058 Despair Escalates
No one?!
I heard someone talking, a very unfamiliar voice, like a girl. But there's no one outside!
I thought I was hallucinating, but when I turned my face, I saw that Ye Zi had a pair of big black eyes, staring straight at me.
"It's too late."
Repeat, it turned out to be the leaves who were saying!
I jumped up like hell and took two steps back.
Ye Zi lifted his coat and sat up, rubbing his eyes: "Mom, come and hug." I'm going to pee—"
Pee?
I was stunned for a few seconds, subconsciously thinking that she was going to pee her pants again. Unexpectedly, Ye Zi jumped off the ground by himself, came to the bathroom of the ward, went to the toilet quickly, and ran out by himself with his pants buttoned up.
"Mom, sometimes children wet the bed, just to attract the attention of adults. Don't be stupid, the leaves are not so useless, pee your pants every day. ”
A chill kept rising from my back, and I grabbed Ye's shoulder: "No! You're not a leaf!!
Who the hell are you and what the hell is going on? ”
"I'm smiling. Mom, I'm your daughter too. ”
I saw that my daughter's eyes were no longer clear and well-behaved, and her smile was no longer ignorant and flawless, she was standing in front of me with two small hands, and the distance of an arm's length seemed to have gone far, far away!
"Smiling?"
"Yes, I'm smiling, when Ye Zi is lonely and lonely, you are not there, only I can accompany her."
"What a smile! Leaf! Leaves, don't scare mom! Leaves—" I hugged my daughter's shoulders and shook uncontrollably. Until the doctor rushed in and pulled me away: "What are you doing!" Shaking the child like this will suffocate!
Why are you like this—"
"Aunt Doctor, my mother is so scary, shall I sit here by myself tonight with my grandmother?" Ye Zi pulled the placket of the angel in white and looked at the people pitifully.
"You can't move that little sister," the doctor touched her head, and then carried her to the couch.
Ye pulled on his coat and put it back on it, and the smug smile slowly faded from the corners of his mouth.
I tried to go forward, but the doctor pushed me out: "What's the matter with you?" A person of this age is not as sensible as a child. The old man is still resting, if you want to keep watch, go outside the door! ”
I didn't know how to answer, so I shook my head silently with tears in my eyes.
The performance of the leaf just now - is it evil? Drugged? Got a Gu?
I don't believe in ghosts and gods, so when I encounter an accident, the first thing that comes to mind is science.
I'm not an expert, but at least I've seen quite a few movies. Ye Zi just this state seems to be very much like a mental illness that has been conjured up because of long-term autism - that is, what we commonly call dual personality.
It was already five o'clock in the morning, and I couldn't wait any longer, so I grabbed the phone and called Li Dongye. She answered in a daze, and just as she wanted to scold me, I cried and was stunned.
"Winter night, something happened, I think something happened to the leaves!"
"Lan Lan, don't cry yet!" Li Dongye hurriedly swallowed the yawn: "Where are you?" I'll go to you right away—"
"No...... I'll go find you! "I don't think it's better to take Ye Zi with me, there are some things I have to say to Li Dongye alone.
But now that Sister-in-law Lin is still on the hospital bed, it is impossible for me to leave the child here alone.
"Hey, Zhaoxin." I was really desperate, so I could only ask the personnel manager Lu Zhaoxin for help.
She is the closest female colleague to me in the company, but she is not a good sister. First of all, I am a superior, she is a subordinate, and secondly, she is an unmarried woman with a relatively neutral personality and daily life.
She has a very beautiful and upright face, but the outline is slightly stiff. He has always had short hair, wears a suit, and has a tough personality. I think if the relationship is closer, it will be a buddy at most.
At that moment, I was really desperate and frustrated.
When I left Ye Jinliang, I realized that my circle of relatives and friends and social circle seemed to have disappeared inexplicably, and it was difficult to even find someone to help me take care of my children.
Fortunately, Lu Zhaoxin rushed back half an hour later. But at this time, I couldn't explain to her why my eyes were red and swollen, so I just begged her to help me take care of the child for a long time, and if there was something abnormal, I quickly called my mobile phone.
"Don't worry, Mr. Shu, I'll stay here today."
Glancing back at the ward, Ye Zi was already asleep curled up on the sofa.
