My mother fell asleep for half a year, and finally did not wake up, so I felt that I had an inescapable responsibility, if I had known that my mother had suffered such a pain at the beginning, then I would definitely not let her bear that pain alone, at least not let her live so extremely.

During that time, I was very depressed, and I tossed myself alternately with remorse and self-blame, and I could only bear it silently.

When I was about to get off work that afternoon, I was a little bored, and I wanted to find someone to vent for too long, so I called Chen Jiao, her relationship with me was no different from that of my brother, but I was too busy and a little alienated in the past two years.

Chen Jiao seemed very surprised when she received my phone call, and asked me why I suddenly remembered her, and her tone was a little sad. I said that I was in a bad mood recently, and asked her to come out to drink with me, and she scolded me twice, saying that I didn't think of her when I was in a good mood, and I thought about her when I was in a bad mood, which was full of bad friends.

I said there was too much going on some time ago. Chen Jiao said that it was okay to let her accompany her to drink, but I had to accompany her to the mall, and it was her father's birthday in a few days, and she didn't know what to buy so that I could go and counsel her. I didn't have anything to do and agreed.

The company is very close to Chen Jiao's magazine, so I drove over to pick her up and went to Yansha together. When I took the elevator from the basement to the mall, Chen Jiao asked me if I had been very busy lately, and I had lost a lot of weight. There was a clear look of concern in her eyes, and I put my hand on her shoulder, as before, joking, "Think about what you want." ”

When I got out of the elevator, she gave me an angry look and said mockingly: "Eh, it seems that our office is less than three kilometers away, and I can't see a shadow for half a year." ”

I chuckled and knocked her on the head, "I didn't see you come to me, did you fall in love and forget me as a friend." ”

"Talk about the hell," she said to me.

"You're not small, don't become an old virgin."

She reached out and pinched my arm, grinning in pain, and hurriedly jumped away, but couldn't help laughing. Chatting and scolding Chen Jiao is a pleasant pastime.

"Hey, why did you become so explosive." I laughed at her.

She raised her hand in a dress and wanted to come over and pinch me, I was busy dodging aside, accidentally bumped into one, and when I turned around to apologize, I was stunned...... It's too coincidental that the person I bumped into was Leon, and the person standing next to him was Ouyang Xue.

Ouyang Xue saw me and Chen Jiao, her face was frozen, and then she hooked Leon's arm and said with a smile: "It's such a coincidence that you... We also come to the mall. ”

I can see her small movements, I hooked my long arm and hugged Chen Jiao's shoulder, pulled her closer slightly as if half-hugging, and smiled at her: "Well, isn't that all there is to men and women falling in love, go to the mall and watch a movie." ”

Chen Jiao's body stiffened slightly, and her face was not a little red.

And Ouyang Xue's eyes looked at me with a moment of surprise, and her eyes were complicated.

"It turns out that this is Mr. Gu's girlfriend, where do I seem to have seen it?" Leon was very natural, there was no embarrassment on his face, and his smile was indifferent.

"Are you...... Lyons? Chen Jiao looked at Leon and called out his name in surprise.

Leon then exclaimed excitedly: "I remember, you are Miss Chen, the editor-in-chief of Auchan." ”

"Yes, we met in London three years ago."

"Yes, yes, I didn't expect to see you again."

……

Well, these two people actually chatted like this, let me and Ouyang Xue stare at each other, I found that her complexion was not as good as a few days ago, with a faint sadness between her eyebrows, even if she had a smile on the corner of her mouth and a spring breeze on her face, I could still feel her...... Something on the mind.

It's a really strange feeling and ironic at the same time.

Ouyang Xue seemed a little uncomfortable being stared at by me, and the hand holding Leon's arm pulled slightly, Leon quickly looked back at her, and the two looked at each other, without saying a word.

My hand on Chen Jiao's shoulder squeezed her shoulder slightly, and she quickly turned her face to look at me, and I gave her a look of leaving.

After parting, we went up the rolling ladder, Ouyang Xue and Leon were strolling on the first floor, and I looked at their backs in a daze.

"Hey, reincarnate." Chen Jiao patted me.

I withdrew my gaze, but I couldn't raise the corners of my eyes, and naturally my whole face became gloomy.

Chen Jiao glanced at the two people downstairs, "You just did it on purpose, right?" Immature. ”

I let out a long sigh and smiled bitterly, "No way, I can't control it." ”

Chen Jiao looked at me, something unknown was rolling under her eyes, and then she looked away. I saw a bitter smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Okay, don't be infected by me, let's happily pick a gift for my uncle in the evening, and then drink." I hooked her shoulders and smiled lightly.

Chen Jiao glanced back at me and rolled her eyes a little helplessly.

After accompanying Chen Jiao to buy gifts, we found a family restaurant nearby to eat, and during the dinner, she asked me if I had no love for Ouyang Xueyu?

Her mind was still seen through by her.

Ouyang Xue will always be the cinnabar in my heart, and it is a little difficult to forget her in this life.

On the run to the bar, I called Leo, he has not been in a good mood recently, after Lin Tong married Zou Zichen, he was lost for a while.

