Watching her grades get better day by day, I also have a sense of accomplishment, and at the same time, I am slowly getting used to her being around, and sometimes if she is not there, I can't read with peace of mind.

She's still active, if I don't accompany her, she has to do a little homework for a long time, I'm going to be angry, she will be coquettish with me like when I was a child, holding my arms and dangling straight, firing at me with those big black eyes, blinking me dizzy, until I compromise.

I was getting more and more helpless with her, but fortunately she still listened to me.

Gradually, we were inseparable at school, and the teacher wanted to manage but had nothing to say, because my grades only went up and not down, and she didn't say anything, compared with her previous grades, it was a qualitative leap.

But she has one bad thing, that is, she doesn't like to read, in order to guide her, every Saturday and Sunday, I will take her to the mountain behind their house to read. She likes to snuggle up in my arms and watch, and I like this kind of time, holding her soft body, smelling the faint fragrance of her body, in fact, I can't concentrate at all, so I let her read to me, so that she reads, and I do it.

I can't get enough of her hair. I couldn't help but play with my fingers in circles every time I glued a piece, her hair soft and smooth in the palm of her hand like silk. Sometimes she will have opinions, saying that I messed up her head, glared at me angrily, said that she was not allowed to touch her hair, she was really cute at that time, I would kiss her bulging cheeks, she immediately smiled, and then shamelessly tilted the other side of the face, let me kiss again, I said that I was not happy on my face, in fact, my heart was as soft as cotton.

I know how to make her angry, and of course I know how to make her happy, and she is getting more and more lazy with me, and I am getting more and more inseparable from her. Naturally, the number of visits to her house increased, but the way her father looked at me always made me feel a little weird, although the attitude was very good to me, but I could still feel the sense of alienation, and sometimes his eyes would be a little complicated to look at me and Tongtong. I didn't think much of it at the time.

When Tong Tong first came to menarche, I bought her the same thing that scared her out at the time.

I was playing in the playground that day and she came to me with a sad face, I asked her what was wrong, she didn't say anything, she pulled me into the small forest behind the school, walked to the depths of the forest, and suddenly cried, saying that she had blood in the urine, maybe she was terminally ill. At that time, I was also shocked, and she was about to go to the hospital, and she covered her stomach and said that her stomach hurt. Bending over and squatting on the ground, I saw bright red blood stains under her body, and suddenly realized that she was terminally ill, but evolved into a real girl.

I didn't know how to explain it to her, so I just took off my coat and wrapped it around her waist and carried her home, just because my father was away on a business trip for a few days. I heard Ouyang Xue say that girls have to make up for their first menstrual affairs. Let her wait for me at home, I went to the supermarket, bought her a black chicken, went home and stewed chicken soup for her, that was my first cooking, I asked the salesperson when I bought chicken, so when I got home, I was not in a hurry.

When I finished stewing the chicken, she fell asleep. I went downstairs again and bought her a pack of that stuff and forgot it when I went to the supermarket. I saw a lot of things in the shop, I don't know which one to choose, the proprietress saw that I stood there for a long time and didn't start, so she came over and said with a smile, I bought it for my girlfriend, you can buy a pack of night and a pack of daily use.

At that time, I only felt that my face was hot, but I still pretended to be calm, in fact, I had the urge to rush out of the door.

That was the first time I bought that for a girl. When she got home, she woke up, but she was still cowering on the bed, pitiful. I brought her a bowl of chicken soup and she seemed to be better. I sat her up and found a physiology book for her to read, but she said she didn't read it because of her stomach ache and asked me to read it to her, uh...... I told her that bloodshed like this is a kind of symbol of you for girls. Every girl grows up to have it, and it comes once a month.

When she heard that she would come once a month, her whole face wrinkled, and she said that she didn't want to be a woman. I said that if she was not a daughter, then I would have to marry someone else and treat her as a younger brother.

She hit me angrily, and then she seemed to think of something and blushed.