How I wish she could be my familiar leaf when she's awake again, and hopefully that little accident just now was just a nightmare.
I don't know what I've done wrong, but I'm going to go crazy if the leaves continue to be so weird......
***
"What do you say? Dual personality? Li Dongye got up early after answering the phone before, and her fiancé Du Chenfeng was also there.
I said I'm sorry to bother you like this, but I'm really ......
Du Chenfeng said that I should not see outside, but chat with Dongye first, and he will go and get us some breakfast.
At this time, I occupied the sofa in the living room, and told Li Dongye about the strange behavior of the leaves without a head or face.
"It's a really winter night! I'm not exaggerating at all, she was standing in front of me, and there was no familiar look in her eyes. It's like a strange bad boy who deliberately does something that angers you and says horrible things! ”
I said we've seen movies before, right? Some children claim to have a friend, but no one has seen them. This little friend can play with her, can talk to her, and if he does bad things, he will blame another person. Isn't this the most common form of dual personality?
"Lan Lan, you calm down first." Li Dongye poured me a glass of water: "The definition of dual personality is not through one and a half abnormal behaviors to set the symptoms, the patient's cerebral subcortex central nervous system will have a very obvious double reinforcement stress response, these, Ye Zi are-"
Li Dongye's face suddenly changed a little, and I pressed her shoulder all of a sudden: "What about the report?" What did the report from that day's inspection say—"
"This one...... Haven't come out yet......" Li Dongye shook his head.
"I'm begging you on a winter night, shall we go to the hospital right away?" I cried so much that I knew it was undeserved. But I was so helpless, every minute and every second of waiting was cutting and burning.
"The teacher from the laboratory department only came back last night because he was training in the field." Li Dongye gritted his teeth: "Forget it, it's a big deal that I'll go back and return his favor." ”
It's just past seven o'clock now, and the hospital only has an emergency room. Expedited inspection reports do require a lot of face. Li Dongye began to put on his coat, and comforted me and said calm down first, even if I took 10,000 steps back, it didn't matter if I was really guessed by me.
"Ye Zi is only more than three years old, and he is already in the critical stage of tempering his personality and personality. There are many reasons for the emergence of dual personality, and it is easy to cure as long as the pathology and triggers are identified.
But it doesn't happen overnight, so Lan Lan, don't mess around in such a panic. ”
I took a few deep breaths and nodded again and again and said I know I know, let's go to the doctor first-
After saying that, I don't know anything.
When I woke up again, the sun was in the west outside the window. Propping up the bed, looking at the surrounding furnishings, the wedding photos of Li Dongye and Du Chenfeng hanging on the wall in front of him - ah? I'm still in their bedroom?
"Shu Lan, are you awake?" The person who came in to talk to me was Du Chenfeng: "You fainted suddenly, don't worry about just overwork." ”
I look at my phone at the bedside, it's already three o'clock in the afternoon?
"I slept...... So long? "Think about it, how much has happened around me in the two days since I was discharged from the hospital? I barely slept a single night.
"Winter Nights!"
"Winter Night has already gone to the hospital first, let me take care of you. Don't worry, she brought the leaves over and was still doing the checking. And the colleague surnamed Lu in your company also helped you send Sister-in-law Lin home. ”
I breathed a sigh of relief, but luckily everything was in order. It turned out that I was alone...... It's really hard to hold on.
I said thank you Chenfeng, I'll go find the winter night. Saying that, I was about to jump out of bed, but Du Chenfeng hurriedly pressed me: "Drink the porridge first." You can't afford to be overdrawn any longer, even for the sake of our friends.
If you fall down again, won't I have to spend my honeymoon with Winter Night watching your children? ”
I nodded, held the porridge bowl and drank a few sips silently, I said Chenfeng, it's really thanks to you and Winter Night.
I don't even know how to thank you......
"When I say this, I will see the outside, and I and Dongye also got to know each other thanks to you and Jinliang.
Shu Lan, there is a sentence, let me ask more mouths - you and Jinliang, it's really ...... So it's over? ”
I know that Du Chenfeng and Ye Jinliang have a good relationship, but I also know that with Ye Jinliang's character, he will not tell my brother the details of our marriage at all. So I'm not surprised he would ask that.
