247 Unable to tell
More... ・・・Huhu, run away, look forward to being able to add more to everyone's pink monthly pass tomorrow, everyone smash the ticket!
After Zhuge Jingze thought about it countless times, he came to a conclusion, that is, when he was really tempted, it was the days after she lost her memory, and it was just a simple good feeling when she was a child, it was not the love of men and women!
Now, his feelings for her are the real heartbeat, a man's heart for a woman!
Although he was sure of his heart, he didn't have the courage to tell her, because she became more and more cheerful and smiled, but the more he did this, the more he couldn't speak!
It's as if he doesn't deserve her now!
Alas!
Soaked in the water and silent, Zhuge Jingze didn't understand what kind of decision his princess had made in his heart, why he could face everything that had happened so far with such optimism?
Huangfu Jinghao also passed a letter two months ago, saying that he had passed the news with the empress, saying that the princess would not die, but her serious injuries had not healed, and she was still recuperating in a secret place, which also reminded them to prepare to go back as soon as possible. ~
However, after receiving the letter, the princess sneered and burned it, and did not reply.
I can feel that the princess is angry, angry with Huangfu Jinghao, and even angry with the emperor!
Although she didn't say anything, he felt the anger in her heart・・・・・・
Therefore, now is not the time for their children to grow up, the princess should not be bullied, and he does not want her to be bullied!
"Shizuzawa-"
A familiar voice came from the door, Zhuge Jingze hurriedly got up from the bathtub and quickly dried and put on his clothes, walked out and opened the door, "Princess? ”
Chenxi couldn't help but smile when she looked at him in the dim light, "Hey, you keep talking about me, and I haven't dried my hair!" ”
Forehead! It's because he's in a hurry to open the door for her, okay!
"Let's go in and talk!" Chenxi pushed him in, disgusted that the candlelight in the house was too dim, and took out the night pearl he was wearing around his neck, and the room suddenly brightened.
Under the white light, after bathing, Zhuge Jingze's hair dripping with water beads is really... Sexy enough! Chenxi looked away, and after getting along with this man for half a year, he still felt beautiful!
"Princess?"
"Oh, it's okay, I just want to change my face for a while and see how it goes!"
Zhuge Jingze wiped his hair casually, and looked at her with a frown, "Princess, the military is undecided, if you are absent for too long, it will make those soldiers worry." When the time comes, Huangfu Jinghao can't hold it down... ・・・”
"Cut, how is it possible, a few years have passed, and now I have only disappeared for half a year, you have to believe that people can handle it!"
"That's different, princess, you used to be in the Xia Kingdom, and everyone knew that you were living well. This time it's ...... in distress."
Chenxi waved his hand, "Don't say it, I don't plan to show up so soon, if the army's heart is shaken, isn't it just to test that those people are truly loyal to me?" ”
This too!
"Tomorrow, you go back to Xi City alone, and tell them that I asked you to go back first, and as for my whereabouts, you said you don't know."
"No, I don't worry about the princess alone!"
"What's not to worry about, or I'll just stun you and leave you?"
Forehead!
Zhuge Jingze was depressed, the princess's poison technique was too powerful, he didn't dare to try it at all, Feishuang's antidote pill, the poison against the princess, could be invalidated at any time.
Chenxi smiled proudly, and now she is more confident and casual.
The location of Princess Chiyang? There is no need for her to be conscientious and busy, for the sake of the princess in the dark, Huangfu Jinghao will definitely work hard!
They want her to pave the way for someone, so she might as well use them to pave the way for her!
"Princess—"
"Shhhhhh Rest, you go early tomorrow morning. ”
Zhuge Jingze was a little lost, this is outside Chicheng, it's been half a year, I don't know how Beitang Lianyun is doing, he knows that the princess hasn't really forgotten him!
Perhaps, when he is gone, the princess will want to meet him!
Chenxi didn't understand why he was suddenly silent, but after thinking about it, she still instructed, "After you go back, be careful, don't let Huangfu Jinghao know about that incident, just because I don't remember anything!" ”
"Okay, don't worry. ~”
"Then I'm going to sleep!"
"Gong-" Zhuge Jingze suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist, his eyes were a little sad,
Chenxi sighed softly, Zhong Shou smoothed his frowning brows, and said softly: "Jing Ze, don't always show me such an expression, I'm fine now, I don't need sympathy."
You don't need to be sad for me all the time. ”
No, he didn't sympathize with her, he felt sorry for her and worried that she would be in trouble alone......
However, he could not say these words.
Sweet words, he can't say either......
"As long as you don't do anything to hurt me in the future, you will always be an important friend with whom I can live and die!"
Zhuge Jingze opened his mouth slightly, and only spit out three words at the end of a thousand words: "I won't!" ”
"That's good."
Chenxi pulled out his hand, resolutely turned around and left his room, his heart was beating slightly, his gentle gaze occasionally made her feel that he cared about her, and even liked her!
