Chapter 420: Inner Demon
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Hearing the nurse's words, Su Hongwen's heart sank to the bottom, and the others also had worried looks, at this time Su Hongwen said: "Continue the operation." After speaking, he lifted the gallbladder to the abdominal wall with forceps.
Now you only need to use a suction device to suck out the bile and some stones in the gallbladder, and then pull the gallbladder out along the hole in the abdominal cavity wall, and the operation is completely completed after suturing these holes.
Su Hongwen quickly pulled out the gallbladder and then said to Gao Shengli: "Stitch you up, I'll go see Qiming first." After speaking, Su Hongwen hurriedly took off his gloves and took off the green surgical gown on his body while walking outside.
Gao Shengli and a few people took over the last steps, and the others also walked back with Su Hongwen, and the group went directly to the operating room where Xiao Qiming was, and Su Hongwen said as soon as he came in: "How is Director Sun?" ”
Xiao Qiming's anal remodeling has been completed, but he has liver failure and heart failure in his eyes, and now Xiao Qiming is only one step away from death.
Sun Yuhe sighed and said: "The situation is not good, this child may pass at any time, and now no one can help him, so he can only rely on himself." ”
Sun Yuhe is right, Xiao Qiming can only rely on himself now, the experienced Sun Yuhe has already used all the treatment methods that should be used, not to mention him, even Su Hongwen has no way now.
Su Hongwen turned his head to look at Xiao Qiming, who was still yellow lying on the cold operating table, because of the separation anesthesia, Xiao Qiming had already entered a deep sleep. But even so, his little face was still full of pain, Su Hongwen hated God's injustice at this time, Xiao Qiming was so young, why did he have to endure such a pain? Why do you want him to step into the ghost gate with one foot?
Su Hongwen hated his powerlessness even more, he obviously had a medical lifeboat that far surpassed the earth's technology, but he still couldn't save Qiming, so he could only watch Xiao Qiming lying there waiting for death to take him away and leave this colorful world.
At this time, Su Hongwen was very uncomfortable, he knew that he could not do anything about Xiao Qiming's illness, and he knew that he could only watch him leave this world. He suddenly didn't dare to face Xiao Qiming's death. He wanted to escape.
After the most reluctant, he glanced at Xiao Qiming, Su Hongwen walked out of the Lu with a broken foot, he couldn't do it, he was blaming himself, blaming himself for not being able to save him.
Su Hongwen did not leave the operating room. He sat on a chair in the corridor of the operating room, took off the hat on his head, and stared blankly at the spotless white floor tiles in the operating room.
Su Hongwen is still blaming himself. If you blame yourself for something, you can't save Xiao Qiming. Blame yourself for what this doctor is eating, blame yourself for not speeding up the progress of the ship's improvement, if the medical training system is improving, maybe there will be a way to save Xiao Qiming and let him live strongly. Take a look at the scenery in this colorful world.
But these are all assumptions, and now Su Hongwen can't do anything, he doesn't even dare to think about what Xiao Qiming will look like after he dies.
I don't know how long it took for Lu Dao Sun Yuhe sat down beside him and stretched out his hand to pat Su Hongwen's shoulder, sighed and said: "Xiao Su, don't be too sad, I know that you will be very uncomfortable, you don't have to blame yourself for what you can't save the child, we are human beings who are doctors, not omnipotent gods, and many diseases in this world are beyond our power, and sometimes we can only watch the patients die, and we ourselves are helpless." ”
Seeing Su Hongwen's current appearance, Sun Yuhe thought of when he was young, at that time, like Su Hongwen, he couldn't accept his powerlessness against the patients, and couldn't accept the death of the patients, at that time he thought he could save all the patients, but the reality told him cruelly - he couldn't save all the patients.
When he understood this truth, Sun Yuhe questioned his profession, at that time he was very confused, he didn't know what happened to Lu Dao, he thought that he could save all the patients by becoming a doctor, but unfortunately this was just his wishful thinking, in the face of the patient's death, he was helpless, that sense of loss made his heart like a knife, and now Su Hongwen is just like him at that time, his heart is full of self-blame and pain.
This kind of self-blame, this kind of pain can only be experienced by doctors, and the feeling of powerlessness in the face of a patient's condition can force doctors to go crazy, these emotions are simply not experienced by people in other professions.
This kind of emotion is what every doctor has to experience when he first enters this profession, he can stand on the operating table to save his life, but if he can't survive this life, they can't become an excellent doctor, or even give up this profession, that kind of self-blame and painful emotions will become an eternal pain in their hearts, and even a hurdle that can never be sold, which will have a great impact on their lives.
Sun Yuhe is not familiar with Su Hongwen, but it does not prevent him from liking this young man, he has already gone far on the road of medicine, and has also thrown many people away, if this incident makes him languishing, and even makes this matter a demon in his heart, then Su Hongwen will be completely ruined.
