Chapter 199: After Today

Genius remembered for a second, "Love β™‚ Γ· small? Say β†’', provide you with wonderful novels to read. As soon as I heard Lin Qiaoman say such words, a chill rose in my back.

Her expression began to blur, and her head was lowered, as if unwilling to look me in the eye.

I just stood in front of her and watched her for a while. In the end, he pretended to smile calmly and reluctantly spoke

"Aha, do you still want to make the road longer, and you don't think it's tiring enough to walk so far?"

At this moment, I could only deliberately make my tone more relaxed, trying to use this to prevaricate something.

But as if she had already guessed that I would say this, Lin Qiaoman raised her head and looked at me, her eyes red again. But his eyes are still so determined.

I was stunned to see her look like this. Soon I closed my mouth and hung my head a little desolately.

In this way, I stood face to face with Lin Qiaoman for a while. Lin Qiaoman spoke again.

She looked at me and said in a flat tone

"Liu Ming, do you know why I want to change shifts?"

Hearing Lin Qiaoman ask this, I nodded at first, but quickly shook my head again.

And looking at me like this, Lin Qiaoman suddenly took a deep breath, she looked into the distance, and said in a somewhat fluttering voice

"I'm not going to change classes because she came back."

"Back in the day. γ€ζ„›β†‘εŽ»β–³ε°β†“θͺͺβ–³ηΆ² Qu 】When she hasn't come back, I thought about leaving, I thought about leaving your side"

"Of course, this is not Liu Ming's reason, this is my own reason."

"Because as long as I stay by your side, I can't help but focus on you, but every time I think at that time, the person you want to be by your side is not me at all"

"That's when I get sad. I'm sad that I can't make you happy, and I'm ashamed of my one-sided feelings."

Speaking of this, Lin Qiaoman paused, and then continued

"So when I saw Wang Jiaci coming back, I knew I should leave"

"That's how I went to talk to Jiaci for a long time, and then persuaded her to sit in my place, but maybe it's because I still have illusions in my heart, I didn't go directly to change shifts, but then I saw that you were happy with her, and I still chose to escape."

"Because I can see from the way you look at her, there is no one else in your eyes anymore, so I know that if I want to free myself, I have to leave from you."

After saying this, Lin Qiaoman turned her head again, she looked at me, and squeezed out a reluctant smile and said

"And I didn't find out until I got to another class."

"When you don't want to see someone, it's really hard to see each other, no matter how small the scope of living together is."

After the words fell, Lin Qiaoman's eyes became even redder, and a gust of wind suddenly blew over, and the bangs on her forehead tilted to the side.

At this moment, I looked at her in front of me, and my heart was full of sadness.

I didn't know Lin Qiaoman's thoughts, although she said this as if it was for her own good, but how could I not know that in fact, her choices were all to make me no longer embarrassed

She was always there for me when I was at my most difficult and frustrated.

She tried to get into my heart, tried to pull me out of the deep quagmire, but when Wang Jiaci came back and changed everything for the better, she was relieved, she chose such a way to leave, chose such an obscure way, and quietly left from my side, she did too many things for me, but I was never stingy and didn't give her anything in return.

Thinking of this, the feeling of self-blame began to come back to me, and I took a deep breath and said in a trembling voice

"Is it worth it for someone like me, is it really worth it for you to do so much?"

I thought that asking this would make Lin Qiaoman hesitate for a while, but I didn't expect Lin Qiaoman to quickly lower his head and say in a timid voice

"It's worth it, it's worth it to do anything for the person you like."

Although the voice was pitiful and small, Lin Qiaoman's words still made my nose sour all of a sudden.

I can't say whether I'm happy or sad now, in short, I want to cry a little at this time, I want to shed tears for myself and Lin Qiaoman.

It is said that men bleed without tears, but at this time I was really moved by Lin Qiaoman.

I was touched by her obscurity and her unrequited affection.

If I were to say who I owe the most in my life, I think that in addition to my mother who cooked for me and raised me, I owe Lin Qiaoman the most.

So at this time, I didn't dare to speak, I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, tears would flow.

And Lin Qiaoman in front of me also saw my reaction, her eyes were redder than just now, she opened her mouth, and it took five or six seconds before she made a voice to speak

"Now it's enough for me to know that you're happy, I'm actually very stressed in a new class."

"Everyone is working so hard, but it's just me, and I always have other things in my heart, and I feel a little unable to keep up with everyone."

"And I'm not the kind of person who is particularly smart in the first place, so if I don't work hard, I'm really going to fall further and further away, and I don't want to disappoint my family who have hopes for me, so"

Speaking of this, Lin Qiaoman suddenly stopped, she bit her already pale lip hard, and then whispered

"So I don't like you anymore after today"

Lin Qiaoman's words made my body tremble for a moment, and then my heart stabbed like a knife.

At this time, I looked at her in front of me, her tears rolling in her eyes, and her hand was already pinching the corner of her clothes.

Seeing her like this, my expression was still very calm, and at this time I forced myself to look casual, but in my heart, tears were already raining down.

I don't know how determined Lin Qiaoman was to say such a thing to me, but I knew that I couldn't show sadness at this time, because my sadness would make Lin Qiaoman even more sad.

In this way, I endured it silently for a long time, and after making sure that my voice would not come out with tears, I moved my mouth and spoke

"Okay, didn't you also say that if you want you to be happy, that's good"

My words made Lin Qiaoman raise her hand and rub her eyes, she nodded while rubbing her eyes, but tears still slipped down her fingers.

Her tears were so conspicuous in the sunlight, like a crystal clear dewdrop.

And I looked at her eyes and clenched her fists, and my heart felt as if she had been pinched hard, and it hurt surprisingly.

After a while, Lin Qiaoman put down her hand again, her jaw trembled slightly, her eyes were also staring at me, and she whispered

"Liu Ming, can you answer me a question?"

I nodded, signaling that she could.

Seeing me nodding, Lin Qiaoman pursed her lips again, she seemed to have mustered up her courage, and then asked seriously

"In your heart, have you ever liked me, even just a little?"

"I wonder if there has ever been"

Lin Qiaoman's words made me feel a little choked in my throat, and I looked at her in front of me, and all those memories of myself and her came out again.

Gradually, I gritted my teeth, and it took me a while to squeeze out a few words

"I like Wang Jiaci, but you are the most special existence for me, I don't know if my feelings about you should be counted as liking or what should be counted as something, maybe you and I are really just fated to be inseparable."

After I finished speaking, Lin Qiaoman's eyes all poured out, and I also had a pain in my chest, and I didn't know what kind of expression I was now.

I'm sad, maybe, it's the first time I've felt so cruel.

I don't know why I answered Lin Qiaoman like this, I clearly know that even if I lied to her and replied "I liked it", it would be a comfort to Lin Qiaoman.

But when the words came to his lips, they came out like that.

At this time, I felt like a scumbag, a complete scumbag.

However, although Lin Qiaoman had cried into tears, she still didn't make a sound.

She had put all her sadness in her thin body, and I thought she would want to shed tears into her body if she could. Fork pit with skill.

But soon Lin Qiaoman raised her hand again and rubbed her eyes, and after rubbing, she suddenly took the bag she was carrying from my hand, and then unzipped it and took out a box from it and handed it to me.

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