At half past eight the next morning, Angel came to me and knocked on my door and said, "Let's go, go to the hospital for a check-up." ”

"I don't think it's necessary, maybe the eldest aunt will come in two days." I flinched a little in my heart, and I didn't dare to look at the result of one being one and two being two.

"The more you delay, the harder it gets!" Angel made a serious face.

I thought about it for a long time, and finally followed Anqi to the hospital with an indescribable taste, and after arriving at the hospital, I registered to open a list for examination and other results, almost an hour later, I took the list of urine test results and went to the doctor with a confused face: "Doctor, what does the plus sign mean?" ”

"Pregnant, how many, do you want it?" The doctor asked with the same blank face as the workers on the assembly line.

Angel snatched the list in my hand and asked, "Could this be wrong?" ”

"How is it possible, wait a while and do a B ultrasound, it is indeed inside the palace or outside the palace." The doctor swiped and wrote a list again, "Come back to me after the check." ”

I was pulled out of the room by Angel, and I didn't know what was going on until I got to the payment desk. I won the bid just one time, was I too lucky, or was it too bad!

The ultrasound was done quickly, and the little doctor who checked it said to me with a smile: "Intrauterine pregnancy." Don't worry. You're so old, you're definitely happy to have a baby. ”

I'm so old, how old am I!

I didn't have time to react to the meaning of her words, and I was stunned by the words "baby" and "happy" in the back, and I really won the bid!

Angel pulled me out of the ultrasound room, sat down on the chairs on both sides of the corridor, rubbed my face and asked, "Xu Tu, what should I do?" Do you want to tell Gu Qinzhi? ”

"How do you know it's Gu Qinzhi?" I asked subconsciously.

"It's not Gu Qinzhi, is there anyone else?" She was stunned.

I shook my head helplessly, and by this time Angel was also panicking. She immediately realized that she had asked the wrong question and said, "I must let him know that there is a breakup after this special breakup!" ”

After saying that, she picked up my phone and began to flip through it, and I snatched it back: "Don't fight yet, I'll think about it again." ”

On the taxi back, neither of us spoke because we didn't know what to say. After arriving home, Anqi insisted on accompanying me, and was forcibly pushed out of the room by me, and when she left, she asked me worriedly: "Xu Tu, you won't think about it!" ”

I smiled bitterly: "No, don't worry, I'll think about it before making a decision." ”

I locked the door after Angel left, and my mind was in a mess. I never thought this would happen, and I really didn't know what to do.

God, are you playing with me on purpose? Why are so many couples in the hospital who want to have children unable to conceive a baby despite all their might, and I just had an accident?! And it was after I broke up with Gu Qinzhi.

Gu Qinzhi and I didn't roll the sheets many times, and we could count them on one hand. once in South Africa; Once the night before the interview, once the night after his confession, and then in Xiang Dong's office that day.

I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists, but I didn't know where to vent.

Why does this happen in love, it is up to the woman to bear the consequences, and the man lifts his pants as if he is fine.

Perhaps, it is my own fault that I should not have had a relationship with a man before marriage?

All the thoughts came to mind, and I really didn't know what to do next.

I went back and forth in my room dozens of times, and then I was like an ant on a hot pan that was about to be roasted, and I was in a hurry to enter or retreat.

Until it gets dark. I realized I hadn't eaten all day.

The phone lit up again on the couch, I don't remember how many times it came on, I didn't have to look at it and I knew it must have been Angel calling because she was worried. I let out a sigh of relief and walked over to answer the phone. Since I haven't figured out a result, it's better to listen to Angel's opinion.

Unexpectedly, it was Du Heng who called, and he asked very suspiciously: "I remember that you said that you don't work on weekends, why don't you answer the phone and rush to make a plan?" ”

"No, there are some ideas that need to be smoothed." I said slowly, trying not to let him hear anything different.

"You can talk to me, I'll help you sort it out, after all, I also have some ideas about the overall plan." Du Heng said.

"It's not yet formed, so I can't express it yet." I interrupted him and asked, "You're looking for me?" ”

"There's a party tonight that you should be interested in." He paused, "Who won last year's Best Creative Award and Best Event Planning Award, you know?" ”

As soon as I heard it, I felt the spirit.

In fact, our industry has an internal selection every year, which is prepared for geniuses, especially the best event planning award, which is simply an anti-human existence, and all creative ideas make me feel unexpected, but not abrupt.

Both of these are well-known people in the industry, and I always wanted to get to know them, but I didn't expect such an opportunity to come.

