(68) It's all my fault
"You think I'm going to kill myself?" She finally spoke. "Ya * Wen * Yan * Love * First * Hair"
Isn't it? Chu Tianyou was at a loss by her rhetorical question. He didn't dare to move, just looked at her from afar.
Luo Qi smiled sadly and walked towards Chu Tianyou. Chu Tianyou still couldn't believe his eyes, the string was always tight, until she got closer and closer to him, so close that it was impossible to be in danger.
He hugged her suddenly, and he was like a child: "Kiki, do you know that you scared me to death?" ”
As he spoke, he let go of her and looked at her carefully and intently. As soon as he came out of the hospital, he ran into someone from the TV station, and Akai wouldn't let him out, and it took him a long time to get out.
He searched for her all over the world, he thought that she was so stimulated, she must not know where to hide and cry, she cared so much about her family, she must be sad to death.
He found the place where she lived, Chu Chen, Zhang Xiaobei, and all the people she might know. It wasn't until the end that he remembered the hospital.
The paramedics told him that she had been here all afternoon, but he almost turned the hospital over and saw her. Until a cleaner reminded Chu Tianyou that she had seen Luo Qi take the elevator upstairs.
Thinking that she might have gone to the rooftop, Chu Tianyou's nervous sweat came down.
This girl won't be unable to think about it, right? Until he found her on the edge of the rooftop. Almost, he thought he was going to lose her completely.
Luo Qi looked at Chu Tianyou fixedly, as if talking to herself, she said mockingly: "Even if I want to die, do I have that qualification?" ”
It was she who hurt her mother, she was the unfilial daughter in her father's mouth, and for a moment, she really wanted to jump.
But if she jumps, what will happen to the child in her womb? If she jumps, who can avenge her mother's revenge?
Therefore, she is not even qualified to die.
"Kiki, I know you hate me......"
"No, I don't hate you." She said indifferently, "I only hate myself." Chu Tianyou, I was too selfish and focused too much on my own feelings, and ignored the feelings of my family...... It's because I think everything is too good, thinking that if there is a lover, I should eventually become married, and forget that not all grievances can meet and laugh at each other......"
"What the hell are you trying to say?" Chu Tianyou couldn't understand her words, but the more she was like this, he swore that if time could be turned back, he would not be stubborn, he would care about her feelings, and he would change the marriage date for her.
"I want to be quiet, can you give me time?"
He wanted to say no, but her helpless appearance made it impossible for him to force her. He remembered that in the past he had always done things according to his own ideas, and had never consulted with her. She was forced to accept his various decisions and even results again and again, so their contradictions will become more and more.
Perhaps, he was really wrong.
"I can give you time, but can you not go too far? I want you to be within reach of me, not farther and farther away from me. Chu Tianyou, who realized his mistake, begged her helplessly.
Luo Qi wanted to smile hard, but her nose was sour, "I'm sorry, today's wedding night disappointed you......"
She left Chu Tianyou behind, walked out of the rooftop alone, and went downstairs. Chu Tianyou didn't worry about her, and still followed behind.
Luo Qi once again opened the ward where Fang Yaru had lived, she turned on the light, and silently sorted out everything inside.
Chu Tianyou grabbed her and threw aside the pile of books she had just sorted out: "I know you're feeling uncomfortable, can you not stay here?" These things will only make you feel harder!"
Luo Qi didn't say anything, just took the book he messed up again, and began to tidy it up again, Chu Tianyou wanted to stop it, she held down his hand.
"Most of the things in this room are my mom's favorite things, and I want to give them to her. Maybe she'll wake up when she sees these things. ”
Belch...... It turned out that she just wanted to do this...... Chu Tianyou suddenly felt that he was funny and ridiculous. After being stunned for a moment, he joined the ranks of tidying up with her, "Then I'll help you." ”
He quickly helped her pack all the books into the box, his movements were so fast that often Luo Qi had just gone to get them, and he had already grabbed them.
Rocky didn't say anything, and went to sort out the discs on the wall, as well as the flowers that her mother liked in the flower room. Mom usually touches these things every day, and she has to move them all to the hospital.
After everything was sorted out, Chu Tianyou loaded them into the car again and drove her to the hospital.
In the hospital, Luo Changfeng has been by Fang Yaru's side. Chu Tianyou wanted to follow up, but was stopped by Luo Qi: "If it's possible, don't meet with my father recently."
Chu Tianyou understood what she meant, and nodded: "It's okay." ”
"And ......" Luo Qi wanted to speak and stopped, Chu Tianyou motioned for her to continue, she bit her lip, "It's nothing...... You pay attention to your body. ”
She still cared about him, Chu Tianyou's eyes lit up, as if he finally saw a glimmer of light in the dark, he was surprised and delighted, and he was so excited that he almost wanted to hug her, but Luo Qi turned around and left.
