Chapter 48: Don't want to die yet
Remembering when she left the Order.
Although after she returned to Taipei, she had been seen with a man at Feng Ji's place. But she didn't expect that they would meet again, and even meet a mutual friend Yi Pan'er.
Is this the so-called "Skynet is magnificent, negligent but not leaky"?
During the meal, the three of them sat together and chatted about family life, but there was nothing wrong with it. It's just that Qian Yiyi and Lu Xiaoyu deliberately didn't look at each other.
After dinner, Qian Yiyi used physical fatigue as an excuse to tell Pan'er that she was going home to rest. Yi Paner didn't stop her, after all, she had just returned to China, and she was indeed tired.
"Pan'er! I'm about to go home too! I'll go downstairs with Yiyi! Lu Xiaoyu also got up from the sofa, walked to the door, and began to put on his shoes.
Yi Pan'er frowned, "You two really have a tacit understanding!" All right! Go for it! ”
"Good! You go to bed early! ”
"Pan'er! Then I'm leaving! ”
Lu Xiaoyu and Qian Yiyi walked out of the apartment, and the two said one after the other.
"That's it! Go down! Don't let me send it away anymore! After Yi Pan'er finished speaking, she directly slammed the door of the apartment shut, not giving them a chance to speak again.
Qian Yiyi and Lu Xiaoyu silently turned around and walked towards the elevator.
Pressed the elevator twist, and after the elevator came up, the two walked into the elevator in silence.
The moment the elevator door closed, Qian Yiyi lowered her head and looked at her loose dress. He raised his head again, stared at his eyes and asked, "Whose child is in your belly?" Your Highness? ”
Lu Xiaoyu was not surprised, the training in Italy was enough for her to see everything she was hiding.
"Yiyi...... I...... How are you......" She asked abruptly, no more.
Chapter 224: No Phone
Two people in the elevator, such an embarrassing existence. The air seemed to be a little frozen, and it was in such a stalemate. It's really an occasion that no one thought of meeting.
Qian Yiyi heard her unfamiliar but familiar greeting, but she felt stiff. Although she has left the organization, she also has a special affection for His Highness based on the relationship between her father and His Highness's adoptive father as brothers.
It is a relationship similar to that of a brother and sister, but it is thinner than a brother and sister.
She can allow herself to leave the organization for revenge, but she doesn't allow anyone to go undercover for five years and betray His Highness in the end. And she hates that others betray her, even if it is a well-intentioned betrayal.
I suddenly remembered that movie, the male protagonist was terminally ill, but he deceived the heroine and died. Three years later, she met the person she loved at the grave and learned such a result.
It may not be a betrayal, but emotionally, it makes it feel like a betrayal.
Those who truly love will understand that no matter what the outcome is, they must stay together until the last second, even if I will die tomorrow. But before the sun rises, we must stay together.
Although, the traitor in the organization that time, she let that person go because of her feelings.
I have to admit that I am indeed emotional sometimes. So she never became a killer, but only a thief. But thankfully, it was so that she could return to Yoshi.
Qian Yiyi didn't look back or look sideways, she just asked softly, "Does Your Highness know that you have a child?" Or did you sneak out? Whispers! ”
When she called her, she had already invisibly pronounced "Yu" as "Yu", although it was a homophone. Lu Xiaoyu suddenly fell into a trance, reached out and gently stroked his arm. He stretched out his hand again and stroked his belly, and here, there was a small life brewing.
"Yiyi! I didn't do anything to be sorry for the organization! So you can rest assured! She finished softly, sighing slightly.
Qian Yiyi tried her best to breathe a sigh of relief, although she had long believed in her heart that Zhiyu would not do anything unfavorable to the organization, but she couldn't help but worry. Hearing her words now, I was even more relieved.
She asked again, "Do you want to give birth to the child without telling His Highness?" Language! It's not fair to the kids! It's not fair to the father of the child either! ”
"I ...... I don't know......" Lu Xiaoyu bit her lip tightly, hesitating.
Even she didn't know if this life was good or bad! And she is not ready to be a mother, let alone any ideas. There is confusion in front of her, where should she go!
"Do you want to get rid of the child?" Qian Yiyi suddenly gritted her teeth and asked.
Will she be willing? Even if she didn't love His Highness, would she be willing to get this child? Her own flesh and blood, flowing with half of her own blood, this child, will she be willing to give it up?
Lu Xiaoyu looked rarely panicked, and his delicate face was all dazed, "I...... I ......"
At this time, the elevator reached the ground floor, and there was a "ding-" sound. At this time, the mobile phone also shouted "ding ding dong".
