Chapter 386: What If

"How much misunderstanding can a love withstand

Survive the snowy winter

How deep the implication can be torn apart by one sentence

It's farther away than a stranger

The first love is more like a flame

The more zuihou will be extinguished by the wind

Sometimes the truth is too sharp

Some people have no choice but to tell lies

What can I do if time goes by

Find what you didn't say but wanted

If I don't let go of you years later

Will blame me for hating me or touched

If it is the emptiest pain"

When she was a child, she was alone in the nanny car, Kim Taeyeon wore headphones, listened to the song she had just downloaded on the Internet, looked out the window, and was silently distracted.

The agent looked at Kim Taeyeon in the rearview mirror, was silent for a while, and suddenly spoke: "Taeyeon." ”

Kim Taeyeon didn't respond, and the agent paused for a moment before speaking again: "Taeyeon." ”

Kim Taeyeon paused, subconsciously turned around, took off her headphones and looked at the agent: "Oppa, you call me?" ”

The agent nodded: "Do you need me to come forward and react to the company?" ”

Kim Taeyeon wondered: "What's the reaction?" ”

The agent looked at Kim Taeyeon in the rearview mirror and said calmly: "The company is rumored now, which is an open secret." Haewoo Xi's elder brother, Director Moon Seung-woo is about to quit S.M. The right to operate the short time will also be returned to President Kim and Director Lee so-man. If there is any inconvenience for you to be pestered by Hyun Youxi, and you don't want to be perfunctory, I can find a way to communicate with President Kim and Director Li Xiuman. ”

Kim Taeyeon bowed her head silently, and looked at the agent with the corners of her mouth pulled up in a half-loud voice: "oppa." ”

The agent answered, Kim Taeyeon looked at him and said softly: "How long have you been in the company?" ”

Although the agent was surprised that she asked, he also replied: "Three months, what's wrong?" ”

Kim Taeyeon was silent for a while, and said with a smile: "I can handle it myself." xiexieoppa。 ”

The agent frowned: "Do you think I came for a short time and don't trust me?" ”

Separate brokers. Strictly speaking, they are not brokers, they are just job titles, but they are more like assistants. There is only one real broker, who is known as the general broker or the head of the office, the head of the department, and the like. When he was young, his agent was Park Ju-young.

Kim Taeyeon shook her head slightly: "Don't get me wrong, I really care." ”

Looking at the song "God's Jealousy" by Lee Seung-chul that was still playing on the mobile phone screen, Kim Taeyeon said softly: "Some things are not as ...... as you think"

Looking up at the agent, Kim Taeyeon smiled: "And even if that's the case, you react to the company...... Nor will they have anything to deal with. ”

The agent was stunned, but he was not brainless. Although I don't know what Kim Taeyeon's weird attitude means. But the agent also nodded and didn't say anything more. Only wait for it to be clear later, and then choose what not to say, what not to do.

However, it is also a good way to change the subject, and it is not what it used to be. is young but is already a top girl group in the Korean music industry. He was only three months into S.M and was assigned to the agent who worked as an assistant next to him when he was young, so he was naturally lucky. How many newcomers are recruited, he is the only one who has such a good errand, of course he will cherish it.

"What song do you listen to? Then get into the gods. Called you twice...... Let's listen to it. ”

The agent smiled and asked Kim Taeyeon.

Kim Taeyeon was stunned for a moment and smiled casually: "It's an old song, I'm afraid OPPA won't like it." ”

The agent shook his head: "I'm much older than you." You can listen to it, how could I not accept it...... As long as it's not Moon Hee-joon's rock. ”

With a poof, Kim Tae-yeon laughed. After the Hot member flies solo, he doesn't mention anyone else. Moon Hee-joon's own musical line has gradually deviated. The kind of alternative rock that is difficult to accept cannot but be said to be music and art.

It's just that there are too few people who can accept it, and there are many people who can't even accept the swearing. The agent can joke casually. I think I must like to listen to songs. At least you can be an agent for an artist in an entertainment company, how can you not know anything?

Rubbing the phone, Kim Tae-yeon slowly pulled out the headphones. Naturally, the music resounded in the car. The agent smiled casually and said that it was this song. Kim Taeyeon didn't care, she just turned up the volume to the loudest and listened to the song while looking out and was silent.

"A man has to see how many times love withered

is willing to hibernate in loneliness

The first love is more like a flame

The more zuihou will be extinguished by the wind

Sometimes the truth is too sharp

Some people have no choice but to tell lies

What can I do if time goes by

Find what you didn't say but wanted

If I don't let go of you years later

Will blame me for hating me or touched

If it is the emptiest pain"

Wen Yanyou's nanny car also played this song. But it's not Wen Yangyou's own mobile phone, but Li Fengdong's. Flashback, little by little, through the narration of various people, Moon Yee-woo learns all the memories that disappeared after he was drunk last night.

