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Gu Qin looked at me, his eyes were honest and real, if I hadn't done enough psychological construction for myself in advance, I would definitely believe his words. Even so, the anger in my heart still disappeared, and I didn't have the momentum just now when I spoke again.
"Gu Qinzhi, I don't think we need to understand each other, let's be separated for a while first, and then look for me when you deal with it." I took a step back and distanced myself from him.
"Xu Tu, why don't you give me a chance, I said it very clearly." He was a little anxious, "I don't want to make a multiple-choice question, and make an either/or choice between you and my dad." β
"You don't have to choose, I'll quit for a while." I say.
"This thing has already begun, it's not like you want to quit, and now everyone knows that you are my fiancΓ©e, do you think you can quit? Or do you want to make a statement saying that you have anything to do with me again. The anger in his eyes erupted, "You want me to be the biggest joke in the entire imperial capital, do you?" God sent you here to make me embarrassed, right? β
His barrage of questions drove me to the point where there was no way back.
I'm just an ordinary person, whether it's feelings or life, it's very simple, if you like it, you'll be together, if you don't like it, you'll be separated, and there is no reason why you can't do without it. And Gu Qinzhi's words pulled me out of my own thoughts, if I choose to end at this time, what should he do? Speaking from my heart, I don't want Gu Qinzhi to lose face, and I don't want him to become a laughing stock.
"Didn't you find out? I can't fit into your circle at all, and everyone thinks I'm with you for money. Some of your friends are genuinely accepting of me. You'll probably never understand how I feel like I'm out of place with you tonight. I thought for a moment, calmed myself down, looked at him and added, "It's a very uncomfortable feeling, everyone looks at you like you're watching a joke." You probably don't know, from the day I was with you, I became a joke. β
This is the first time I've been talking positively about how I feel after being with him.
After hearing this, his face was ugly, and he was silent for a long time before he said: "It's that I think less, but this situation will change, except for childhood sweethearts, all couples will have such an embarrassing period when they intervene in each other's lives." β
"Then let's do it first, I'll call you a substitute driver." I took out my phone.
Having said that, there really is no need to talk about it anymore.
"Xu Tu, do you think I'm better?" He snatched my phone and asked, "I rebelled against the old man in front of everyone and offended the Fang family, but the final result is like this, you said that you can't integrate into my life." If so, why did you say yes in the first place? β
I don't know how to answer him, can I say that I didn't think so much about it because I was moved by him at the time? I'm an adult and I'm responsible for my own decisions, but it's too heavy for me to breathe, and I really want to escape from his world.
When getting along with Chen Qiao, we have never been so entangled and heavy.
"I don't know." I shook my head, "I just want you to give me some time to think, I can't stand the way your friends look at me." β
My fragile self-esteem and low self-esteem make me unable to withstand such a look, it's really uncomfortable!
Gu Qinzhi looked at it for a few minutes, stuffed the phone back into my hand, and said coldly: "Okay, I'll give you time, but I don't allow you to give up on me, understand no." You don't have to go to work this week, I'll put a sum of money into your original salary card, you can go on a trip and go shopping, you can do whatever you want, as long as you vent the anger in your heart, and then you have to come back to me a week later. β
After he finished speaking, he quickly took me in his arms, kissed me the forehead, and turned away.
I returned home exhausted, with his lips still warm on my forehead, and I stared at the ceiling, and when I fell asleep, my phone vibrated in my ear, and I answered the phone in a daze.
"Xu Tu, come to the hospital quickly, Gu Qinzhi has been in a car accident." A woman's voice came from the phone.
"You are?" I instantly sobered up and sat up.
"I'm Jia Ru, I'll explain to you when I come." She quickly said a hospital address and hung up.
Listening to the beep sound coming from the microphone, I thundered like five thunders, trembling my hands and feet to find the bag, and then directly opened the door and rushed out.
In the middle of the night, there were few people and cars on the road, so I walked in the direction of the hospital and reached out to stop the car, and when I stopped the car, I realized that I was missing a slipper on my foot.
When the hospital arrived, I threw a hundred dollars at the driver, opened the door and ran out. As she ran, she asked where the emergency room was, and at the same time called Jia Ru and asked where she was.
Jia Ru instructed me on the phone to go outside the operating room on the third floor, and only hung up the phone after seeing each other. As soon as I got out of the elevator, my eyes were glued to the door of the operating room, and I asked in a trembling voice, "How is he?" Serious or not? What do doctors say? β
"Don't worry, the doctor is resuscitating, he passed out." Jia Ru pressed me to the chair and saw me barefoot and asked worriedly, "Why did you run out barefoot?" β
"It's okay, it's okay." I can't take care of myself.
