Chapter 428: Selfish
I looked at him directly, my heart tightening......
With tears, with silence?
Sizzling out a cool air, I pulled his arm and hugged him, Zhuang Shaofei was slightly stunned, his breath was heavy, and his mouth was still saying, "I'm sorry." ”
"Zhuang Shaofei, you are a bad pen."
My eyes were red, and the tears finally came out. “…… Get the away, I don't want to see you ......"
"Yu'er, you have to be good, Huo Yi will hold you."
Zhuang Shaofei's body stiffened, as if he was desperately suppressing, and muttered his pronunciation, "You and him, I don't worry...... But if you change someone, buddies have to rob it, desperately rob it, you hate me, buddy has to rob it too...... But Huo Yi, he does understand you, better than his buddies...... In the future, I will disappear, I will not see you, I will not look for you, I will not ...... Blocking your ......"
"Silly fork!!"
I threw down two words viciously, let go of my arm, turned my head and pushed the door out, walked far away, and turned back......
Zhuang Shaofei was still sitting in the cab looking at me, with tears streaming down his face, and it was ugly.
I was silent for a few seconds, and in the air, there were fallen leaves swirling and drifting~
"Fish! You hurry up!! ”
Zhuang Shaofei looked at me for a while. With red eyes, he lowered the window and waved at me, with tears on his face, but his expression was free and easy: "Don't force your buddy to rush over and stimulate you to have menstrual cramps!" In the future, we will never see each other again! When the buddy turns around, he will go to Lao Mei to live a chic life as a capitalist! Don't contact me! Don't look for me, don't make me cheap!! ”
“……”
I opened my mouth, held back my tears, and turned away—
If there are thorns in the back, the heart hurts and eats the bones.
I didn't look back, I know very well that this time, it's not just going home, but it's really as Zhuang Shaofei said, the rivers and lakes-
Never again.
How to meet?
Brother, it's gone.
I really didn't expect it to be like this......
Garlic, you are confused!
I hurried upstairs, the baby in my belly was stable, and I entered the door. Huo Yi hasn't come back yet.
Alone, after a long time on the sofa, I suddenly remembered the poem made by Zhuang Shaofei, the fish swim in the water......
Something is wrong!
Take a pen and write it down on a piece of paper and list it out. The corners of his lips tugged, and tears poured into his ......
This guy, just two brushes and play with hidden heads?
What's the matter, you wanted me to hear this in the first place?
Later in this car...... Can't hold back again?
Wipe!
The orange glow of dusk faded little by little from the living room, inside the house. As it grew darker, I leaned back on the couch like a soul, and after the crossing, the most important brother ......
It's just lost.
No.
Maybe it's not just Zhuang Shaofei, but also Jiang Nan and Huazi......
Not to marry for life?
What the have I become?!!
Scourge?
……
"Xiao Xin?"
When Huo Yi entered the door, I was still in a trance, "What do you think, why don't you turn on the lights?" ”
"Big brother, I went out with Zhuang Shaofei today......"
"Well, what's wrong."
Huo Yi responded. Seeing that I was squinted by the light, he turned off the light again, walked up to me, and glanced at my crumpled paper, as if he knew it.
As soon as his anger sank, Huo Yi put his arm around my shoulder, "Did he say it?" ”
With just three words, my heart was suffocated.
His head tilted against Huo Yi's chest, tears flowed down, and he couldn't speak.
I don't know how to express this complex and contradictory feeling. Zhuang Shaofei just took me to see the maple leaves, Golden Leaf Mountain, so beautiful, but ......
Is it a scratch?
Zhuang Shaofei cut a piece in my heart, and that's it?!
"It's okay, huh?"
Huo Yi caressed my back with his hand and let me lean on it steadily, "Big brother knows, Xiao Xin is a friend, and you are angry, you have always regarded Zhuang Shaofei as a buddy, uncomfortable, I don't feel good to accept...... But, no matter whether Zhuang Shaofei's starting point for being good to you is from friendship or love, with heart. It's all true, affectionate, and not adulterated, I said he had bad intentions, but it was later seen. Zhuang Shaofei is very pure, he wishes you happiness...... Xiao Xin, it can only be mine, others, in Xiao Xin's eyes, are just friends, that's all. ”
Understood.
Big brother really understands.
I pressed against Huo Yi's chest, it was warm and reassuring, "Big brother." What makes me uncomfortable is that Zhuang Shaofei and I will not be able to go back to the past in the future. ”
"It's normal."
Huo Yi's jaw was slightly lowered, and his voice was soft. "At first, it was unfair to you, because you didn't know, you knew about it, and you continued to have a deep relationship. That's unfair to him. ”
I understand.
Between trade-offs, there will be gains and losses.
Merely......
I've lost one of my toughest brothers!
……
"Xiao Xin, don't cry, big brother wants to talk to you about something......"
Huo Yi gently wiped my tears. Yin'er rubbed, "Very important thing. ”
"You say ......"
I muttered, "Are you going on another business trip?" ”
Sensei is alive!
Huo Yi hugged me tightly and sighed, "In the hospital, it was decided to send me to Mr. Jun to study for two years, and after I came back, I will serve as the vice president of Xicheng Hospital." ”
"Vice Dean ......"
I looked up at him, he was promoted three levels in a row, and the eldest brother was going to go directly to Xia Xuefei's father's position?!
No wonder it is rumored in the courtyard that Huo Yi is going to be promoted......
What a promotion!
Huo Yi's face was still in the shadows. The silhouette was highlighted, his fingers wiped the tears on my face, and his voice was soft, "Xiao Xin, are you willing to let me go?" ”
"I ......"
I don't want to!!
"Big brother. That's a good thing......"
My heart was calm and insincere, "If you go, in two years, you won't ......"
"Xiao Xin, the eldest brother is selfish."
"No, you're not selfish, you're working normally, you're ......"
"Xiao Xin."
Huo Yi hugged me. "I made another decision. ”
"What decision?"
I looked at him blankly, "You refused?" Big brother, don't be confused, I'm fine. This opportunity ...... It's all something that no one else dares to think of! ”
Huo Yi touched his face, and his lips curved into a handsome arc, "In the month when I was preparing to come back from the front line, the General Staff had the will to transfer me, and it was also a hospital. Working outside the heart, he is the director of the office of the Institute of Pharmaceutical Research, but his subordinate unit is the YAO Bureau of the First Division, so he was transferred. Identities need to be hidden, and files need to be completely erased. ”
General Staff?
I know!
The full name is the General Planning Department.
To put it simply, if war breaks out, it will be the general command of the whole army, and it will be the national military operation......
Glittering bull forks!
"Big brother, you mean, if you want to go to the General Staff, you will ......"
"I'm going to take you."
"Huh?"
Huo Yi stroked my face, "Because I want to do a scientific research project, I will transfer over, and I probably won't come back...... The reason why the hospital asked me to go to Mr. Jun for an internship was also to keep me, but I have already received a letter from the General Staff Department, and I can bring my family to live in the past, and what makes it difficult for you is to eliminate the existing files, follow me, and hide my name, Xiao Xin, eldest brother's decision, isn't it very selfish? ”