Chapter 62: Even if that person is not me (Explosive Update 11)
After Shang Shuze sent Duan Xinchen back to the army, he immediately set off for Hannan University. There is a vague sense of foreboding in my heart. Half-loud breath a few times. He suppressed the strange feeling in his heart.
Yuan Qian followed Xia Yiyang and stood next to the first fountain on campus. The fountain pool is square in shape. Each of its sides has a spout in the shape of a faucet. The spout will fill the pool with water. In the center of the pool is a sprinkler device. Just as the pool water is spraying upwards. Its momentum is magnificent. The two of them were close to the pool. At this moment, some moisture hit their faces. Moist and moist. It's also comfortable.
Speaking of which, this fountain also has a name. It's called Four Dragons Playing in the Water. It is one of the seven views of the campus of Hannam University. At this time, there are many couples standing next to the fountain. There are even people who are making wishes on the pond water. Just make a wish. The sound of coins being thrown into the water sounded. If you look closely at the bottom of the pool, you will find it. The bottom of the fountain pool here is composed of hundreds of one-dollar coins. Most of them are contributed by couples who come here to walk around. There is a saying circulating in Hannam University. Make a wish for love in this fountain where the four dragons are playing. Then this wish will come true one day. It is also thus. This fountain pool is full of 'waves' and smells. It is also deeply loved by campus couples.
"Shallow. Do you have any wishes?" See the unclear posture of the original shallow faction. Xia Yiyang took out a coin from his pocket. Then he handed it to Yuan Qian.
The original shallow did not pick up. He only smiled lightly and declined. Senior. Do you have something to do with me?"
Xia Yiyang didn't feel uncomfortable when he saw this. After recovering the coins. He smiled and said lightly: "Shallow. I'm to you. Isn't it different from others?"
That's a strange question. Yuan Qian couldn't figure out the meaning of Xia Yiyang for a while. So he only responded indifferently: "Senior Xia. Everybody is different."
"Shallow......" Xia Yiyang stopped talking at this moment. There are cheers of couples around. Cheerful laughter came. Long. Xia Yiyang took out a photo from his pocket. in his eyes. It also flickered quickly, and there was a touch of amazement." Shallow. I didn't understand why you reacted the way you first met me. Available now. I guess. I see."
Yuan Qian was stunned when he heard this. Sideways. Only then did she see the photo in Xia Yiyang's palm.
It's a photo with a bit of a long history. The photo is glued. But you can still see a little bit of the old taste. And the photo shows a man and a 'woman'. Female's son with a ponytail. The face is full of green 'spring'. She smiled and leaned into the boy's arms. It's easy to see. The boy should be very fond and doting on her. And the boy's physiognomy ...... Anyone can see it. Boy in photo. It is very similar to Xia Yiyang at this moment.
Yuan Qian's heart suddenly 'twitched', and at first it was a faint little pain. Soon. The pain spreads. She began to feel like she was going to suffocate. Don't open your eyes. When I spoke up, I realized that my voice had changed somewhat. Because it brings crying and pain." Senior Xia. What exactly do you want to say?"
I saw the stubbornness and sadness of the original shallow. Here, Xia Yiyang wanted to be able to hold her in his arms. Comfort her well. Unravel her. Tell her he's there. But he knew. She must not be unfamiliar with his arms. Bitter shook his head. His voice was hoarse. There is a light of remembrance flickering in his eyes." I went to my aunt's house the other day. There is a forbidden area at my aunt's house. I've never been in before. But that day. I heard my aunt crying in that room I had never been in. On the spur of the moment. So I opened the 'door' and went in. Later. I found this photo in that room. At that moment. I understand everything. Shallow. I've guessed it many times. I know you must be thinking of me for someone. It's just that I didn't think about it. That person would be my cousin. Summer time. Is that right? I'm so stupid. If not related. How can two people look like that? If it weren't for the fact that I've been abroad for too many years. Too little contact with my cousin. Maybe I'll have thought of it sooner."
Yuan Qianqian suddenly took a step back. There was a pain on her face. There is resistance to acceptance. There are many more complex emotions that are innumerable. Tears fell from the corners of her eyes. She was powerless to slip to the ground. Full of confusion. There were already people pointing fingers at the two of them. Xia Yiyang hurriedly squatted down and picked her up. I don't hide my apologies between words." Shallow. I'm sorry. I'm hateful. I shouldn't have said that."
Yuan Qianwu suddenly snatched the photo in Xia Yiyang's hand. And then I blame myself and smooth it out little by little. The man in the photo has a deep smile in his eyes. Inclusive. Pampering. Love. Care...... In the past. She loved it when he smiled at her. Because it would make her feel. This big boy. I really like her very much.