While anxiously waiting for rescue, Jia Ru told me what happened. Gu Qinzhi was in a car accident when she was on the phone, so she was the first person to know, and she was the one who called the police, and she was the first to arrive at the scene.
"Xu Tu, if he wakes up, don't mention the separation again." Jia Ru held my hand and said, "I can see that Gu Qinzhi is sincere to you, and you also have feelings for him, otherwise you wouldn't have rushed to the hospital so quickly in a mess." β
"I just feel like his circle is too far away from me." I looked at the light on the door of the operating room and said, "I didn't expect him to be in trouble because of this, I don't want anything to happen to him." β
"I understand." Jia Ru interrupted me.
Gu Qinzhi called her to ask her one thing, what I experienced in the private room before he arrived, Jia Ru was talking when the car was hit.
My mind was blank, I listened to Jia Ru's words blankly, and then I couldn't say a word, I never thought that Gu Qinzhi would take me so seriously. When Jia Ru told me this, I thought about the bits and pieces since we met, those ordinary details that looked ordinary at the time, and now I think about it, it should be love.
I don't know how long it took, Gu Qinzhi was pushed out, I pounced on it, and when I saw his head wrapped into a dumpling, my tears immediately couldn't stop, and I fell down with a click, and smashed it on the back of his exposed hand.
Gu Qinzhi looked at me with a little emotion in his eyes, and reluctantly smiled: "I'm fine, it's just an external injury, don't worry." β
"Don't speak." I'm in a hurry.
The nurse who pushed him said: "I have done a full body examination, and now I see that all of them are traumatic, the most serious is the bruise on the head, and now I see that there are no symptoms of concussion." β
"Look, it's okay." Gu Qinzhi held me with his backhand and said, "It's a skin injury, just take care of it for a few days." β
Hearing him say that, I cried even harder.
"Okay, you two will put on a stage play here separately, and we'll have a good chat when we go to the ward." Jia Ru patted me on the shoulder with a smile and said to Gu Qinzhi, "Your collision is quite cost-effective, and you don't need to explain like a soul dog in front of your fiancΓ©e." β
I was a little embarrassed and held his hand all the way to the hospital room.
Jia Ru took care of Qin Zhi and left at the slightest dawn, leaving only me and him in the ward. As soon as Jia Ru's footsteps disappeared, he grabbed my hand and put it to his mouth and kissed it and said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine, just bumped it lightly." β
"Don't talk too much, the doctor told you to rest more." I stopped him right away.
"Have you forgiven me?" He asked with a smile.
"I'm not mad at you, I'm just angry with myself." I put his hand in the quilt and said, "Stop and get some sleep, there will be a lot of people coming to see you at dawn." β
"No, I let Jia Ru hide it from my father, I'm afraid he will be scared again." Gu Qinzhi took my hand and kissed it on the lips, "I'll ask for a lintel later, I can probably stay in the hospital for a week, and you will accompany me in the hospital this week." β
I nodded in response, looking at the smile on the corner of Gu Qinzhi's mouth, and suddenly felt that the previous suspicion was a little ridiculous.
"Come up and sleep together for a while." Gu Qinzhi moved his body and gave up half of the narrow hospital bed.
"No, I'll just sit." I said, "You're sick, be obedient, get some rest." β
"I really just have a little bruise, and you look at me like I'm looking at a freshly glued porcelain bottle." Gu Qinzhi smiled, then sat up on the edge of the bed, and reached out to drag me to the bed.
I struggled for a moment, and he immediately groaned and said, "Don't move, don't move, I have a headache." I was immediately too frightened to move, and he took me in his arms and put me on his arm.
Looking at his triumphant smile, I realized that he had done it on purpose. But at this moment, I wanted to move, but it was impossible, and he used his arm to tie me tightly.
I looked up to see his face, but he held it down with his hand and said, "Sleep obediently, if you don't sleep all night, women will become ugly." β
In his arms, listening to the sound of his heartbeat, I fell asleep very quickly, and I didn't even have a dream.
My forehead was tickling, I couldn't help but raise my hand to play with it, and when I heard him laugh in a low voice, I woke up, and when I opened my eyes, I saw his bright eyes.
"Awake?" He asked me.
"Why did I wake up later than you?" I patted my head in annoyance and got ready to get up.
He seemed to be really fine, turned over and pressed me, a face was very close, and the smile in his eyes overflowed little by little: "Xu Tu, you are mine." β
Gu Qinzhi's voice at this moment had a sticky taste, his nasal voice was very heavy, and the hot breath hit my face, I closed my eyes in a ghostly way, and then his lips were kissed by him gently. Gu Qinzhi has always been a gentleman, but today his hands are not honest, and he burrows into my clothes like a snake.