Lu Xiaoyu took out his mobile phone and pressed the connect button, "Hey! …… Don't pick me up! …… I really don't need to! ”
“……”
Qian Yiyi stepped out of the elevator and heard her intermittent talking.
I couldn't help but speculate in my heart that it should be a man's phone! Who the hell is it! Never heard of it before! Could it be that this child is not His Highness's, but this man's? But...... My feelings are more inclined to Your Highness!
"What? You're already here? …… Just on the side of the road? …… I'm coming! She finished in a panic and hung up the phone eagerly.
Lu Xiaoyu hurriedly walked out of the elevator and smiled apologetically at Qian Yiyi, "Yiyi!" I hope you don't tell anyone about my baby! Including Pan'er, don't tell! ”
"Okay?" She frowned, her previous indifferent expression gone.
The woman in front of her is no longer the feather shadow under the mafia. And she's just a woman who suffers emotionally now, wasn't that what she was like before?
Thinking of this, no matter what the reason, she always has inexplicable feelings for Xiaoyu.
Qian Yiyi nodded without hesitation, and said in a deep voice, "I know!" But! ......," she said, pausing, and continuing, "whisper! If something happens, be sure to come to me! ”
"Don't be alone! All right? She smiled.
Lu Xiaoyu was suddenly moved, walked up to her, and stretched out his hand to hug her. It's like being hugged by her that day. The relationship between them is so deep.
"That's it! Go for it! Isn't there anyone else waiting for you? Qian Yiyi patted her back and said with relief.
No matter what happened between them, no one else could intervene. This is like playing chess, no matter how clear the bystander is, he can't point out, and even if he does, the person who is caught in the maze will not understand.
Lu Xiaoyu let go of his arm, and then reluctantly walked towards the outside of the building. After walking a few steps, he looked back and looked deeply. Collecting her gaze, she hurried out.
The sky outside the building was already deep, and a bright moon shone brightly.
Qian Yiyi walked out of the building and saw a BMW speeding by. In the car, you can clearly see Lu Xiaoyu sitting in the passenger seat, as well as the side face of the strange man.
Sighing slightly, she raised her head and looked at the starry sky.
And under his eyes, he conjured up Yoshi's handsome face, so clear. Yohji? Yoshi! Yoiji ......
She wanted to stand in front of him, keep calling his name, keep not stopping......
Shaking his head again, he walked to the side of the road and stopped the car to go home.
Getting into the car, she curled herself up in a ball, and in the cold car, she suddenly missed his temperature.
Yoshiji...... Why didn't you even call me......
Chapter 225: Refusal of treatment
New York, USA.
Today's weather is cloudy and very bad. Thick clouds covered the sky, like a thick blanket. And the people under this sky also look much gloomy.
An RV sped by, and the woman sitting in the car was none other than Sankailin. And she held a bouquet of water-colored hyacinths in her hand, although there was no sunlight shining, but still shimmering with beautiful flower shadows.
And the flower language of the aqua hyacinth is - I hope that the person I love can be happy.
Sang Kailin held this bunch of hyacinths, and her heart suddenly became melancholy. And her bright eyes were also covered with a deep haze, which could not be let go or dispersed.
Every time she thinks about Yohji, her heart aches so much that she can't help herself.
It has been more than half a year, and the treatment has not controlled the disease. There are more and more white blood cells, and the pain torments Yohji, making him look even more emaciated and emaciated.
But Yao Si has been patient, and he has been enduring this pain.
Now, even his smile makes his heart ache and hurt. The smile that seemed to foresee death, and he clearly hoped to survive. However, it is still strong.
From the day I met Yohji, I knew how stubborn and ruthless he was.
I just don't know that in his stubbornness and coldness, it is actually buried deep in the indescribable loneliness. Is his loneliness because of her?
Qian Yiyi......
At the moment, she didn't know if she should hide it any longer. And at such a moment, she should be by Yaoji's side. In this way, Yohji will also be a little happier.
Even if it's ...... Even if it will be uncomfortable and cry in the future, but ......
Sankailin thought of this, but she hated it. She reached out to cover her face and grabbed her loose hair. She's going crazy, why, that's why.
Why hasn't a matching bone marrow been found, and even Pei Huan doesn't have the slightest clue.
Don't...... Do you really have to die like this......
At this moment, there has never been a fear of death.
Sankelin slowly raised her head and looked out the window at the gloomy sky. And the bottom of her eyes seemed to be infected by this gloom, and it became even deeper.
