Chapter 64: Li Yilan's monologue
(¤¤Read more)
When he first saw Nangong Meining, he felt that this woman was very similar to himself. She is very proud of this woman, she is beautiful and unruly, she is unruly, and not everyone can accept this woman. At that time, Li Yilan felt that he liked this woman, and he liked Nangong Meining.
When I can't see it, I think about it occasionally, and when I see it, I feel nervous and happy. When you don't see it, you don't think about it, and you don't think about it without opinion. That liking is faint.
Later, because of some entanglements, he met Xu Yaran again. Xu Yaran is such a woman, she has no characteristics, she is always faint, and she can't be remembered by people. She doesn't look like Tu Baobao, she looks beautiful and lovely. She is not as unruly and beautiful as Nangong Meining.
She is like a clear spring, faint, fragranceless and tasteless. But after living with her for a long time, she began to dissolve into your life, into your life. Be a part of your life and never be able to do without it anymore. She's a part of your life.
At the beginning, he just liked Xu Yaran, a little more than Nangong Meining's like.
Li Yilan never thought of marrying any woman other than that woman. He is merry, he is merciful everywhere, but he never leaves love. During that period of time, he said all his life, he said love, it was all a kind of perfunctory, it was all sweet words to coax women, and women liked him and said it.
Xu Yaran also likes sweet words, in fact, she is no different from ordinary women. She will be very lazy in the winter, and she has no requirements for food. Cooked, not unpalatable, she can accept. She doesn't like to do sports, she doesn't like to go out, she doesn't like to be too close to other people. She is very confused, and she is not pursuing. She is afraid of the cold, and when she sleeps, she likes to curl up in a ball and burrow into his arms.
Look, these Li Yilan remember them clearly. You see, Xu Yaran is such a person, you don't need to deliberately remember anything at all, these things have slowly dissolved into your mind over time, penetrated into your heart, and forced you to remember everything clearly.
Li Yilan thought that he loved Tu Baobao's innocence, but he could easily push Tu Baobao into the arms of another man. And he thought that he was just a little bit like Xu Yaran, and when he was separated, he realized that his lovesickness for Xu Yaran had penetrated into his thoughts and his life.
He originally thought that it didn't matter who he married, and the elders in the family wanted him to marry that woman, so it would be better to marry that woman.
After being with Xu Yaran, Li Yilan suddenly didn't think so. He suddenly didn't want to follow the path that the elders in the family had arranged for him.
After being with Xu Yaran, Li Yilan suddenly didn't think so. He suddenly didn't want to follow the path that the elders in the family had arranged for him.
He didn't know why he had such an idea, if she wanted to live a good life according to her own wishes, she had to marry a woman with a strong identity, such as: Nangong Meining.
Later, he broke up so easily without saying anything, and separated from Xu Yaran.
When he separated from Xu Yaran, he clearly still only liked Xu Yaran, but he liked it a little more than Nangong Meining, but it was not love.
After being separated for so long, he was entangled in inch by inch lovesickness, and couldn't help but meet Xu Yaran again and again by chance, or directly.
Now he found out that after breaking up with Xu Yaran, the love that was a little more than liking had turned into love.
Is there anything more tragic in this world than this? After breaking up, I found that I was still in love with my ex-girlfriend.
Li Yilan is different from Xu Yaran's laziness, he is a very persistent person, since he has chosen this path, he will not stop by himself before this road goes dark.
Today he asked Nangong Meining to go to dinner together, and when Li Yilan arrived at the company today, Tu Baobao was sitting on the sofa in the living room with a slightly bulging belly and watching TV. It is a popular love movie a few years ago, and Li Yilan has also seen this one, so she accompanied her former girlfriend to the cinema to watch it.
Seeing Tu Baobao, Li Yilan was slightly stunned. He didn't expect that Nangong Yuhan was also at home today, he knew that when Nangong Yuhan usually went out, he would definitely tie Tu Baobao to the waistband of his trousers, and he would have to take Tu Baobao with him to rest assured, and he didn't know what else to worry about in his own home.
However, this is a matter for the two of them, and Li Yilan is not worried.
But when she saw Nangong Yuhan, Li Yilan always inevitably felt a little weak. Tu Baobao shouldn't know anything yet, and he still looks so casual. In fact, Tu Baobao was quite suspicious of Li Yilan, but after getting Xu Yaran's personal promise, she let down her guard.