It didn't matter, it was already much better than he thought. He thought that as Rocky said in the car, she would never forgive him.
As long as there is hope, he will not give up.
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"Dad, let's have something to eat." Luo Qi delivered a hot meal to Luo Changfeng, and in just one afternoon, Luo Changfeng looked like he was ten years old. On the hospital bed inside, Fang Yaru still didn't move, as if in her world, time had long stood still.
Luo Changfeng raised his head, glanced at Luo Qi, raised his hand, and knocked over the food in front of him: "You go!" Your mother and I don't have a daughter like you! ”
Rocky bit her lip tightly, she sobbed, didn't say anything, picked up the tools and cleaned the stains on the floor.
She was cleaning there, and Luo Changfeng couldn't help but look at her through the afterglow. He was very angry at Luo Qi's self-assertion, but after all, this was his own child, and it was impossible not to feel distressed.
But seeing Huo Shuyun in the afternoon reminded him of a lot of past events that he couldn't let go. The Chu family is like his nightmare, and his life's successes and failures are due to it. How could he forgive!
After cleaning, Luo Qi went out again, and after a while, she made another meal and put it in front of Luo Changfeng as usual, and before he knocked it over, she said: "Dad, I know you're angry, and I can't wait to see me for a minute." If you want to be with your mother, you have to eat something. If you don't eat all the time, sooner or later you'll fall down. When the time comes, even if you hate your daughter again, I can only take care of my mother instead of you. ”
After speaking, she observed Luo Changfeng's face, and seeing that he didn't speak, she turned around and took out a disc and a book from her bag: "Dad, this is Mom's favorite thing, you can read it to her or play music for her." Didn't the doctor also say that she should be stimulated with what she was most familiar with? I also brought a lot of flowers, which is also my mother's favorite thing to serve, and after a while, I'll move here, okay? ”
Luo Changfeng snorted, still silent.
"If you don't speak, I'll assume that you agree." Luo Qi turned around and was about to move the flowers, thought about it, and stopped again: "Otherwise, I'll be here at night." I promise I won't make my mom rest...... Dad, you're old, you can come back again. If Mommy wakes up, she won't want to see you look so haggard......"
"I repeat! Get out of here! Aren't you the only bastard boy of the Chu family in your heart? If you dare to marry yourself silently, don't expect to go back to this home! ”
Luo Changfeng picked up a teacup and smashed it at Luo Qi's feet, scolding like thunder. He glared at Luo Qi and pointed to his heart: "You sincerely appeared in front of me, do you want to make me angry to death?" Get lost! Get out of here! ”
Standing there, Rocky's heart clenched. She wanted her father's forgiveness, even if it cost anything. But what should she do now?
Heart palpitations and fatigue, Luo Changfeng's face became more and more ugly, he suddenly covered his heart, and slowly sat down on the seat behind him, Luo Qi was frightened, and rushed up to support Luo Changfeng: "Dad!" Dad, what's wrong with you? Doctor...... Doctor, come on! ”
Luo Changfeng had high blood pressure, and the rescue plus the arrangement of the ward, and when everything was properly arranged, it was already the second half of the night. These two relatives were angry with her at the same time, and the torment in Luo Qi's heart can be imagined.
This night, she stayed in Fang Yaru's hospital room, constantly talking to her, trying to wake her mother up from her deep sleep. She didn't know how long she had been talking, so she fell asleep on the edge of the bed, and when she opened her eyes again, it was already the next morning.
She washed her face and went back to see her father. Although Luo Changfeng woke up, he still refused to see her, and he was only willing to ask the nurse to help him with eating and washing. But Luo Qi went to see Fang Yaru, and he didn't stop him much. It's just that when Loki was in the ward, he was definitely not there. He would always wait for Luo Qi to go out before he would enter Fang Yaru's hospital room and talk to her for a while, or play music for her.
For these, although Luo Qi is helpless, she can only bear it silently.
At about ten o'clock in the morning, Luo Qi went to the nurse's station to find someone to inject Luo Changfeng. As soon as I walked to the front desk, a voice floated in my ears.
"May I ask which ward Ms. Fang Yaru lives in?" Looking over at the voice, Rocky's head buzzed.
Holding flowers and fruit baskets in his hands, who is standing there in a well-dressed manner, who is not Chu Yexiao?
Rocky swore that she would recognize him at a glance just by his sven beastly appearance and his cold voice, even if he turned him to ashes.
"What are you doing here?" Before the nurse could speak, Rocky rushed over.
"Hello, sister-in-law. I heard that Aunt Fang was sick, so I came to see her old man. How? Don't you look very welcoming? Chu Yexiao smiled gloatingly, and looked Luo Qi up and down: "Sister-in-law is really unlucky, she encountered this kind of thing on her wedding day." You're not even interested in the candles in the cave room, are you? ”