"Hurry up!" She said anxiously.
"Yes! Miss San! The driver hurriedly replied.
The RV suddenly accelerated and sped towards New York Central Hospital. Chased after the car in front of him, like a ray of light. Finally submerged in the horizon and turned into a small black dot.
New York Central Hospital.
First class ward area.
Suddenly there was a loud roar of men in the corridor, and some skeletons said, "Get out of here!" I'm not going to be treated! Did you hear that? I said I was no longer in treatment! ”
"Mr. Xi! Calm down, please! Mr. Xi! ......" The nurse ran out of the ward in fright, stood at the door of the ward, and said bitterly.
If he gives up treatment now, his life will speed up the rate of death.
In the room, the man's voice sounded even louder, "Get me out!" Don't stand there! Don't you understand? Get me out! I said I wasn't going to be treated anymore! Get out of here! ”
"Mr. Xi! Mr. Xi, you have to believe in medicine, you must be treated......"
Before she could finish her sentence, a vase had already smashed at her.
The nurse screamed loudly in fright again, and hurriedly stepped back. And the vase fell less than a foot in front of her, making a "bang-" crunch.
In an instant, debris all over the ground.
"Get me out now! I don't need a nurse or a doctor! From today, I will not be treated again! Do you understand? I'm here to die! Rest assured! I volunteered! ”
The man's voice was getting louder and louder, and he had staggered to the door of the hospital room. Holding on to the edge of the door, his eyes were bloodshot, embarrassed but weak.
"This ...... This is not okay...... Mr. Xi ......, "Miss Nurse was so deterred by him that she didn't know what to say.
"What's going on!" Suddenly, a woman's soft voice sounded in the hallway.
The nurse turned her head and breathed a sigh of relief when she saw someone coming. She hurriedly ran to the woman's side and explained, "Miss Sang! It's time for chemotherapy, but Mr. Xi doesn't want to ......"
"I see! Thank you! You go down first! Sankailin said softly to Miss Nurse.
The nurse bowed to the two of them, then turned and hurried away.
After the nurse left, Sankailin said to Ben behind her, "Ben! You go and pick up Pei Huan! Right now! Hurry up! ”
"Yes! Miss San! Ben nodded respectfully.
He looked up and saw his young master leaning against the door, looking at them coldly. And his originally handsome face has become thin and weak due to the torture of illness.
From such a distance, you can feel his hidden anger, and there is a sense of despair.
Ben bowed to Xi Yaoji, then turned around and walked quickly.
"......" Sang Kailin stood in place, looking at Xi Yaosi not far away, with a pantothenic acid in her eyes.
She would have known that this day was coming, and that Yohji would always start refusing treatment one day. Because, the treatment has no effect either. Moreover, there is such a great pain.
However, I didn't know how to comfort him at this moment.
O God! Now she is here to plead, to tell her how to save him! And he was such a good man, so young, that he didn't even get more happiness.
Sankelin forced a smile and walked slowly towards him. Seeing that cool face getting closer and closer to herself, she just felt uncomfortable in her heart, what should she do?
Finally, walked in front of him.
She was speechless for a while, so she had to hug the water-colored hyacinth in her hand in front of him. He raised his head and looked at him sincerely, but his eyes were filled with tears, and he held back to prevent them from falling.
Xi Yaosi's eyes were already foggy, and he narrowed his eyes, trying to see what she was holding in her hand.
But...... But no matter how you look at it, you can't see it clearly......
Chapter 226: Gaze in memory
He shook his head in pain, and opened his eyes even harder, so that even he felt that his eyes were so painful and uncomfortable. But he still can't see it, why can't he see it clearly!
Although she could smell the faint fragrance, and although she could guess that she was holding a bouquet of flowers, she felt angry for no reason. This anger, almost with despair.
And the painful torture he endured for most of the year made him explode all at once.
Xi Yaoji angrily snatched the flowers from her hand and threw them on the ground.
"Yoshiji...... Don't ......" The bouquet in his arms was suddenly snatched away, and Sankailine screamed as she watched his frantic and irritable actions. But when she cherished the flowers, she cherished him even more.
Begin...... Can't stand it...... Yoiji ......
There is a limit to man's patience, has his patience reached its limit? At such a painful moment, he began to be at a loss, began to be unable to calm down, and became not like Xi Yaosi before!
Xi Yaosi threw all the flowers to the ground, and directly crushed them while wearing slippers. But he stepped on the floor with one foot in the air. The eyes are hazy, what is the difference between him and a blind man?