Du Chenfeng is a man from a poor background, but with a traditional family education. Both parents are bedridden, and he has a younger brother and a younger sister who need him to support.
With such a huge burden of family responsibilities, even if he has a handsome appearance that is not inferior to a star and a promising job as a financial appraiser, he will not be able to meet his true destiny early.
After a flash of singleness, Ye Jinliang and I also considered that the family background in the winter night was solid, and it was not the kind of snobbery that worships money and cares about the lintel, so we matched it with a try-out attitude. I didn't expect it to really make a good story. The only pity is that Ye Jinliang and I died at the last step of our retirement-
In the face of Du Chenfeng's doubts, all I could do was smile helplessly. I said yes and it was over.
There is my favorite small sea rice in the porridge bowl, and I am used to adding a small spoonful of shrimp skin to the white porridge and putting a little soy sauce to taste.
Du Chenfeng pulled the corners of his lips and said that Ye Jinliang told him that this porridge was cooked like this, saying that I love to eat it.
I was silent, just swallowing quickly, as if I could choke on the tears.
"Jin Liang was on a temporary business trip this morning, and I didn't tell him about the leaves in the winter night." Du Chenfeng sighed: "Between you, you really don't have a position to ask more about the matter between you. But for most of the month, Jin Liang got drunk in front of me no less than three or five times. I could feel him in pain......"
I continued to be silent. I want to say that of course I know he is in pain, because I am also in pain.
From strangeness to acquaintance is a gradual process, warm and tortuous but with a bright future. But it is necessary to pull from familiar to unfamiliar at once, especially when each other is unprepared, and use the sharpest knife to cut off the nutrients that depend on them......
"Shu Lan, in fact, I really can't believe that you and Jinliang are over until now, because I have never ...... I've never seen a man who can do what he does for you......"
I hehe, I said how good Jinliang used to be to me, of course I understand. But it was once and is now -
"You don't understand." Du Chenfeng interrupted me with a shout: "Shu Lan, you won't understand." ”
I was stunned all of a sudden, and just wanted to ask a few more questions, Du Chenfeng's mobile phone suddenly rang.
"Winter nights? What, good...... Well, she's awake! ”
"It's a winter night, isn't it?" I got up, excited and nervous.
"En," Du Chenfeng took his coat to me: "The report is out, I'll drive you over." ”
I hurried into the lobby of the downtown hospital where Li Dongye was, and she was already standing at the door waiting for me.
"Where's the leaves! What about the report? "I didn't even have the time to say thank you, and I didn't have a chance to say hello to the little couple, alas...... It's so unkind.
"Don't worry, I'll bring Director Wang over early in the morning, and Ye Zi is now in the diagnosis and treatment room over there. Let's go over and talk to the doctor. ”
I don't see any hint from Li Dongye's face, she is not an expert in this area, and it may not be easy for me to make judgments.
As soon as I entered the house, I saw Ye Ziteng bounce up from the small chair and pounce into my arms: "Mom! ”
My tears fell again: "Leaves! ”
It's okay, it's still my leaves. Only my leaf will have a well-behaved pouting little expression like a kitten, and only she will put her arms around my neck and keep rubbing my face.
At that moment, my heart was really broken and I couldn't pick it up - I think Ye Zi still loves me, she loves me, hopes for my company, hopes for my protection, but it becomes distorted under the premise that I am disappointed and unable to get it again and again, and I dare not come to disturb......
"Ye Zi is good, let's go out with Uncle Chenfeng first." Li Dongye brought his daughter over and handed it to Du Chenfeng outside the door: "Uncle Chenfeng will take you to the shopping mall next door to buy a princess dress, and after a while, uncle and aunt will hold a wedding, and Ye Zi will be a little flower girl~"
"Okay~ Mom and Dad's weddings didn't take me there! Aunt Winter Night is better than Mom~"
Wang Tao, the director of the psychiatric identification department, is a rigorous scholar in his fifties, very attentive and urban, and I really can't tell whether his next sentence is a blessing or a curse based on his micro-expressions.
At this time, Li Dongye and I sat side by side in front of him, and the tense atmosphere caused my breathing rate to drop to almost every ten seconds.
"Ms. Shu, the physicochemical response of Ye's cerebral cortex C region shows that her central divinity secretes more pituitary fluid than normal people when it is sensed by special stimuli.