"Come to Mei Ning? She's going to be fine, can you sit down for a while? Tu Baobao only glanced at Li Yilan, and her eyes fell on the TV screen again, she knew that Li Yilan was Nangong Meining's boyfriend, but she didn't treat Li Yilan as an outsider at all.
"Why didn't you go out today?" Li Yilan rubbed her hands and asked.
"I'll be out in a while, Nangong Yuhan still has something to do." Tu Baobao took the fruit on the table, took a bite and replied.
"Oh, then I'll go up to Mei Ning." Li Yilan stood up and said, although Tu Baobao looked as if he didn't know anything, Xu Yaran and Tu Baobao were best friends, and when they were with Tu Baobao, the lovesickness in their hearts was even more tormenting.
"Hmm." Tu Baobao's eyes should not blink.
Li Yilan immediately went upstairs, intending to find Nangong Meining. It was not the first time he had gone to Nangong's house, nor was it the first time he had found Nangong Meining, so he was already familiar with the road. It's just that when he was hugging, Li Yilan happened to run into Nangong Yuhan who came down from upstairs.
Nangong Yuhan wore a white shirt inside, a royal blue tie, and a blazer that he was going to wear for a while on his arm, and walked over. When she walked to Li Yilan's side, Nangong Meining suddenly stopped.
"I advise you to stop as soon as possible and figure out what you really want, so as not to end up with no money and no regret." Nangong Yuhan's eyes narrowed, and he looked at Li Yilan expressionlessly and said.
"What do you mean by that?" Li Yilan also asked expressionlessly.
"Don't you know what that means? Instead of swaying from side to side here, it's better to take things out by yourself. That one is not a good person to get along with, and when the time comes, it will not only hurt you, but also hurt the people you care about. Nangong Yu said lightly, looking like he had hills and valleys in his heart.
"Don't think you know everything, you don't have to worry about my affairs." Li Yilan's face was a little pale.
"Of course I don't care about you, what does it matter to me whether you live or die. But now one is my sister, and I'm not worried about her. The other is the baby's good friend, if something happens to her, the baby will be unhappy. If the baby is unhappy, I am not happy, so I kindly remind you. What you are doing now is opportunistic, and instead of swaying here and there, making indecisive moves, and using feelings, it is better to start from the root of the problem. The corners of Nangong Yuhan's mouth hooked, revealing a sarcastic smile and said: "You are digging your own grave now, you be careful of the woman upstairs, you use her feelings, she will not let you have a good time." ”
After speaking, Nangong Yuhan didn't look at how ugly Li Yilan's face was, what he was going to say had already been said. If Li Yilan is smarter, it will be a happy ending, if he himself wants to be obsessed, he will definitely end up with no money and no money, and he will not get anything.
Li Yilan's fists were clenched together, and Nangong Yuhan knew everything. Not only did he know about himself and Xu Yaran, but he also knew the purpose of wanting to marry Nangong Meining, and he also knew the meaning of the elders in his family, Nangong Yuhan was like a strategizing general who took everything into his own hands.
Li Yilan gritted her teeth tightly, what kind of thing is Nangong Yuhan, why should she listen to his nonsense and talk nonsense there? Fate is in his own hands, and he doesn't need others to point fingers at what he wants to do, as if he knows everything.
Whether it's for today's events to save face, or for his own plans, he must keep going. He wants to prove that Nangong Yuhan is wrong, he is not an omnipotent god, and now Li Yilan is a little annoyed and angry.
"Yilan, are you here?" Upstairs, Nangong Meining's crisp and hearty voice came from upstairs.
As soon as Li Yilan looked up, she saw Nangong Meining standing there crisply, unspeakably good-looking. The corners of Li Yilan's mouth curled, and she walked towards Nangong Meining with a smile.
Nangong Yuhan heard the voice, turned his head, and just saw Li Yilan holding Nangong Meining's hand. Nangong Yuhan sighed, maybe there was something wrong with the way he spoke, but he really hoped that Li Yilan's road could go on smoothly, but it seemed that Li Yilan didn't want to listen to him.
He has never been a nosy person, if it weren't for Xu Yaran, he wouldn't care about this matter. He never worried about Nangong Meining, she had her own means, otherwise, she wouldn't have the surname Nangong...... The people of the Nangong family will not suffer!!
Nangong Yuhan was very considerate to help Tu Baobao fasten his seat belt, and carefully avoided Tu Baobao's belly, for fear of pressing Tu Baobao's belly, making Tu Baobao and the child in his belly feel uncomfortable.