"Let me go! Let me go! I don't want to see anyone again! I don't want to see anyone! ”
"I don't need treatment! I don't need to! From now on, I won't be treated again! So you don't have to persuade me anymore! Just let me die like this! It's still relatively clean when it's dead! ”
Xi Yaoji yelled angrily, and he lowered his head.
"Yoshi! Yohji, you don't want to look like this! We still have time! Don't give up! Don't you want to see her again? You have to work hard for her! We still have time! ”
Sankailin couldn't hold back any longer, but she cried silently. And her tears finally fell from her eyes.
"Do you ...... Really...... Don't you want to see her......"
"Don't you know...... Qian Yiyi...... Still waiting for you......"
Hearing the words "Qian Yiyi", Xi Yaosi was stunned for a moment. The original anger was like being poured a bucket of cold water, and the chill spread from head to toe.
In an instant, he lost his soul and whispered, "You go!" Let's go! Leave me alone! You're all gone! Just leave me here alone! I won't see anyone else! ”
"Whoever it is, I don't want to see it! I don't even want to......"
And he kept muttering the words "I don't want to", as if he was telling himself, as if he was confusing himself. But does he really want to? Can he not want to?
But what's the use of him thinking about it? Perhaps, she was standing in front of him at the moment, and he couldn't even see her face clearly.
Qian Yiyi......
Do you know ...... I can't see your face clearly......
And the way you look, I can only stare at in memory.
Suddenly he felt scared that he would one day forget her face, and she would forget herself as well.
Xi Yaosi turned around in despair, leaned against the wall, and walked slowly. His voice whispered lowly, "I don't want to see anyone anymore, so you just let me die here quietly......
Do you really forget? Is it really going to be a memory?
After I die, will there be anyone who loves you as much as I do? Qian Yiyi! You stupid girl who makes me so uneasy!
"Yoshi, ......" Sankailin was about to say something, but found that her voice was choked. She had to reach out and cover her mouth, not wanting him to hear her crying.
Her crying will make Yohji feel even more desperate. There was no hope in the first place, and she couldn't make the slightest crying sound.
"Xi Yaoji!" Suddenly, another deep male voice sounded, with infinite emotion.
Sang Kailin hurriedly turned her head and saw Pei Huan hurrying towards the other end of the corridor. And his handsome face was filled with boundless anger because of anger and sadness.
It's like a volcano, and it looks like it's going to erupt at any moment.
Xi Yaosi was stunned, but he didn't pay attention to it, and he was even more anxious to walk into the ward. Touching the wall, walk forward. I touched the door of the room again, wanting to close the door to prevent interference from others.
Just as the door was about to close, someone reached out and held the half-covered door.
Xi Yaoji panicked and wanted to close the door completely, but his strength was not enough.
Pei Huan pushed the door open with all his strength in his hand again.
And he also didn't let the other party push away, and when he struggled, he stumbled under his feet and he fell to the ground.
"Ahh Sang Kailin shouted anxiously, and ran forward to help him, but was stopped by Pei Huan.
Xi Yaosi had fallen to the ground weakly, unable to struggle any longer, looking sluggish. And his heroic spirit back then no longer exists. Because he had no faith in living, he was so miserable that he couldn't do it.
"Xi Yaoji! What are you doing! What about the Yoshi I know! Where did he go? Just now Ben told me that you lost your temper in the hospital and said that you refused treatment! ”
"What do you want to do! Do you want to wait to die? Do you really want to die? If you want to die, give me a quick death! ”
"Don't you know how many people are worried about you? Everyone hasn't given up yet, why should you give up! You're still alive, and being alive means there's still a chance! ”
"If you want to give up now, I won't stop you, I won't do it at all!"
"I tell you! I feel sorry for Qian Yiyi! I feel sorry for her! She's going to fall in love with someone like you who gives up halfway! You don't know, you don't know! ”
Pei Huan blushed with a handsome face, and yelled at him who was sitting on the ground.
And he was just as painful, they were brothers for decades, and they were closer than siblings. He didn't want Yao Si to die like this, he wanted him and Qian Yiyi to be happily together.
Sankailine turned her back unbearably, choked sobs coming in fits and starts.
"Xi Yaoji! Say something! You tell us! Are you really going to give up? Say something! Pei Huan asked loudly, but he had already choked up.
Ben stood at the end of the corridor and muttered silently in his heart: Young Master Yaoji...... Young Master......
Chapter 227: I don't want to die yet
This voice of questioning instantly hit my heart.
Xi Yaoji, who was sitting on the ground, suddenly felt that his throat was warm, as if he was blocked by something, so uncomfortable. But this discomfort was nothing at all, and his heart was even more uncomfortable.
