Chapter 22: Awakening from a Nightmare

Wu Chuang looked at Gu Xiaobei in a daze, in fact, she was really beautiful, even if she was lifeless at this time, her pale face reflected the snow-white sheets, and she lost her soul like petals after the rain, and even her thin hand seemed to be unable to withstand the infusion of drips. But her long eyelashes covered her face like a butterfly resting on its wings. She was so beautiful that he held his breath, for fear of shocking a beautiful dream.

I don't know how long I sat blank in my heart, and in exhaustion, he finally fell asleep on the side of Gu Xiaobei's bed.

Gu Xiaobei seemed to have a very distant dream, in the dream she returned to her hometown, she followed He Zijun, running in the orchard on the mountain, there was wind in her ears, the lush leaves, covering the sun's rays, He Zijun ran in front, laughing brightly, "Xiaobei, you can't catch up with me!" ”

"Wait for me, Brother Zijun, wait for me!"

"Xiaobei, you can't catch up with me! Can't catch up with me! With the long end note, He Zijun's face blurred in the aftersound, Gu Xiaobei was terrified, subconsciously desperately chased, kept running, running, until she was exhausted, but it was like falling into the abyss with a foot, she shouted, wept, and suffered, but she could no longer find He Zijun, could not find the sunshine, until she was thirsty, and she was still struggling and desperate in vain......

"Water...... Shui ......" The alert Wu Chuang was awakened by a subtle soft cry and immediately raised his head.

It turned out that Gu Xiaobei woke up!

"You're finally awake!" He has always been calm and self-controlled, but listening to his voice has a strange excitement!

Gu Xiaobei felt that her mouth was dry, and she barely opened her eyes, the darkness for too long made her unable to adapt to this sudden light, white lights, white walls, white sheets, and the smell of disinfectant water in her nasal cavity, herself, this is in the hospital.

Some memories revived in an instant, unbearable humiliating scenes, unbearable everything, as if she was out of breath all at once, she wanted to die, because her life was only despair at all costs.

She would rather die, die than live again, live to suffer this endless humiliation and trampling, she would rather die.

However, he is still alive.

Special care Yu Min brought water for Gu Xiaobei, Gu Xiaobei took her hand, drank most of the glass of water, licked her chapped lips, glanced at Wu Chuang beside him, and said in a hoarse voice: "You sent me to the hospital again?" ”

Wu Chuang nodded.

"What are you doing to save me, I'm annoying like this, it's best to die!" Gu Xiaobei said himself in an almost resentful and cruel tone.

When Wu Chuang heard her words, he frowned slightly, his jet-black pupils were like stars in the sky, clear and bright.

Gu Xiaobei suddenly felt that he was too hypocritical, and he played an attitude in front of Wu Chuang, and laughed dryly, "Yes, I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have talked to you like that, thank you, save me! Because she had lost so much blood and was still very weak, she had been breathing a little when she said these words in succession.

"You can rest well!" Wu Chuang motioned to Yu Min, "You go and help Miss Gu buy some porridge and come back!" ”

"Okay." Yu Min agreed with a smile, and when he looked at Wu Chuang, his face was slightly red.

Gu Xiaobei watched Yu Min and Wu Chuang go out one after another, buried his face in the pillow, and the tears in his eyes finally couldn't help but slip quietly. Originally, she had the idea of dying, but death did not favor her, and even it gave up on her.

She can't even die! Her last struggle, but fate was cruelly pressed again, she sank back into the boundless cold abyss, unable to breathe, unable to move, surrounded by biting cold, endless cold surges, flooding her to the top.

You can't die, you still live, that's proof that God is playing with you – no matter how hard it is, you have a reason to live!

She felt that it was all like a nightmare, and everything in the dream became hideous and terrifying. In the past, when she had nightmares, she always said to herself, this is a dream, this is a dream, and she woke up immediately. Then you can wake up, breathe a sigh of relief, roll over and go back to sleep.

But her nightmare today is never-ending, and she knows the fact that she won't wake up anyway.

For the next few days, Wu Chuang stayed in the hospital, Gu Xiaobei was a little embarrassed to trouble him like this, and said apologetically: "You go back to rest, just have a special nurse here." ”

Wu Chuang just smiled and didn't leave.

Gu Xiaobei gradually found that her single ward was lively, and a few young nurses came in every once in a while every day, shushing the cold and asking for warmth, extremely positive and enthusiastic.

Whenever this happens, she will subconsciously turn her face to look at Wu Chuang sitting on the sofa, her wheat-colored skin reflects the sunlight outside the window and releases a healthy look, her slender sword eyebrows stretch out like distant mountains, her occasionally trembling eyelashes glide across the water like a bird, and her straight nose sets off the fortitude of the whole face.

Wu Chuang always didn't raise his head, and played with the mobile phone in his hand with low eyebrows, as if those hot and shy eyes had nothing to do with him.

She thought to herself, this man's concentration is really not ordinarily good!

Gu Xiaobei's ward is an independent room, stained with Li Haonan's light, and it can be regarded as a high-level ward. Because of the high terrain, you can stand at the window and watch the wind and water rise.