After the phone was connected, I asked where the other person was and he said it was in the apartment. I asked him to come out for a drink, he said no problem let me send him the address, when I was about to hang up the phone, he suddenly stopped me and asked a little hesitantly: "Have you been in contact with Ouyang Xue recently?" ”

His abrupt question made me a little puzzled, but I still replied: "I didn't contact anyone, but I sat down in the mall just now and bumped into each other, what's wrong?" ”

"We'll talk later."

Leo's heavy tone gave me a bad feeling.

I was going to go to the bar, but thinking about Leo's words, I changed the location and went to the clubhouse, which was quieter.

When I arrived at the clubhouse, I asked for a private room and asked Chen Jiao to order what she liked to drink, I was a little irritable in my heart, and ran to the smoking area to smoke, thinking about Leo's words, and then connecting to the melancholy between Ouyang Xue's eyebrows, the more uneasy I felt.

An hour later, Leo came over and said it was a bit congested on the road. I couldn't help but ask him what he was talking about on the phone. First introduced Chen Jiao to him, Chen Jiao was slightly stunned when she saw Leo, probably because she felt that he was a little similar to Leon, so I told her that Leo was Leon's cousin, and Chen Jiao had a suddenly realized expression.

Then, I pulled Leo to my side and asked him what he wanted to tell me on the phone.

When Leo heard this, his brows frowned slightly, and he raised his hand to drink half a glass of wine before he raised his eyes to look at me, "Listen to Leon...... Ouyang Xue's child is sick, looking for anastomosis everywhere, it seems to be a kind of anemia. ”

"What did you say?"

Leo pursed his lips, "I also heard Leon talk about it yesterday, and I only found out, and it seems that I just found out a few days ago." ”

I got up from the couch and said, "That'...... You called Leon too. ”

"He should go to the airport now, the 10 p.m. plane, back to Singapore."

"Isn't he her boyfriend, why did he leave her at this time." I couldn't help but yell.

Chen Jiao was singing in front of me and suddenly heard my roar, and turned her head to look.

"What do you say...... Leon is her boyfriend? Leo was stunned by my words, "This can't be, right?" ”

"It's hard, isn't it?"

"Yisheng, are you misunderstood, what is that...... Leon now seems to be chasing Zou Zichen's sister Zou Ruoxi, how could he be Ouyang Xue's boyfriend? ”

Belch?

I turned around and walked out of the private room, called Xiaoman, and asked her, what is the relationship between Ouyang Xue and Leon, and why is he her boyfriend?

Xiao Man was babbling for a long time before saying that Ouyang Xue explained to her so much, I was so angry that I was almost rude, and I wanted to ask Ouyang Xue for clarification when I flipped through the address book.

Chen Jiao didn't know when she came out, and when she saw that my emotions were out of control, she asked me what happened?

I let out a sigh, calmed down, and dragged her back to the private room.

If the child really has leukemia, the search for bone marrow should start with relatives, but she didn't call me, and she didn't mention anything when we met just now...... Is it hard that the child is really not mine?

This conjecture made me panic for a moment, and I instantly lost the courage to ask her for clarification.

When I returned to the private room, I was very confused, and I had to keep pouring wine into my mouth to suppress the restlessness. Chen Jiao saw me drinking like that, and came over to grab the bottle several times, but I avoided it. Leo looked at me thoughtfully, but he didn't dissuade me, and motioned to Chen Jiao to leave me alone and let me drink.

Chen Jiao had no choice but to move a few bottles of wine in front of me, sit aside and chat with Leo, occasionally turn her head to look at me, her eyes were full of worry, and she still couldn't stand it, so she ordered me a few songs, let me roar, and shouted out if there was anything unpleasant.

At that time, I had already drunk two bottles of red wine, and people began to drift a little, holding the microphone and not knowing what they were drinking.

When I woke up, I thought I was dreaming, and I was lying in Ouyang Xue's room, and she was sitting on the edge of the bed.

I stared at her for a moment, her long curly hair draped over her shoulders, her face as pure as when I first saw her, and her bright dark eyes staring at me.

"Cher, I finally dreamed of you." I laughed, stood up with my elbows propped up, wrapped my arms around her, buried my face in her hair, and inhaled her fragrance deeply.

"I've only dreamed of you once in the more than two years you've been away." I muttered, my heart was sour, and I couldn't suppress my thoughts about her at this moment, "Do you know how much I miss you, but I can't go to you, I'm afraid that you will annoy me, so I don't dare to go." As the words fell, I tightened my hands and pressed my face against hers, and cold liquid slid down the corners of my eyes, "Why...... Be so cruel to me. ”

She was very quiet and let me hold it, which made me even more sure that this was a dream, otherwise she would not have let me hold it so well-behaved.

I moved my hand to her cheek and stroked it gently, my lips pressed against her ear. "Cher, do I really have no place in your heart? Why didn't you even call me after you left? Do you hate me that much? What exactly am I doing wrong? "I whispered like a child.

Ouyang Xue turned her face slightly, her eyes were a little sparkling, "Yisheng, I'm sorry." ”

Her voice was like a sharp blade piercing my dreams, and I woke up instantly.