Chapter 630: Faith

\09 The sun dispelled the darkness, but also dispelled the silence of the small county in the middle of the night, the rising sun awakened the vitality of the small county, the voices of people and cars told the arrival of a new day, few people in this ordinary small northern county town knew that just before dawn a person named Qian Zhifan quietly left this world with regret, with a lifetime of concern, attachment, and reluctance, his departure was like a small pebble falling into the vast sea, without splashing the slightest wave. He came to this world quietly a few decades ago, and he left quietly a few decades later, he is not a great man, not a celebrity, just like you and me, he is just a small person who runs around for a living all day long, his departure will not make the world ripple at all, his departure is silent, there will be no memorial service for his departure, there will be many, many people to mourn him, and there will be no media to report on his past. The departure of a small person is really a trivial matter for this world, Qian Zhifan is as ordinary as his name, but he is extraordinary, how many people in this world can love the girl they liked when they were young for twenty-seven years? Can you worry about the smiling face that has blurred or even yellowed in the bottom of your heart for tens of thousands of days and nights?

\09 Not many people can do it, but Qian Zhifan has done it, his love with her will not become a story that has been passed down through the ages like Romeo and Juliet or Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, not many people will be moved to tears for their stories, but despite this, their love is still great, even if not many people will remember it.

\09 Mi Zixuan walked out of the gate of the county hospital and took a breath of cold air, his lungs immediately felt a chill, he slowly turned to look at the inpatient building of the county hospital, there was a person of Qian Zhifan in this building, his body was gradually becoming stiff, he left with a lifetime of regret, concern, reluctance, nostalgia, and left completely, he didn't see today's sunshine after all, and he didn't have the opportunity to see the woman he loved all his life.

\09 Mi Zixuan sighed silently, squeezed the old harmonica in his pocket, Qian Zhifan said that this was the only gift she gave him, he said that when he saw her today, he wanted to use this harmonica that proved all his concern and love for twenty-seven years to play a song "Faith" for her, he said that this was her favorite song, but he didn't wait for dawn after all, Mi Zixuan wanted him to fulfill his last wish, he hoped that Qian Zhifan could leave without regrets, but is this possible?

\09 Mi Zixuan knew it was impossible, but that's all he could do.

\09 Mi Zixuan stepped forward to face the cold wind of the early morning and broke into the flow of people and vehicles, walking on the road that Qian Zhifan walked many years ago, and went to his and her school.

\09The roar of the car, the sound of the horn, the noise of the people, and the laughter were mixed together very noisy, but Mi Zixuan didn't seem to hear these sounds, and he only had the melody of "Faith" in his heart, as if the whole world was left with him and this song, and there was nothing else.

\09 Mi Zixuan walked forward step by step, he didn't know how long he had walked and finally arrived at Qian Zhifan and her alma mater, the front of the school was full of boys and girls wearing blue school uniforms, parents who saw them off everywhere, and breakfast stalls on both sides of the school gate, and from time to time there was the sound of the boss selling - hot pancakes and fruits, hot buns just out of the pot, etc.!

\09On this ordinary day, the front of the school was full of the laughter of these carefree boys and girls, for Mi Zixuan, this was simply another world, and he could never forget the reluctance, nostalgia, concern, and attachment in Qian Zhifan's eyes before he died.

\09 Mi Zixuan thought that Qian Zhifan's eyes exuded a strong atmosphere of loneliness and sadness, which was so incompatible with the scene in front of him, attracting the surprised eyes of many boys, girls and passers-by, they couldn't understand why this ordinary-looking and tall boy was so sad in the morning that he was like a lone wolf who had lost his companion and was seriously injured screaming in the snow.

\09 Mi Zixuan didn't know that the woman around him was the woman Qian Zhifan was worried about until he died, but there were too many middle-aged women who sent their children to school.

\09 Mi Zixuan exhaled a thick white ha, and then took out the harmonica that seemed to have Qian Zhifan's body temperature and put it to his mouth under the surprised gazes of the people around him.

\09 This harmonica is older than Mi Zixuan, but Qian Zhifan is very well maintained, and the voice has not changed tone, as if it is new.

\09 The low and desolate harmonica sounded, and more and more people who heard the sound of the piano looked in surprise in the direction where Mi Zixuan was, this two-thousand-year-old "Faith" was unfamiliar to these boys and girls in front of the school, and not even too many people had heard this song, but their parents were too familiar with this song, this song contained too many and too many memories of their youth when they were young, and many people were stupid when they heard it in an instant, and their eyes were full of reminiscence.