Sun Yuhe didn't want to see such a result, he hoped that the young man in front of him would go further, which belonged to the expectations of an old doctor who had been engaged in medical treatment all his life for a young doctor.
Thinking of this, Sun Yuhe patted Su Hongwen on the shoulder again and said: "Even if that kid survives this operation, he won't live for a year, and it's a relief for him to leave now, you don't want him to live in pain for a year, right?" ”
Su Hongwen suddenly raised his head when he heard this sentence and said, "But in this year, I may be able to help him find the source of the liver, and with a liver that can be transplanted, he can live." ”
Sun Yuhe looked at Su Hongwen, this young man wants to save the patient, but sometimes he can save the patient if he doesn't think about it, and now he has to pour a basin of cold water on Su Hongwen and let him calm down, which is good for Su Hongwen. So Sun Yuhe said: "Even if that child survives this operation, the liver source is too difficult to find, even if you find it, can you guarantee that the liver transplant will be successful?" Even if it is successful, but what about the postoperative rejection? Xiao Su you are a doctor, you should know that liver transplantation is not mature in Huaxia at all, even if those experts in Anhe Hospital come to do the failure rate is quite high, in a liver transplant is only a small part of the treatment, the most important and difficult is the postoperative rejection, this is the most fatal, 80% of liver transplant patients will have rejection after surgery, the child is so young, anti-rejection drugs will not work too well for him, so he will still leave this world, since the result is like this, Why don't you let him go early? At least that way he doesn't have to suffer so much sin. ”
Su Hongwen suddenly stood up and said, "As long as Qiming can survive this hurdle, I will have a way to completely cure him." ”
Sun Yuhe felt that Su Hongwen was a little crazy, not to mention those well-known experts in Huaxia, even the top liver transplant experts in Europe and the United States did not dare to say such a thing, it was too difficult for liver transplantation, and there was no effective way to deal with the postoperative rejection, so he rushed to Qiming's physique, even if the operation was successful, he would not be able to survive the postoperative rejection.
But now Su Hongwen's mood is understandable, he is still young, he also has to go through this hurdle, thinking of this, Sun Yuhe stood up and said: "Xiao Su, since you have this determination, then work hard for it, maybe you will be able to overcome all kinds of difficulties in liver transplantation in the future." ”
Sun Yuhe was encouraging Su Hongwen, but he didn't believe that Su Hongwen had this ability, there were too many difficulties in liver transplantation and postoperative treatment, if these difficulties were so easy to overcome, liver transplantation would have been promoted a long time ago, not as high as the current failure rate.
Su Hongwen raised his head and looked at the ceiling, and suddenly said to Sun Yuhe: "Director Sun, thank you, thank you, I'll go see Qiming." After speaking, Su Hongwen walked towards the operating room with heavy steps, and at the same time he was afraid, afraid to go in and hear the news that Xiao Qiming had left.
When Su Hongwen entered the operating room, it was terrifyingly quiet, and everyone didn't say a word, this depressing feeling made Su Hongwen want to shout, and at this moment, the itinerant nurse suddenly shouted: "Look at Xiao Qiming's blood pressure, go up, go up." ”
Su Hongwen suddenly looked at the ECG monitor, Xiao Qiming's blood pressure did go up, and the finger pulse oxygen has also increased to a certain extent, which shows that Xiao Qiming has a chance to live, thinking of this Su Hongwen felt ecstasy, but then Su Hongwen calmed down, it is too early to be happy, blood pressure and finger pulse oxygen are up, but it may go down suddenly, only if blood pressure and finger pulse oxygen can maintain a certain degree of stability can it prove that Xiao Qiming has hope to live.
Gao Shengli walked in at this time, he looked at Su Hongwen in embarrassment and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say the words when he came to his mouth, and after waiting for a while, Gao Shengli couldn't help it, walked over and whispered: "Director Su, someone is looking for you, and they have been waiting in your office for a morning, do you want to see you?" ”
Su Hongwen said impatiently: "No, I won't be available." ”
Hearing this, Gao Shengli could only helplessly go out to convey Su Hongwen's meaning, and he also knew that Su Hongwen now had the intention to see others.
It seems that God heard the prayers of Su Hongwen and others, and Xiao Qiming's situation gradually stabilized, but he was still dangerous, and only by surviving tonight could he be temporarily out of danger.
Now Xiao Qiming's condition is not allowed to be sent back to the general ward, he has to be sent to the ICU, Su Hongwen personally sent Xiao Qiming over, and then he did not leave, he has been accompanying him in the ICU ward, and it was only at 10 o'clock in the evening that Su Hongwen left under the reminder of the doctor on duty in the ICU.
Back in the office, Su Hongwen found someone lying on the bed inside. (To be continued......)