CHAPTER XXXV
The cigarette was lit, but he didn't smoke it, he was searching for the familiar aroma in his memory. A playful couple passed by him. Suddenly, he wanted to try and start a new journey in life.
He extinguished his cigarette and was just about to get into the car, remembering that he had drunk, so he went to the side of the road and hailed a taxi. The driver asked him where he was going, and he said his destination very firmly.
The department held a sorority party, and Yang Huan and several sisters in the dormitory went to participate. At the banquet, Yang Huan was in a bad mood and was in a bad mood, so he took this opportunity to drink to drown his sorrows.
After being full of wine and food, everyone discussed going to KTV again, Yang Huan drank a little too much, so he wanted to go back to the bedroom to sleep, so he said goodbye to his roommates, Lu Tong has been paying attention to Yang Huan, she can drink no matter how much she can, and she will not refuse to come, obviously her mood is not high.
After everyone left, he didn't worry about Yang Huan, so he followed her and sent her back to school together. The hotel is very close to the school, just a few steps away. Yang Huan walked a little shaky, but fortunately his consciousness was still sober.
Seeing that Lu Tong had been following, she couldn't help but ridicule: "Why does senior brother keep following me....." The tone was strange.
She's really a bit too much, she wouldn't talk to him like this before, and she's always been in order. "I don't worry about you." He reached out to help Yang Huan, but she dodged him.
"Oh, there's nothing to worry about, I still know where the door of the school opens, you go play." Yang Huan refused.
"I'll take you downstairs in the dormitory, and I'll go back."
Yang Huan saw that he insisted on sending it, but she couldn't stop it, so fortunately she let him go.
Under the dim street lamp, there was a person standing there, Yang Huan blinked, last time, Chen Chong was waiting for her under the street lamp, the light reflected his beautiful face, so soft, at that moment Yang Huan couldn't think of a better adjective to describe the blurred, melancholy beauty. Chen Chong had too many feelings in her body that she couldn't describe.
She didn't care about anything, and ran over like crazy, just like the last time. Her "Brother Chong" Lu Tong heard it clearly.
Yang Huan ran over panting, his heart was pounding, and when he got closer, he realized that it was just a pedestrian waiting for a traffic light. Yang Huan squatted on the ground in frustration. Tears welled up unconsciously.
Lu Tong looked at the depressed Yang Huan's heart tightened. He tapped her on the shoulder, "Go back." ”
Why, he decided that I could start an infinite number of times, and he said that if he wasn't sure, he wouldn't start easily. They also said that they should be responsible for each other. Why did he think I was impulsive.....
Yang Huan's words, Lu Tong was stunned for a moment, but she was like this, obviously she had something to do with the one in her mouth.
He also squatted down and comforted her: "The person who made you wronged is not worthy of your abuse of yourself, there are more excellent people in the world, how old is he?" ”
Yang Huan suddenly laughed, and said to himself: "There are more excellent people in the world, how old are you....." But then he couldn't help crying loudly, "But I just don't feel angry that he is the only one." Then he patted his chest and said firmly, "In my heart." ”
Chen Chong arrived at Yang Huan's school, and saw students walking in groups in front of the school gate through the window of the taxi. He was suddenly a little cowardly, the driver had already urged him to the place several times, so Chen Chong retracted his thoughts and paid to get out of the car.
He walked slowly on the forest path alone. The street lamp passed through the trees, and there were dappled lights and shadows reflected on him, and he remembered the scene of Yang Huan running in a hurry that day. She wore her hair loosely, lively and youthful. The fragrance of her hair lingered in the car for a long time, and what she didn't know was that she was radiant and attractive.
Through the dappled light and shadow, he saw the familiar figure squatting under the dim street lamp, he couldn't see her clearly, there was a boy beside her, her senior brother, what were the two of them talking about.
He approached slowly, not wanting to, nor intending to eavesdrop or disturb them, he thought that they were all here anyway, and they had to face it head-on, and he heard what she said: "But I just don't want to think he's the only one..... In my heart. ”
Chen Chong's footsteps paused, his heart seemed to have been hit, his eyes were full of her, Lu Tong found him, got up and stood up.
He cleared his throat and approached her step by step, she seemed to be aware of it, turned around, and saw Chen Chong walking towards her, stepping on the light and shadow. She wiped tears from her face and suddenly stood up.
Before he could shout, he asked very gentlemanly: "Can I delay you for a few minutes?" But he didn't say it to her.
Lu Tong nodded, and Chen Chong stretched out his hand, "I have something to do with Yang Huan, so she will leave it to me next." ”
Lu Tong hesitated for a moment, but Chen Chong's firm and unwavering attitude, he was deflated, waved his hand at Yang Huan and threw a sentence: "Let's go." And he left.
His figure disappeared, and Chen Chongcai looked at Yang Huan beside him, Xu was the reason for crying just now, and his eyes were a little swollen. He approached her step by step, and she lowered her head and did not dare to look at him. She couldn't even say a normal greeting, and the wine she had drunk before seemed to wake up suddenly, and she hated herself for not drinking a few more glasses.