"Yes." I said, "You're saying they're going to be there tonight?" ”

"No, the event is organized by the two of them, and the participants must bring their own masterpieces, I don't have any works, and I want to know these two masters, so I thought of you. How about it, are you interested in participating? Du Heng asked.

I'm interested, I'm so interested, but when I'm about to say yes, I can't help but look down at my stomach.

"What, you don't want to come?" Du Heng asked puzzled.

"No, I'd love to go." I immediately said, "Wait for me, tell me the address, and then I'll go find you." ”

"No need, I'll pick you up downstairs at your house." After Du Heng finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

I stayed in front of the mirror for a while, quickly put on makeup and changed clothes, and then took my bag and walked downstairs to call Du Heng. The phone rang in the flower bed not far away, and I looked over, and Du Heng held up his mobile phone and shook it at me. He was standing in the shadow of the tree, and the street lamp couldn't shine, so I didn't see it.

"How long have you been here?" I asked.

"It's only been five minutes." Du Heng glanced at his watch and said, "It's rare for a woman to have you come down so quickly." ”

"These two are my idols, where do fans dare to delay time when they see idols." I laughed.

Du Heng was still wearing a dark gray formal suit as usual, meticulously wearing a light gray tie, and from the outside, the whole thing was as rigorous as a sophisticated instrument.

This kind of gathering is really as Du Heng said, it is not just a matter of coming when you want to, how many works each person has. How many of them are excellent, and whether there are any that are deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, this indicator is too clear and easy to quantify, and it is not easy to mix in.

Du Heng helped me register my name, and then the person in charge of reception quickly checked something on the computer, and then gave me a golden entry card.

I glanced at Du Heng: "What is this?" ”

"VIP level, looking at the color, it should be considered advanced." Du Heng guessed. I looked at the people who came in at the same time, some were holding silver, some were green. There are even pink ones.

"It's interesting." I slipped the card into my bag and continued on my way.

Unexpectedly, I didn't walk a few steps and met an acquaintance, it was my former boss Chu Guofeng, he saw Du Heng and saw me again, his face was stunned and immediately reacted, and he walked to us in a few steps.

"Xu Tu, you really have the ability, after leaving the company, you will take away all the big customers, and the confidentiality clause is signed for the dog? A bit of professionalism or not? Chu Guofeng asked.

Du Heng frowned slightly: "Mr. Chu, the confidentiality agreement only protects the projects that have been done before. Xu Tu promised not to reveal a word, your company's current design level is not up, is it unlucky for us customers to follow together, modern society has never heard of signing a contract can cooperate for a lifetime. ”

As soon as Chu Guofeng saw him open his mouth first, he immediately said, "Manager Du, I'm not targeting you. Now Xu Tu has only been leaving for half a year, and more than half of our company's customers have run, and I can't find the reason, I dare to be pulled away by her. ”

"Mr. Chu, don't you look for the reason from yourself?" Du Heng's brows were already furrowed obviously, but he still said patiently, "Xu Tu alone, even if he has three heads and six arms, he will not be able to take on the design of dozens of projects at the same time, people's brain capacity and people's creative ability are limited." ”

"What do you mean!" Chu Guofeng asked.

Du Heng shook his head, pointed to his head and said, "I mean that Xu Tu's brain capacity is limited, and he can't do more than a dozen creative designs at the same time." ”

After speaking, he stopped me and walked away, leaving behind a black cloud of Chu Guofeng.

I glanced back, and we hadn't been far away when a beautiful woman hurriedly ran to Chu Guofeng's side and grabbed his arm.

"Scum, why did you change women again?" I muttered under my breath.

"How did Chu Guofeng become the boss? With such an IQ, I am really anxious for him. Du Heng said.

I hadn't seen Du Heng like this, so I couldn't help but smile and said: "Who knows, when I joined the company, it was the best time for the company to operate, and I was too busy to receive the list every month." ”

"Wait a minute." Du Heng gestured to me, then walked a short distance to the phone, said a few words, and said to me when he came back, "Don't worry, Chu Guofeng won't be able to laugh after a while." ”

I found it strange and didn't know who he was calling.

