As soon as I ran out of the road, I tripped over a rock-brick that had risen up on the side of the road, "Ah," I cried out and fell to the ground, knocking my knees to the ground, and the pain brought my consciousness back to me in an instant.

"Leng Leng, what's wrong with you?"

I heard Zou Zichen's voice, as if I had grabbed a straw in despair, and suddenly raised my head from the ground, and when I saw his handsome face full of worry, I cried out at once, but when I was about to throw myself into his arms, I saw the woman standing behind him, which was undoubtedly another stab in my bleeding chest.

Why, why, why?

Everybody is going to hurt me like that.

With tears in my eyes, I looked at him fixedly, and he wanted to come up and pick me up. I looked at him and shook my head slowly, and then, in pain, I got up, pushed him away, and ran. No matter how much my knee hurts, at this point I only think of a place where no one is around, and slowly lick my wounds.

I was running faster than I had before I fell. I made my way through the crowd, jumped across the street, turned into an alleyway, and then hid my face and started crying.

Suddenly, the body was hugged from behind.

I was stunned and struggled with the desire to "let go of me." ”

"Don't be afraid of me," Zou Zichen gasped, his hands firmly imprisoned me in his arms, "Don't be afraid," he shook my body lightly, holding me tightly.

I burst into tears, sobbing and scolding, "You are all liars...... It's all liars. ”

"What the hell is going on?." Zou Zichen's voice was worried like never before, "Tell me, well, everything has me!" ”

I shook my head and cried wordlessly.

Now I only have tears in my eyes to splurge on. But why, I still have so many tears.

Is this day my day of crying?

"Well, don't cry. Tell me what's going on? He whispered reassurance in my ear.

I didn't want to say anything, I just felt like I was a joke. My beloved father...... But not my father. Now hold my man, I love him so much...... He is someone else's fiancé, what else belongs to me in this world?

It turns out that I have always been superfluous.

I cried until I fainted, and I couldn't get rid of the sadness in my heart.

When I woke up, I was half-lying in Zou Zichen's car, he was sitting sideways in the driver's seat, looking at me in a daze, his eyes were deep and misty, and when he saw me wake up, he was in a trance.

"Wake up," he reached out to touch my cheek, and I tilted my head slightly away and whispered, "Thank you." ”

Zou Zichen's eyes jumped, and a trace of loneliness flashed.

I sat up straight and looked at him quietly, suddenly having a decision in my mind. I don't want to live such a miserable life, I don't owe anyone anything, I don't have to compromise like this.

I said sincerely: "Actually, you and Ouyang Xue are really compatible, and I can see that she loves you very much, I bless you." As the words fell, I hung my head.

He lifted him up and forced me to look at him.

There was anger in his eyes, his jaw tightened, his lips pursed into blades, and his face was grim, "Tell me, what happened?" ”

At this point, I was unusually calm, calm and weird. I shook my head gently at him, "It's okay, I'm just tired." ”

Zou Zichen looked at me and took a deep breath, turned his head to look ahead, his expression was gloomy and terrifying.

"Thank you for sending me back." I pushed the door open and got out of the car without any nostalgia. I didn't look back, I went straight into the corridor and got on the elevator. The moment the elevator closed, I hung my hand weakly and leaned aside.

Back in my apartment, I lay on my back on my bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze. The scenes from my childhood are jumping in my head, and they are all beautiful pictures...... I still can't believe it?

Outside the window, twilight is falling.

I was still lying motionless, as if I were dead, breathing except through my nose, and I didn't see any life at all.

In the middle of the night, I woke up from freezing. got up and went to close the window, and inexplicably glanced downstairs, and saw the black Aston. Martin was also parked downstairs. My tears welled up again in an instant.

Maybe it's hard to leave, but I have to try, even if I can never forget it, it's also a good memory in my heart, nothing to lose, but if I can forget, then at least I still have hope of being born again.

I closed the windows and closed the curtains. When I walked to the bathroom and saw myself in the mirror, my eyes were swollen and terrible, I looked down on myself a little, and pointed to myself in the mirror, "Lin Tong, today you have cried all the tears of this life, and you are not allowed to shed a drop in the future." ”

After washing, I was a little hungry, but I didn't have any appetite at all, poured a glass of water, and I went back to bed to fix the corpse.

