I drank alcohol on the night of the New Year. Not beer. It's the red wine that Uncle Xue gave to Daddy. Although Shang Daddy has repeatedly stated that he has quit drinking for many years. But Uncle Xue was stunned and said, "Brother. If you don't drink, let the juniors practice their drinking. Back then, when we were as old as Xiao Yan'er, we couldn't pour a hundred cups."

Anyway, the result is that there are a few more bottles of wine at home. The night of Chinese New Year's Eve. I don't eat much. Wine is a glass after a glass. Mommy persuaded me to drink less. However, I went against Mommy's wishes. I'm going to drink. I'm going to drink a lot, a lot. After this time. I'm afraid I won't have the courage to touch something like this.

Pungency. Serve. My body is hot. The head is also dizzy. Later, in a daze, I seemed to see Daddy carrying me upstairs. Daddy's arms are still as warm and thick as when they were children. I couldn't help but rub myself into Daddy's arms.

Daddy covered me with a quilt. Mommy came with a decanting soup." Open. Let Yan'er drink some soup and go back to sleep. This kid. Don't say anything to us. Just bury your head in the bitter drink. I'm so cautious."

"Alright baby. Children's business. We always have to trust that they can handle it. Who doesn't grow up step by step. Just like we were back then." year. I remembered it when I pecked at the soup for a while. When Mommy and Daddy divorced. Daddy has also been drinking for a long time. It was a very dark time. My old Daddy has become so decadent. And now I. It seems to be a bit of a repeat of Daddy's mistakes. No. I won't. I thought before I went to bed. Even if it's to reassure Daddy Mommy. I'm going to be good too. Good ......

The day before going back to school. The three of them gathered around me and talked to me for a long time. And Mommy kept adding things to my luggage. Even Daddy, who is busy on weekdays, also 'time' to take a few of us out to play. It's all there. I didn't resist accepting it. And I was deeply 'excited'.

The distance between Beijing and City A is not very short. However, it is only a matter of two or three hours by plane. Hee-hee volunteered to pick me up a few days ago. Now it stands on the land of City A. I was amazed that I could no longer feel sad and sad at the thought of that man. Nobody knows. The day I returned to the capital. On the flight. My tears. It never stops.

Gave Hee Hee a big hug. Hee Hee invited me to stay at her house for two days before going to school. In fact, there are still three days left before the official opening of the school. It's just that you need to go back to school to register today. I shook my head. Even the slightest hint may see Su Yunche. I don't want to. Not sad. It doesn't mean that I can be calm when I see him. Treat everything as if it never happened.

"Yan'er. Is it because of my second cousin? He went to play abroad with the guy surnamed Xu in the past few days. It won't be here. So you don't have to ......" Hee Hee explained to me a little awkwardly. Actually, I know. She didn't want to tell me that. Classmates for more than two years. I know her. I wouldn't have thought it through that way. She understands the same.

It just so happened that a junior from the photography department of the college called me at this time. So I had a legitimate reason to go back to school." Xixi. I'm sorry."

"Yan'er. No matter what happened to the second cousin. Let's not let him affect whether the relationship between us is good or not. We are good sisters for life." After sending me to school. Hee Hee took my hand and said.

"Okay." I laugh. He waved at Hee Hee again." See you in two days."

I didn't expect to be hit by an earthquake in a city not long after the start of the new year. I heard that many officers and soldiers in City A were sent there to help rescue this time. And Daddy and Uncle Xue, who are far away in the capital, have also passed. Mommy mentioned it to me on the phone. The worries in my heart are overwhelming. But Mommy is so upset. Where would I dare to make her more uneasy. So I had to comfort me with kind words: "Mommy. Rest assured. It's going to be fine. Don't overthink it."

For five or six days. I eat and rest every day except for class. Most of the rest of the time is spent browsing the latest information on the Internet with this book. One time I even saw the side face of Shang Daddy in a set of pictures. At that time, he had an old man lying on his body. I can see it. Daddy is already very tired and tired. can be at such a moment. Who can not get tired.

Again hurried back to the dorm after class. This time, the school held a large fundraiser for the earthquake. A mega earthquake measuring 8.0 on the Richter scale. So far there have been heavy casualties. All four of us in our dorm room are going to do what we can to buy some supplies. Anyway. It is a little bit to be able to help. Because we agreed to leave together after school. I went back to the dormitory and got my own 'little vault'.

