When I arrived at the gate of No. 2 Middle School, there was no one in their school, because my car window was open, it was really not very warm, and I saw Lin Ran standing at the school gate from afar. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

She still had her long flowing hair, a small black coat with a small white shirt leaking out, a big bow on her chest, a small denim skirt underneath, and pure black pants underneath, like autumn pants, and like stockings, but much thicker than stockings. At the bottom is a pair of yellow cotton boots. He was carrying a white leather bag.

It looks beautiful. I can also see that she put on makeup today, and I rarely see her put on makeup. For so many years, no more than three times. I saw her standing at the school gate, looking so lonely.

I don't know why, but suddenly I feel a little distressed, and I feel sorry for this girl who has spent so many days and nights with me. I don't even know why we're where we are.

I parked the car next to Lin Ran. After parking, I rolled down the passenger window, turned my head, and said, "Come on." ”

Lin Ran has been staring at this car, she should have seen the person in the car a long time ago.

I saw that she didn't say anything, just quietly opened the car door, then got into the car and closed the door.

I rolled all the windows shut, and then turned on the heating.

Lin Ran paused for a moment and turned his head to look at me.

I didn't look at her, I just said lightly, "It's cold." Hold on, and you'll be fine for a while. ”

Lin Ran leaned back and looked out the window.

Then the car was surprisingly quiet, and I was silent for a while, and then said, "I put on makeup today, and I'm so beautiful." When I was done, I smiled.

Lin Ran still didn't speak.

The two of us were in a stalemate for a while, and I felt that the car was getting warmer, so I took off my coat as well, and then I turned my head around, "If you don't say a word, then we'll stay here, sit until 12 o'clock, and then I'll send you home." ”

Lin Ran glanced at me. Then he looked out the window.

I was a little helpless, and said lightly, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." ”

"Hehe" Lin Ran smiled, "I called to tell you last night, we said okay, if you want to say that you didn't remember, is that possible?" ”

I sighed, "I didn't mean to. ”

"You didn't mean it, and it has nothing to do with me, do you? In fact, you are also amazing enough, I have a birthday today, I want you to accompany me once, you actually let me wait for you for so long, in fact, you don't have to be like this, if you directly say that you don't want to come, will I rush to beg you to come, I am not so cheap to that point. ”

I thought for a moment, "I'm sorry. ”

"Can you change it, after so many years, I've heard enough of your words, I'm tired of hearing it, and I'm tired of hearing it."

"I went to Lin Yifei to borrow a car, so I delayed it. Or, it won't be so late. I didn't mean to."

After listening to my words, Lin Ran laughed, but he didn't laugh out loud.

I turned my head and said, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"It's so warm in the car, it's really cold outside just now."

I paused for a moment, and then didn't speak.

Then Lin Ran turned his head and looked at me, "Wang Yue, it's all like this, you are still lying to me." ”

I shook my head, "I didn't lie to you. ”

"Hehe," Lin Ran said, "No?" Women's intuition is very accurate, your car should have been borrowed a long time ago, when I called you just now, wasn't Xiyu next to you? ”

"Not there." I said silently.

"Liu'er, do you know, for so many years, you have always been like this, every time you lie, you don't dare to look into my eyes, and you always look ahead indifferently. Just like when you said that. You can't, change it? ”

I turned my head and looked at Lin Ran, "It's really not there." ”

"Well, you swear. I listened. ”

I paused for a moment, "You still believe this." ”

"It's just a psychological comfort, isn't it?"

"I just don't understand why you believe that."

"Do you dare to send it?"

I didn't say anything and leaned back in my seat.

Lin Ran followed and said, "Actually, you don't have to lie to me, if she is next to you, you can just say it, and it won't really be anything, we are just passerby A and passerby B passing by, I am not your person, and you are not my person." Everything that was before, that's gone, isn't it? In fact, I am satisfied that you can come to celebrate my birthday, and I really don't have any other ideas, I just want you to accompany me for my birthday. ”

I sighed and didn't speak.

Lin Ran followed and said, "Xiyu will let you come to me?" ”

I turned my head and said, "What do you want to eat?" ”

"Answer my question. Wang Yue, don't keep treating me like this."

I suddenly remembered Fei Ge's words, and remembered Fei Ge's teachings to me.

I tried my best to calm down my mind and smiled at Lin Ran, "I should accompany you for your birthday, I owe you, I will do whatever you ask me to do." ”

Lin Ran heard it, "Really?" ”

I nodded, "Well, if you open your mouth today, I'll do it." As long as you're happy, have a good birthday."

After Lin Ran listened, he was silent for a while, "Actually, I also want you to be happy, I don't know what else you can do for me." If you're happy and happy yourself, that's good. I will watch you from a short distance, guarding the traces of our past. Silent prayer. Blessing. ”

I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and I interrupted Lin Ran, "Don't talk about this. ”

Lin Ran paused for a moment, and then did not continue.