However, after getting along for half a year, many times they are two people together. Zhuge Jingze didn't make any ambiguous moves, thoughtful and caring, all within the etiquette, as for saying that he likes her? I haven't heard of it yet
So, probably, he understood that he was not his sweetheart, and his kindness to her should only be to repay her.
Back in his room, listening to the sound of rain outside, his heart returned to calm.
Time is the best healing medicine, especially emotional wounds, just look at her, she still had heartache when she let go of Beitang Lianyun, but now, when I think of him, there is only a faint melancholy left.
It seems that he is a person he has loved, and he can live the same life when he is not around!
I believe that he is the same, without her, he is just as comfortable!
That junior sister was able to make him smile brightly at that time, and naturally, she was able to smile even brighter after she disappeared......
The anger that couldn't forgive him at the beginning also faded, they didn't have any agreement, and it was also his freedom for Beitang Lianyun to be good with other women.
Discomfort can also be ignored!
So, is love an ethereal thing?
When Zhuge Jingze got up early the next morning, Chenxi had already left first, and this time when she came back, in order to observe and investigate some things, she deliberately used poison to change her hair color, turning into ordinary people's black, as for those eyes, she wore a draping veil hat, which was enough to cover her features.
Zhuge Jingze looked at the direction where she disappeared, in fact, he heard the movement when she came together, but he didn't want to stop her. Although he would also be worried, he was willing to go back to the princess's mansion first according to her plan.
Princess, please protect yourselves and come back safely as soon as possible.
With a deep sigh, he also bought a horse and left.
Chenxi walked into Akagi, and after hesitating for a while, he still came to the gate of the Beitang Lianyun's courtyard.
It sounded quiet inside, and she stood for a few moments before she heard voices coming from inside.
"Childe, don't struggle, Lan Gongzi also didn't let you go to Liuyun Cliff to find Princess Chiyang for your own good, besides, it's been ...... for half a year."
"Shut up!"
There was a clang, and there was a sound of porcelain breaking from inside, which was the angry and helpless roar of Beitang Lianyun.
Chenxi's heart moved slightly, and she flew over the courtyard wall and approached the place where the sound came from.
Walking to the gate of a vaulted courtyard, Chenxi saw a familiar figure in the corridor, but the face was much thinner, even a little raunchy, and the beard had grown, and the eyes that had been evil were now gloomy.
Who is this look for?
Still in a wheelchair? What's going on?
"Fang Nan, you really won't give me the antidote?"
Fang Nan had a bitter face, "Childe, it's not that I won't give it?" He only comes once a month to lighten the properties of the medicine, don't you know? ”
Suddenly, Beitang Lianyun raised his eyes to look at the direction where Chenxi was, and a strange color flashed in his dim eyes!
Chenxi was slightly touched by his surprise and expectant and somewhat uncertain gaze, slightly touched a string in the deepest part of his heart, sighed lightly, and walked forward to meet his gaze.
Fang Nanzheng was wondering why Beitang Lianyun didn't cast a lot, and when he looked back, he suddenly fell unconscious to the ground.
"Chenxi—is that you?" Beitang Lianyun looked excitedly at the woman with the draped veil hat in front of her, this figure, as if it was Chenxi, was she back?
Chenxi walked over slowly, looked him up and down, and sneered for a long time: "What is Beitang Gongzi doing?" If you want to die or live, but for whom? ”
"Chenxi, it's really you!"
"Isn't it?"
"It must be, I will never be wrong about your voice!" Beitang Lianyun stretched out his hand to grab her, but because of his weakness, the whole person fell to the ground.
Chen Xixiu's eyebrows furrowed more and more tightly, took two steps forward, squatted down, and reached out to check the pulse, "Are you hit by soft tendons?" ”
"I-Senior Brother gave it to me, and he didn't want me to go to Liuyun Cliff to find you-you."
Chenxi let go of her hand, "What are you looking for me to do?" Do I need you to worry about it? ”
"Morning and evening, I ......"
"Don't make a reluctant look of what you give up, that will only make me look down on you, or is it that men are like that, obviously hurting each other, but also putting on a posture that I don't want to hurt to win sympathy and forgiveness?"
No, no, he's not trying to win sympathy! He just wants her alive, let her live!
"You don't have to go to Liuyun Cliff, if you go, it may be a dead end. I don't need you to look for it, but don't tell anyone I'm back. ”
"Morning and evening—"
Beitang Lian Yun sat up embarrassed and looked up at her, but he couldn't see her face, "Can you, let me look at you again?" ”
Chenxi felt uncomfortable when he looked so embarrassed, and with some annoyance, he reached out and grabbed his wrist, slowly exercised, and detoxified him in a moment, "Please go and freshen up, I don't like to see you like this!" ”
Forehead!
Beitang Lianyun grabbed her hand tightly, "Let me see you!" ”
Chenxi stretched out her hand to lift half of the drape, and looked at him coldly, "How is it?" I haven't seen you for half a year, who is embarrassed compared to you and me? ”
Beitang Lianyun didn't answer her, but suddenly hugged her tightly, ・・・・・・ tightly, and muttered to himself: "You're still alive...... Really alive......"