Pay according to the missing items listed online. A few of us went to a nearby mall and bought hundreds of boxes of instant noodles and dozens of boxes of drinking water. Plus some 'female' and 'sexual' essentials. There's also biscuits, 'milk' powder and things like that. If it weren't for the mall, there was a car that could help with the delivery. We didn't know how to get this stuff back. In addition to donating things is donating. Xixi's family had already taken action at the first moment of the earthquake. Now we donate all personal thoughts. I'm not a rich man. Can only do their best to help. In addition to sympathy for the innocent people in the disaster area. In my 'selfish' heart, I actually want me to help a little more. I hope that Heaven will bless my father and them for my sake. I also bless those who survived to get rid of the nightmare of the earthquake as soon as possible.

"Yan'er. Why do you care so much about earthquakes? I see you're stunned." This night, Feng Man made fun of me after returning from a date with his little junior brother.

The gaze is a little wandering. In the end, I only vaguely replied, "Because now in the disaster area. There are people I care about."

There are many reports from the front lines every day. Because of the earthquake thing. My plan to do an internship at a newspaper has also been put on hold for the time being. I watched a lot of news that night. And on one video, I also saw another person that I am more familiar with... SU Yunlie. He looked like he was injured. His right arm was bleeding. That's when I thought about it. SU Yunlie. He was also an officer in City A.

Suddenly, I felt the urge to rush to the front line of the earthquake. I've had too much uncertainty these days. I think. I want to see my relatives in good condition. I can have peace of mind.

I'm afraid that the three girls in the dormitory are worried. I just said I had something to go home. But in fact. I hitchhiked to the earthquake-stricken area. I tried not to bother others as much as possible along the way. In addition, I also helped some injured people to do emergency treatment.

See my daddy before. I spent three days in the disaster zone. Dirty. I don't care about that much anymore. Every day, we watch the original fresh life leave us. That kind of scene. It's a horror I've never imagined before. Immersive. I can feel it even more. Reality. It's far more brutal than it appears on TV screens.

"Yan'er. Go over and bandage a few of the wounded over there. The current 'medicinal' bandage is not enough for anything. I don't know when the next batch of supplies will come." I was talking to a volunteer who had come to help in the disaster area. He spoke to me. The experience of the past ten days. It's a grief that he can't forget in his life. Someone dies every day. It is also not known when this catastrophe will stop.

When bandaging an elderly lady. I saw that the old man's cloudy eyes were like a little beast' of confusion and panic. I listen to the people around me. The son of this old 'milk' 'milk' was killed in the earthquake. And her little grandson. His whereabouts are unknown.

"Don't be afraid. It's going to be fine. It's going to be." I gave the old man a handful of her short silver hair. I comforted her. Knowing such comfort. It probably didn't work in the slightest.

before coming out of the makeshift tent. Another aftershock came. Panicky. Little by little, the endless torment overshadowed the hearts of those who were frightened by the earthquake. Wait until the aftershocks stop. I immediately went into the tent to comfort the wounded.

"Woo woo woo ......" Xu was really devastated by the aftershocks of such a 'wave' and one 'wave' after another. Someone took the lead and cried out. Gradually. The whole tent was filled with sobbing and wailing. I know. Knowing these people who are lucky enough to survive now. Perhaps no happier than those who died. Man died. Forgot everything. And the living. But they have to remember their relatives who died with endless thoughts. It may take a lifetime to forget about this natural disaster.

Put your hands together. I closed my eyes. If only Heaven could hear my prayers. Then I plead. I beg Heaven not to play tricks on us like this again. We want to live. Even if the pain is not 'desired'. Still have to be strong.

When I met the two Daddy. They're so much worse than I am. I don't know how many days I haven't changed my clothes. They were also covered in small wounds. They're already in sight. But I suddenly lost the courage to go and recognize them. I think. They wouldn't want to see their daughters come to such a place. Because of the 'selfishness' of being a father. Cover your mouth. I could only watch them go about their business from the sidelines. It's also good. So be it. Let them worry a little less. A little less...... Just make sure they're safe. I don't want to be so frightened.

One day. Two days. Three days...... Everyone is tired. Even slowly, some people have become indifferent to death. Some of the rescued wounded began to have psychological disorders. So I went with a few volunteers. Try to unravel them as much as possible. Let them not be too silent. At such a moment. Silent. It's really scary.