Xia Yiyang had no choice but to hug Yuan Qian horizontally. Otherwise he let go. The girl was limp and was about to slide to the ground. Hara is completely immersed in his own world. Where will you pay attention to what others have done. Until Xia Yiyang hugged her and sat on the stone chair under the tree. She bit her lower lip and tried to suppress her whimper.
Suddenly. I hate this person around me. Why did he ...... I had to 'expose' her scars in the sun. More than nine hundred days and nights ago. She's already figured it out... She would never share the opportunity to remember the boy with others. She would only like to miss him quietly alone. Thinking quietly about his shallow and warm smile. Thinking about his words in class. Thinking about the helplessness of "really unteachable" when he taught her to do exercises. Thinking of all the tenderness he gave her alone......
But why...... The man next to her wanted to 'rub' the humble wish in her heart. Just because. Ah Shi is his cousin. And he. It just so happened that he found himself similar to his cousin. Knowing that such thoughts are naïve and pitiful. But this moment. Yuan Qian really can't help but have prejudices against Xia Yiyang. It's okay to call her stupid. It's okay to call her vexatious. She just wants to be happy now. But why...... It's going to be that hard.
Tears burst the embankment again. When it winds over the original shallow cheek side. She only felt cold. Chilling to the bone. Original. Except for the saltiness. Tears also have such a special symptom. It's cold and cold.
Xia Yiyang couldn't help but take Yuan Qian into his arms again. Even if she doesn't want to. Even if she's so opposed and disgusted. Can be at this moment. Suddenly, I wanted to hug her like this. Give her a little warmth. So that she can slowly rise from the abyss of cold despair. He knew he was too small. Knowing that she may never be able to be the sun in her heart. But. Just as she would like to hope for happiness and light. Isn't he coveting the fragrance of her? Greedily praying... There will also be a day. She can give her a light smile. The length of the arc is raised slightly. With the glint of trust in her eyes. Thereupon. At first glance, I saw that 'spring' was full of meaning. At first glance, I saw that the sky was high and the earth was wide. Two hearts are connected.
"Why. Why? I don't understand. It's true. I don't understand ......," muttered. At this moment, Yuan Qian couldn't tell what he thought about Xia Yiyang. First encounter. She was indeed miserable and sad because this man was so similar to the man she had in mind. Can be backwards. She didn't all struggle to distinguish between the two of them. Don't 'confuse' them anymore. Why. Why did he remind himself that there was a person. Truth occupies most of the vivid 'color' in her life. There was a man. She loves so much. It hurts too much. Can't forget. Can't help but be lovesick. And why. He cares about himself like this. Give her his warm chest. Give her his affection. Does he know it? He gives affection. She's never going to respond. And not just because he's not. Also because. Her heart. Hazy. There was already another man who had taken strong root there.
"Shallow. Before today. I imagined that... When I bring this up to you. How will you react. I know. Maybe you'll hate me for it. Hating me for being so hateful has added another wound to your heart. Hate me for saying I want to be nice to you. But it makes you more miserable. Can be shallow. Do you know. People who are always thinking about the past. You can never be truly happy. I don't have to forget the past. I just hope. Shallow can face the past. And then. Live well in the moment. Take your future path. Shallow. You're this year. Only 20 years old. It's eighteen or nineteen. You still have a long life ahead of you. I don't want to say anything about the dead. I just want to learn to like someone again. Fall in love with someone. Even that person. Not me." Speaking of which. I don't know why, but my throat is choked. In fact. I'm still very concerned. Concerned about how she feels about herself. I wonder if she's likely to give him a chance. I care if it's because of this incident, she and he turned her face. So what is he going to do in the future......
XIA Yiyang. It turns out that you are not as brave as you think. Original. When facing this 'girl'. You'll also be careful. Such a coward is afraid to move forward. After laughing at myself without hesitation. Xia Yiyang hugged Yuan Qian tighter. Slightly lowered head. Looking at the quiet but lonely look on the face of the little man in his arms. Suddenly, there was a sense of pride and ambition in his heart. He suddenly. I want to put his feelings out. I want to tell you what he likes about her. He likes her. I even like it to the point of hopeless 'medicine'. Finally. When did it become like this?
In an instant. Xia Yiyang's eyes flashed with thousands of paintings. There was a scene of her burying her head and sobbing on the street that day. There's a scene at a dance where she stuffs snacks in her pocket for him. There is a scene where she laughs sincerely in the barren land of the northwest. There is a scene of her holding a bear doll and sleeping peacefully with her eyes closed. And her. Never deliberately alienated from him. At this moment, he was crying silently in his arms......