"Teacher, I--" After listening to Jiang Xu's analysis, Chu Ning suddenly felt that he had been analyzed, and he felt uncomfortable.

"Chu Ning, the teacher doesn't mean anything else, it's normal for a girl of your age to have someone you like. Do you know? Whether it is for a professional performing artist or a music master who has made the world admire, in addition to its own superior conditions, emotional control is crucial, which is related to your normal level of performance and state. ”

Jiang Xu suddenly got up and walked slowly towards the lake, then turned to look at his most proud student, with obvious worry in his eyes:

"I've been observing you all this time, and although you are very skillful in singing, your feelings are not expressed in place, and your emotions are extremely unstable and inattentive. Also, in the sound of your piano, there is a faint element of pessimism and self-abandonment, so I have to carefully remind you that this music event is the key to determining whether you can gain a foothold in the music industry, when performing, your mood should be born with the music, music is your mood, your soul, your fingers, your mood, every note you play should be integrated with yourself. ”

"Teacher, I never knew I was in such a bad state." Chu Ning also involuntarily stood up, she imagined the scene when she was sitting alone on the stage, playing a soulless song in the hollow, and she couldn't help but feel a chill in her heart.

"Chu Ning, promise the teacher, if your love is long, hopeless, or unrecognized, at least don't let your ideals get lost, feelings are encounterable but unsought, you have him in your heart, and leave the rest to time!" Jiang Xu turned around and said solemnly to Chu Ning.

"Teacher, there is a question that has been buried in my heart for a long time, and today, the student finally can't help but want to ask you?" I don't know what the reason is to drive Chu Ning, and finally boldly ask the question that has been hidden in my heart for a long time.

"You want to ask me about the matter between me and Xiaoxuan!" Jiang Xu asked rhetorically.

"I'm sorry! However, I have never inquired about your privacy, this is purely as a student's concern for you and your wife--, that is, Ms. Ji, I always think that you and her are so affectionate, why are you separated? Chu Ning was a little embarrassed, but the words had already come out, so he had to bite the bullet and say.

"Chu Ning, if the teacher's story can help you, the teacher is willing to share it with you." Jiang Xu sat back on the original grass, then pointed to the side and motioned for Chu Ning to sit down, and then began to talk eloquently.

"When the teacher was young, he was also a child of a poor family, how poor it was not to say, in short, often relied on relatives to help, at a very young age, I began to work to earn money, the first contact with music, was when I worked in a bar, I remember that there was a piano in the lobby of the bar at that time, it was covered with cloth during the day, and at night the bar invited professional artists to play, I always saw the slender fingers of those artists dancing quickly on the keys, looking at their rough but also very slender ten fingers, There was an impulse.

I have a great memory since I was a child, and I think that in time I will play better than him, and once when the guests did not come, I quietly lifted the red cloth and played on the keys in a rustic way, and I happened to be discovered by the manager on duty and the boss on patrol, who humiliated me in front of all the staff, and it was then that I secretly swore in my heart that in the future, I would be better than you.

After many years, I also became a musician, and when I had my own piano, violin, fame, and career, I saw the owner of the hotel back then, when he had emigrated to Italy, he had long since emigrated to Italy, and he had long since recognized the child laborer back then, and I had always been appreciative and courteous, and I recognized him at a glance, and the most ridiculous thing was that the boss who watched me being humiliated by the manager and was indifferent, finally became my father-in-law. ”

Speaking of this, Jiang Xu laughed self-deprecatingly.

"Teacher, what happened later?" Chu Ning didn't know what this story had to do with the separation of their couple, and vaguely guessed that the breakdown of their marriage was related to the afternoon when the teacher was reprimanded.

"Father-in-law's surname is Ji, you can guess whose father it is, Xiaoxuan is a kind and virtuous woman, I never dared to imagine that she was born in such a secular family, I think, all her advantages should come from her mother's education! Although I have never met Xiao Xuan's mother, I have seen her photos, and Xiao Xuan and her mother are seven or eight points apart. Speaking of this, Jiang Xu paused, then took out the cigarette from his mouth, looked at the dead grass around him, stopped the urge to light the cigarette again, and then put the cigarette back again.