Of course, this condition may be affected by external factors such as mood, drugs, and radiation, and cannot be used as a criterion for judging whether a second personality is formed. ”
"But her performance—"
"What Director Wang means is that Ye Zi may also be just performing." Li Dongye explained to me.
"Performance?" I said you're saying that Ye Zi may be pretending to have a second personality to scare me in order to get attention?
"I don't rule it out."
I shook my head again and again, I said this is really impossible, Ye Zi is only three years old, the child pretending to be sick is just pretending to have a stomachache, how can he pretend to have a dual personality!
"And you didn't see it, she really looked like she was possessed by someone at that time, and she didn't even speak in the same voice!"
"Ms. Shu, don't be in a hurry." Director Wang waved his hand to signal me to calm down: "There are many reasons for multiple personalities, and they are not completely incurable. But this process of diagnosis will require a period of clinical observation—"
Just then, Dongye and I heard a loud noise in the corridor outside the door, and hurried out. I saw Ye Zi standing on the ground and yelled at Du Chenfeng: "I don't want to go!" That kind of princess dress is just to deceive children, as if there is really a flower girl, your wedding will be perfect, and your marriage will be happy!
You're so poor, it's just because of Aunt Winter Night's money, right?
And Aunt Winter Night also told my mother that she had no way to get married in a flash, and if she didn't get married before the age of thirty, the villa in the family would be left by her father to her second uncle! Hehe. ”
I just felt that my heartbeat was about to stop, and the expressions on Li Dongye and Du Chenfeng's faces were also as ugly as a layer of haze!
I couldn't control my emotions anymore, so I rushed forward and slapped my daughter!
"What nonsense are you talking about!"
"Lan Lan! Lan Lan, calm down! Li Dongye grabbed me, who was about to lose control: "This is not a leaf!" It's not! ”
My daughter, who was slapped to the ground by me, got up smartly, didn't cry or make trouble, and smiled at me: "You adults are so hypocritical. ”
"Leaf !!" I let out a heart-rending scream, and just as I was about to go up and grab her shoulder, she suddenly passed out!
The scene was chaotic for a while, and even the experienced Director Wang was a little blindsided, I guessed that he really didn't expect my daughter's second personality to be so lethal!
"Ye Zi is fine, it's okay." Li Dongye hugged me who couldn't cry silently, and comforted: "If it is really a dual personality, then Ye Zi will faint because she wants to break free, and she doesn't want her friend to 'smile' to make you angry and make you sad." So she's working very hard to get back to you, Lanlan, be strong, and we'll figure it out together. ”
I finally calmed down my sobs and sat back next to Director Wang, and I asked the doctor directly, what should I do with the dual personality? How does it come about, and how can it be cured?
"Ms. Shu, I think it is now necessary to implement 24-hour quarantine observation for Ye Zi.
You can rest assured that our hospital's monitoring infrastructure is well developed and will not allow children to be harmed.
You'd better not show up yet, we need to let her in the most natural and lonely conditions, and increase the probability of another personality appearing. to make the next judgment—"
"No! Leaf is pitiful enough to leave her alone in the hospital, I-"
"Ms. Shu, you can discuss it with Ye Zi's father."
I was dumbfounded, turned my face to look at Li Dongye, and I said I'...... What if I don't know who Yezi's father is?
Dr. Wang lifted his glasses and coughed lightly.
"Ms. Shu, if you want us to find a way to find out about the child's illness, please don't hide your family situation. Please tell me honestly about what kind of stimulation your child has received during this time. ”
In the face of the doctor's stern questioning, I had no choice but to tell the truth of the matter.
"My ex-husband was very good to Yezi, and after the accident, he divorced me and stopped caring about his daughter......"
"No wonder?" Director Wang said: "You can roughly judge the child's reaction just now, and she will basically be around 6-7 years old when she breeds this second personality called Xiaoxiao.
Although Ye Zi is only a girl less than four years old, in modern society, movies and television multimedia are overwhelming, which does give a child more room for thinking growth.
This 'Xiaoxiao', she is obviously extremely ironic and disgusted with the emotional marriage of adults, presumably the divorce between you and your husband is the fuse for the second self-protective character of lonely and helpless children. ”
"What does the doctor mean is that I should be asked to remarry my ex-husband in order for my daughter to return to normal?" My heart sank.
