Chapter 148: A belated kiss
"I--" Facing Lin Yuhao's sudden turn, Chu Ning didn't stop for a while, and almost hit Lin Yuhao's body, but fortunately she reached out in time and pressed her hand against Lin Yuhao's chest, so as to avoid physical contact between the two.
"Why --, condensation? You haven't been there since I announced my engagement? Lin Yuhao turned a blind eye to Chu Ning's embarrassment, and stared at Chu Ning aggressively, not letting her hesitate for a second.
"I --, I wanted to wait until you got engaged to bless you." Chu Ning took two steps back, and only after feeling safe did he say timidly.
"Are you so looking forward to that day? Then let me ask you again, why didn't I see your figure during my hospitalization? Lin Yuhao took two steps forward, still staring at Chu Ning.
"I--" Such an aggressive Lin Yuhao actually made Chu Ning a little scared, and she found that in addition to being able to say 'me', her head was actually in chaos.
"Yes, right? It's just gone again! I was not mistaken. Lin Yuhao suddenly laughed.
"I learned that Miss Shen was already on her way back, so I waited for you to wake up and left." Chu Ning subconsciously explained.
Yes, she did go to the hospital quietly, but she left quietly, sometimes, Lin Yuhao knew her too well, but he used to be tolerant of her, why is he so abnormal today, repeatedly forcing her?
"Don't you like to be in my sight so much? Do you remember that you asked me at the gate of Wuyang, and you asked me if my heart was made of iron? You also said that you don't want anyone but me. Now that I'm about to become someone else's husband, and you've disappeared in front of me, can you tell me if you've resigned yourself to your fate? Lin Yuhao's eyes were deep and urgent, but there was pain like an injury.
"Brother Yuhao, can you tell me, what happened to you today?"
"I don't care what happened to me, please answer my question head-on." Lin Yuhao suddenly stepped forward and held Chu Ning's shoulders arrogantly, and the force was so great that Chu Ning gasped.
"That was many years ago, and now that many years have passed, it has long been a matter of fact, so why do you bother to bring up the old thing again?" Chu Ning endured the pain in his shoulder, gritted his teeth and said.
"Something is not a person? Hehe--, means you don't love me anymore, right? Is the tacit understanding and acquaintance that had been more than ten years gone anymore? Are your years of silence for me coming to an end? ”
"What can I do? It turns out that you also know that I have been silently waiting for you for so many years, but why do you still push me to Yuhan again and again? ”
"No, I just don't want Yu Han to be sad, I thought that he could give you more happiness, so I pushed you to him, but my pain, do you understand?"
"How's it going? If you don't understand, what can you do? Chu Ning smiled bitterly and said:
"Brother Yuhao, I've been thinking, is your heart made of iron? Otherwise, why are you so determined to get engaged to Miss Shen and get married in the future, what can I do if you don't care about it like this? What else can I do but wish you a happy marriage and an early birth to a precious child? ”
"Are you appointed like this, when I get engaged, get married in the future, have another child, and live with someone else for the rest of my life, then we will never cross paths again?" Lin Yuhao also laughed, his eyes full of sadness, "Chu Ning, did you really give up on me like this?" ”
"It's always been you giving up, you gave up a long, long time ago, maybe you wavered in the middle, but because Yuhan let go first, and then you also let go, but Lin Yuhao, have you ever thought that I am a person, a person of flesh and blood, I also have my own thoughts and self-esteem, and I don't want to be an excuse for the selfishness of the two of you brothers...... Chu Ning became more and more excited, as if he wanted to release all the grievances over the years, and he couldn't cry anymore after speaking.
"Chu Ning--" In the next second, Lin Yuhao had already rubbed Chu Ning deeply into his arms, tightly, as if he would not have this courage after the next moment.
"Yu--" Before Chu Ning could think, his lips had already been seen.
Some are crazy, some are intoxicating, and some are heartbreaking!
--It was clearly a belated kiss, and it was for many years......
Once, she thought that they would be like two parallel lines, and they would never intersect again, maybe when they met again, he and Shen Rongrong had reconciled, and she thought that such a scene would never appear again in this life.
Once, he thought that it would be a blessing to choose to quit and watch her silently and watch over her like this, but now, when he looked at this person who made him live in torment all the time, he was extremely panicked, and he felt that he was about to lose her. Although he has never had her, since Shen Rongrong mentioned the words of 'lifetime' tonight, this awareness has become stronger and stronger.
Let time stand still! Let me change from rational to emotional! For myself, and for the people I love. ’
For the people he loves, he doesn't care about it, perhaps, once his selfishness was to impose his own ideas on others, but now he wants to be selfish for himself, other people, he can only say sorry, he doesn't know if there is a statement in the next life, if there is, he just wants to say that the person he bears in this life, he will repay it in the next life.