"From the moment I recognized his father, I was very conflicted, but Xiaoxuan is the person I love deeply, after thinking about it for a long time, I finally convinced myself, and decided to hide the past and unhappiness in my heart, and marry Xiaoxuan with peace of mind, but for some reason, his father actually found someone to return to China to investigate me, and when he learned that I was the child laborer who worked in his shop, he resolutely opposed our marriage."

"Teacher, that old man should be more happy that you have achieved such an achievement, right?" Chu Ning asked in surprise.

On the contrary, he always thought that I approached him with a purpose and intentions, and even more thought that I was a low-level person who was looked down upon, even though I had achieved a little bit in my career back then, but in his eyes, I was still a low-level pariah with a huge difference from them.

He prevented me from contacting Xiao Xuan everywhere, and even blocked the marriage date, first calling it a postponement, and then it evolved into a cancellation, Xiao Xuan is a filial daughter, and she was in pain between me and his father every day, so she secretly escaped from home a few days before the wedding, and then we quietly held a wedding in the presence of a few friends. ”

"And then?"

"It is said that an unblessed marriage is an unhappy marriage, Xiaoxuan and I thought that if we got married, his father would always think about her happiness and fulfill ours. But his father was even more convinced that I approached Xiaoxuan for a purpose, and refused to let me see Xiaoxuan no matter what, and forced us to go through the divorce procedures, ending our wedding that was less than 3 months old. ”

"Teacher Jiang, in this world, there are so many people who value their family background and disciples so much, is the secular concept really so important? Man lives. Isn't it already happy to be healthy, happy, have dreams, and have pursuits? Chu Ning thought of Aunt Lin and Uncle Lin, who were not victims under the concept of disciples.

"During that time, I was also very confused, when I first separated from Xiaoxuan, it was my lowest period in the music industry, and your current state is much more serious, I feel very useless, almost to the time of despair of life, if it weren't for Professor Zhang Lao who was afraid that I would fall and wake me up in time, and spur me from time to time, I think that Jiang Xu would have already become a waste, and the world's music palace would never have me.

I tell you so much, in fact, I want you to come out of your world, you are not Jiang Xu back then, I am not Professor Zhang back then, your world is full of care and love, I have not experienced the ups and downs from having nothing to what you want, and then to nothing, the teacher does not expect you to empathize, only hope that you can have a balance between feelings, career and ideals.

When this scale is tilted, it is possible that your feelings, or career, or ideals are hindered, and then you must learn to let go, such as--"

After Jiang Xu said this, he paused for a while, as if thinking about what kind of language to use to describe it, so as not to hurt the proud protégé in front of him, who he admired the most, and after a while, Jiang Xu continued.

"For example, the scale of feelings is tilting, making you miserable and at a loss, it is better to transfer --, right, that is, to learn to transfer, to transfer the troubles of feelings to ideals or careers, and it is not another interpretation and sublimation of feelings."

"Transfer?"

"Yes, put aside all your emotional troubles and let all the problems be lost to time!"

Chu Ning pondered, recalling that during this period of time, the compassion and negative emotions she showed were indeed too obvious, and the emotional entanglement between her and the Lin family brothers had not been resolved for many years.

Brother Yu Hao, just like what Mr. Jiang said! If none of the three of us can solve the problem, we might as well leave it to time to solve it! If Shen Rongrong is your choice in this life, then I will bless you, what can I do? From now on, music will be my companion and choice in this life, and it will be my only choice.

"Thank you, teacher! I think I know what to do. Chu Ning suddenly felt enlightened, and she bowed deeply to Jiang Xu, a teacher who was not a few years older than her, but had a lot of knowledge.

"It seems that you really understand the teacher's painstaking efforts, let's go! That's it for today's exercise! I'll send you back to 'Shen Yuan'. Jiang Xu also seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and smiled briskly.

"Alright! Then student, I'm going to relax for a day today! But I'm complaining a little bit about you, Mr. Jiang, now. After Chu Ning figured out something, people became much more lively.

"But why is that?" Jiang Xu spread out his hands and expressed puzzlement.

"Complain, why didn't you bring me here earlier?" Chu Ning's eyes narrowed into a slit with a smile.

"Ahem--, this is the place where the teacher and his wife are in love, but I promised her that I can't just bring people here." Jiang Xu coughed dryly twice, and then explained embarrassedly.

"Wow! Aren't you in default now? "In view of the drive of curiosity, more and more bold condensation, playing the principle of 'not being ashamed to ask' that students should have, began to break the casserole and ask the bottom of the question.