What the hell is wrong with him! So irritable, so decadent, so dazed!
I don't have the calm and calm appearance I used to have, and when I knew that I was sick, I had a premonition that this day was coming. But now that it had come, he couldn't calm down again.
O coward! What a coward he is!
What right does he have to stand before her, and what right does he have to love her? He can't even overcome it himself! Didn't you say that you have to work hard? Why are you still here to give up on yourself!
He is really not worthy of love!
Qian Yiyi! Did you see that? You may not even be able to imagine it! I'm already such a Xi Yaoji! When you see me like this, will you still be the same?
Thinking of this, thinking of her, thinking of her whom he loved so much, Xi Yaosi closed his eyes in pain.
And his ears seemed to be ringing, her innocent and lovely voice, echoing so clearly. And in front of his eyes, there seemed to be a flash of her expectant little face.
"To die! I like you so much! ”
"I'm not lazy! You're going to go back! Good no good! Isn't it good? Death, death, death! ”
"To die! Yiyi is also very well-behaved today! ”
"You haven't kissed me yet......"
"Don't leave me, okay......"
"Yoshiji...... I love you......"
She's still waiting for him! She is still waiting for him stupidly in Taipei! But here he is giving up on himself because of the passage of time, what is he doing! Xi Yaoji, Xi Yaoji! What a fool!
Sankelin covered her mouth vigorously, and the sobs became especially muffled. She didn't want to cry, she couldn't cry, but she couldn't help it. tears, I don't listen to my own command at all.
The most painful thing in the world may just be this moment!
"Xi Yaoji! You said! You tell us! Do you say you're going to give up! Waiting to die here? You say! You stand up for me! Don't be a coward! Did you hear that? ”
"Xi-Yao-Si-"
Bae Huan yelled angrily, and his hands were already clenched into fists.
Just when everyone was in the eyes of everyone, when everyone was sad and depressed, when everyone was panicking, Xi Yaoji, who was sitting on the ground, suddenly made a sound.
"I want to ......," he muttered, his voice trembling.
Almost at the same time, Bae Huan, Sang Kailin, and Ah Ben all crowded to the front of the ward, looking at the man lying on the ground at the door of the ward. He looked like he was in pain, he was struggling.
Xi Yaosi slowly closed his eyes, and endured the pain for most of the year, because of the promise that might not be fulfilled, tears finally poured out, endlessly.
"I want to ...... Live ......"
"I want to survive...... I want to live...... I don't want to die yet...... I don't want to die like this......"
"I haven't finished my promise to grow up with her...... I haven't traveled with her yet...... There are so many things between us that haven't been done......"
"I don't want to die...... I don't want to die...... Don't want to die ......"
Pei Huan burst into tears, he choked his voice, and couldn't even speak. How could he be indifferent, at such a moment, even the indifferent Yohji cried like this.
Qian Yiyi! Did you see that? Did you see Yohji crying?
If you feel it, please bless Yohji!
"Yoshi!" Sankailin sobbed, and she hurried over, "Yoshi! I'll help you up! Yoshi! We will be cured! Don't give up! You can survive! ”
"Ben! Hurry up and help the young master up! Ben! Realizing that her strength was not enough, she hurriedly shouted.
Ben let out a "hey" and quietly reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes. strode into the ward again, squatting beside Xi Yaosi, "Young Master! Ben is here to help you up! ”
"Nope! …… No! ......" Xi Yaosi shook his head and refused again and again.
He didn't want to rely on the strength of others, but stood up. He wanted to rely on his own strength, he wanted to stand in front of her again. And at this moment, he still wanted to see her. Even in a few months, he would really die.
If...... If only he could stand up on his own......
Let him go back to Taipei again...... I still want to see her...... He is so selfish, so selfish......
Ben had no choice but to stop moving. And Sankailin nodded helplessly, stood up, and looked at him behind him. No one can help him, the only one who can be defeated is himself.
Pei Huan saw his cheering up, and suddenly felt a little comforted, and finally showed a smile on his originally depressed face.
It's so dangerous......
He's so scared...... Panpan...... He was so afraid that Yohji would collapse like this......
Xi Yaoji held the ground with one hand, trying to get up from the ground. However, due to the torture of illness and chemotherapy, he could hardly eat during these months, and he had no strength at all.
But he was still struggling to get up and be able to see her.
You can't fall like this, you can't give up like this, if you give up, it's not Xi Yaosi. It will take a lifetime to find her, and how can you be afraid of this little torture now.
