"No need." Shen Tingchen has not accepted the fact that he has lost his sight too much, nor has he thought about how he will live in the future.

But no matter what, even if his eyes can't see in the future, then he doesn't need Lu Ze to take care of himself.

Not to mention that Mrs. Shen will take care of herself at home, and it is okay to ask a few nurses to take care of herself at home.

"Shen Tingchen, I beg you to be okay." Lu Ze knew that Shen Tingchen would refuse, but she would not leave him this time no matter what, "Let me take care of you, once your eyes are better, or she comes back, I will leave." ”

"There's no point in you doing that." Shen Tingchen's emotions gradually calmed down again, since Shen Tingchen experienced too many setbacks.

Experienced stacks of setbacks, on the other hand.

also made Shen Tingchen grow up quickly, making him realize that in this world, nothing or anyone should revolve around him.

Everyone has their own ideas and trade-offs.

Shen Tingchen didn't want to delay Lu Ze, Lu Ze's life still had a long way to go, and he shouldn't stay for himself.

"No need." He still refused so calmly, and the thoughts in his heart did not intend to tell her.

It's good to express yourself simply and clearly.

Ke Luze is also a stubborn person, and at a certain point, the two of them are still somewhat similar.

She also expressed her attitude again, she sucked her somewhat blocked nose, "Don't worry, I will never have any thoughts about you being male and female, I just think that the way you are now, it is because I forced Bai Ruoyi away that it will cause you to be like this." So I have an obligation to take care of you, otherwise I will blame myself for the rest of my life. ”

Shen Tingchen shook his head, he said that Bai Ruoyi's disappearance had nothing to do with Lu Ze, and he didn't need Lu Ze's self-blame and redemption.

"No need to ......"

"Please! Please, how are you! Lu Ze cried uncontrollably, and emotionally interrupted Shen Tingchen's third refusal, "Let me take care of you!" ”

"Enough!" No matter how Shen Tingchen changed his sex, he didn't want to talk to Lu Ze anymore, "I said, you don't owe me anything, you don't need to take care of me, you just go and live your own life and do what you want to do." ”

As a friend of Lu Ze, although Shen Tingchen has never liked Lu Ze, he does regard her as a friend. He hopes that Lu Ze can live well and do what he wants.

There is no need to spend too much thought on himself, because Shen Tingchen knows that he can't give her anything.

"All I want to do is take care of you!" Lu Ze couldn't cry anymore, and kept sniffling as he spoke, "The life I want is to be by your side." ”

At this time, there is a slightly more normal man. After his own successive failures, he learned that he was blind in both eyes, a long-time female friend, and a woman with excellent ability and good looks. A man will be a little shaken, because at this time, what he needs most is comfort and love.

But Shen Tingchen has never been a normal person, he is different from ordinary people.

His attitude was still very clear, and he was still very tough, "Lu Ze, you are an excellent person, don't let yourself become so humble, let's go, leave me." ”

Lu Ze cried and shook her head, tears flying through her nose, "No...... I don't want it, Shen Tingchen, I can't leave ...... at this time now."

"Don't you understand?" Shen Tingchen interrupted her, "I mean, even if I have nothing and am blind now, I don't want to be with you. ”

When it comes to this, no one will say anything more.

And Lu Ze's heart hurt so much that she pursed the corners of her trembling lips, "You keep saying that I am an excellent person, but I am in your heart, is it so unbearable?" Even if you think you have nothing, you don't want to look at me? ”

Shen Tingchen's answer was without thinking, "Hmm." ”

The tears on Lu Ze's face were like a mockery of her, the corners of her mouth were hooked, and a self-deprecating smile appeared, which was particularly distressing.

"I'm leaving." She gave up, and she couldn't do anything about such Shen Tingchen.

Time passed like a blink of an eye, and during this period of time, Shen Tingchen was in the ward.

One is to wait for the doctor to tell him that his eyes will improve.

The second is to wait for Chen Rui and Gu Chenze to bring the news of Bai Ruoyi.

But two weeks have passed, and he has not waited for any of the two news he wanted.

It was Mrs. Shen who was waiting for her, and there was no longer a feeling of collapse in the tone in which she spoke, as if she was here to pick up her son who was sick and went home.

"Tingchen, let's go home." Mrs. Shen walked to the side of the bed and reached out to grab Shen Tingchen's hand.

Just touched Shen Tingchen's hand, which made Mrs. Shen secretly shocked in her heart. In Mrs. Shen's impression, Shen Tingchen's physique has always been warm, even in the winter, his palms are very warm.

And now that he has been lying on the hospital bed, the weather temperature is a little cold, Ye Chen will turn on the air conditioner for him.

It stands to reason that Shen Tingchen's hands should be very warm now. But when Mrs. Shen grabbed it, it was cold, as if there was no temperature.

Shen Tingchen, who was sitting on the bed, leaned back against two pillows.

He couldn't see anything, he didn't know why he was sitting up, and he didn't know where his hollow eyes would go.

Everywhere, it was pitch black.

He stood alone in the middle of the darkness for too long and for too long, so long that he had become accustomed to it.

He was accustomed to this thick darkness, and to the deathly silence in the darkness.

His heart has gradually cooled, and all the ups and downs of the world will fall on him again, and he will not have much waves.

"Okay." His thin lips had some dry skin, and he opened and closed them slightly, and spat out the word.

Mrs. Shen helped him pack up his things, and then helped Shen Tingchen out of bed.

It was the first time he had left the bed since he lost sight, and he seemed a little overwhelmed at first.

The small expression that flashed on her face was seen by Mrs. Shen, not to mention how uncomfortable it was, she helped Shen Tingchen put his shoes on his feet, and said in a tone as light as possible, "Tingchen, I'm your mother." ”

Child, I am your mother, what is uncomfortable with you, what is inconvenient to tell me. Why is there a feeling of being overwhelmed in front of me?

Shen Tingchen's movement of putting on his shoes was slightly sluggish, but he still didn't say anything.