\09 Mi Zixuan was stunned The beautiful hostess in the auditorium of the First Affiliated Hospital of Beijing Medical University was also very embarrassed, she reported the curtain three times, but she just didn't see Mi Zixuan on stage. The leaders of the first cadre hospital in the audience also frowned, they didn't know what kind of plane Mi Zixuan was doing, such a thing had never happened since the establishment of the First Affiliated Hospital of Beijing Medical University. Hou Yuxing was a little impatient, frowned and said, "What is this kid doing?" Why haven't you come up yet? ”

\09 Yun Xinheng, who was beside him, smiled bitterly: "Who knows, but this is the Nurses' Day party in our hospital, he won't make any moths, he will definitely come to the stage." ”

\09 Chandson nodded and agreed: "Yes, yes, this kid is not a person who doesn't know the severity. ”

\09The host has reported the curtain three times, but he didn't see the shadow of Mi Zixuan, and the thousands of doctors and nurses in the audience had already begun to whisper, and the originally quiet auditorium was very noisy at this time.

\09 In this noisy discussion, Yun Xinheng pouted and said, "Mi Zixuan, that's my student, do you understand?" ”

\09 Chandson, who was separated from Yun Xinheng by Hou Yuxing, immediately sneered: "What is your student? Have you taken him for a day? Did you teach him? ”

\09 Yun Xinheng and Qian Desen, the old brother, used to have a good relationship, and they would get together to drink some wine and chat, but now because Mi Zixuan is completely broken, they don't want to have a friendship for decades, and they will quarrel when they see it.

\09 Hou Yuxing was really afraid of these two Taishan Beidou in the medical community, so he hurriedly said: "Let's talk about this in the future, Yun Lao and Qian Lao, let's watch the show, watch the show." ”

\09 Zhu Zemin was so anxious that he stomped his feet and said, "What is Mi Zixuan going to do with this rabbit cub?" Don't come up yet, Xuanying, did you tell him? ”

\09 Xuanying was so anxious that he didn't know whether to sit down or stand, and said anxiously: "I told him, this kid must not drop the chain at this time." ”

\09As soon as Xuanying's voice fell, Bei Siyi pointed to the stage and said, "The head nurse, he's up, he's up." ”

\09 Mi Zixuan walked up lazily with a guitar, and someone who was not a professional performer suddenly faced the audience of thousands of people in the audience and would definitely be so nervous that they didn't know that the leg was good, but it was someone else, not Mi Zixuan, and he smiled when he saw this thing: "I went to smoke a cigarette just now, I'm sorry, let you wait a while." ”

\09 The hospital has repeatedly banned smoking in the hospital, but Mi Zixuan not only didn't take it seriously, but also said it in front of so many people, obviously treating the rules and regulations of the hospital as a dog fart, which made Hou Yuxing and his leaders how to hang on their faces? If it weren't for the Nurses' Day performance scene, they would have to go over and pull Mi Zixuan down and scold him for a bloody squirt, but unfortunately this is the scene of the Nurses' Day party, Hou Yuxing and the others could only endure it first, and turned back to settle accounts with Mi Zixuan.

\09The doctors and nurses in the audience shook their heads and smiled bitterly, this kid is really a maverick, he doesn't take the rules and regulations of the hospital seriously at all, and the nurses outside the chest have long been fascinated by Mi Zixuan, and some people can't help screaming when they see him, and then they were sanctioned by the head nurse and director of the undergraduate nurse, which scared this beautiful little nurse to shut up quickly.

\09 Mi Zixuan exhaled and sat down on the chair, not talking nonsense, his fingers gently pulsating the strings, and the melodious and crisp guitar sound immediately reached everyone's ears.

\09 As a pickle girl master, if you don't know how to talk about singing love songs and playing some literary and artistic styles, what kind of pickle girl master is you?

\09 Mi Zixuan is a master among the pickling girls, so playing the guitar and singing a song is not a problem for him at all.

\09 In this world, God didn't give Mi Zixuan a handsome face, nor did he give him a good brain and a good body, he belonged to the kind of waste wood that couldn't study, study, exercise, and exercise, but God was fair, didn't give him these, but gave him a good voice.

\09When Mi Zixuan started singing, he immediately quieted down in the noisy auditorium.

\09 Mi Zixuan chose a very old song, and it is also a song he likes very much, "The Past Can Only Be Recalled"!

\09 This is a fairly old song, the original song is the 1975 version of Liu Jiachang and the 1970 version of You Ya, many of the doctors and nurses present were not born at that time, but Hou Yuxing and these old guys have heard it, but the version sung by Mi Zixuan is completely different from what they have heard.

\09The original version of "The Past Can Only Be Recalled" is not so gloomy, with the unique cheerfulness of that era, but there are also memories of the past, but it is not rich, and it still feels a little more cheerful.