Finally, he clinged to the wall and climbed up with difficulty.
Xi Yaosi lowered his head, looked at his hand, and finally saw his hand in a trance. Although, the lines of the palm are not very clear. But it didn't matter, he should be able to see her clearly.
Just when everyone was moved and worried, he said in a deep voice, "I have a request!" ”
"......" Everyone held their breath and waited for his next step.
Xi Yaosi showed a smile, her smiling face appeared in front of her again, and said lightly, "Let me go to Taipei and see her again!" No matter what the outcome, I won't give up! ”
"Until ......"
"The Day I Died......"
Is this really the last wish......
Chapter 228: Nine Springs with a Smile
"To Taipei?" Sankailine asked in surprise.
At such a moment, when the body is in such pain, do you even have to go to Taipei? To see her? Yoshi! It's stupid! But it's so distressing! Can't help but feel distressed!
Pei Huan was bored, but he looked up at him, and Xi Yaosi in front of him had regained some of his former glory. Although the cheeks were sunken, those eyes were shining brightly, so dazzling.
Still thinking about Qian Yiyi? And is she the only thing that keeps him alive?
Pei Huan was suddenly stunned, in the past few months, he has been looking for bone marrow every day. In Japan, almost all the manpower was used, but it was in vain.
Do people with the same bone marrow really not exist in this world?
But he doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe it! How to make him believe! He couldn't see Yoji die like this! And their brotherhood is not enough! Not enough!
Ben lowered his head, although he didn't know what had happened after the young master and Miss Sang left the Xi family that day. But he only knew that the young master and Qian Yiyi must be together in the future.
Otherwise, Miss Sang would not be at Sang's house.
The reason for this, perhaps no one will know. Whether you know it or not, it doesn't matter now. The most important thing is why the same bone marrow as the young master has not been found.
It seems that everyone is waiting for this moment, and the old lady Xi, the old man Xi, and the three ladies who are far away in Germany, Miss Chu Xin...... Everyone is waiting for this moment.
Xi Yaosi couldn't hear everyone's reply, raised his head, and in the hazy light, he looked for the other party's eyes. His gaze wandered on Sang Kailin, Pei Huan, and Ben.
Although his own eyesight, he can't see them completely clearly. However, it doesn't matter anymore.
You can feel it clearly......
He smiled and showed a smile, incredibly faint, as if he was relieved, or even had another indifferent plan for the future. Even if it turned out to be like this, he wouldn't give up on himself anymore.
Calmly, calmly, calmly face all this......
That's what it should be! Right! That's what it looks like!
Thinking of Qian Yiyi, who was still waiting for him in Taipei, thinking of all kinds of things, thinking of this, he pulled the corners of his mouth and showed a gentle smile, shallow, faint.
"Let me go to Taipei! I will take my medication on time! Just three days! May I? I only need three days! He spoke, but he was resolute.
Oh, yes! He needed three days to get himself to accompany her. Like a shadow, guarding her side.
I want to see what she is doing every day, whether she is happy, whether she has become strong, whether she is still the girl who is so stubborn that he loves and hates Qian Yiyi, his girl......
Pei Huan nodded helplessly, with infinite emotion in his voice, he said in a deep voice, "Okay! Three days! In three days, we must fly back to the United States right away! You can't stay longer! ”
"But......" Xi Yaoji muttered again, his gaze a little glazed.
The crowd held their breath and waited for his next step.
His smile was even worse, even a little childish, "But don't tell her I'm going to Taipei, and I don't want her to know, so you all have to help me!" ”
"Yoshiji......" Sankailin called out his name in surprise, but she didn't expect him to say that.
Originally, he thought that Yao Si wanted to meet Qian Yiyi and tell her all this. But now, I heard him say it. Again, deeply shaken, once again powerless.
Pei Huan was not a little surprised, but his slightly narrowed eyes had already brewed countless ripples. He looked at Xi Yaosi and nodded again, "I know...... I know ......"
If he didn't know, if he didn't understand, how could he say what he just said. If letting Yao Si see Qian Yiyi can restore his belief and motivation to live, why not?
"......" Ben just stood silently and didn't say anything.
As long as it can make Young Master Yaoji happy, he is willing to do anything. As long as Young Master Yao Si can live strongly, no matter what the conditions, he is unconditionally willing.
"Promise you! Yoshi! We accompany you to Taipei! Pei Huan said, walked up to him, and gently patted him on the shoulder.
Xi Yaosi smiled heavily, but the tears in the corners of his eyes were still condensed. He lowered his head slightly, not wanting others to see the sadness of this moment. And just now, he actually cried, which is incredible.