She was still hesitating how to speak, so he spoke first: "I haven't been to your campus yet, can you take me in for a walk?" She didn't say yes or bad, she led the way.
Chen Chong followed her, and suddenly his mood was much lighter.
Yang Huan didn't know what to see on the night, so he came to the playground of the campus aimlessly. There are a lot of people, some running, some kicking football, and some exercising..... Chen Chong's footsteps gradually slowed down, Yang Huan turned around and waited for him, he beckoned and stopped her.
"Can I take it back from what I said before?"
Yang Huan was puzzled, figuring out what he meant, and looked at him in disbelief.
"I was the one who used the wrong words..... Or I can say that I am 38 years old this year, and I have gone through vicissitudes, and I will not be as passionate about everything as a young man in my twenties, and I can squander my youth, youth, and youth, which I don't have, so I often have more reason than emotion. That's why I said I wasn't sure I wouldn't start. And you, in your youth, are in good expectations for many things, and if one day you find that I can't give you the feelings you fantasize, then this is a kind of harm to you. Or it can be expressed in another way, in the face of feelings, it is because I am too cowardly, because I am afraid of hurt. ”
Yang Huan listened seriously, his analysis, and his every expression did not let go. "I'm here today, I want to talk to you more than that, I want to say that I'm willing to try to start a new journey with you, I wonder if you're still willing to accompany me?"
So is he confessing? Obviously refused, Yang Huan felt that they would not have a chance to be together in this life, but suddenly he appeared by her side again, and said that he would try to start a new journey with her, which was no longer her wishful thinking. Obviously very disappointed, but suddenly there was hope again, this kind of psychological gap, Yang Huan is simply indescribable, and the feeling of going up and down in his heart is really uncomfortable.
She hesitated and asked the doubts in her heart: "So you are willing to accept me?" Isn't it because of guilt and self-blame that you pity me? ”
Chen Chong nodded firmly, smiled and touched her head, "If it's really like you think, then wouldn't every girl who confessed to me have a chance?" I'm not a philanthropist. ”
Yang Huan nodded knowingly, realizing what he meant, she smiled in her heart. "Then I have to ask you a question, you won't accept a business marriage, will you?"
"Huh?" Chen Chong looked at her suspiciously, he didn't understand at first, but then he understood, and smiled.
Chen Chong shook his head helplessly, "It's really that I've watched too many TV series, if I accept a commercial marriage, then I won't be married several times." ”
"Then I'll promise you." Yang Huan lowered his head and rubbed the bricks under his feet, smiling brightly. Chen Chong also smiled slightly, in a happy mood and swept away the haze of many days.
In the distance, I don't know which side's goal drew a round of cheers from the field.
"I'll send you back." Chen Chong's tone was relaxed.
"Okay." Yang Huan led the way in front, and suddenly he didn't want to be separated from him.
The time to get together is always short, Chen Chong sent Yang Huan downstairs in the bedroom and asked her to go up, and he looked at her. She agreed, looking back at him step by step, and he waved his hand. It wasn't until her back disappeared into the hallway that he turned to leave.
As soon as Yang Huan entered the corridor, she ran desperately to the bedroom, the second floor where she lived, three or two steps away, she ran to the window as soon as she entered the house, and saw him, his back was straight in the light and shadow, just met, she began to look forward to the next meeting.
Chen Chong returned home, and as soon as he took a shower, Yang Huan's WeChat came in: "Are you home?" ”
Chen Chong rubbed his still dripping hair and leaned lazily on the sofa, "When you get home, don't you sleep yet?" ”
"Can't sleep." Yang Huan felt that after the relationship was confirmed, it was different, and he didn't have to worry too much about how ambiguous he was.
"Uncomfortable? Is it that you drank too much alcohol. Chen Chongzhi was quite serious.
Yang Huan couldn't help but laugh when he saw him in such a serious tone, maybe this is the fun of falling in love with someone with an age difference. On this day, there was a gap in her heart, mixed with joy and sorrow, how could she fall asleep easily.
"No, I can't sleep happily."
Chen Chong realized it later, smiled and made a naughty expression.
Yang Huan pouted, does this mean that part of his personal time is hers, she can date him openly, or he can also date her.
She couldn't help but tease: "Boss Chen, do you have time this Sunday?" ”
"You have to ask the secretary about this." Chen Chong also joked with her.
Then he sent a message, "Wait for my call." Yang Huan looked at these words and rolled over on the bed, and his heart was happy. Before Sunday, she was already dreaming of her first date with him.
She was in a good mood and posted a photo taken in Jingyue with a meaningful sentence: "A new beginning." Chen Chong quickly praised it.
The revival of all things, the return of spring to the earth, the beginning of the four seasons of the year, this season full of hope, is a new starting point.