During this period, I also met Su Yunlie several times. It's just that he didn't recognize me. It's the same as Daddy and Uncle Xue. He's also very busy. And he still has a thick bandage on one of his arms. Rao is so. There were still blood 'flowers' soaking his bandages from time to time.

I met Su Yunlie again, and I was one of the leading masters among the volunteers, and asked me to bandage him. This time. Su Yun hunted and injured his feet. A soldier who was traveling with him said that Su Yunlie had impulsively gone to a collapsed room to rescue a child before the aftershock. I didn't expect something to happen suddenly. And in order to protect the child's 'legs', he was smashed by a wall panel smashed down from above.

Carefully pulled up his 'trousers' legs. When I saw the blur of flesh and blood on his legs, I only felt that my eyes were black. No dizziness. I told myself. Took a deep breath. I said to him, "It hurts. You endure it."

Su Yunlie didn't speak. Just staring straight at me. With a slightly reproachful look in his eyes. I bit my lower lip and started to clean his wounds. After spraying the 'medicine'. I wrapped the bandages around his legs. When I was done, I said to him, "You need to rest now. Your 'legs' are not suitable for re-exercise in the short term. If you don't want something to happen." When I saw the dark shadow under his nose. I softened my voice, "You can get some sleep first. I'm going to get you something to eat."

It doesn't matter if he says yes or not. I'm out anyway. When I came back, I had a bowl of hot instant noodles in my hand. The amount is not much. It's still not easy to find.

There were two other wounded in the tent. I saw a middle-aged woman with a child in her arms staring at the bowl in my hand. I hesitated. Su Yun is tired of hunting colorful fruits. The first thing he saw when he woke up was me. He spoke. Wanted to say something. But I had already walked a few steps to the woman." Aunt. You and the child eat first. I'll see if there's anything else in a minute."

Looking back at Su Yunlie. He gave me a rare pale smile.

The middle-aged woman thanked me and handed the instant noodles to the child. The child doesn't eat much. Wait until she confirms that the baby is full. That's when she started eating the leftovers. I sat down next to Su Yunzhen. When I saw that he was about to get up, I helped him.

"You little girl is really not worry-free. It's nothing to do in a place like this." As he spoke, Su Yunlie hooked the back of my neck with one hand. I didn't dare to 'mess' with him because he was a sick person.

"Because I'm here with someone very important." Remembering the previous time I saw Daddy and them. My heart is very sad again. It is said that the officers who came to help the rescue were also killed and wounded. I feel even more sad in my heart. Soldier. The country is important. People first. They are loved. It's not unreasonable.

"Really." Su Yunlie sighed slightly. "You're too reckless. There are professionals here. Don't make a mess."

"No. I don't add 'chaos'. The scope of the earthquake zone is so large. There are still a lot of people who can't get help in time. I'm just thinking I can help a little bit. Don't scold me." I felt the urge to cry. In the past few days, I have watched many people who can still talk and laugh a few times a while ago. The next moment it was a withered white bone. I'm not really how tough I am. What a strong defense of the heart. I'll be afraid. Really scared. But I don't dare say it. Because I can't let other people be infected by my negativity. I could only desperately tell myself that everything was going to end. All I need is to help as many people as I can before the end of the day.

Wiped away my tears. After all, Su Yunlie only scolded me as a "fool".

When I returned to the tent in the evening, I didn't see Su Yunlie. He didn't listen to the advice and ran out again to toss around. I scolded this man in my heart for being stupid. On the other hand, I was really worried. However, the situation is grim. I don't care about him anymore. I just want to find him out sooner.

In the middle of the night, there was another magnitude 5 aftershock. Panic. The whole earth trembled. this night. I don't know if anyone will be able to sleep. I finally found out the news of Su Yunlie. I heard that he had recklessly entered a dangerous room. Just because a man wanted to hurry up and take out the family's money while it was still peaceful.

After the aftershocks. I ran into the house against all the obstacles. Everywhere are colorful collapsed walls. There was darkness all around. From time to time, I shouted "Hunting", hoping that he would reply to me, even if it was only one word.

The first person to see was the man who was trapped. At that time, he had a passbook and a stack of cash in his hand. I grabbed his arm and asked him about Su Yun's whereabouts. But he's a fragment. In the end, he pushed me for 'sex'. Ran out on their own.

I almost fell to the ground. There are some minor abrasions on the wrists. I had a bad feeling in my heart. Pick up your own flashlight to illuminate. I walked slowly inward. I'm afraid that I'll miss something if I'm not careful.