Between his fingers, there are still tears.
"Yes! Thank you! "I can't thank you for being sincere, but I don't know what to say except thank you.
Isn't it a blessing to be able to have such a person by your side at this time? And in Germany, my family always cares for myself, isn't this my blessing?
Even, Qian Yiyi, who was waiting for him in Taipei, was even more of a blessing for himself.
He already has so much, if he really wants to die, he should also smile at Jiuquan! Smile......
"Yohji! So when do we go? Sankailin wiped her tears and asked softly.
Xi Yaoji raised his head, met her gaze in a haze, and said firmly, "The sooner the better!" It's better now! Book your plane tickets now! Let's fly right away! ”
"Good!" Sankailin nodded, then turned to look at Ben behind her, and called out his name.
Ben had already understood, and said respectfully, "Young Master! Miss San! Young Master Pei! Ben book your tickets now! Fastest flight to Taipei! ”
Xi Yaosi was finally relieved, and he felt a little tired.
"I want to rest a little longer, lie down for a while!" He reached out and pinched his brow, feeling tired. And in the body, the pain began to abuse again, and it did not end.
Sang Kailin walked up to Pei Huan before him and held him, "I'll help you go to bed!" If you have to fly for a while, you will definitely be tired! Take a break now! ”
"Yes!" He responded, no longer refusing.
Chapter 229: Speak Secretly
Two hours later, the group left the New York Central Hospital. They got into their RVs and drove to JFK International Airport. Ben had already booked a plane ticket to Taipei in advance and took off an hour later.
In the RV, Xi Yaosi, Pei Huan, and Sang Kailin sat in the back seat, while Ben sat in the front passenger seat. Along the way, no one spoke, and the atmosphere was a little stiff.
Xi Yaoji changed into a clean shirt and suit, and took off the hospital gown that he had worn for months. He didn't feel this dress, he felt that time passed too quickly.
Turning his head, he looked out the window at the sky.
The bottom of my eyes was blue, and today it was very clear. He narrowed his eyes slightly, and the blue under his eyes became blurred, and he couldn't see if there were any white clouds floating above the blue sky.
But her big bright eyes kept flashing in front of her eyes.
Xi Yaosi suddenly raised the corners of his lips, and something in his heart was slowly floating. A very deep feeling, underflowing at this moment. And he suddenly realized that he missed her so strongly.
Qian Yiyi, how are you? Will you get used to it without me by your side?
However, now you can only get used to it! Because, because I may not be with you anymore! I came to see you because I wanted to say another word in front of you.
- I love you.
An hour later.
John F. Kennedy International Airport.
A plane takes off from the runway of the airport and finally flies above the vast sky. Taipei.
It was raining lightly today, and in the apartment, Qian Yiyi hung her washed clothes on the balcony. Enclosed balcony so that rain doesn't get wet clothes. But the sky outside the glass window made people feel very depressed.
Qian Yiyi stretched out her hand to squeeze the wet clothes dry, and the water flowed down the corners of the clothes and dripped onto the tiled floor. She looked at the water stains dripping on the tiled floor, a little dazed.
With nearly half a year to travel, she will want to make time pass a little faster.
But why did they return to Taipei, as soon as they returned to their home, they found that time passed so slowly. It was so slow, that slow, it was like going back to the first day of Yoshi's departure.
And their agreement is only eighty-three days away.
Every minute and every second, she counted down the countdown, counting the time they would see each other again.
Qian Yiyi closed her eyes, and at this moment, this deep loneliness swept all over her body. And the strength she showed in front of others, the disguise of self-deception, collapsed in an instant.
She wasn't as brave as she thought she was, and she wasn't as resilient as she thought she was......
All the persistence only continued tremblingly because of that waiting......
Yohji? Yoshi! Yoiji ...... Yoshiji......
What are you doing today? Are you having a good time? Did you think of me in the days when I was not with you? Do you have to think of me as much as I think about you?
Eighty-three days...... It's a long time......
Qian Yiyi thought about it, and finally moved her body, turned around, and walked into the bedroom. She gently closed the sliding door of her bedroom, locking her lonely figure as well.
She went into the bedroom, lifted the quilt, and lay down on the bed.
I slowly closed my eyes, but I couldn't sleep. How many days have you been suffering from such insomnia? She thinks every day, waits every day, and has insomnia every day......
If this continues, I wonder if it will become a nervous breakdown? Yoshi! If she has a nervous breakdown, he must have caused it!
