Chapter 31: Tormented Love
? Gu Xiaobei was questioned by Li Haonan like this, he was a little angry and a little ashamed, and looked down at the clothes on his body, "What am I wearing?" Compared to those 'women' outside, I'm much more conservative! ”
"You look like this, you dare to speak!" Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei like this, she was really moved, in all fairness, she was very beautiful in this dress, her delicate 'sexy' sense was infinitely amorous, and she also released a kind of youthful 'spring' vitality everywhere.
But he just can't stand it, she is his wife, her beauty, her goodness, can only be shown to him alone, besides, she can't drink and runs to the bar, what if she gets drunk here, this kind of place he is most familiar with, 'female' people drink too much anything can happen, 'psychedelic' drug' stimulant...... Especially a young and beautiful girl like her, he felt chills in his heart when he thought about it.
Gu Xiaobei wiped his cheeks indifferently, "Mr. Li, if it's okay, I'm leaving, my friend is still waiting for me outside!" ”
Li Haonan was annoyed by Gu Xiaobei's indifferent action and the unfamiliar 'Mr. Li', staring at her calm and unwavering eyes with a stiff face, and his teeth itched with hatred, "Gu Xiaobei, are you fucking long-hearted?" ”
In order to accompany her on the night shift, she now has insomnia every night like she is sick, and it is easy to go to bed early today, and I vaguely heard Xian Zhiming outside saying something about Gu Xiaobei, and woke up as soon as I was 'excited', and I heard Xian Zhiming start the car and go out, so I knew that something must have happened to her.
He got up and dressed as fast as he could in a marching battle, and hurried over despite Ruan Wenzheng's obstruction, while she was just a nonchalant 'mess' in the bar, not caring about his worries, his distress!
"I don't have a long heart, but I'm also stronger than some people who have a black heart!" Gu Xiaobei deliberately ignored all the expressions on Li Haonan's face, pushed him away, got up and walked out.
"Gu Xiaobei!" Li Haonan jumped up, he just wanted to subconsciously keep her, even for a while, and reached out and grabbed her arm.
"What are you doing, don't think that if you come to help me, I will be 'excited' to you, don't think that I will be moved for you if you make this sad 'desire' love holy appearance! Li Haonan, it's useless, I don't like you, I hate you, I never want to see you again! Don't be bored with me, I have nothing to do with you anymore! Gu Xiaobei's words were like a sword, and he saw blood sealing his throat, "Please let go, Mr. Li!" ”
Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei with a blue face like a monster, his proud heart seemed to have been pricked by countless dense needles, it was sore and painful, and his face couldn't help but 'show' a proud look: "It turns out that you actually look at me like this!" ”
"I seem to have told you this feeling a long time ago, it's because you feel good about yourself and don't believe it!" Gu Xiaobei added without fear of death.
Li Haonan's pupils contracted sharply a few times, his back stiffened, and the feeling of blank and empty 'holes' in his eyes was far more terrifying than the shocking fear on his face, "Don't worry, I remember this time!" ”
"I hope you don't get amnesia again!" Gu Xiaobei didn't let people say the first half of his mouth.
The green tendons in the corners of Li Hao's forehead expanded instantly, thanks to the hurry in which he came out today, he didn't come out with a gun, otherwise he might have killed this 'woman' with one shot, "Get out!" ”
He was wrong, he thought that she had some feelings for him, that she just couldn't see her mind clearly, it turned out that she was so tired of him and hated him! Everything he did turned out to be a joke!
Looking at Gu Xiaobei's resolute departure, Li Haonan sat down on the sofa with a soft body, his body was stuffy with a slight elastic shock, his head was "buzzing", and the uncontrollable bitter smile on his face floated up gently, but it withered and dried up in an instant, and his heart felt uncomfortable like something.
Gu Xiaobei came out of the bar, Zhou Lisha and Zhang Xiang sat in the car and waited for her, and when they saw her, they hurriedly asked about the situation, she just simply said that she later mentioned Xian Zhiming, who was the big guy who came to the bar to make trouble a while ago, and Scar gave face, and the matter was over.
Zhou Lisha sent Gu Xiaobei and Zhang Xiang downstairs and left, saying that she had learned a lesson tonight, knowing that her previous thoughts were all floating clouds, and she planned to go back to the dentist who was good to her before, she had enough of such a curious day, and it was serious to find a man to live a peaceful and stable life.
Gu Xiaobei returned home, and after taking a bath, she 'covered her head' and fell asleep, but she didn't sleep well, there was always a figure in her dreams, not far away, not close, she ran and chased over, and saw a heroic 'forced' face, clearly she could see the very shallow wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, he smiled at himself, she reached out and wanted to grab him, but he suddenly changed his face, and looked at her fiercely, as if he was going to kill her...... She screamed Li Haonan's name and opened her eyes suddenly, it was dark all around, and the sun's temple' was beating faintly, she stretched out her hand and habitually 'touched' to the side, but what she touched was the empty 'bed'.
At this moment, she finally came to her senses.
Gu Xiaobei felt that his mouth was dry, lying alone on the 'bed', his heart was still beating violently, Li Haonan, the person in the dream was Li Haonan! She clenched her fists quietly, hateful, damn Li Haonan, the 'yin' soul is still gone, and it has invaded my dreams, how can she blindly pretend that it doesn't matter?
She hugged the quilt and sat in the dark, crying in a daze.
Happiness, in fact, who doesn't want peace and happiness?
I love Li Haonan, I can't love it; Hate, hate, refuse, can't get close, at a loss, she knows that he is sad about the cruel words she said, she knows that he is sad, but does he know that he is thousands of times sadter than him, tens of thousands of times.
In the past two years, she has become accustomed to having him by her side, and now, she has lost it again, and has become helpless again, with no care, no home, and no better choice, so she can only hide silently at the bottom of the city...... She closed her eyes heavily, her heart was 'twitching' a little bit, who understands this feeling?
Li Haonan, he is really good to himself, obedient to him, in this life, why can't he be stable and happy? At least, there should be no suffering.
However, how can some traces of the bottom of my heart be wiped out? The things that happened in the past were like a huge 'shadow' between them, holding a big sword, blocking their possibility of happiness.
It is okay to deceive yourself, but how can you deceive yourself?
Falling in love with someone, but losing it, the final result is just to learn how to forget, like a moth, forever in his net, advancing and retreating are very sad.
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Gu Xiaobei's life seems to have returned to calm, with the experience of the last time, she no longer goes to the bar to have fun, and stays at home to watch TV at night, Li Haonan never appeared again, even if she didn't go home to see the child for a few days, he didn't come to disturb her, but this time, Li Haonan's absence made Gu Xiaobei anxious!