Sometimes the sky we look up is gray, and the river we see when we look down is also gray, so our mood at the moment is always gray, we can't make every day colorful, gorgeous, and when the prosperity is over, we know the warmth and coldness.

Zhong Xiaozhen was lying alone on the sofa at home, covered with a thin duvet, her hands clasped together, her face was tightly frowned, and her eyes were closed. It was already dark, but she didn't turn on the lights, it was dark and deserted, without a trace of life, and she could only hear the second hand of the quartz watch on the wall. Zhong Xiaozhen was a little entangled, a little heartache, and couldn't explain clearly.

This also starts from the morning after Zhong Xiaozhen was drunk, and Gao Shulei sent Zhong Xiaozhen back to the hotel. Zhong Xiaozhen got up early in the morning, her head still hurt a little, last night's wine was not over, she was very thirsty, but there was no water in the bedroom, so she walked to the living room, but as soon as she arrived in the living room, she saw an indescribable picture. Gao Shulei was actually having a swimsuit party with seven or eight swimsuit beauties (no pool), the table was full of leftover melon skin confetti, bags of various snacks were all over the ground, overturned drinks flowed all over the ground, and there were all kinds of game boxes, coincidentally, when Zhong Xiaozhen saw them, it was the time when they had the most fun, several bold girls even sat on Gao Shulei's lap and pinched Gao Shulei's face, and Gao Shulei who was pinched smiled very happily, and fed them all kinds of things to eat. Zhong Xiaozhen was stunned for a moment, and then there was a burst of anger, she glanced at them blankly, didn't say anything, and then walked away without heading.

Gao Shulei saw Zhong Xiaozhen leaving, and said to the girls, "Okay, stop acting, people have left, someone will come to pick you up, and you will be paid there, leave quickly, don't do anything extra." A word of caution, if I hear any crazy talk outside, I promise you'll regret it. With that, he turned around and walked into the bedroom. Several girls in the living room looked at each other's eyes, nodded, and then left very interestingly, they didn't know how powerful Gao Shulei was, and they didn't want to make trouble for themselves.

Gao Shulei entered the bedroom, there was still the smell of Zhong Xiaozhen in the room, he lay down where Zhong Xiaozhen was lying just now, covered the quilt that Zhong Xiaozhen had covered just now, and slowly closed his eyes. After a while, he buried his head in the quilt again, the tears in the corners of his eyes slipped down instantly, and there was an indescribable pain and helplessness in his heart. To be honest, he can't understand himself anymore, this is not his style of doing things at all, what are he doing? What exactly do you want to prove? What's the point of that? Gao Shulei feels that his current self is a little ridiculous, no! It's special, extraordinarily ridiculous.

From that day on, Zhong Xiaozhen began to ignore Gao Shulei, an inexplicable flame wrapped her, text messages did not reply, phone calls were not answered, and Weibo was not interacted, as if she had completely deleted Gao Shulei from her life, but she didn't know why she was so angry, was it because Gao Shulei was dating a swimsuit beauty? She didn't know, but she knew that her heart was really uncomfortable, and she really wanted to beat Gao Shulei. In this way, Zhong Xiaozhen was depressed for several days, until Zhong Xiaozhen's agent Wang Fei couldn't stand her like this, because the news of Zhong Xiaozhen and Gao Shulei's breakup was spreading on the Internet, she was really busy and died, and finally couldn't help but call Zhong Xiaozhen.

"What's wrong with you? I was not feeling well, and it was like evaporating from the world for several days. ”

"It's okay, it's just that I'm in a bad mood and want to be quiet."

"What's the matter, you quarreled with Uncle Gao?" (Zhong Xiaozhen signed a contract with Gao Shulei in private, and did not tell the agent.) ）

“……”

"Okay, it's normal for young couples to quarrel with each other, I also understand you, two people together, you must be more tolerant and understanding, so as to prolong the shelf life of love, of course you can vent your emotions, but you are a public figure after all, so you still have to pay attention."

"I know Sister Wang, you don't have to worry about me, I'll pay attention to it tomorrow."

Zhong Xiaozhen, who hung up the phone, suddenly fell into confusion. She wondered to herself what was wrong? Why are you so angry? Is it because of Gao Shulei? Or is it because you're jealous? As soon as this idea came out, Zhong Xiaozhen vetoed it. This is absolutely impossible, how could she like a person with such a bad character, she denied it again and again, but there seems to be no other reason.

Zhong Xiaozhen struggled in her heart for a long time, and he persuaded himself in various ways that he didn't like Gao Shulei. Usually, once a person's mind is full, his body doesn't want to move. So Zhong Xiaozhen sat on the sofa all day, and there was no reaction even when it was dark.