She rolled over and looked at the picture on the bedside table. In the photo, the man is wearing a tuxedo and smiling softly at himself. She couldn't help but smile and look at it stupidly.
Yoiji ...... Do you know...... You look good with a smile......
And how much I love to see your smile...... Yoiji ...... Love to see your smile......
Thinking of everything that had gone before, of the pain and sweetness between them, of their unfulfilled pact, of their one-year term, she once again fell asleep in her memories.
But this night, she didn't sleep well, as if she was entangled in something.
Where does such an unsettling feeling come from?
The night is already deep, and the night is even thicker.
It was 4:32 a.m. in Taipei.
The flight from New York, USA, arrived on time and landed at Taipei Airport.
In the corridor, Sang Kailin supported Xi Yaosi and walked forward slowly. And his face was even worse, so white that he couldn't even see the little bit of blood, and his lips were blue.
"Yohji! Go to the hospital! Sankailin admonished uneasily.
How can people rest assured that he looks like this? Why always be strong! Why always pretend to be strong! Cry when it's time to cry! Laugh when it's time to laugh!
If you are unhappy, if you are unhappy and don't speak out, how will others know?
A bunch of self-righteous madmen, they're all crazy!
Xi Yaosi shook his head and said resolutely, "No! The jet lag hasn't adjusted yet! So I'm a little tired! Just let me take a break! Don't worry! ”
He wanted to speed up his pace, and finally returned to Taipei, and his mood was indescribably excited.
"Bae Huan! Buy the apartment across from the fourth floor of the eleven building! It doesn't matter how much it costs! Buy it! I want to move in today! ”
Xi Yaosi turned his head and looked at Pei Huan beside him.
"Got it!" He nodded, pulled out his phone, and began to contact the friends he had made in Taipei.
Outside the road, someone had already sent a car to wait. The group got into the car and hurried to their destination. And Bae Huan's phone rang ten minutes later.
"Done? Thank you! The wind of the world! Pei Huan hung up the phone and finally breathed a sigh of relief.
He turned his head and looked at Xi Yaosi, and was about to open his mouth to tell him the news, but found that he was already so tired that he fell asleep. Steady breathing, chest fluctuating one after another, represents that life continues.
And in the time he left, he suddenly missed Panpan very much......
Chapter 230: Great Distances
The car drove into a certain community, and Pei Huan and Ben got out of the car first. After going upstairs and getting everything done, he walked down with two young couples with smiles on their faces.
At this time, the sky is still a little dark, and the dawn is gradually brightening.
"Thank you! Thank you, Mr. Pei! The appliances here are very complete! There's no problem! The woman said with a beaming heart.
Although they were dug up in their sleep, these people actually bought their old apartment at a sky-high price, which is no different from flying a windfall.
After a few more pleasantries, the woman intimately held the man's hand and walked out of the community with only simple luggage. Seeing the two of them stop the taxi and leave, Pei Huan nodded to Sang Kailin in the car not far away.
Sang Kailin received Pei Huan's attention, turned her head and patted Xi Yaoji on the shoulder, and whispered, "Yaoji! We're here! Yohji? Wake up! We're here! ”
"Huh?" Xi Yaosi opened his eyes worriedly, and there was still chaos in his voice.
This time, it was pitch black before his eyes. I just felt like I was panicking because I couldn't see anything anymore. It's pitch black, it's pitch black.
Transient blindness? Hertz......
If I let them know, I'm afraid I'll be in the hospital again in the next second.
He didn't want Sankelin to find out that his condition had deteriorated, so he raised the corners of his lips and said, "Kailin! I'm still tired! I didn't have much strength on my feet! Let Ben carry me up! ”
"Ben! Yohji has no strength! You come up and go up! Sankaline opened the door and got out of the car. She looked up and shouted to Ben not far away.
Ben hurriedly rushed over, "Yes! Miss San! He bent down again and stretched out his hand to support Xi Yaosi in the car. He whispered, "Young Master! Ben is here to carry you up! ”
"Ben!" Xi Yaosi's weak voice sounded loudly, so light that it couldn't be.
"I can't see now! You'll carry me to bed in a moment! You're the person I trust the most, don't tell them just yet! Got it? If you can do it, just nod! ”
His voice sounded in his ears as if out of nowhere.
Ben was shocked, but uncomfortable, his eyes were red, and he nodded bitterly.
In this way, Ben carried Xi Yaoji up to the fourth floor.
After Pei Huan opened the door of the apartment, he handed over the key to Sang Kailin, and he didn't enter the apartment, but said in a deep voice,
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