For a long time, a long time, it seemed like a century had passed, and Lin Yuhao reluctantly separated.
Lin Yuhao immediately took out a tissue to help Chu Ning wipe her tears, then stroked her slightly messy hair, and joked with a straight face: "A girl needs to be a little reserved, when kissing a boy, you can't always stare at him, so he will be very embarrassed, you know?" ”
"You--" Chu Ning's face was full of chagrin, and she suddenly felt calm, and wanted to turn around and ignore Lin Yuhao, but now the whole person was firmly locked in her arms, and this ambiguous posture made her even more afraid to move.
"Isn't it? Don't tell me, it's the same expression when you kiss someone. Lin Yuhao pinched Chu Ning's crimson cheeks, his eyes were unfathomable.
"Damn! I haven't kissed anyone else! Chu Ning broke free from Lin Yuhao's embrace, and wanted to turn around and ignore him. The person in front of her seemed to have changed into a different person, she was still aggressive one second, but the next second her face was full of tenderness and sweetness, which made her at a loss.
"Don't--" Lin Yuhao hugged her head tightly in front of her chest again, as if he was afraid that she would disappear in front of her in front of her in the next moment, and then said domineeringly: "You can accuse me and hate me, but don't ignore me in the future." ”
"I didn't ignore you, you have always avoided me, consciously or unconsciously."
"Do you know why?" Lin Yuhao pulled Chu Ning's body back and looked at her seriously.
"I don't want to know."
"But I really want to tell you now, because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that when I see you, I can't help but be like this, I can't control my emotions, and I'm afraid that all the years of forbearance will be in vain."
"That's why I said you are selfish, selfishly imposing your thinking on others."
"I was wrong, I officially apologize to you now, can't I?"
"It's too late, in two or three days, you will be someone else's person, I don't want to be a third party." Chu Ning turned her head, she still had the reason she should have, but she was not confused by Lin Yuhao's sweet words.
"Anyone but us is a third party." Lin Yuhao swore domineeringly.
"I don't want to listen, I'm afraid it's another dream, and when I wake up from the dream, I'm still me! Besides, I don't want to be the one who spoils the relationship between you and Miss Shen. ”
"I'm sorry! Fool, I shouldn't have left you alone for so many years, and I shouldn't have deliberately brought other women to you, and I shouldn't-" Lin Yuhao paused as he said this, hesitating whether to continue.
"What shouldn't be? Why don't you go on? ”
"Do you really want me to say it?"
"Of course—"
"I shouldn't be thinking about sending you to the arms of that stinky boy--, I saw it with my own eyes in the old mansion, don't admit it." Lin Yuhao lowered his head against Chu Ning's forehead, and said quietly.
"Brother Yuhao, you --, shameless!" Chu Ning turned around in shame, then covered his cheek with his hand and said.
"I don't know how that guy did it, it's been so many years, and he still hasn't kept your heart, but it has caused me to lose the opportunity for so many years in vain, so I'm going to officially start a war with him now, in terms of love, even if it's a brother, I can't accept it." Lin Yuhao saw Chu Ning's shy appearance, and suddenly his mood improved.
"Stop, stop--, why are you getting more and more outrageous?" Chu Ning covered his ears and said.
"Chu Ning, no matter what happens in the future, I am here, and I will never leave you to face everything alone." Lin Yuhao held Chu Ning's hand tightly.
"But--" Chu Ning wanted to ask Shen Rongrong what to do, but was stopped by Lin Yuhao. Love really needs to be fought for, Lin Yuhao's elm pimple is finally eye-catching once, she Chu Ning doesn't want to be hypocritical, just let her be selfish for love!
"Fool, do you know how torturous you are?" Lin Yuhao stretched out his other finger and gently scratched Chu Ning's nose.
"What! It's your mind that is getting too fast for me to keep up with. Chu Ning glanced at Lin Yuhao angrily, one moment it was clear that he was still alive and dead, and the next moment later, he would sugar-coat her, this is not like Lin Yuhao's style, could it be that he was stimulated by something today, so he would suffer so much from gains and losses?
"Do you know who is the person who worries me all the time and makes me feel uneasy? It's the little fool who followed me like a tail when I was a child, couldn't get rid of me, and still adored me. The man who cried and laughed was magnificent. When I didn't know what love was, I thought it was just attraction, just attraction, but when I watched you with other boys, I would be like a young man who was just starting to fall in love, and I wanted to separate you fiercely. Watching you and Yuhan --, when you chase each other in the snow and hug each other in the old house, do you know how much pain my heart has? Lin Yuhao pointed to his heart, and continued:
"Every time you jump here, you get a pain! I understand that it's not just attracting, I've already fallen into it, and it's deep enough to drive me crazy. ”