Chapter 983: I miss you so much
"It's not that I believe it, I'm scared, what you said is too scary. ”
Old Man Lin said with a smile: "In fact, the most terrifying thing is not the demons and monsters, but the most terrifying thing is the human heart." ”
"People's hearts?"
I nodded, and I felt very right in my heart, Old Man Lin smiled and said, "Actually, your little girlfriend looks kind, and she is indeed a kind person." But the kind of thinking in her heart is definitely in contrast to her, and this kind of person's personality is very extreme. ”
"You mean Nangong Siqi?"
I asked in a whisper, Old Man Lin smiled and nodded, this little old man looked mysterious, touched his beard with his hand while talking, several girls sat on the edge of the bed and chatted first, I pulled Old Man Lin out of the way.
The air outside is good, especially the moon is relatively bright, although it is not too round, but it is still relatively round.
Old Man Lin took a small bench and sat down, and the monkey and I also took a small bench to sit next to him, I have to say that this kind of warm feeling is rare.
In fact, listen to the old man tell some philosophies and stories. is still a great inspiration for life, and Mr. Lin lit a cigarette pouch pot. I took a few puffs and swallowed the clouds. He smiled and said: "I have experienced too many things in my life, so I have a deep understanding, people have to pursue in this life, in fact, money, power and status, these things are floating clouds, when you have nothing, when you lose all your talents, when you are no longer looking, when you even have a problem walking, the person who accompanies you through your life to the end will give you happiness and happiness, in fact, the saddest thing for people is to live lonely and lonely." ”ёǐ.сОМ
"You can see that you are very energetic now, and it is completely different from when I first met you. Now you're cunning. ”
The monkey held his chin in both hands, widened his eyes, and smirked. Old man Lin smiled and said: "This is not cunning, but wisdom, let me tell you this, I was to scare you, in fact, mine can see a rough idea, but looking at the face and palmistry are not too accurate, but the batch of eight characters is definitely the most accurate, at that time we were not familiar with each other, so I can only scare you in the way, let you help me, this is not your little girlfriend was scared by me, in fact, scaring people is also a kind of ability, regardless of the black cat or white cat, catch the old? A cat is a good cat. ”
"You're right, these years are actually bragging and scaring people, it is also great to be able to use it well, many self-made people are scaring people and bragging, saying how much money they have, so that they can pull over the funds, with their own is not really a rich person, no one can stare at the money every day."
I think these small truths, in fact, contain great wisdom, only the person who comprehends, can create a legend, Watt saw the kettle open, no one else thinks, and he studied steam, Newton found that the apple fell to the ground, but Newton who found the apple fell to the ground is definitely not the first.
"What do you think young man, do you think I don't speak like an old man, in fact, my current mentality is very young, I see you frowning every day, it must be emotionally unsmooth, you have encountered setbacks in your career, I can tell you not much, but it is still helpful to you, women are used to hurt, as long as you are good to her, sooner or later she will come back, you don't have to be together every day, as long as you have the opportunity to perform, you have to say it in your heart, hiding it in your heart is not much different from being stupid, If you want the other party to give up something for you, you have to brainwash, in fact, in my opinion, there is no difference between love and brainwashing in essence, just like smart and cunning, using it on others is cunning, using it on yourself is smart, from these words you can find out how selfish people are. ”
I raised my head and looked at Old Man Lin with a wry smile and said, "I feel that I have been brainwashed by you now." ”
"Oh, what changes in my mind after I feel brainwashed?"
Old Man Lin looked at me curiously, I frowned and said, "I can't detect the change in my thinking, I just feel that my skin is getting thicker and thicker." ”
"That's right."
Old man Lin clapped his hands and nodded excitedly: "Mao urged self-recommendation, that is, to sell himself, the understanding between people starts from communication, and trust is also based on communication, so if you want to get a thing, you must communicate through communication, so thick skin can become a big thing, you see Xiang Yu is thin-skinned, he will die, if Xiang Yu's skin is thicker, make it the same as Liu Bei or Liu Bang, then the result will be completely different, find out the reason for failure from a loser, and you can make progress, What you lack now is a direction, I heard that the family you have lived in since childhood is very traditional, and it is obedient to say that it sounds good, but from the perspective of today's people, you are stupid, you have to become smart and cunning, so that you can mix like a fish in water in your relationship and career, want to live better, and change your problems. ”
"Change?"
