Chapter 16: The Voice of a Black-bellied Man

Li Haonan was like a beast imprisoning his prey, gnawing at her without pity. Her vest rubbed against the cold, silky 'bed' cover, and she could only keep her eyes open in hurt, and all she could resist was tears of indignation.

His palms were stained with her warm tears, and he hated to increase his strength, feeling the 'withdrawal' of her consciousness, and this wordless indifference made him even more mad, even if he died, he would have to entangle with her to the end.

He wantonly left scars on her body, and she did not move, like a senseless puppet, until the last pain finally made her palpitate. With a movement, she screwed the sheets, but she didn't make a sound. He had never been so angry, only to hurt her with more force, in a more brutal way.

I don't know how long it took, Gu Xiaobei woke up in a daze, his whole body seemed to have been crushed by heavy stones, and every organ was clamouring dull soreness. Li Haonan fell asleep beside her, letting out a steady breathing sound.

At this time, the sky outside was already bright, and the sunlight 'shone' in through the cracks in the curtains, and there were countless fluttering and swirling golden 'color' dust inside, like a lamppost on the stage.

Under the subtle light, she saw the bruises all over her body, as well as the 'kiss' marks and tooth marks everywhere, smelling the smell left by Li Haonan on her body, and the smell of tobacco with a wisp of mint, she felt a feeling of nausea.

She struggled to get up, her lower body ached as if it were torn, and she struggled into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and washed herself.

Gu Xiaobei's tears fell in strings, she covered her face and cried silently, and the choking sound of crying was blocked, and she couldn't even breathe.

She had long known that the happiness of these days was unreal, and now, even this unreality was gone, and it had become a dream. It's like a child who has just tasted the sweetness of sugar, but it is only a moment before it is taken away alive.

Her lifelong wish is just to live with He Zijun and live an ordinary life.

But she met Li Haonan, the evil star of fate, and in this life, she was already destined to be a painful and desolate life.

Gu Xiaobei was completely placed under house arrest by Li Haonan in the villa this time, and her scope of activities was limited to the villa, and she couldn't take a step. She also thought about escaping, but after carefully observing the villa, she found that there was a big 'gate', and there was no way out. There are even a number of military police dogs in the corner, which are not inferior to the White House guards on TV.

The servants may have been instructed by Li Haonan that no one would talk much to her, even Mama Li avoided her, and they stared at her cautiously while doing things, as if they were afraid that she would seize the 'door' and run away at any time, looking at the cautious and curious in her eyes.

Her phone was confiscated by Li Haonan, and the network was also cut off by Li Haonan, and all tools to contact the outside world were naturally terminated. Wu Chuang and Chen Shuang did not appear once. She was worried that her escape had affected Wu Chuang and Chen Shuang, but she didn't dare to ask Li Haonan about their situation.

Gu Xiaobei's 'spirit' is surprisingly poor these days, when he is fine, he just leans on the 'bed' board and looks out the window, the sky outside is blue, it turns out that the happiest thing in this world is the little birds, they can live freely and fly freely.

And his wings were ruthlessly broken by Li Haonan and were imprisoned in this dark cage.

She knew that Li Haonan hated her and was taking revenge on her, and he pushed her into the abyss from which she could never recover, while he watched coldly.

She knew that she couldn't fight him, she couldn't resist, she now accepted her fate and could accept this life. But now she only wants to get news from He Zijun, she doesn't want to believe that what Li Haonan said is true, and she is even more afraid to confirm that everything is true!

She only thinks that He Zijun is still alive now, and her only hope in this world is that he is still alive!

Li Hao pushed the 'door' in the south, and saw Gu Xiao lying on the 'bed' on the north side and falling asleep, her hair was messy, her face was pale, and there were faint tears flowing down her white cheeks, and her thin face was so pitiful.

After coming back this time, Gu Xiaobei's 'spirit' was very bad, and the quality of sleep was also surprisingly poor, and every night, he would wake up in nightmares several times, and his expression was in a trance.

At first, Li Haonan just thought that she was frightened when she fell off the cliff, and she would be fine in a few days.

Every night when she was asleep, he would come to her side, lie down next to her very lightly, stretch out his arms, gently 'touch' her head, let her lie in the crook of his arm, 'touch' her gradually thin cheeks, and feel distressed for a while.

Gu Xiaobei didn't sleep well, always frowning painfully, tossing and turning in the confusion of 'confusion' and 'confusion', sometimes even waving his hands 'chaotically', looking terrified, and crying bitterly: "No, don't ...... Don't, you go away......"

Li Haonan would wake up in time every time, and saw that the villain in his arms was still with his eyes closed, but two crystal tears flowed out of the corners of his eyes, and he choked slightly. He patted her on the back, but he didn't dare to coax her, because he knew that the person Gu Xiaobei was afraid of in his dream was himself.

