Chapter Twenty-Five: The Silly Thoughts of Suicide

? Anya's brain was still a little clear, her eyes widened in shock, everything that happened suddenly was far beyond the scope of the wine 'essence', no! This must not be the case! She began to resist instinctively, vaguely refused, but the more she struggled, the tighter Ruan Wenzheng hugged him, her softness, her warm fragrance, so that he had no way to stop, all this he had longed for for too long, the strange sweetness of the wine was more attractive, everything about her, he was addicted, and he could no longer have any reason.

Anya was tired of struggling, and the paralysis of the wine 'essence' made her let herself go, sad, desperate, and lost made her want to indulge herself like this, immersed in Nguyen Van Zheng's attack.

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Xiao Li Yi finally got sick in the cold weather in the north, and suddenly had a fever in the middle of the night, Gu Xiaobei woke up and hurriedly looked for a thermometer, the child had a fever of thirty-nine degrees and five, she was so frightened that she was so frightened that she hurriedly knocked on Wu Chuang's 'door', and the two sent the child to the hospital overnight.

Seeing the child lying on the sick bed with a little red face, Gu Xiaobei looked at the child's hair with heartache, she put her face on her son's little face, and tears slipped down little by little.

If it weren't for Li Haonan ruthlessly pushing the child out, the child who has always been strong and strong would not be sick here, Li Haonan doesn't like himself anymore, and he doesn't like Li Yi anymore, so he didn't kiss Li Yi anymore and let himself take his son away. In the future, he and Anya will also have children, and his son will be completely without a father.

"Xiaobei, don't cry, I've asked the doctor, Yiyi just has a cold and fever, no symptoms of pneumonia, and the fever will go away after an injection." Wu Chuang patted her on the back beside Gu Xiaobei, Gu Xiaobei's tears couldn't stop flowing out, and he suddenly buried his head in Wu Chuang's arms, so many grievances and sadness could not be vented, once the embankment broke at this time, it became a flood, "Wu Chuang, you say, why is Li Haonan so ruthless, so ruthless, why doesn't he even want children?" Gu Xiaobei gradually went from a silent whimper to a howling cry.

Wu Chuang gently stroked her hair, but could not answer her question.

After a long time, Gu Xiaobei raised his head and looked at Wu Chuang with tears in his eyes, "Did you say that Li Haonan never really liked me?" Isn't it? Because the child was sick, Gu Xiaobei was overwhelmed, which brought out the vulnerability she didn't want to show.

"Brother Haonan, Brother Haonan......" Li Haonan's mind is really difficult to figure out, and to this day, Wu Chuang doesn't know if Li Haonan still loves Gu Xiaobei.

The child's fever subsided when it was almost dawn, Wu Chuang asked Gu Xiaobei to sleep for a while, he came to guard the child, Gu Xiaobei lay on the 'bed' next to him and fell asleep in a daze, thinking about the child's illness in her sleep, and finally faintly heard Li Yi's voice, she suddenly opened her eyes.

Li Yi really woke up, and was whispering to Wu Chuang who was guarding his 'bed', the child got along with Wu Chuang very well during this time, Wu Chuang really loved Li Yi, Li Yi left his father, and became very dependent on Wu Chuang.

Gu Xiaobei saw that the child had finished the injection, so he hugged Li Yi in his arms and kissed him again and again, Wu Chuang looked at the bright sky outside, stood up, and said to Gu Xiaobei: "I'll go buy you breakfast." ”

"I'll go, I'm just trying to go out and refresh." Gu Xiaobei looked at Wu Chuang, who hadn't slept all night, with a tired face, he had enough to take care of their mother and son, he didn't owe them anything, she couldn't just enjoy it.

"You ......" Wu Chuang hesitated: "It's better for me to go, it's cold outside in the morning, see if you catch a cold again!" ”

"I'll go, it's okay, I'm not a rubber doll." Gu Xiaobei put down Li Yi, picked up the cotton suit and walked out of the 'door' of the ward.

There is a morning market opposite the 'door' of the hospital, which is very prosperous, and you can get there by crossing the overpass, and it is the most noisy time here, and the snack bars put the hot oil pot and steamer at their respective 'door' entrances to solicit business. Gu Xiaobei bought two bowls of soy milk and a few steamed buns, and put the pickles back away.

There is a newsstand at the 'door' of the morning market, on which there are all kinds of magazines with bright colors and "colorful" to attract people to watch, and the hawkers greet enthusiastically: "The morning newspaper that has just arrived, the actress Shan Jiatong is about to get married to a Southeast Asian billionaire!" ”

Gu Xiaobei turned his head slightly, and saw a photo of the boss on the front page of the newspaper, the photo was Shan Jiatong and Li Haonan, and the background was that they walked into her former home together in the night, a luxury villa, and the headline on it was shocking: Shan Jiatong and the rich man have a public relationship and return to the love nest together.

She subconsciously grabbed the newspaper in her hand, looked at some small photos attached below, and the two sat in a bar, and the two hugged each other intimately...... According to the report, Shan Jiatong is now pushing away a lot of work at hand, and he has a tendency to marry into a wealthy 'family' and fade out of the entertainment industry.

There is also a photo in the last corner, the special "door" is matched with a photo of Shan Jiatong's obvious pale cyan "color" under her eyes, and the "spirit" is not good, and there are small words next to it that imply that she stays in a luxury villa every night, and the two of them are too entangled, because the parties involved Li Haonan, and the report did not dare to write so "exposed", but anyone can see that it is allowed to reprimand the peach ** festival.

Li Haonan got along with Shan Jiatong again, and made his love public, Gu Xiaobei's heart was numb, his whole body was cold, and he tightened his coat with his hands. Li Haonan has regained his original grace and arbitrariness, and he deserves to take his son to a foreign land, miserable and cold.

Standing on the overpass, the cold wind was blowing on Gu Xiaobei's face, she watched the cars below speeding by, and suddenly thought what would happen if she jumped from here, she really wanted to see what kind of hard-hearted Li Haonan was!

She supported the railing of the overpass with her elbows, holding her face in her hands, crying silently, she was already the first time, she had the stupid idea of committing suicide for Li Haonan, but she couldn't even die now, she still had children, she wanted to live well for Li Yi.

Gu Xiaobei carried the food he bought in his hand and walked along the overpass to the hospital, and the tears on his face were gradually dried by the wind.

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Li Haonan got up the next morning, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, and he didn't ask Anya and Ruan Wenzheng who didn't appear in front of him on time, he only took Xian Zhiming and led Shan Jiatong to the sea for a vacation.

Shan Jiatong stood on the coveted 'private' luxury cruise ship, her 'excited' face was crimson, the blue sky and blue sea, the sand gulls were flying, and the breeze was blowing, she felt that she was getting closer and closer to the paradise of her dreams, looking at the majestic man beside her, and whispered happily, "Li Haonan, I love you!" She is an actress, these three words have been said to several different men countless times, but just such a simple three words, it is easy to say to irrelevant people, but when she said it to Li Haonan, she had to summon all her courage, her heart beat like a drum, and her voice was weak.

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