Chapter 45: Comfort in disguise

When she said this, Ling Lingling still seemed very calm, although she was not very familiar with it. But she always seems to be in such a state of expression.

I looked at her for a moment, but then spoke

"Uhhh I'm sorry.. It doesn't matter if you sit. I'm fine.."

To be honest, I just had a sense of familiarity just now, not that I was disgusted with Ling Lingling sitting in that position, but I saw Ling Lingling shake his head and speak

"Forget it, I'll just sit here."

With that, she lowered down and turned on the computer, and I sighed and turned on my computer.

Speaking of which, he didn't feel like he wanted to play anything, and now he realized in a trance that he ran out with Ling Lingling in such a daze. Did she do that a lot before? It is estimated that Gao Shan and Jiao Yang were dragged by her to skip class or something, right?

Just as I was thinking about it, I heard Ling Lingling next to me "Hey~", I looked at her, only to see her pointing to the computer and speaking

"Come on, play games with me, I'll wait for you.."

I looked in the direction of Ling Lingling's finger, and sure enough, it was the favorite gun game CF of elementary school students.

The last time I came back from Beijing, I met her here and played with her once, but I didn't expect that this time she called me out and came to the Internet café again, probably because she wanted to compete with me again.

Although I don't have any desire to shoot now, since I have come out with her, I can't think of how to refuse for a while. I had no choice but to follow her to log in to the game.

Sure enough, it was still the rhythm of heads-up, maybe because my mind was not here, I was killed by Ling Lingling several times in a row.

Eighty percent also felt that I was not in the state, after the start of another game. Ling Lingling suddenly didn't call again, but looked at the computer screen. said casually

"A while ago, I saw you sitting here with that girl. ”

Her words made me stunned at first, but I quickly understood that the "girl" in her mouth was referring to Wang Jiaci.

At this point I turned my head. He asked, looking at her

"Really? When? ”

Seeing that I was immediately refreshed, Ling Lingling turned his head to look at me, and after thinking about it, he spoke

"A while ago, it didn't take long... It's night.."

I followed her words and began to recall, if it was a while ago or at night, when I came to the Internet café with Wang Jiaci... It's only that day, only the day when Wang Jiaci agreed to be my girlfriend.

Thinking of this, I looked at Ling Lingling with some surprise and spoke

"yes, I know what day it is... It's just that.. Why didn't I see you? ”

Seeing me ask this, Ling Lingling nodded slightly, looked at me and said slowly

"I don't know, at that time, I was sitting across from you, probably because.."

"You're the only one in your eyes."

Speaking of this, Ling Lingling paused for a moment, but continued

"Is that girl your girlfriend?" ”

I was stopped by her words, and I was silent for a few seconds, still a little frustrated in reply

"She went abroad and won't come back. ”

When he said this, he was a little sad, and he didn't know if he was telling Ling Lingling or himself.

Ling Lingling on the side heard me say this, and only then did he show an expression of sudden realization.

After a few moments, she spoke again

"It's because of something like this. That's why you're unhappy, right? ”

It's a very serious expression, and it's impossible not to answer.

I nodded, not squeaking, but still answering.

As a result, at the moment when I nodded, Ling Lingling said lightly while controlling the game character to kill me with one shot

"Separated, wouldn't it be okay to find another one?" Are there any boys who are still sad about this kind of thing? ”

I didn't expect Ling Lingling to suddenly say such a thing, so I couldn't help frowning at the moment and spoke

"That's not right, if you don't like it, what's the point of being together?" This kind of thing will make anyone feel sad."

I don't know why I suddenly have some meaning to reason with Ling Lingling, and when I say this, Ling Lingling turned his head and looked at me, and said with some change of words

"Is that so? That said.. Do you like that girl? ”

My eyes fell on her face, as if it were the first time I had looked at her face like this, and after a moment I moved my mouth and said truthfully

"Yes, I like her.."

As soon as the words fell, Ling Lingling immediately asked again

"Then she likes you too?" ”

Somewhat surprised by her series of questions, I hesitated for a moment, but nodded and said

"Well, she likes me too.."

Hearing my answer, a faint smile appeared on Ling Lingling's face, she twisted her head, and said slowly.

"Since you like her and she likes you, what else do you have to be sad about?" It's just because we can't see each other again, right? ”

Speaking of this, Ling Lingling paused for a moment and continued

"If the fact that we can't see each other again is a foregone conclusion, it's useless to be sad no matter how sad you are... Life still has to go on, so you might as well .. Think about it another way, after all, you used to have good memories, didn't you?"

Ling Lingling's eyes became hollow when she said this, and she gave me a very strange feeling at this time, as if she had experienced something similar.

And after she finished speaking, I didn't come back to my senses, I don't know how long it was, I was a spirit, and my breathing became sluggish.

At first, when I heard her words, I thought she was prejudiced, but I didn't expect it to turn into a disguised comfort later.

I suddenly felt that what she said really made some sense, and the bad things were a foregone conclusion, so what's the point of struggling with it all the time?

Although I can't see it, I think Wang Jiaci will be sad to see me like this.

After all, she had known that there would be such a result, so she hesitated for so long before telling me about leaving.

It's also because there's no way to change it, so they say cruel things to me.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that I understood Wang Jiaci's mood, and I was quiet for a long time before I moved my mouth and spoke

"Well, thank you.. I see.."

After saying that, I saw Ling Lingling stand up, she looked at me, and spoke

"You're welcome, do you want water?" I'm going to buy it.."

I heard her say this, quickly stood up, and said

"No, I'll buy it, you.. What do you want to drink? ”

As a result, Ling Lingling shook his head and said as he walked out

"It's good to drink water, it's not good for your body to drink it.."

Before I could speak, she was already walking towards the bar.

I looked at her figure and vaguely felt that it was so similar to some of the memories in my mind, but it was completely different.

After coming back, Ling Lingling handed me the water in her hand, and after I took it, I found that she still had the bracer on her hand, she unscrewed the cap of the bottle herself, sat down again, and said

"It's fun when you feel better, I didn't take you last time, but this time I took you to fight others together.."

I finally felt a little more comfortable when I heard her say this, but I still looked at her and asked

"Girls don't play this kind of game very often, why do you love to play this?" ”

Unexpectedly, Ling Lingling turned her head to look at me, and after a moment, she twisted her body again and said

"Because I'm not just a girl. ”

"Also, I remember I didn't tell you... Do you want to call me senior sister in the future? ”

I was slightly stunned, nodded and said

"Well, I see, Senior Sister Ling.."

Seeing that I changed her words, Ling Lingling seemed to be very satisfied, but after more than ten seconds, she frowned again and turned her head, staring at me with her eyes, as if she was trying to recall something.

I was a little puzzled when I saw her appearance, and after a while, I couldn't help but ask

"What's wrong?" What's the matter? ”

My words seemed to bring Ling Lingling back to her senses, only to see her blink and look away from my face.

But not long after she looked away, a trace of embarrassment flashed in her eyes, and then she was a little embarrassed and said in a slurred manner

"That's it.. Your name: Is it Zhang Ming or what Ming? ”

"All of a sudden... I can't remember.."