I grabbed my hair, thoughtfully, Mr. Lin took a puff of cigarette and quietly smoked the pouch pot, got up and said: "Well, it's still not smart enough, not cunning enough, don't underestimate the liar, the liar is a person who can create happiness, happiness others are happy themselves, if this liar is not exposed, then it is not a liar, life is like a dream, a dream is like life, when the dream comes, she is still willing to walk into that dream with you, and is willing to be with you, that is the three lives of happiness." ”
I thought about it in my heart, this old man Lin, who was gradually moving away, really had great wisdom, he didn't point everything out, he just wanted me to think for myself.
The monkey looked at me smoking, and said with a smile: "Brother Feng, what does this old man mean, I didn't understand a word after talking for a long time, I always feel that this old man is very fond of pretending." ”
"I don't understand much, but it's all the philosophy of life, you can ponder it when you go back, these people who have lived most of their lives, have rich life experience, and what they say is a wise saying, after all, they have experienced a lot of things, and they know how to do it is right, how to do it is wrong, these people have a lot of regrets in their lives, but this old man is very happy, he will smile even if he dies, because the person he loves most in this world is married to him, and sometimes it may not be true love to go to bed, Sometimes true love doesn't necessarily make it to bed. ”
I held out my hand and said, "Monkey give me a cigarette." ”
The monkey took out a cigarette from his pocket and said, "Didn't you quit everything, why are you still smoking, and I wonder if I am seen by Xiaoyou and Siqi, then I will be miserable, didn't I say that I want to have children?" ”
"If you don't have a child, I want to smoke a cigarette now."
The monkey gave me the cigarette, I lit the fire and smoked, the cigarette was filled, the smell of smoke was all over my mouth, the feeling I had not felt for a long time was not very excited, I felt that I didn't want to smoke anymore.
"Ahem, cough, cough"
I spit out the cigarette at once, I hadn't smoked for a long time, I was really not used to it, and the monkey laughed when he saw this.
"Brother Feng, you still don't smoke this cigarette, in fact, I also want to quit smoking, my sister always said to me during this time, she said that smoking is not good for the body, but this thing is addictive, so I can't quit for a while, if there are not too many worries, I don't smoke this thing."
After the monkey finished speaking, he took a hard sip, and I sighed and said, "By the way, how is your sister now?" ”
"My sister graduated from college and started working, found a company, and now she is in a relationship with one of her classmates, and she is in a good mood, and the old problems have not appeared."
The monkey smiled, it seems that Wu Yanan is indeed well, and he has come from that shadow.
"My sister often says that when you are young, who hasn't loved a few bastards, it's because you're young that you make mistakes, life still has to go on, if you have been living in the past, you can't see hope and the future, because hope and the future are things in the future."
"It's true that only people with stories can tell it, and your sister is also very bitter, but this incident has also given her a new way of life, and it can be regarded as a kind of transformation, Qianqian and I don't know what the result will be, she drunk me and slept me before leaving."
After I finished speaking, my eyes were a little moist, and my heart tingled for a while, and the monkey laughed out loud.
"No, Brother Feng, she slept with you, why did you get it wrong."
The monkey smiled from ear to ear, and the smile in front of me said: "I thought she could change and have a new way of life, but she still couldn't let go of me, and in the end she still had to have a relationship with me, my feelings were very vague, but I knew that she would be unforgettable." ”
"Brother Feng, are you okay, what's wrong with you?"
The monkey didn't understand why I was crying, as if he didn't understand what the old man Lin said just now, and I didn't want to explain it to the monkey, because he couldn't understand the explanation.
"Because I feel aggrieved and uncomfortable, the monkey doesn't care about me, I want to be quiet."
I grabbed a handful of melon seeds on the table in the yard, carved melon seeds and walked out, although there was a moon, but walking in the alley was still dark, I looked ahead and felt that there was no light, and the feeling of fear gradually disappeared.
Such a scene seems to have been seen in a dream, I don't remember when I dreamed it, and walked along the village, and at this time the moon was in the middle of the sky, and the white clouds were drifting by, and the moon was obscured by black clouds.
The moon was hazy, the quiet street was empty, and I stood on this lonely street like an idiot.
"How many windows have I wandered in, how many ...... have I lived"
The mobile phone in my pocket rang, I took out my mobile phone and saw the familiar number, this number was Murong Yan's, I hesitated and connected the phone.
I put my phone to my ear and said, "You haven't slept so late?" ”
"Well, I miss you and I can't sleep, are you okay?"
"Well, that's good, I miss you so much."
As soon as I finished speaking, I heard the rapid wheezing sound in the mobile phone, as well as the low crying, Murong Yan's emotions seemed to be very excited, maybe she really loves me too, after all, I am her biological son.