The original source was found in Zuihou.

It was because of this old song that he began to get drunk from a self-controlled self-control who never drank and would never let himself get drunk, and began to get drunk into that virtuous look.

(The song of the letter orchestra is really good.) But it was only when I wrote about Korean entertainment that I found out that almost all of his famous songs were covers of Korea. For example, "Love When You Die", the cover is Park Wankui's "Millennium Love". "Sea and Sky", a cover of WAX "Reasons to Leave Me". "Leaving Song", a cover of Kim Modeling's "but.im.sorry". plus this song "What If", the cover is Lee Seung-chul's "God's Jealousy". It's all good songs, but after all, it's Korean entertainment, since it's a cover of someone's song, everything respects history. It is mainly based on the Korean original. )

"I started drinking after singing this song?"

Wen Yanyou suddenly looked at Li Fengdong and asked.

Li Fengdong was stunned for a moment, looked at the rearview mirror and nodded: "I also drank at the beginning, but after singing this song, they clapped their hands in unison and praised you for singing well, but you have been drinking non-stop since then...... Until drunk. ”

Wen Yanyou pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, but did not speak again.

But Li Fengdong paused for a while and looked at Wen Yanyou tentatively: "This song ...... Did you have something on your mind? ”

It stands to reason that Li Fengdong will not ask. But because I followed Wen Yanyou, I understood his character. He never cares what people ask him, because he doesn't care what he can say, and he can tell you casually. And if you don't want to say it, it's useless for you to ask.

Wen Xiyou paused for a moment and looked up at Li Fengdong: "I didn't like singing from the beginning. But then I liked it, and I still like to create, do you know weishenme? ”

Li Fengdong shook his head: "I don't know...... But you don't necessarily need a reason. ”

Wen Yanyou nodded: "Not necessarily needed, but I have it." ”

Wen Yanyou leaned back in his chair and looked ahead: "I always feel that songs are singing what they want to say, and what they care about is often not the superficial melody and the lyrics of the escort. So when the song resonates with you, you're really going to get into it. Even if the five tones are incomplete, they can still move people. ”

Exhaled, Wen Yanyou spoke: "It's just that there can't be a song after all, it's exactly the same as your heart." Later, I began to like to create my own works. ”

Li Fengdong nodded, and after a while, he looked at Wen Yanyou with a strange expression: "Then this song "God's Jealousy" ...... Is it close to your heart? ”

Wen Yanyou was silent, and after a while, he raised his head and spoke: "It should be everyone's mind." ”

Leaning over to look at Li Fengdong, Wen Yangyou asked: "Haven't you thought about it by accident, if you choose another way, is it the time when the ending is different now?" ”

Li Fengdong thought for a while and nodded casually: "I thought about it when I was your agent." If I hadn't accosted Minister Lee Eun-gyu at the club, I probably wouldn't know what I'm doing today. ”

Wen Yanyou smiled: "Yes." So after singing this song, with a lot of assumptions, I drank the wine one by one, and Zuihou got drunk. ”

Li Fengdong chuckled: "If you do it all over again, you will sing this song last night, and then get drunk and ......"

Li Fengdong didn't continue, Wen Yanyou touched his nose and waved his hand casually: "If it itself is meaningless." How can I be given a chance to do it all over again? ”

Li Fengdong nodded: "So in fact, if it's not the point, the point is not to make the most correct choice, and don't let yourself regret it." ”

Wen Yanyou shook his head: "Which is the most correct choice?" You never know what will happen after you choose, and you may regret something for you. ”

Li Fengdong said casually: "What do you think you should do?" ”

Wen Yangyou was silent for a while, and then spoke softly: "I can't be sure that my choice is right, and there is no if." Then let yourself make the decision...... It will be the choice to do it all over again. ”

Li Fengdong frowned and thought about it, and suddenly smiled: "It makes sense." If you do it all over again, you don't need to do it all over again. ”

Without further ado, the car headed all the way towards the TV station. It's just that along the way, two cars driving in different directions somewhere, playing the same song, but they don't know each other. Shijie is often like that. You will never know if your current thoughts will change in the future, and you don't know if you really made the choice you made in the first place, and if you really decided it again.

Life is full of unknowns, and it is the excitement of life.

The wonderful thing is that it is never smooth sailing, always accompanied by pain and growth, and finally the so-called goals and results will be obtained. However, Wen Yeyou, who just said that if he did it again, he would do it again, slowly entered SBS, and when he came to the on-site center where "Strong Heart" was recorded and saw the guests and MC, that thought was left behind.

He intuitively wants to avoid, and since he avoids, where can he have such momentum again? But in the end, he has to face it, Wen Yanyou sometimes feels that life is full of helplessness, which is also the reason why he hates dog blood the most.

The eleventh update. Sika Rough Card.

If I don't let go of you years later

Will blame me for hating me or moved (to be continued......)