\09 A woman in a black woolen trench coat followed the sound of the piano, her skin was a little yellow, and the corners of her eyes were already wrinkled, which were the marks left by the years on her face, she looked very excited, but when she saw that the one who played the harmonica was a young man, her face was full of loss, but she did not move her steps, and stood there and listened to this desolate "Faith".

\09The surrounding environment suddenly quieted down, the laughter of boys and girls was gone, the sound of parents telling their children to learn hard not to be naughty was gone, the hawkers' shouting was gone, it seemed that even the passing vehicles were not making the roar of the motor, the whole world seemed to be quiet, and the only sound was the harmonica in Mi Zixuan's hand with all Qian Zhifan's nostalgia, reluctance, and concern.

\09 At this time, everyone seemed to hear a somewhat hoarse and low voice, but with infinite nostalgia, concern, and reluctance, a desolate male voice sang this "Faith" to the person he loved most in his life with the accompaniment of the harmonica.

\09 Whenever I hear melancholy music

\09 Wounds that evoke memories

\09 Whenever I see the white moonlight

\09 Remembering your face

\09 I know I shouldn't think about it, I can't think about it

\09 I thought of confusion again

\09Who makes me sad, who makes me worried

\09It's you

\09Time suddenly went backwards quickly, and in the blink of an eye, it was twenty-seven years ago, the sky was blue, the sun was warm, the leaves were green, and a teenager in a patched and fat old-fashioned green military uniform stretched out his dirty hand and rubbed his nose, and then looked up not far away, where there were two girls holding hands with pigtails, one of them was wearing a white good shirt, and below it was a checkered skirt.

\09 The girl smiled sweetly, showing her cute little tiger teeth, and there was a small shallow dimple on her fair cheek on the left side.

\09The boy was stupid, and the girl didn't notice that there was a silly boy not far away who was looking at her stupidly and dementedly, and she was still talking and laughing with her companions.

\09 I know what I shouldn't say

\09 makes you negative and wandering

\09 I want to know how many years of floating time I have

\09 Do you also miss home

\09 If I kiss you at that time, I hold you at that time

\09 Maybe the ending is hard to tell

\09 I have so many regrets and so many expectations

\09 Did you know

\09 Thunderous summer night, the boy was arguing with the girl angrily, the rain suddenly poured down, drowning out the boy's grievances and angry roars in an instant, the girl reached out and touched the rain and tears on her face One last look at the boy, then turned away, and the figure disappeared into the darkness.

\09 Years later, Qian Zhifan often asked himself, if he hugged her and kissed her at that time, would it still end like this?

\09 And at this time, the woman in the black woolen trench coat had already burst into tears, she seemed to see Qian Zhifan lonely and kept stroking the harmonica she gave him, and kept asking herself, if I hugged you and kissed you, would it end like this?

\09 It is never the song itself that moves people, but the memories that belong to you, me and him buried deep in their hearts!

\09 At this time, many people have red eyes because of their green years, men are like this, women are like this, and some women are also in tears, in that yellowed green era, how much did we miss?

\09 How well I love you

\09 What a strong faith

\09 I love how warm you are

\09 What a brave force

\09 I don't care how sad my heart is, no matter how panicked my love is

\09No matter what others think

\09 Love is a faith that takes me

\09 Bring it to you

\09 For Qian Zhifan, that she is his faith, his possession, his life's care, he is back, he is back, just to see her, just to stand by her side again and hold her hand without parting.

\09 But he didn't wait for dawn, he didn't wait for dawn, he didn't be able to see her twenty-seven years later, let alone take her hand and stay with him until he was old, what he could do was to look at him in the sky, with all the reluctance, unwillingness, concern, and nostalgia to look at her, this is the only thing he can do now.

\09 The sound of the piano dissipated in the cold wind here, Mi Zixuan put down the harmonica and looked at the woman who had already cried, he exhaled and slowly walked to the woman's side under everyone's reminiscing and sad eyes, he handed the harmonica to her and said, "He...... He couldn't come, he asked me to pass this harmonica to you, and if you want to see him one last time, go to the county hospital, where he is waiting for you. ”

\09 The woman looked at Mi Zixuan in disbelief with tears on her face, her hand taking the harmonica was trembling, and her lips were trembling.

\09 Mi Zixuan lowered his head and said, "Do you know? You are his faith, always will be, he wants you to live well, he will watch you from heaven, forever. ”

\09 Mi Zixuan didn't say anything, and turned around and left before everyone came to their senses, his back was lonely and lonely.

\09 Qian Zhifan at least knows that he is there, but where is he? There she is?