Can't open your mouth

"Mr. Shen......" Dr. Ye is also a delicate person, how could he not hear the loss in Shen Tingchen's words. And deeply blamed himself, and told Shen Tingchen almost confidently at the beginning that Shen Tingchen's situation was so similar to the patient who had been cured.

So the chance of being cured is so great, he still remembers the situation when Shen Tingchen and Lu Ze were in his hospital room together.

Although Shen Tingchen also had a straight face like this at that time, when Dr. Ye noticed that his eyes had a great chance of healing, Shen Tingchen's face flashed with a few obvious joys.

And now the result is a failure.

Shen Tingchen's footsteps stepped forward again, and the corners of his mouth slightly hooked up a sneer.

He laughed at the anticipation he put in, but the result of the disappointment still made his heart cold. The coolness was like ice water in the depths of winter, pouring down from the top of his head, and every pore of his body absorbed the coolness.

Bai Ruoyi followed Shen Tingchen's footsteps and walked over, his amber eyes staring at Shen Tingchen's face for a moment. Although he knew that Shen Tingchen was a facial paralysis and knew that he wouldn't see too many expressions, Bai Ruoyi still hoped to see something different from his face, so that he could know how to speak to appease him.

Dr. Ye followed, tried to speak but did not speak, and finally stood at the door and watched them leave.

By the time I left the hospital gate, it was already dark outside, and even the stars were missing in the dark night.

Shen Tingchen suddenly grabbed Bai Ruoyi's arm hard without warning, Bai Ruoyi felt a tingling in her arm, and the pain quickly spread to her brain.

looked down and found that Shen Tingchen's fingers were tightly pinched into his arm.

Bai Ruoyi's mind began to replay the events of five years ago.

She remembered that Shen Tingchen actually had a somewhat awkward personality, and his spirit was much more fragile than ordinary people. But he has always been burdened a lot more than ordinary people, and the long-term pressure has forced him to disguise himself. It's terrible to suppress your true thoughts for a long time.

As for later, when Shen Tingchen was sad to the extreme, he would not cry like ordinary people, or shout and vent.

He would hold it alone and then suffocate himself, just as he had been blind five years ago.

But he will express it in front of Bai Ruoyi, although he does not talk like a normal person, to shout and vent. But he will still let Bai Ruoyi know that he is having a hard time now, such as when he jokes calmly in front of his friends and says that he is fine. Secretly, he will secretly squeeze Bai Ruoyi's palm.

Bai Ruoyi let Shen Tingchen pinch his arm hard, thinking of the pain he felt now, compared to the pain in Shen Tingchen's heart, I am afraid that it is less than one ten-thousandth.

A night breeze blew, not friendly, mixed with a deep chill. When inhaled into the respiratory tract, the coolness will freeze the trachea, and it is even more suffocating when inhaled into the lungs.

Bai Ruoyi's long hair kept fluttering with the night wind, and some strands of hair scraped onto her face, tickling.

She reached out and brushed the hair from her face, and stretched out her other hand to hug Shen Tingchen's body. But the moment that hand stretched out, Shen Tingchen seemed to hear her movements.

A cold voice with a hint of disdain sounded clearly in Bai Ruoyi's ears, "What do you want to do?" Do you think I need you to comfort me right now? ”

"I ......" Bai Ruoyi's half-stretched hand looked extremely embarrassed in the air. She knew that Shen Tingchen was obviously in need of comfort now, and the reason why he said this was just his angry words.

But in front of the people you like, no one is very confident. It was this kind of obvious and lame rhetorical question that could make Bai Ruoyi's heart waver.

made her originally want to hug Shen Tingchen hard, and disappeared completely.

"If you don't need it, forget it." Bai Ruoyi's tone was faint and there was a little loss in his mouth, and his hand that was frozen in mid-air slowly fell, drawing a shallow arc in mid-air.

"Hmph." Shen Tingchen smiled coldly, he was originally pinching Bai Ruoyi's arm, and he was getting harder and harder.

It was as if he was about to unscrew a piece of flesh off Bai Ruoyi's arm. Bai Ruoyi's whole little face wrinkled tightly in pain, swallowed a few saliva in his throat, and said in a cramped and uneasy manner for a long time, "It hurts, you make me hurt, let me go." ”

"I'm hurting you?" Shen Tingchen's voice was as cold as iron, and it was sarcastic, "Bai Ruoyi, did I make you hurt a lot?" What have you done to me in the past five years? ”

Referring to the events that have happened in the past five years, Bai Ruoyi raised his eyes and saw Shen Tingchen's hollow eyes, and his heart was like a knife.

"Yes......" Bai Ruoyi actually didn't know what he had done wrong, but when he saw Shen Tingchen like this now, his eyes became red inexplicably, and he subconsciously wanted to apologize.

Originally, Bai Ruoyi would continue to say all the thoughts about Shen Tingchen in the past five years, and the fact that Qingli was actually Shen Tingchen's child, 1510.

But now Shen Tingchen is still indulging in the desperate situation that his blindness can no longer be cured, and he doesn't care about Bai Ruoyi's voice crying at all.

The current Shen Tingchen is not only a blind man, but also a deaf man. He now stood in the midst of endless darkness, in the boundless abyss, and he could only feel despair and pain one after another.

He was so in so much pain that he had to interrupt Bai Ruoyi, "Bai Ruoyi, you know that you are a person without a heart, you know? I have such a deep affection for you, I never expected you to love me as much as I love you, but I also feel that you also love me more than others. I don't care what happened to you five years ago to leave me, but how can you turn around and marry another man? How could you possibly have your children with another man? When you were with him, did you miss me one night in the past five years? Have you ever wondered what kind of life I, Shen Tingchen, are having? ”

How could she not have thought about it! Where has she stopped thinking about Shen Tingchen one day in the past five years?

These words had already reached Bai Ruoyi's throat, and she opened her mouth slightly to speak.

Shen Tingchen's mean and hurtful words came out first, "Bai Ruoyi, your love for me really makes me feel too cheap and really makes me feel disgusting. ”

When it comes to the lips, you can't open your mouth.

If you think my love is too cheap and too disgusting, I won't love you anymore.

There have been countless opportunities, but he is unwilling to give them.