I shook my head, "You're not such a girl, and the more you say that, the more I feel uneasy." Don't say that. ”

Lin Ran said very calmly, "People will always change, and they all need an opportunity, so there is nothing wrong with me being like this, my life is calm." Isn't it? ”

I looked at Lin Ran and thought for a while, "It's good to be calm, haven't you always liked this kind of life." ”

"But the man who slept next to my pillow is no longer there, what's the use of being calm?"

I sighed, "Tell me, where do you want to eat?" ”

Lin Ran didn't continue to pursue my question, just followed my words and said, "Say, what do you want to eat, I've been with you for so many years, and you haven't said what you want to eat, just say it today." ”

"Since I haven't said it for so many years, I don't want to say it this time, you know, I'm a person who likes to get used to it, and I don't like change."

"But you've changed the least things you shouldn't have changed, haven't you?" Then Lin Ran didn't give me a chance to reply, "I don't want to eat, I want to go back to the school of our junior high school, the place where I know you, what you say, whatever I say today, you will do it." ”

I grabbed the steering wheel and didn't move.

After being silent like this for a while, Lin Ran smiled, "What I just said, doesn't it count?" Can it stay the same so quickly, give me a stage of adaptation, okay? ”

I didn't speak, I stepped on the gas pedal and drove towards our junior high school, and when I got to the school gate, I parked my car and was about to get out of the car.

I unbuckled my seat belt and glanced at Lin Ran, "Get out of the car." Then I opened the door.

I saw Lin Ran sitting there, very quiet, looking at the school, not moving.

I was a little helpless, sat back in my seat, and closed the door, "Why don't you get off." ”

Lin Ran turned his head, stroked his hair, touched the back of his ear, and smiled at me, "I'll just take a look here, and I won't go in, I'm afraid that if I really go in, I won't be able to help it." I'm finally getting better, and I don't want to fall into it again. ”

"Let's go, then."

Lin Ran shook his head, "I'm not leaving, let me see it." ”

I flickered for a moment, then opened the window of the car, picked up the cigarette, lit it, and looked at the doorman, who was neither Brother Wang nor Brother Li, I don't know where they went. Perhaps, a shift change, perhaps, a leave of absence, perhaps, left.

When I was halfway through my cigarette, Lin Ran spoke next to me, "Liuliu, I remember that you didn't smoke before, right?" ”

I thought about it, "Who didn't smoke at first, they started smoking slowly, and then they became addicted, and now that they have been smoking for a long time, they naturally can't quit, and they spend money to buy sin, hehe." ”

After listening to my words, Lin Ran also smiled slightly, "Actually, it was me who caused you to embark on this road, if I hadn't been so willful about you at the beginning, I wouldn't have written those for you, perhaps, you wouldn't be like this now, and you wouldn't have set foot on this road." ”

I thought for a moment, "Which way?" ”

"Don't you understand?" Lin Ran then turned his head, "Actually, you are a good boy, a good student, you have been very good at the beginning of your studies, haven't you?" Now, are you still learning, which way do you say? ”

"These have nothing to do with you," I said, "All the problems are my own, and they have nothing to do with others, and besides, I am like this, there is nothing wrong with me, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have met these brothers who share life and death, perhaps, I will never experience this kind of happiness in my life, I am telling the truth, don't get me wrong." ”

After Lin Ran listened, he said very calmly, "Have you thought about your own future?" ”

I took a puff on my cigarette and smiled nonchalantly, "Later, later, then later." ”

Lin Ran was silent for a while, "You said that I cried now, will I bring you back to me?" ”

I turned my head, glanced at Lin Ran, and then shook my head.

Lin Ran smiled, "Don't shake so resolutely, because you don't have such a strong heart, don't you, I know you too well, in fact, to be honest, I really want to cry, but I can't cry." For your tears, I have drained. It can't flow anymore. Lin Ran said that he was silent for a while, and then looked at me, "Liu'er, am I right?" ”

I was a little helpless, just silently smoking a cigarette.

Lin Ran smiled again, "This school is so beautiful, I remember that at that time, we often sat inside and watched the night sky, and then chatted in the small garden, you would send me my favorite snacks and drinks, and learn all kinds of ridiculous things to make me happy, we were all carefree." How nice. ”

"yes," I sighed, "how nice." ”

Lin Ran smiled, "But now? Two people, each with a destiny, isn't it? Why do you think God likes to play tricks on people so much? Why is this happening, you say? ”

I looked at Lin Ran and thought for a while, "There's nothing I can't get by, it's just that I can't go back." ”

After listening to my words, Lin Ran fell silent.

After a long time, Lin Ran raised his head and smiled at me, "I want to eat something vulgar." ”

"What to eat?"

"KFC, I want you to invite me."

I nodded "yes, okay"

"Let's go, then."

"Let's go."