Gu Xiaobei was lying in his arms, and under his comfort, he would continue to sleep, but a few fingers unconsciously grabbed his hand and clutched it tightly. He held her hand instead, and she was just like when she was pregnant, and she had developed a habit of always holding on to him in her sleep, like a child grabbing the corner of her mother's clothes, for fear of getting lost.

Every time Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei like this, his heart would instantly surge with infinite melancholy and sorrow, and a little joy and relief, she was so afraid of herself, and she was so attached to herself, and her appearance at this time was so similar to her early pregnancy.

If their children could have been born safely, if they hadn't become like this?

He lovingly leaned his face against the top of her head and rubbed it, only sighed softly, and hugged her harder, harder.

He actually likes to fall asleep with Gu Xiaobei's soft little body in his arms every night, and he had this feeling when she was pregnant.

It's just that at that time, he didn't dare to move too much, for fear of hurting the child in her belly, and then her belly was big, and the child was between them.

And now Gu Xiaobei is well-behaved and docile in his sleep, which is compatible with his body. Because of the nightmare, because of the weakness, because he was familiar with his own embrace, he found that every night when he slept on the 'bed' and took her into his arms, she would naturally approach him, and then stick to his 'chest', as if he was desperately seeking a little warmth, otherwise he would not be able to sleep.

He likes Gu Xiaobei's whole person lying in his arms softly, looking at the delicate and beautiful ketone body in his arms, like a little baby carved in pink 'jade'. His eyes were full of pity, his heart was full of sadness and self-blame, and he gently stroked Gu Xiaobei's back with his warm hand.

At first, his feelings were because he was curious about this 'girl' whose behavior did not match the investigation, so he inevitably observed and studied, and he inevitably fell into the pit of this 'girl' child.

He didn't know how deep he had fallen at that time, he just felt that he was playing with this 'girl', he teased her, but he also teased himself.

Who left him this kind of 'sexual' personality, and even what he thought in his heart had to be overturned, and in order to escape, he found a justifiable reason to bully her and possess her. Even naïve as a little boy, he would rather bully her and insult her than admit his feelings. I don't want to admit that the feelings in my heart really have a sense of crisis, maybe it has been stinging in the depths of my soul for a long time.

I thought I was very free and easy, I thought I didn't care about her at all, but it wasn't, he couldn't be free and easy. No matter how he escaped, he couldn't escape his heart, and when he knew that she loved that dazzling man, when he saw her smile brightly for another man, he knew that he was finished, and from now on, everything was over.

It's all my own fault! He didn't see through his heart at the beginning, and used the most unbearable means to get her, as if he saw himself step by step into a trap that he had dug himself.

How good it would be if we could erase those bad pasts with one stroke?

Li Haonan stared at Gu Xiaobei in his sleep, and couldn't help but sigh that fate was really wonderful. Who would have thought that he would be so obsessed with a young girl and be fascinated?

Gu Xiaobei was 'confused' and 'confused' every night, and she only felt that in her sleep, there were warm hands to comfort her, and a generous embrace to protect her tightly...... But she was so tired that she couldn't open her eyes.

Gu Xiaobei's nightmare situation lasted for more than half a month, and it did not get better as Li Haonan expected, but became more and more serious, Situ Jie said that Gu Xiaobei was sick like this, and it was extremely depleting to her body.

Of course Li Haonan knew, because almost every time he saw Gu Xiaobei, he felt that she had lost a lot of weight, and now on his palm-sized face, there was only a pair of big sunken eyes left, which made people sad to look at.

Situ Jie arranged for many relevant experts and psychologists to see Gu Xiaobei, but the results were all nervous disorders caused by her overthinking. The doctor prescribed Gu Xiaobei a large number of 'medicines' to calm her nerves and help her sleep, but they all had no effect, and the only thing that could make her fall into a deep sleep was the use of tranquilizers.

Li Haonan learned from Situ Jie that if the tranquilizer was used more often, Gu Xiaobei would slowly become a fool, so he couldn't continue to use it for her. He knows that heart disease still needs heart 'medicine'.

He slept next to Gu Xiaobei every day, and clearly knew what Gu Xiaobei's heart disease was, she would call He Zijun's name in her sleep every day, he lay on the side and listened, like someone with a knife, stabbing him in the heart one by one. He had always known that her heart belonged, but it was more painful to be shouted out by her in her dreams like this.

How many times did he sit up, looking straight at Gu Xiaobei who was tormented in his sleep, he really wanted to reach out and strangle her, so that he could be a hundred, and he would no longer have to worry about his stomach, suffer from gains and losses, and never again tear his heart and lungs, break his liver and intestines, and suffer piecemeal.

But he was reluctant, he could only stare at her sleeping face greedily, and he was reluctant to even kiss her, he was afraid that he would wake up the little angel who had finally fallen asleep and disturb her good dreams.