divorce me. I will be doubly nice to you in the future. I'm not going to let you hurt anymore. All right. I won't bully you anymore. I'll do whatever you say. I'll accompany you wherever you want to go. I'll do my best to make you happy if you're not happy. I don't know as much about emotional matters as anyone else. I don't have that much ability to please women. But I'll be very attentive to you. Good no good. I know. I know you like him and don't like me. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. As long as you are willing to stay with me. I don't care anymore that you don't love me. Okay?" Shang Yiqi was unspeakably haggard and embarrassed at this time. He kept her. He was very desperate to keep her. But she ...... Will it accept.

"No. Why don't you understand? I'm going to get a divorce. I want to be happy. I also wish you happiness. I'm not the one who can accompany you to old age. A person has only one heart. My heart is too small and too small. It can only fit one person. Wei Zhe and I have been missing out on it for so many years. I don't want to miss him anymore. Brother Shang. I'll treat you as my brother in the future. You can still spoil me as much as you used to. I can also care about you as much as I did before. You can also find the woman you love. Wouldn't that be nice? No. It's even better than before." Gu Xiyan said and wanted to sit up.

Seeing this, Shang Yiqi put down Gu Xiyan's hand. After raising her hospital bed a bit. Shang Yiqi helped Gu Xiyan up. Pour out the prepared hot porridge. Shang Yiqi brought the porridge to Gu Xiyan. Baby. We're not going to talk about it. You're hungry. It's time for you to eat. When I got home just now, Yan'er was still sleeping. I'll take you home when you're well. Now you can eat first, okay?"

After Shang Yiqi finished speaking, he scooped up a mouthful of porridge and blew it. Compare the porridge to Gu Xiyan's lips again." Baby. Open your mouth."

The heat in the porridge blew on Gu Xiyan's face. Gu Xiyan suddenly wanted to cry desperately. And yet she didn't. He looked up and poured back the tears. Gu Xiyan looked at Shang Yiqi again. A plain white hand followed with his handsome face." Brother Shang. I believe. You're going to be a very good brother. I want to be your sister. All right. You must be an older brother who loves his sister very much. So. You're going to get my sister's wish, right? Even if it's another day. One month. year. Seven years...... My decision will not change. Brother Shang. Please fulfill me." No one knows how much her heart hurts. She loved him. But they had to push him away with their own hands. He'll never know. She didn't really want to be his sister at all. What she wants to do. It's his wife. His woman.

"Baby. You know I already have a sister. I don't need to have another sister. I don't want to be your brother. I'm going to be your husband. Be your man. I want to see you when I can hold you anytime and anywhere. Kiss you. I like to love you and spoil you. It is a man's pain and favor for a woman. Instead of an older brother's pain and spoiling of a younger sister. Baby. The rest of my life. I just want to hurt you so much and spoil you. Except for you. It can't be someone else. I ...... "Love you. It's true. Very much love, very loved.

"Brother Shang. Say no more. The worst thing I've ever done in my life. It's to marry you." Gu Xiyan didn't let him finish his words. She didn't want to hear him anymore. She couldn't tell what he meant. He's used to her presence, isn't he? But she doesn't want habits. But...... She couldn't afford anything she couldn't afford anymore.

"Baby...... Child. How can you say that." Shang Yiqi looked at Gu Xiyan in disbelief. Gu Xiyan could already see the pain in his eyes that was so intense that it almost annihilated her.

Gu Xiyan opened her eyes. No. She didn't mean what she said. The best thing she's ever done in her life. It's to marry him. And the things she did that made her the most painful. It's what she's doing at this moment to cut off all her love for him. If you can. How much she wanted to be by his side. Lifetime. I. Never leave the white.

"If I had known that there would be such a day. I shouldn't have left Wei Zhe back then. Left him. I'm not supposed to go with you. Gone with you. I shouldn't have agreed to marry you." Married to you. I shouldn't have fallen in love with you. There is no love. There will be no pain or suffering.

"You regret knowing me. I regret being my wife for so many years. You tell me. Is it true?" The soup spoon and porcelain bowl in Shang Yiqi's hand fell to the ground and shattered with a 'bump'.

