"In that case, although I am unintentional, it is a saving grace for you. How do you plan to repay your savior? Yin Ziye also followed Xu Yaran's example, half teasing and half serious answers.

The smile on Xu Yaran's face completely melted, and she said, "Well, in this case, should I let you repay me for saving my life?" ”

"Okay, as long as you don't dislike it, then I'll make a promise. Speaking of which, you are more at a loss. Xu Yaran smiled and joked with Yin Ziye. was originally very shady heart, but when she saw Yin Ziye's gentle and delicate face, all the unhappiness in Xu Yaran's heart was gone.

Her heart is very quiet at the moment, there is no emotional sadness, no Li Yilan, no children. She is just like Xu Yaran ten years ago, simple and single-minded. Without any adult thoughts, I simply like a boy, silently guard that boy without asking for anything in return, and look at him quietly.

At that time, her mentality was the best. It was also the best time in her life, and now that I think about it, it makes people miss it incomparably.

Yin Ziye suddenly put away the smile on his face and looked at Xu Yaran very seriously. Xu Yaran looked at Yin Ziye's face and chuckled in her heart. Thinking of what she just said and the joke she made, Xu Yaran suddenly became a little regretful. Isn't her joke a little too much? Yin Ziye doesn't seem to like joking very much.

Xu Yaran bit her lip and glanced at Yin Ziye with some embarrassment, thinking about whether she should apologize to Yin Ziye for the joke just now.

"I don't dislike it." Yin Ziye held the large bouquet of roses in his arms, and looked at Xu Yaran's eyes seriously and seriously. Afraid that Xu Yaran didn't hear clearly, he repeated very solemnly: "I don't dislike it." ”

Xu Yaran looked at Yin Ziye, who looked serious, with a stunned face, in a semi-demented state. She felt that the sky was now cloudy, and it was best to have a lightning rod on her head, so as not to scorch her thunder on the outside and tender on the inside when the thunder fell.

Yin Ziye just said something, Xu Yaran almost couldn't believe her ears. Yin Ziye actually said that he didn't dislike it? Don't dislike it? Don't dislike it? Don't dislike it...... Abandon...... Abandon...... These people kept hovering in Xu Yaran's mind.

Yin Ziye actually said to her so seriously that she didn't dislike it, didn't she dislike her and promised her?

If Yin Ziye's expression was not so serious, Xu Yaran would have treated this sentence as a joke. In fact, in Xu Yaran's heart, this sentence itself is a joke.

How could Yin Ziye not dislike it, she still had someone else's child in her belly at this time, and the father of this child was Li Yilan. Yin Ziye said at this moment that he didn't dislike her and promised her? She herself dislikes herself, where is she worthy of such a Yin Ziye now.

Yin Ziye is an excellent man, the most perfect man in Xu Yaran's mind. Such a perfect man should be matched with a perfect woman. Like herself, she is already a broken flower at the moment, how qualified is she to stand by Yin Ziye's side? How could she be worthy of standing by Yin Ziye's side and accepting his careful care?

Xu Yaran's heart is a little messed up now, she moved the corners of her mouth, but she didn't know how to answer.

Yin Ziye saw that Xu Yaran lowered his head and had no intention of continuing to speak, so he smiled bitterly. Yin Ziye took two steps forward, took out the roses on the bottle above the bed, and threw them into the trash can next to the bed. Insert the roses he brought today into the bottle at the bedside.

Xu Yaran heard the voice, she raised her head and saw the bouquet of roses that were thrown into the trash can by Yin Ziye. The bouquet of roses was actually still very good, and there was no sign of decay at all. Although it is not as good as the bunch in Yin Ziye's hand, it is really a pity to throw it away like this.

She had been awake for a few hours, and she hadn't noticed that there was such a big bouquet of beautiful red roses in her room from the end of the day, which really surprised Xu Yaran.

Xu Yaran stared at the bouquet of roses with some pity, with a painful look on her face.

"What? Reluctant? Yin Ziye saw Xu Yaran looking at the roses that had been thrown into the trash with a reluctant face, and asked softly.

Xu Yaran nodded immediately, she was indeed a little reluctant to those roses.

"You have to give to get something, and you should look forward. Stop being nostalgic for things from the past. This bouquet of flowers is already in the past tense. It's not worth nostalgia anymore. You only have one vase in your ward, and it's impossible to plant two bouquets of flowers at the same time. If you don't throw away yesterday's bouquet of flowers that seems to be delicate, how can today's bouquet of even more delicate flowers be placed in your hospital room? If you keep thinking about the bouquet of flowers that have been thrown away yesterday, you will not have time to appreciate the current bouquet. I'll bring another bouquet of flowers tomorrow. Today's bouquet is about to be thrown away, and when the time comes, do you have to look at this bouquet of flowers that are about to be thrown away, and you are very reluctant?

