But whether this is right or wrong, and whether it is fair to him. She never thought about it, she was so hidden, so guarded, whether it was worth it?

This night, she didn't sleep much, and she didn't dream that Chen Chong was sick and hospitalized, or that she and Zheng Jun quarreled......

When I woke up in the morning, I called Chen Chong without caring about anything.

Chen Chong drank wine at the banquet last night, took a taxi back, and when he passed by Yang Huan's school, he got out of the car.

He took out his phone and just wanted to call her. He tried dialing the number, but he didn't expect it to work.

After Yang Huan saw his phone number, he hesitated to connect.

Both of them were silent, and in the end, it was Yang Huan who spoke first, "Is there something wrong?" ”

Chen Chong stood outside, blowing a cold wind, he hadn't felt it before, but now he felt his teeth fighting.

"I ...... I want to meet you. ”

"It's late......"

"I'm in front of your school." He was afraid that she wouldn't come out, so he added, "I cleaned up the house before, and there were things you left behind...... It's not good to keep me going...... If you don't want it anymore...... You're going to have to deal with it yourself......"

Yang Huan thought about it for a while, and finally agreed to come out......

He stood under the street lamp with a cold breath, and the light that was clearly extinguished was the cigarette in his hand.

She hadn't seen him smoke, so much so that she had been delusional that he wouldn't ......

When she approached, he snuffed out the cigarette butt in his hand and held it in his hand......

"Where's my stuff?" She approached him, reached out, and looked at him.

“…… I did want to give it back to you, but I just got back from Hiroko......"

She knew that she had been fooled, and frowned, but she was not in a hurry to leave.

He seemed afraid that she would run away, and deliberately blocked her way, closer to her, and she smelled the smell of alcohol on him.

He's drunk......

She quietly took a step back, Chen Chong felt her alienation, and felt uncomfortable in his heart, but he still had to pretend that nothing happened.

"We ...... That's not how we have a relationship, is it? Are you going to pretend to be a stranger when we meet again in the future? Chen Chong looked at her, her hair was scattered, her hands were in her pockets, and she stepped on the snow under her feet, creaking......

He remembered that once before, too, he called her, and she just ran over with her hair draped, with a nice smell on her body, which he thought was the smell of shower gel before, but later learned that it was her body odor.

"I'm afraid so, do you think we can be friends again? Where does the pure relationship between a man and a woman come from? Besides, don't you care? ”

"I care...... What I care about is you......" Chen Chong approached her, forcing her to look at herself.

"I don't want to hear ......" Yang Huan covered his ears and chased him, "You don't want to show up again...... I beg you, for the sake of the past. ”

“…… Is it painful for you to be with me? ”

"Yes......" Yang Huan choked up, tears fell, "I don't want to be a rebellious child in the eyes of my parents, let alone a woman who becomes a resentful woman because of jealousy, so I have to leave your ......"

"It's not because I don't love ......" "Is it?" Chen Chong emphasized again.

Yang Huan lowered his head and was silent......

Chen Chong encircled her in his arms, and was just about to stretch out his hand when she stopped her.

"He's been nice to me, and I'm sure time will heal ......"

Chen Chong smiled, "Many people have come to me today to verify the rumors about me and Zhenzhen...... I thought that if you don't explain and let it go, the rumors will be self-defeating...... Now it seems like I was wrong, but I still can't stand by and watch...... I know this touches your bottom line...... Am I wrong...... I really shouldn't have started this relationship in the first place, let alone ...... you."

"Let me hug you again...... I just missed you today...... Later...... I won't come again......"

Chen Chong looked at her affectionately, with helplessness in his eyes, mixed with other feelings.

Yang Huan hesitated for a long time, and finally approached him step by step, how much effort she made during this period, she just wanted to forget him, but watching him accompany Su Yuzhen to the hospital, her heart would still cry.

He said a word of blessing to her and Lu Tong, and she couldn't stand it. She was self-deceptive throughout.

She knew that he and she had really come to an end, that he was a man who did what he said, and when he said that he missed her, her tears flowed......

Before she could get closer, Chen Chong pulled her into his arms. He knew he shouldn't have been, but he was selfish with the strength of his wine.

Yang Huan was held in his arms and felt a trace of warmth, perhaps because he had been standing outside for a long time, his body was full of cold breath, she let him hold him, and her head was blank......

How many times, his arms are the same as before, giving her a sense of steadiness. She seemed to be coveting his arms as before, just when she was completely immersed in his warmth, Chen Chong let go of her.

His deep voice rang out: "Go back......"

Her tears ran down her cheeks, silently.

His determined eyes pierced her heart, and she turned and walked away without saying anything.

She knew that he was watching her, she couldn't look back, and when she looked back, she was afraid that all the efforts she had made these days would be in vain......

She started walking very slowly, and at last she trotted up and went back to the dormitory in one go, but she still didn't give up, hiding behind the curtains and looking at him under the streetlight. In the past, when he sent her back, he would always be reluctant. Every time he watched her go upstairs, he went back, in fact, what he didn't know was that she also kept watching him...... In the end, she watched him leave.