Seeing that Gu Xiyan didn't answer. Shang Yiqi suddenly put his hand on Gu Xiyan's shoulder. Press her in your direction. He groaned. The pain in his heart almost suffocated him." You look me in the eye. Tell me. Is what you say true? As long as you say. I'll just believe it."

Gu Xiyan met his eyes. Finally brutally snuffed out the last bit of light in his eyes." It's true. The most regrettable thing I've ever regretted in my life. It's to meet you. If I didn't meet you. Maybe Wei Zhe would have found me at the airport more than seven years ago. If I haven't met you. Maybe Wei Zhe and I have been married for many years. If I hadn't met you...... "I wouldn't have to be in pain as much as I am today. But he was still willing to eat it.

"Good. I will fulfill you. I will fulfill you. Two days later. I will give you the divorce deed. From now on. Who are you marrying and who are with. I don't care anymore. I will marry a woman I like. I'll be nice to her. A thousand times better than for you. 10,000 times. I will love her well and love her. And she gave birth to two lovely babies. I will be well happy. I'm going to forget about you completely. I'll forget. Forget how stupid I used to be. Forget that I once married a woman whose heart was not on me. I'm leaving. You can eat the rest of the porridge as much as you want. If you don't eat it, throw it in the trash. Something to send out. I won't take it back......" Shang Yiqi roared angrily and ran out in a panic.

Original. No matter how much affection there is no regrets. I can't resist her regret. Regret. It's not that I don't love. It's a regret. The one he loves doesn't love him. He confessed. But she said she regretted it. I regret meeting him.

That's enough. That's really enough. His pride does not allow. He was not allowed to send his affection to her like this anymore to ravage her. He's a man. But he's also a mortal man. He has a heart. But his heart was given to a woman who didn't love her. Right now. He couldn't even restrain himself from thinking that the child who belonged to them had lost it. She was actually glad in her heart.

Divorce. Shang Yiqi clenched his hands into fists. Good. Let's leave. He should be. Never knew that woman before. He should be. He's just had a dream all these years. Woke up from a dream. All the drama is over. It's time for him to go, too.

After Shang Yiqi left. Gu Xiyan covered her face. At last they wept out loud. She's amazing. She finally let the man she loves the most leave her with her own hands. But isn't that what she wants?

When the nurse came in, she seemed a little displeased to see the broken bowl on the floor. But when I saw Gu Xiyan's sluggish appearance. The little nurse's displeasure turned into worry.

"This young lady. . . You're all right." The little nurse pulled Gu Xiyan's hospital gown. It's hard to hide your anxiety. This patient is so beautiful. She can't help but be jealous as a fellow woman. Makes such a beautiful girl so sad. I don't know which one made her unhappy.

"I'm fine." Gu Xiyan shook her head helplessly when she heard the little nurse's voice. When I saw the insulated box that Shang Yiqi put on the bedside table. She felt another pain in her heart. Then she carefully picked up the insulated box with both hands.

The spoon has been broken. Gu Xiyan opened the thermos box. Lip attached to the edge of the insulated box. She slowly drank the hot porridge from the incubator into her stomach little by little.

The little nurse next to her didn't say anything when she saw her move. Just sighed. Resignedly, I went to get a broom and a garbage shovel to clean the ground.

Gu Xiyan usually can't eat so much porridge at all. But this time. She drank all the porridge in the thermos. Maybe it's because . This is what he gave her...... The last warmth is up.

After drinking the porridge. I saw that the little nurse was still standing aside. Gu Xiyan blinked. Let the tears hang in the corners of your eyes and clear away." Nurse. Is there anything else?"

"Uh-huh. Not anymore." The little nurse was about to go out. before walking to the door. She turned back to look at Gu Xiyan and said, "This young lady. Our head nurse often says that there is no obstacle in this life. Sometimes. Grit your teeth. Everything has passed. You have to open your heart too. I'll go first."

After the little nurse leaves. Gu Xiyan's face darkened. There's no hurdle you can't get over. But there are people who can't forget. But there are memories that can't be abandoned. But there are regrets that you can never make up......

Got out of bed. Gu Xiyan went outside the ward. About Shang Yiqi said that he divorced two days later. She didn't think about why it was two days. All she knows is. He said he would leave. That's going to leave.

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