When I found Su Yunhunting. His whole body was crushed by a wall panel. And the back of his head was bleeding. Tears fell. That's when I realized why the man was so weak-hearted.

Biting the flashlight. Carefully pull the wall panel. My hands are shaking. My body is shaking. Why? Why did he become like this.

Su Yunlie has lost consciousness. I don't know how long it took me to prop him up from the rubble. Cold sweat dripping from the corners of the forehead. For a moment I just thought. Stay alive. I'm going to have to keep him alive.

I don't know where the power comes from. I propped him up and walked out step by step. A few times to step on the air. I quickly stabilized myself again. There was blood on my body. I glanced over at the man beside me. I forced my tears back.

Unexpectedly, when I was about to reach the 'door', I was greeted with abnormal shaking. It didn't last long. The vibration stopped. I immediately helped the person beside me to walk out. And then someone was running towards me. I took a closer look and secretly screamed bad.

"Let's get out of here." Daddy Chu stared at me for a moment and then gave the order. He helped to support most of Su Yun's weight. This time I was much more relaxed.

Several accompanying military doctors soon came over to treat Su Yun. And I was called outside by Daddy Chu." What does that man have to do with you?"

"Friends." This time, my father will not give up. I buried my head low. His hands were still twisting the hem of his clothes.

"Do you know what this place is. Who's allowed you to come? Yes. Tomorrow I'll go back to City A and go to school. Don't worry about these things, children. You can't stop ......" Daddy Chu was annoyed and didn't leave me a little affection. I was depressed as I listened. Why do they all think I'm at fault. At least I didn't have any trouble. interrupted Daddy Chu's words. I muttered, "Daddy. Yan'er will take care of herself. Don't be angry. Calm down."

"Calm down. Yan'er. Don't distract us. Anyway. You're going to get me out of this place tomorrow. Otherwise, I'm going to take you back." After saying these words with a dark face, Chu Daddy entered the tent. Worried about Su Yunzhen's injuries. I hurried in.

"Team Chu. The wounded lost too much blood. If you don't have a blood transfusion in time, I'm afraid it will be difficult to ......," the military doctor opened his mouth in embarrassment after treating Su Yunlie's wound. Chu team. The wounded were blood type A. Our temporary blood bank is in short supply. Now there is no blood type A here. Do you see if we're looking for someone ......?"

The military doctor's concerns are not unreasonable. Now the people of this place are dead and wounded. The remaining rescuers need to maintain their strength. In this case, where do they go to find a living person? It happened to be a person with blood type A who gave Su Yunlie a blood transfusion.

"Military doctor. I'll come. I'm Type A." Actually, I'm feeling quite dizzy right now. I haven't eaten in a long time. When I said that I wanted to 'draw' blood, I was also nervous... In my case. I can't 'smoke' anything.

This time, Daddy Chu didn't stop me again. But he told someone to go and find something to eat. Dizzy. I want to take the instant noodles. But the hand is not very strong. Daddy then fed the noodles into my mouth spoonful by spoonful. I can't bear it." Yan'er. Let's eat it."

I smiled weakly. Daddy's eyes were open. I watched as the needle 'pumped' the blood out of my arm. Then I watched those fresh blood flow into Su Yunlie's body. I don't know how long it took. Drank some more soup. I found a corner and went to rest.

When I woke up the next day. I'm covered with a 'bed' sheet. It was built for me by the middle-aged woman I saw earlier. After feeling 'excited' after laughing. I dared to go and see Su Yunlie.

He's awake. It's just that his eyes are still a little sloppy. I reached out and touched his face. Trying to get him to focus." Yun Hunting. Are you okay?"

He gave me a hesitant look. Then he asked me in a dumb voice, "Why don't I feel my 'legs'?"

Unsane. My heart sank to the bottom of the sea. The eye socket is red. I don't know how to describe how sad I am." Yun Hunting. It's okay. No...... Something to do......"

I don't know if I'm comforting myself or not. I reached into his right leg and pinched it. But I saw that he was still 'confused'. Nor do they cry out in pain.

"Woo......" He didn't cry. I did cry like a 'flower' cat.

"It's fine. Now medicine is so developed. I'll be fine soon." Instead, he comforted me. It's just that he doesn't know. His comfort. It only makes me sadder. Yun Hunting. I don't want your comfort. I want you to be well.

hugged his waist. I don't care if we're both that dirty. Choke with sobs. I asked him, "Hunting. You and I will go back first today, okay?"