He stood there for a long time, and when he looked up, she quietly ducked away, and it was a long time before he left.

In the dim light, she looked at his back and cried. Her roommate heard the crying and came to see her, and she was already sitting on the floor in tears......

"What's wrong? What's the big deal? ”

The roommate looked out the window, it was pitch black outside, and the classmates who returned with three or two people were covered with snow on the ground, shining inch by inch under the light of the street lamp......

Yang Huan hugged her arms and curled up together, and her roommate patted her shoulder, "Let's go into the house......

She just wanted to be alone for a while, raised her head and choked up, "Let me be quiet......"

The roommate sighed, "It's not a big deal to break up...... Look at me...... I want to be a military wife, but I am still disliked, there will always be a day when the rain passes and the sky is clear. ”

Yang Huan was silent, she understood the reason, but she was still reluctant......

The roommate stuffed the tissue again, "Don't pay attention to these big pigs' trotters, we don't live as well as them." ”

Yang Huan wiped her tears, didn't say anything, got up and climbed into bed, covered with a quilt and immersed herself in her own world. She wants to quietly sort out her mood......

When Su Yuzhen called, Chen Chong had just gotten up and was washing, when he heard the phone ringing, he walked out of the bathroom.

After glancing at the number on the phone, he picked it up without hesitation.

"Chongzi, are you up?"

"Uh-huh......" with a nasal voice.

"You have a cold?"

"A little ......"

"Be careful and drink plenty of hot water......

"Hmm...... Is there something wrong with you? Zhenzhen. ”

"I ......" heard that he had a cold, and she only cared about it, and forgot the purpose of the call.

“…… Sorry ......"

"What's the matter, I'll talk about this in the morning."

"Before...... Why are you so stupid, why didn't you tell me sooner......"

Chen Chong was confused by her, he sat down and rubbed his forehead, "Zhenzhen, you make it clear." ”

Su Yuzhen cried, "I carry everything by myself, so many things have happened...... Do you know how much self-blame I have? ”

Her cry came clearly, and Chen Chong was caught off guard.

"Zhenzhen...... You don't want to be like this, it's not good for the child. ”

"Okay, it's my own business, how are you?"

"Did you listen to what others said, I said everything, my own business, it has nothing to do with anyone......"

"But you're sick and hospitalized...... Now it's full of rumors, isn't it all because of me...... I've put you in so much trouble. If it hadn't been for Meizi telling me, I'm afraid I wouldn't have known it for the rest of my life......"

"Zhenzhen, it's all in the past, and now, I'm not doing well, and it's because of the past that people can grow. Those things, those things that have nothing to do with you, people will always experience all kinds of things...... And then you learn to grow. ”

"So, what about you and Yang Huan? Doesn't she mind all the time......?"

Chen Chong paused, "No...... Everyone has the right to choose, and the problem with me and her is that it is a choice, and it has nothing to do with anyone else. ”

Is this really the case? Or is it just her comfort?

In a word, he easily filtered out the hardships he had endured over the years. It's so light and breezy again......

She had already been sorry for him once, and if she didn't do something, she always felt sorry for Chen Chong after all.

So on the day Ma Dongmei left, she asked for Yang Huan's phone, and she hesitated for a long time before dialing the number.

As soon as Yang Huan came to the unit early, he was called into the office by Xu Wei. Every year, the museum will have a place to study abroad, and this time there is a place in their group, and she thought of Yang Huan.

It's just that it will take a year, she asked her to think about it, discuss it with Chen Chong, and then give her a reply......

This is a great thing for her, but it is so sudden, she has not graduated yet, and she is afraid of delaying her studies.

Xu Wei reassured her that she would coordinate all this......

Yang Huan didn't reply to her on the spot, she really needs to think about it...... And Xu Wei was not in a hurry.

In the past, she might have agreed without hesitation, but this time, she hesitated, she didn't know why, as if she would lose something if she left......

But she has already lost important people, so what else is there to be reluctant to......

So on this day, she was actually not happy in her heart......

At noon, she received a call from Su Yuzhen, she thought it was a courier delivery or something else, it was very easy, but when the phone was connected, she said: "Hello, Yang Huan, I am Su Yuzhen", she was nervous and speechless.

She never expected to receive her call, Yang Huan pretended to be calm, "You...... Is there anything wrong with you? ”

"I want to talk to you about ......"

Yang Huan took a sip of water and suppressed the tension in his heart, "There doesn't seem to be anything to talk about between us." ”

"I ...... Know...... You don't want to see me, but there's something I want to talk to you about...... It's not easy for me to go far now, there is a café near my house, I'm waiting for you there......"

"It's your business to wait or not, but I'm not going to ......"

"I'll wait until you come."

"What the hell is going on......"

"About Chen Chong......"

"I don't want to hear that."

"I'll always wait for you ......"

Yang Huan lost her temper, who is she, just wait and go, she doesn't want to listen to her story, besides, the person she wants to talk about has nothing to do with her now.