After less than half an hour, when we met the host who organized the party, the noise came from the door, attracting everyone's attention, a woman in her forties appeared in the center of the field, her bright eyes swept the audience, and then accurately fell on Chu Guofeng, and then without hesitation, strode up and pulled Chu Guofeng out. Tucked behind him, opened the bow left and right at the same time, and slapped the girl who was walking with Chu Guofeng twice, and scolded in his mouth: "Little Sao fox spirit, I think about seducing men every day, and I don't care what I look like, my mother was much more beautiful than you when she was young, and she was still natural, you Internet celebrity faces who have plastic surgery every day, dare to seduce my man, and you don't ask how he made his fortune." ”

The woman who was beaten was only in her early twenties, probably hadn't seen this battle, and was knocked unconscious at once, after a minute, after she eased up, she also felt that she couldn't get over her face, but she couldn't swallow this breath, after all, it was a public occasion, if she was beaten like this, she swallowed it without saying a word, and she confirmed the name of Xiao San'er and the fox spirit, and immediately argued: "Don't spew blood, I am only with Mr. Chu for work, which eye did you see me seducing your man?" However, if I were a man, I wouldn't look at you more, and you would have become an old and ugly dominatrix. ”

The one in her forties should be Chu Guofeng's wife, and the one in her early twenties should be Chu Guofeng's junior son.

I've always heard that there is a tigress in the Chu Guofeng family, but I didn't expect it to be so strong. During my time in the company, I only buried my head in my work every day, and I didn't know too much gossip, not that I was too pure to have few desires, but that I was too busy to be distracted.

Today, for the first time, I saw the power of Chu Guofeng's genuine wife, and suddenly I knew why the few little girls who loved to dress up in the company left their jobs.

Making trouble at this kind of party is not only Chu Guofeng's own people, but the host of the banquet is not looking good. At this point, the staff had already reacted, pushing and pulling the three protagonists into the lounge, and then closed the door.

"It's a pity, a good show." I shook my head, full of regret.

"SC used to have some influence in the industry, but with your departure as a starting point, I quickly left a few good designers, and now it's twilight." Du Heng shook his head, "It's a pity, Chu Guofeng doesn't find his own reasons, and always feels that it is the resignation of a few of you that takes away the company's business." If their business level is always online, the customer is not something you can take away. ”

I also have a general understanding of what he said, and said helplessly: "I'm used to carrying the black pot." ”

The party went on as usual after this episode, everyone was in the industry, and they chatted with a common language, and the overall atmosphere was very good.

Du Heng gave me this opportunity very well, when I was chatting with people, people asked me which company I am in now, I introduced that I worked alone, first set up a studio, and then the business stabilized, I may set up a company.

Everyone smiled and handed over business cards, and some people said on the spot that they wanted to give me a small project to do to see how the level was, and I was full of answers.

After the meeting. I have at least 30 business cards in my bag, which is quite a reward. On the way home, Du Heng said: "If the business volume is getting bigger and bigger, you will definitely not be busy alone, so it is better to rent an office and build the studio first." ”

His proposal made my eyes light up, and I thought for a moment and said, "It's not that simple, where do I go to recruit people who are easy to use?" ”

"Those former colleagues of yours." Du Heng planned for me, "In the early stage, you are just a studio, which can save operating costs." Then the money is distributed to the employees, and everyone gets a commission according to the project, and I think everyone should be more motivated. ”

I wanted to come down almost immediately, but as soon as I looked down, I saw my stomach.

Tonight, as if I was sick, I looked at my stomach at every turn, and I always felt that the little life in it knew everything and was growing vigorously and vigorously.

"What's wrong? Upset stomach? Du Heng also saw my movements and said with concern, "Do you want to send you to the hospital, I ate a little too much raw and cold tonight." ”

"No, I don't. It's okay. I immediately shook my head.

If Du Heng knew about this, it would be really embarrassing.

"Are you sure you're okay?" He asked again.

"It's okay, I ate too much tonight and want to go to the bathroom." I found a reason.

He nodded and parked the car at the door of my building, and after saying goodbye to him, I went upstairs, and when I arrived at the door, I saw a note posted on the security door, "Call me back when you're back, Angel".

I gave her the first time I entered the door, and she said in a daze: "I stewed chicken soup for you, send it to you, you are not at home, come up and drink." ”

"It's too late now, I'm not hungry, I'll talk about it tomorrow, thank you dear." I kissed her on the phone.

There was a noise on Angel's side, and after a while, she seemed to touch her phone, glanced at it and said, "Damn, it's so late?" Where have you been? Just returned? Is there a showdown with Gu Qinzhi? ”

"Spread a yarn, sleep well with you, my sister may be going to get rich." I briefly told her about tonight and told her that I might be opening a studio, that she could participate if she was interested, and that I promised to give her the highest percentage of the project.