When Wu broke into the house, he saw Gu Xiaobei standing alone in front of the window, his picturesque eyebrows were tightly frowned, and tears hung on his eyelashes like a burden, and the hope was sour.

After she woke up this time, she was obviously different, depressed, lonely, and no longer had the spirit and vigorous optimism that she had become more and more frustrated.

At the end of the day, she's just an eighteen-year-old girl.

Gu Xiaobei was hospitalized this time, and Li Haonan still didn't come to visit her. He called Li Haonan after Gu Xiaobei sobered up, but he just couldn't hear the slightest emotion of 'um' over there.

Wu Chuang was really a little difficult, he didn't know Li Haonan's attitude, whether he wanted to keep Gu Xiaobei or let her go?

It wasn't until he received a call from Li Haonan today, asking him to arrange for Gu Xiaobei to be discharged from the hospital and go home, that he knew that the hard days of this little girl were still ahead!

Hearing two knocks on the door, Gu Xiaobei and Wu Chuang didn't look back, thinking that Yu Min, the special protector who had gone out, had returned.

"Gu Qingbei!" A crisp call made them both turn their heads at the same time.

"Chen Shuang!" Gu Xiaobei was overjoyed and pounced on Chen Shuang, like a lost child finally seeing his relatives.

Gu Xiaobei lost so much weight because of this serious blood loss that his whole body was out of shape, and on a small face the size of a palm, there was only a pair of big eyes as black as paint, and at this time, the big and empty eyes, looking at Chen Shuang, almost didn't even have half of the old look.

Chen Shuang's heart was sour, he couldn't bear it, he stretched out his arms and hugged her tightly: "Fool, I'm here!" ”

Gu Xiaobei didn't dare to answer, for fear that if he moved, tears would overflow.

Wu Chuang naturally recognized Chen Jiaqiang's baby daughter, but he didn't know whether to leave her here.

But looking at Gu Xiaobei's eyes smiling like a crescent moon because of Chen Shuang's arrival, Gu Xiaobei looked like this, he hadn't seen it for a long time. Now, when he finally saw it again, he felt a sense of relief.

Just let Chen Shuang stay, now, there are really too few things that can bring happiness to this poor girl!

Gu Xiaobei saw Wu Chuang beckoning Yu Min, who had just come in, to go out together, knowing that he was deliberately leaving space for himself and Chen Shuang, and smiled at him gratefully.

Chen Shuang glanced down at Gu Xiaobei's wrist that was still wrapped in gauze, and couldn't help but redden, "Why are you so stupid, what can be more important than being alive!" ”

"Chen Shuang, you don't know, I, I was ...... Forced ......"

Chen Shuang looked at Gu Xiaobei, she was sitting against the light, her sad face had a white jade glow, and her expression was tired and depressed that was not suitable for her age. She couldn't help but stretch out her arm and put her arm around her shoulder, "Don't say it, it's all over, it's all over!" Qingbei, what are your plans in the future, you say, I will find a way to help you, I will stand on the same front with you in the future, and I will do my best to help you! ”

"Thank you, Xiao Shuang!" Gu Xiaobei said with relief: "I'm very content to have a friend like you now, you really don't need to do anything for me!" ”

Gu Xiaobei didn't want to burden Chen Shuang because of his own affairs, Chen Shuang also saw her intentions, didn't want to talk about these heavy things, and wanted to change the topic. Suddenly remembered that he had just looked at the special protector who was going out behind Wu Chuang, with a shy face, and asked Gu Xiaobei with a winkful eye and gossiping, "Why, that special guard was also confused by Wu Chuang!" ”

"What is confusing!"

Chen Shuang looked at Gu Xiaobei's appearance and said with a smile: "You don't know, Wu Chuang is a hot figure in the Dynasty Empire, he is handsome and cool, neither like Xian Zhiming and Ruan Wenzheng, who are so big-shouldered and round-waisted, and they are unappetizing when they look at them viciously, and they are not as gloomy as my Uncle Li, cold and unapproachable, he looks good-looking, he reaches out and is first-class, I don't know how many women have a crush on him!" ”

Gu Xiaobei remembered his ward these days, because of the beautiful women on the catwalk caused by Wu Chuang, and nodded very approvingly.

In the days that she lived in the hospital, Gu Xiaobei was thinking about what would happen after she was discharged from the hospital every day, she originally thought that if there was such a big movement this time, her father would come to see her no matter what, but her father never showed up.

Li Haonan also did not appear.

Gu Xiaobei knew that Wu Chuang stayed in the hospital every day, not to accompany him like his warm appearance, he was taking care of himself. But no matter what, she has to fight for a glimmer of life for her life, even if it is as delusional as ants shaking a tree.

She has secretly called her father many times, but the other party is always turned off, maybe her father has abandoned herself ruthlessly this time like eighteen years ago.

The melting sunlight slipped into the room and was reflected on the calla lilies that Wu Chuang bought, adding a bit of spring to this cold ward.

Gu Xiaobei curled up on the bed and looked at the TV without focus, she had already asked Wu Chuang to bring the words over, Li Haonan, who had not moved for many days, made her feel uneasy, the more silent he was, the more scared she was, she knew how ruthless Li Haonan was to herself, and she knew that he was definitely not a person who would give up.