"Not necessarily." The doctor said, "Since you and your ex-husband have come this far, even if you return to marriage, you may not be able to form a good living environment before."
If he could no longer love his daughter as much as before, it would be counterproductive.
Ms. Shu, can you find Yezi's biological father?
As long as an active male character can replace your ex-husband's absence in daily life, I think it will still help the child's illness. ”
I said no way, I was raped, how could I ...... Can you find a rapist to be Yezi's father?
"Even if it's not possible, I'd suggest you find this person. Because the emergence of multiple personalities does require opportunities, but not necessarily internal causes. ”
"What do you mean?" I didn't understand the doctor very well.
"If you look at the pituitary fluid of the leaves, the amount that can be secreted more than three times that of the average person is probably due to trauma, or...... Inherited gene deletions are also not excluded.
Has Leaf's head been injured before? ”
I racked my brains to remember that I probably didn't. She has been led by Sister-in-law Lin since she was a child, and she rarely even bumps it, could it be that she touched her head when she fell?
"No," the doctor shook his head, "that level of fall will not affect the frontal lobe of the cerebral cortex in the C area." ”
"So you mean heredity?" I was taken aback.
"Research in recent decades has shown that the development of multiple personalities has little to do with genetics. So this probability is not very large. The doctor said, "But it cannot be ruled out whether the child's father's branch has other brain diseases that induce the child's personality defects."
So I still suggest that you find out who Ye's biological father is. As a doctor, it is always better to prevent the disease before it happens, and if the child has any other needs in the future, maybe the biological father can help. ”
I nodded and said I got it.
"So Yezi, stay in the hospital first?"
"Yes, next Monday we will come back from our hospital with a team of experts, and I will take out Ye's case and organize a consultation.
So this weekend, it is still necessary to give the child a few more detailed examinations. After all, the active period of the formation of multiple personalities is 3-5 years after the onset of the disease, and if you do not seize this good time to heal, it will become more and more difficult to eliminate the other personality as the leaves age.
Such a young child, it is too much to suffer. Healer's parents' hearts. ”
Li Dongye helped me, staggered out of the consultation room, and went directly to the monitoring ward upstairs.
Through the windowpane, I saw Ye Zi lying on the hospital bed, his little face pale and all kinds of colorful threads on his hands and arms. The instruments behind me jumped, scrolling through the data that I couldn't understand.
I cried out loud, I said I saw Ye Zi's eyebrows still moving, she was thinking about me, she was asking for me! She knows that Xiaoxiao is a bad boy, and she is trying to break free, isn't it!
"Lan Lan! Be strong, only you can save the leaves now, be strong. "Li Dongye cried with me, crying so much that my heart was broken.
With red and swollen eyes, I saw Du Chenfeng's gray face from the reflection of the glass.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Chenfeng, I'm sorry for the winter night...... I ......"
I just don't know how to explain it to them.
Du Chenfeng gently hugged Li Dongye's shoulder, smiled and said that it didn't matter: "The situation of my family, you all know." At the beginning, I didn't dislike my heavy burden on the winter night, and I got married and paid for the house. I also took my parents to their hospital for treatment, and I really appreciate you for finding such a good wife for me.
As for the villa of the Winter Night Family, heh, we haven't even thought about this layer of interests. I just loved her very much, and she wanted to marry me soon, so we got married sooner rather than later.
Shu Lan, everyone has a dark side of psychology. We are all adults who know how to digest and how to cherish them. Don't worry about a 'bad boy' saying a few words that will break us down. ”
At that moment, I felt so uncomfortable. The same men, the same love for each other. How did Du Chenfeng face misunderstandings and deal with contradictions?
And you Ye Jin is cold...... Can't you just wait, wait and then go to the comfortable bed!
"Okay Lan Lan, you can go back and rest quickly, Ye Zi will stay in our hospital, and I will help you keep an eye on it for the next few days."
We'll give you a ride—"
"No......" I shook my head, and I said I would have something to do in a moment.
Tonight at six o'clock in the evening, the Upper Island Cafe on the Middle Ring Road. I made an appointment with Wang Xiaofei.
