Chapter 1211: Self-Injury
Chapter 1211
Zhao Shiqian has always felt that she was the man who robbed her sister, so she felt sorry in her heart, it was for her sister. But she knew that Li Hai's feelings for Zhao Shirong were not so firm and resolute, and in Li Hai's heart, she also had a lot of weight. She was confident in this, even though she had recently avoided her relationship with Lehi out of sisterly affection, but this confidence was still there.
But today, Lehi's performance has subverted her confidence! This is a huge blow to Zhao Shiqian! Originally, her psychological burden was basically moral, because Li Hai was Zhao Shirong's fiancé, and she was a latecomer; But today, Zhao Shiqian suddenly discovered that she was also a failure emotionally, and Li Hai actually didn't like her as much as she imagined. Maybe all the care and love that Lehi had for himself in the past was out of a brother-in-law's duty to his sister-in-law? Maybe it's for Zhao Shirong's sake that he will be so good to himself?
If you dig into the corner of your sister's wall, but find that the corner doesn't belong to you in the first place, how should you deal with yourself? This huge and sudden blow made Zhao Shiqian lose the ability to react for a while, and Li Hai's words just fell into her ear word by word, but they flowed out of the other ear, and could not enter her brain, causing her any impact.
Li Hai was also emotional, and said a few more words, originally he had always been very careful, and would not mention another person in front of any of the Zhao family sisters, let alone give any evaluation. After talking for a while, he saw that Zhao Shiqian's face was pale, his eyes were dull, and he also realized that something was wrong, did he say too much? However, men's minds are always not so delicate, Li Hai only thought that Zhao Shiqian called Zhao Shirong in a panic, which caused Zhao Shirong's condition to deteriorate, and he felt sorry in his heart, so he behaved like this.
He sighed, and said in his heart What else can I do, after all, they are cousins, and the relationship is so good, Zhao Shiqian is also an unintentional mistake in a panic. Of course, Li Hai is not without brains, for example, Zhao Shiqian may also be a femme fatale, deliberately using this to anger Zhao Shirong or something, but that would be outrageous, the author who wrote that kind of plot is definitely an unqualified author, the hard injury is too obvious, hey!
Stretched out his hand and patted Zhao Shiqian's shoulder, seeing that she still didn't react, Li Hai simply hugged Zhao Shiqian's shoulder, took her to Zhao Shirong's room, pointed to Zhao Shirong on the hospital bed, and whispered: "Look, your sister fell asleep so easily, you can take a look here." I don't think your face is good, you better go home and rest later, I'll stay here tonight. ”
If she didn't have the thought just now, Zhao Shiqian would definitely say that she would also stay with her for the night. But at this time, she was disheartened, how could she have such thoughts? Even if Li Hai asked her to accompany her at night, she felt that she had no face to face Zhao Shirong alone, and she dared to love her sister's man, but she hadn't succeeded in snatching it yet! Has my sister always known this but didn't say it, and always tolerated herself? And Lehi, isn't it the same? Is it a joke yourself?
Seeing that she still didn't speak in a daze, Li Hai frowned, thinking to himself what Zhao Shiqian meant by this? Could it be that she is still angry because she just said a few words to her? If that's the case, then Lehi will be unhappy too, and this girl is too unreasonable!
His mental stability is not comparable to ordinary people, even if he has doubts, he can still maintain a peaceful state of mind: "Qianqian, if you have anything to say, you also said it just now, the current situation is not good, we are all a family, we must trust and rely on each other, right?" I also talked to your mother on the phone just now, she and your father are in the capital, and they are running for your uncle's affairs, and now your sister is lying on the hospital bed again, there should be no gap between the two of us, okay? ”
Hearing this, Zhao Shiqian came back to her senses, but the desolation in her heart was even better: Yes, Li Hai has always regarded himself as a family, but he is just positioned in the position of his sister-in-law, but he has been delusional, he has been tolerating himself, right? A feeling of self-pity and self-harm pervaded, and she nodded lightly and said, "I know, Lehi, it's just the two of us now, we can't have any more accidents." You have a lot of things to do, sister, I'll come and watch here, and I'll be busy with you. Anyway, I don't have much to do right now, and going out will make a mess—"
For the last sentence, Li Hai still agrees, of course, he doesn't know how sour Zhao Shiqian's heart was when she said this. He pulled Zhao Shiqian to sit down on the sofa, told her about Zhao Shirong's condition and rescue process just now, and pointed out the electrocardiogram record of Zhao Shirong's slow heartbeat to her.
Zhao Shiqian looked at it and gasped, she didn't expect that she could make Zhao Shirong so anxious with a phone call! For a while, I was even more apologetic, I couldn't speak, tears fell down, I thought about the man who robbed my sister, my sister has always tolerated herself, and never said a word heavy, presumably expecting that she would finally wake up, know her mistakes and take the initiative to correct them, right? But what about himself, but he made such a gentle sister angry like this! Yourself, are you still human?