From fifteen to seventeen years old, the girl's body has changed a lot, and Tong Tong is not different, she is much taller, and after menarche, her figure is ...... It also became exquisite, the bud on the chest sprouted, and it puffed up like blowing up a balloon, and the girl's body fragrance on her body was like a quiet orchid in the middle of the night, fragrant and intoxicating. And she always didn't know it, but she was still the same as before, lying in my arms at every turn, and the two soft balls in her chest pressed against me, making me hot and unbearable, and tormenting me without knowing it.

I started to have some strange dreams, known as spring aamaries, and every morning when I woke up, the dampness under the quilt made it difficult for me to speak.

So I began to restrain myself from meeting her, making excuses that the third year of high school had a heavy study task, and I also assigned her a lot of homework, so that she had no time to come to me. I didn't dare to go to the back mountain with her alone to read on Saturdays and Sundays, for fear that I couldn't control and eat her, so I went to S University with my classmates to play basketball in my spare time, and did various sports to vent my body's thirst for her.

And that girl, thinking that I had changed my mind, and I didn't know who told her anything, so she played games with other boys, and started skipping class again, which made me angry. When I found her, she was still arrogant, saying that I didn't have to worry about her business. That time, I criticized her harshly, but she looked at me with big eyes and tears, saying that I don't want her anymore, why do I care so much about her.

That was the first time I made her cry, and it was I who was distressed, I thought about it, I just endured it, but it was really hard to bear, she was getting brighter and brighter day by day, and she was habitually willing to nest in my arms when she was with me, and no matter whether it would make a man make a big mistake, I felt that I was about to be tortured by her as a human turtle, but I still liked her like that.

I don't think I had much interest in other women after that, but she was under her spell, huh...... It must be like this, otherwise why am I only so thirsty for her?

Fortunately, the college entrance examination was coming soon, and she also knew that that time was very important to me, so she didn't come to me often, and I made final preparations and efforts for my own volunteer.

After the college entrance examination, it was her high school entrance examination, and she did well.

On the day I received the notice, I was very happy, because I got my wish, and at the same time I was very sad, what would I do if the girl didn't have me by her side in the future?

Before I left, I felt like I was starting to miss her. But the more I thought about her, the more I wanted to restrain myself, I wanted her to get used to a few days without me.

She seemed to be a little busy that summer, but she didn't know what she was busy with. It wasn't until I saw her behaving intimately with a boy at S University, that moment, I felt like my heart was about to crack, angry and sad. I sneaked up behind them, watching them talk and laugh, and I felt like I was going crazy.

So as soon as they came out of Pizza Hut, I beat the boy, and she was still protecting him, which was unacceptable to me, but I couldn't beat her in front of the boy, and finally I could only watch them leave.

That night, I found out that the boy was the child of some of her father's friends, and he would occasionally come over to play, which I heard from her friend Guo Yanyan.

My heart is getting more and more confused, the boy is not bad, he looks at Tong Tong with a look in his eyes that he obviously thinks about her, but the stupid girl didn't find anything. I was going to look for her that night, but I didn't go when I thought about it, I wanted to see how important I was in her heart, because she was usually heartless, and she said that she couldn't do without me, but she didn't come to me much during this time, so I endured not going to her.

That night, she took the initiative to call me and explained, saying that she didn't have anything with the boy and told me not to think about it, and I told her that my mother was going back to Beijing and I was going back with her, and she was anxious after hearing it.

I also made a temporary decision to go back to Beijing, one is that I really haven't gone back for a long time, every time my little sister calls, she shouts to ask my brother to go back, and my grandfather also misses me. I think that when the notice is down, I should also make my grandfather happy, go back to Beijing for a few days, and then come back to accompany her well.

On the morning of leaving, I went to look for her, and I was tired of being with her in the back mountain for a long time, and told her a lot of things, but I don't know why I was very uneasy.

She was also very reluctant to me, her eyes looked at me a little red, looking at her like that, I really wanted to take her away in my pocket, but we all have to learn to be patient, otherwise how will we spend four years in college. So I held back, and I kissed her for the first time when I left, and that was supposed to be her first kiss, and it was mine.

But I never thought that the parting would be ten years, ten years and two vast, life and death hanging by a thread, and when we meet again, we will be strangers.