If before this, my purpose for asking Wang Xiaofei may not even be very clear to me. But now, even if he's a hooligan or a bastard or a rapist, I want to know who this man is.
Even if I kill him and chop up the slices, I'll have to find the little gene in him that can play a role in my daughter's illness.
"Actually, Lan Lan, you don't have to be too attached to this," Du Chenfeng went over to drive at this time, and Li Dongye stood on the side of the road and said to me: "Actually, I don't think the problem of leaves is related to genetics. Because I'm a neurosurgeon, I'll tell you the truth, most of the increased pituitary secretions are caused by trauma. Because the injury has been made, and the damage has continued, a large number of glands are secreted to protect the self-healing. Of course, I'm just guessing, specifically, or listen to the experts at that time. ”
"Damage?" I was amazed: "The damage that has been going on?" ”
I can't figure it out at all, if the leaf is really hit by something, how can it continue to be damaged?
"By the way, Lan Lan," Li Dongye called my name with a difficult face: "That, I don't mean anything else." I asked about my second uncle's inheritance of the villa in my father's will if I did not marry at the age of 30......
How could Ye Zi know about this? ”
I waved my hand again and again, and I said I really didn't say it. I understand what Li Dongye meant, she told me only one person about this unspeakable secret.
"Ye Zi is just a child, how could I talk to her like this? Ye Jinliang I didn't say anything, he is a friend of Chenfeng, and he usually has closer contacts than me, I ......"
"You also know that my second uncle is a person, and our relationship has not been very good. I really didn't want to leave the villa to him, I used to think that if I couldn't find the right person to marry, I would make a fake one. Li Dongye said to me honestly: "But since I have met Chenfeng, I don't need to keep it cheap and not take advantage of it, so I plan to set the wedding a month before my thirtieth birthday." ”
I know Li Dongye's second uncle, Li Cheng, who is also a doctor.
Li Dongye's father worked as a private doctor for my father for several years, and when he retired, he was replaced by his younger brother Li Cheng. When Mo Qiaoqi gave birth to his youngest son, Li Cheng took it.
With such a relationship, I often persuade Li Dongye not to be so stiff with your uncle. But Li Dongye never treated her uncle very well, and always said that the man's heart was not right. In order to prevent his father from giving birth to a son, he deliberately caused her mother to lose her second child.
Because the Li family is still relatively traditional, if Li Dongye's father has no son, and his daughter does not get married, the villa will be left to the second son Li Cheng.
Alas, it's all money.
Of course, no one has any evidence, but since Li's father died, Dongye and her second uncle have not had much contact. Now that my dad has also gone in, I basically don't go home to see Mo Qiaoqi's faces. Li Cheng probably resigned, but I didn't ask much about the future.
"Forget it, I may not know when I said it." Li Dongye didn't bother anymore, and when Du Chenfeng's car drove over, he waved goodbye to me.
Seeing that the time was almost up, I went home first and changed my clothes, and then comforted Sister-in-law Lin a few words.
I said that Ye Zi is not in good health and has been hospitalized recently, so let the old man be idle for a few days, don't think about it, it is important to take care of his body.
Sister-in-law Lin felt sorry for me and said that it didn't matter what she did, so I don't want to drag myself down.
I said don't worry, when life comes to the point where you can't lose it anymore, it's time to start getting it.
I waited until half past six at Shangdao Coffee and didn't see Wang Xiaofei's figure, although I knew in my heart that even if people didn't make an appointment, I wouldn't have a temper. When we meet, people have no obligation to answer my questions.
But through such a short time of getting along before, it is not difficult for me to judge that Wang Xiaofei is a passionate and bold boy, with a sense of justice and injustice.
Especially when he said that he was the one who took the videotape of Ye Jinliang's responsibility evidence at that time, I firmly believed that Wang Xiaofei played an irreplaceable key role in the whole thing.
"Hey, Mr. Wang, where have you been?" I couldn't wait, so I had to call to urge.
The sound over there is very low and low, what the hell is the common montage technique in movies?
"Sister Shu? It's ...... me."
"Mr. Wang?"
"Don't worry, come out of the café and go to the first alley at the back door, I'll be waiting for you there."
What the?
Temporarily change the direction of the joint, and we are not doing illegal trading!
"Mr. Wang? Feed?! ”
The phone has already hung up!