\09 But what Mi Zixuan sings completely discarded the cheerful element, it is completely the reminiscence and nostalgia of the past, with a deep sadness that cannot be dissolved, his voice is low and a little hoarse, such a voice paints a yellowed picture in everyone's mind, because everyone's memory is different, and the picture in everyone's mind is also different, but the common thing is that it is the past that has been buried in the bottom of the heart for many years.

\09 Accompanied by Mi Zixuan's low and hoarse voice, Hou Yuxing returned to that yellowed era, at that time he did not have a big beer belly, and he had a lot of hair, wearing a coarse army green military uniform, because this dress made him feel very spirited, the corners of his mouth had a faint black fluff, he looked at those riding 28 bicycles with envy, and at this moment, someone suddenly slapped him the back, and a vague smiling face came into his eyes: "What do monkeys look at?" Let's go. ”

\09 There are suddenly more people around Hou Yuxing, there are him, there are her, there are them, the young and energetic faces are so familiar, but there are strangers, these are all his childhood friends, but now that? Everyone has already gone their separate ways and disappeared into the vast sea of people.

\09 Everyone walked, scattered, and couldn't go back to the era when they couldn't eat enough and didn't wear warmly, but they were far happier than now.

\09 Unconsciously, Hou Yuxing's tears fell, and he stretched out his hand to wipe them gently.

\09The past can only be recalled, and everything can't be returned.

\09 Yun Xinheng also had red circles in his eyes, the years of youth and frivolity are gone, he is not the hairy boy who guides the country and lingers, he is mature, he is stable, he has an identity and status that is difficult for others to reach in the medical field, but what is the use of this? What is lost is lost forever, and he can't get it back, and he will never be able to return to that yellowing era, all he can do is wait, waiting for the moment when his life ends.

\09 The colorful past is gone, the laughter of the past is gone, the tears of the past are not back, there is no return, the people and things of the past are gradually blurred, blurred, only Yun Xinheng is left standing there like air looking at the people who came to him and left him, the things that happened to him one by one, the tide of memories surged from the bottom of his heart, flooding with layers of waves, beating his heart, with such a high decision to send him the past can only be recalled.

\09 Yun Xinheng lowered his head and secretly wiped his tears.

\09 And Chandson, who was very bad with him, had already burst into tears, the girl with two pigtails and a smile handed him an egg couldn't come back, the woman who became his wife and gave birth to a son for him couldn't come back, she was now lying alone in the grave, she should be very cold, she should be very lonely, right?

\09 My wife is waiting for me, and I'm going to accompany you! Chandson kept muttering to himself.

\09 He and her have too many past events to recall, to miss, but also can only recall, can only miss, she is gone, gone forever, Chandson can cure other people, but he can't cure his wife who has loved him all his life, whenever he returns to that room full of their decades of memories, he will feel that she seems to be by his side, but there is not there, the cold house, the empty house, it is like a cage, imprisoning him, imprisoning his feelings for her.

\09 Reminiscing about childhood, bamboo horses, green plums, two little guesses, day and night, when the time has passed, never go back, can only reminisce!

\09 Even old guys like Hou Yuxing, Yun Xinheng, and Chandson cried like this after hearing this, not to mention others.

\09 Mi Zixuan on the stage at this time lowered his head, and he couldn't see his appearance clearly under the light, but he exuded a thick melancholy around him, he was reminiscing about his past with his singing, and it seemed to be recalling the girl he loved deeply but left him.

\09 His voice is vicissitudes and desolate, the feelings contained in the song are deep and rich, with an experience of life, an experience of love, but this should not be the understanding of life that he should have at his age, this is a very strange thing, but thousands of people on the scene didn't have the heart to think about this, everyone was immersed in Mi Zixuan's singing, or immersed in their own memories.

\09It's never the song itself that moves people, it's their own memories.

\09 Bei Siyi had already cried into tears, she suddenly felt very sorry for the big boy who was singing this song "The Past Can Only Be Recalled" alone on stage, she wanted to hug him and soothe his scarred heart with her tenderness, Bei Siyi didn't understand what Mi Zixuan had experienced to sing such a sad and vicissitudes of song.

\09There are many people who have the same idea as Bei Siyi, especially the sentimental young nurse, who wants to comfort the lonely, melancholy and painful big boy on the stage.

\09 I don't know how long it took, everyone finally woke up from their memories, when everyone was looking at the stage, Mi Zixuan had already disappeared, the empty stage, I don't know when Mi Zixuan left, let everyone feel very uncomfortable.

\09 At this time, Mi Zixuan was looking at the lights of Wanjia outside the window and smoking, and the guitar was placed at his feet.

\09The corridor was very quiet, so quiet that you could hear the falling needles, so quiet that you could only hear Mi Zixuan's breathing.

\09 Mi Zixuan suddenly laughed, a sad smile that had never been seen before!

\09 Where are you? Are you okay? I don't think we will see it in this life, just like that song sings, our past can only be recalled!