Li Hai originally wanted to educate her and let her be cautious about Zhao Shirong's condition, but who knew that looking at this posture, Zhao Shiqian's mood was very unstable, and he couldn't go again. The heart says that women are trouble! This girl has always looked very sensible and clever, how can she make a "shaft" like this? I have no choice but to be patient.
Usually he coaxes Zhao Shiqian, but today is different, the more he coaxes Zhao Shiqian, the more Zhao Shiqian's self-denial becomes, dare to love Li Hai's pursuit and confession of himself, he has always coaxed himself, treating himself as an ignorant child, right? In this way, he was still complacent, and even made a lot of money for Li Hai and matched him and Ji Weiwei's good deeds!
The more she thinks about it, the more she is ashamed, the two people in this room are so good to her, so irreplaceable, but what she does, what is worthy of their care and tolerance? Zhao Shiqian stood up abruptly and threw down a sentence stiffly: "Then you are here to take care of my sister, I will leave first!" And he ran out as if he were fleeing.
Li Hai rolled his eyes angrily, thinking to himself Zhao Shiqian, what kind of medicine did she take today! When are you still petty! Looking at Zhao Shirong who was still lying on the hospital bed and was in a coma, Li Hai couldn't leave if he wanted to, so he just had a heart, let her go, maybe he would just turn back? Probably a relative came, so he was moody!
Zhao Shiqian ran out of the hospital, got into the car, and was blown by the cold wind of the air conditioner in the car, and her mind cleared up a little. What happened just now, what Lehi said, flowed through her heart little by little, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became, she held her head and cried silently for a while, which scared the driver of the car very much, but as a driver, he couldn't ask, so he could only look at it dryly.
Fortunately, Zhao Shiqian cried for a while and stopped crying. She thought that she had run out anyway, and it was unlikely that she would go back, and she really didn't know how to face Lehi and her sister if she stayed in that ward. She thought very seriously, what should she do in the future? It's better to quit early, maybe like my sister, studying abroad is a good choice? In this way, everyone will not be embarrassed to meet.
For Lehi and his sister, who have been trying their best to tolerate themselves, their departure is probably a relief, right? Maybe soon after I go abroad, I will receive the news of their engagement, and then I will be grief-stricken, but I will have to hold back my tears, and in the most cheerful tone, call my sister and Lehi, and bless them, and at the same time use the most regretful and resentful tone, explain that I have a heavy academic load and a lot of homework to do, and I can't go back to their engagement ceremony.
Then after a few years, when I returned to China, I would see my sister holding a lovely baby, and together with Lehi, I would come to the airport to meet my sister and sister-in-law. Holding the crystallization of their love, my heart is sour, but I still want to congratulate them, maybe as long as I watch these two people get happy, even if I am sad, it's okay -
What about later? Probably in my life, I will never like another man like Li Hai again. I will spend this life alone as a noble and cold single woman, bury this feeling in my heart and take it to the grave.
I have to say that a woman is a woman, even if Zhao Shiqian is relatively rough among women, but when she encounters true feelings, she also suffers from gains and losses, distracting thoughts, and makes up a lot of brains at every turn. What woman doesn't have the age of pink girls?
So she was like this, with tears on her cheeks, and sat in the car in a daze with her arms crossed. Until the driver couldn't help it anymore and asked her, "Miss, where are you going?" ”
Zhao Shiqian came back to her senses, it turned out that she had been in a daze since she got in the car! She suddenly remembered another question and asked the driver, "How long have I been in the car?" I got the driver's answer, and I was stunned for half an hour! Zhao Shiqian was very surprised, because she was very active since she was a child, and she was described as having a nail on her buttocks, and she had never sat there for more than ten minutes.
took out her mobile phone to see, ostensibly to see the time, but in fact, Zhao Shiqian still had a glimmer of hope, she just ran out, if Li Hai really thought about himself, he should call himself, right? At least send a text message, WeChat, or something! It's a pity that when I took out my mobile phone, there were several text messages on it, either advertisements or spam messages, and the only one with content was sent by Wang Chaofan's guy, saying that he invited her to watch a drama.
And Lehi, not a single phone call, not a single text message! It's as if he doesn't care about Zhao Shiqian's departure at all! Zhao Shiqian's heart was sour, thinking, maybe Li Hai couldn't wait for her to go away, right? Also, this is a rare opportunity for him to be alone with his sister, and he is not welcomed, so what are he doing as a light bulb there?
She grabbed her phone in a daze, and suddenly a call came in. She subconsciously connected, and heard someone inside ask her if she wanted to watch a drama, and Zhao Shiqian agreed very mechanically-
End of Chapter 1211
[Author's digression]: Three more.