Another sleepless night.

The next morning, I got up and simply packed up a few changes of clothes, and I wanted to find a place to be quiet.

Before going out, I called Guo Jingshu and told him that I couldn't go to the annual meeting, and that everything would be arranged by the public relations department.

When I went downstairs, the car was long gone, in fact, he left in the middle of the night, and I watched his car go, so I got up and turned on the lights to study the route.

I didn't say anything, just like this quietly left Rongcheng, I need to recuperate, whether it is physical or mental, I need to find a place to heal myself, whether I escape, whether I am cowardly, I am so incompetent.

Only by giving yourself a chance to breathe in your breath can you have the strength to continue walking.

I took the first flight to Sanya, my phone was turned off the whole time, I didn't want to be disturbed by anyone, I just wanted to stay alone for a few days, this is my way to heal my wounds, and the only way to heal myself.

In January, the temperature in Sanya is still very warm, 256 degrees a day, very comfortable, but you can't go to the sea, and it's still a little cold to go to the sea.

I spent five days in Sanya blowing the sea breeze, from initial grief to numbness to indifference. In the end, I accepted the reality, and at the same time realized a truth, that is, there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome, there is no pain that cannot be forgotten, and there is nothing worth it to be afraid of.

I don't think I would have been able to hold on to it if I hadn't had a strong heart. Sometimes I really admire myself for having Forrest Gump's mind.

On the day I returned to Beijing, it rained heavily in Hainan, and the plane was delayed for an hour, and it was already more than 2 o'clock in the afternoon when I arrived in Beijing.

While waiting for the taxi, the two men in front of me were chatting. Suddenly, one of them exclaimed: "Oh my God, Taiya Pharmaceutical has such a history?" ”

"This kind of bloody thing, how can it be like acting in a TV series." The two men in front of me looked at their phones and chatted and laughed.

I vaguely heard the four words of Taiya Pharmaceutical, and I couldn't help but listen.

"It's not unusual to kill for money."

"Some time ago, wasn't it still over-the-top by explosives, so it can be seen that this chairman is not a good thing."

Hearing this, I was a little uneasy, I took out the phone from the bag, but I couldn't turn it on, I didn't turn it on for several days, I didn't charge it, it is estimated that it is in a state of death, how will this turn on the machine.

Belch...... I didn't check it in the morning, and I threw my phone back in my bag in frustration.

"Excuse me," I patted the man in front of me, who turned to look at me in surprise.

"I'm sorry, did you just talk about Lin Feng, chairman of Yatai Pharmaceutical?"

The man was slightly stunned for a moment, and nodded, "There is a news on the Internet that he killed his former owner Ye Zhengsheng and occupied Yatai by despicable means. ”

"That's an employee of Yatai, I'm ...... The phone is out of battery, can you lend it to me. "My teeth chattered a little as I spoke.

Seeing my frightened face, the man hesitated and handed the phone to me, slid the screensaver, and a web page appeared, with the headline "Lin Feng, chairman of Yatai Pharmaceutical, murdered the former owner" I bit my lip tightly and didn't let myself exclaim. There are dense words underneath, and I can't read it at all. There was a mess in my head.

"Eh, I don't know if this kind of news is true or not, you don't need to care too much, your company can't be so big." Seeing that my face was not good, the man smiled and said with relief.

"Thanks," I said, giving him my phone back.

I went straight to the hospital from the airport, whether he was my biological father or not, he was a father who had raised me for more than 20 years, and had given me a fatherly love that no one could replace, making my childhood life carefree and enviable.

I'm like that, I want to ignore it, but I can't let it go.

People who are in love are tired, right?

By the time I arrived at the hospital, it was past three o'clock. I went straight to the inpatient unit to the intensive care unit, and as soon as I got out of the elevator, I saw two stout men standing in the hallway, standing in front of my father's ward. It looks like plainclothes, but it's so difficult that the police start investigating his father based on the news?

I frowned, I didn't know what had happened in the few days I had been gone.