Angel said faintly: "It's not a problem of money now, it's a problem of children, can you clear the priorities!" ”

Of course I know, but I can't make a decision now, and I struggled for a long time before I deliberately put the child's affairs behind, and was taken out by the unscrupulous Anqi. Sighing and helplessly said to Anqi: "I know that this matter is very urgent, and I will make a decision within three days." ”

"What do you decide, do you want it or not?" An Qi came to her senses completely, "I think you should tell Gu Qinzhi first now." ”

"It's my business, and it's after I broke up with him, I don't need to inform him to know, I have the right to make my own decisions." I'm right to Angel.

She was stunned for a moment, and after a pause, she said, "Don't think about it again. ”

I knew I was in a bit of a hurry, and after a while I said, "I'm sorry, I'm in too much of a hurry." ”

"I understand, if you think about it again, I'll send you chicken soup." Angel didn't continue the topic either.

Anqi, who brought me chicken soup, pressed me to the sofa and preached again, it was nothing more than that Gu Qinzhi had to know about this matter no matter what, even if he asked for surgery fees and so on. But I can't accept these reasons, I don't want Gu Qinzhi to know, I want to decide this matter myself.

My habit is to retreat from the difficulty, and since this matter cannot be solved now, I will bypass it and do other things. I put the pregnancy aside for a while, and then pulled out my phone address book and called a few of my former colleagues to find out how you were doing.

It took me a morning to make the phone call, and I told me that I was going to open a studio, and three people expressed interest, and the other four said a few sour words that they didn't want to come to my side to do it, and then hung up the phone.

These three people, I made an appointment to meet, I want to talk about the sharing problem, if the production is compatible, I will start working immediately.

I just put down the phone here, the phone rang, and I connected to listen to the new person I met last night, and even a few people said that they were friends of Du Heng, Du Heng introduced that my plan was better, and I wanted to try to cooperate.

When there are a lot of things at hand, the proportion of troubles is not so large, and I am much calmer. After hitting it off with Hu Guolin, Liu Jianxin, and Song Ci, I made a decision to go to the hospital to get rid of the child.

After Anqi knew my decision, she held my hand and was silent for a long time and said, "I only hope you don't regret it in the future." ”

"I don't regret it." I smiled reluctantly, "A child without a father is not happy in this world, not to mention that I am just starting out in my career, and I don't have the time, energy and financial conditions to raise children." ”

"Xu Tu, no matter what you decide, I support you!" Angel held my hand. I looked at me fixedly.

I felt so miserable that my palms were sweating. I don't know if it's right or wrong to do this, but I really can't imagine what it would be like to be a single mother in the modern world. What's more, if there is this child, there will be an intersection with Gu Qinzhi sooner or later, and I don't want to have anything to do with him now. After really experiencing it, I realized that the so-called wealthy family is not something that anyone can afford to marry. That kind of class errand, that kind of strange gaze from their circle, is unbearable.

It's really right to be the right person.

When I think of Gu Qinzhi, I think of my own performance when I get along with him. Then. I couldn't see clearly in the game, and now I jumped out and stood tall to see, I was really like Grandma Liu who strayed into the Grand View Garden, and all kinds of performances made people feel disgusting.

"What day did you decide to go?" Angel asked.

"Tomorrow, the sooner the better, the studio's affairs will be put on the agenda soon, and it will be solved as soon as possible." I breathed a sigh of relief, and it was decided.

Sending Angel away, I was lying alone on the bed, and suddenly I felt disgusted with my body. I really don't know what's wrong with me and why I hate myself so much.

A little life has just taken root in the belly, and it is about to be brutally destroyed by me before it takes shape, and this life that knows nothing is my child.

Thinking about it, my tears flowed.

I'm not a good mom and leave without letting my baby take a look at the world

I don't know what other people think when they encounter this situation, I blame myself like this, I feel like a heinous person, crying and sleeping, I wake up and continue to think, and the next day my eyes are swollen and red.

When Angel saw my appearance, she hesitated and swallowed back, I asked her, but she said no, no matter what decision you make, it is not easy, and when I say that you hesitate, it will be even more difficult.

I knew that she wanted to persuade me not to be so arbitrary, but I was determined to part with Gu Qinzhi, and it was impossible to keep this child again.

I really didn't think that I would go through so much in the past six months, my boyfriend who has been in love for many years split his legs, and I met a rich second generation, and then when he was still very interested in me, I took the initiative to quit, and after quitting, I found that I had a child, and the studio I had always wanted to open began to have eyebrows at this time

The good and the bad came together, and my life was a mess. () "Xu Xu Tuzhi" only represents the author's view of the rhinoceros running wild, if it is found that its content violates the national law and contradicts the content, please delete it.

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