People are always like this, always greedy for the past. I always don't know how to cherish everything in front of me, and when I want to lose it, I can understand that what I haven't cherished is the most precious thing. This is a common problem for almost everyone. Yin Ziye arranged the flowers and said slowly to Xu Yaran.

Listening to Yin Ziye's gentle voice, Xu Yaran was a little absorbed in listening.

Yin Ziye's words seemed to persuade her not to be unhappy about the bouquet of flowers that were thrown away. But after thinking about it carefully, I felt that Yin Ziye's words were words. He doesn't seem to just want to say this, does he?

Xu Yaran savored what Yin Ziye said, he was using the matter of that bouquet of flowers. Tell yourself not to always think about the past, but to look forward. Otherwise, when you think about it later, you will regret it again. Did he still tell himself to cherish the people in front of him?

Xu Yaran glanced at Yin Ziye who was standing in front of him, did Yin Ziye want to tell himself that he wanted to cherish him?

If this sentence was before knowing Li Yilan, Yin Ziye told himself. I will definitely be happy to throw myself into Yin Ziye's arms. But now everything is different. She was pregnant with another child in her belly, and even if the child was knocked out, she would not be worthy of Yin Ziye.

Xu Yaran's mouth is full of astringency now, she is not happy that Yin Ziye does not dislike her, but feels very sad.

Why didn't Yin Ziye say this earlier? Now it's too late, and she and Yin Ziye are destined to have no fate. However, she is still grateful to Yin Ziye, who gave her the motivation to live when she needed help the most.

"What you said is very reasonable, and it deserves to be Mr. Yin." Xu Yaran smiled and said to Yin Ziye easily.

Now that she is not worthy of Yin Ziye, she should not have heard the meaning of Yin Ziye's words. Since Yin Ziye is talking about flowers, then she just thinks that Yin Ziye is talking about flowers. Will she be a mediocrity to herself? Maybe she thought too much, how could Yin Ziye like a broken flower and a willow.

Even the joke just now may have been teased by Yin Ziye.

Yin Ziye saw Xu Yaran's confused look, and he smiled knowingly. I didn't pick on this matter again, just as if what happened just now never happened. The two people who are exempt are very embarrassed,

Yin Ziye has always been a very gentle and considerate person, not strong at all, very gentle. Always take care of other people's feelings. Such a good man should have a good woman by his side.

"How are you feeling today?" Yin Ziye sat down on the edge of Xu Yaran's bed and asked.

Xu Yaran nodded and said, "I feel better." ”

Now that the two of them are talking about such an innocuous topic, it is enough to show that the topic just now has been revealed. It's time to move on to the next topic.

Xu Yaran always felt a little sad in her heart, if she had known that there would be such a day, Xu Yaran would definitely not live like this.

Yin Ziye sat in the ward for a long time, and accompanied Xu Yaran to the hospital, and ate with Xu Yaran before going back.

As soon as Yin Ziye left, the ward immediately became empty. Xu Yaran was lying on the hospital bed, looking out the window in a daze.

The phone rang suddenly, Xu Yaran looked at the caller ID, and it was Tu Baobao calling. The three words of painting baby made Xu Yaran's eyes red. She hasn't been in touch with Tu Baobao for a week, right? After Tu Baobao left the hospital angrily that day, the two of them never contacted each other again.

Xu Yaran didn't have the courage to take the initiative to contact Tu Baobao, so the two of them were cold.

Now that she suddenly received a call from Tu Baobao, Xu Yaran's nose was sore, and she almost burst into tears. Coating baby ...... Her best friend. Sometimes Xu Yaran feels a little selfish. When she was sick and dying, when she was about to give up her life, she only thought that Tu Baobao was just her friend, and she didn't know why she had such a ridiculous idea at that time.

Seeing Tu Baobao's call, Xu Yaran felt a burst of weakness in her heart.

Xu Yaran still picked up the phone and connected the phone.

"Hey, then, it's my ......" On the other side of the phone, Tu Baobao's voice was deliberately lowered, as if he was a thief.

Xu Yaran heard Tu Baobao's deliberately low voice, and her heart panicked, thinking that Tu Baobao had encountered some danger, and it was inconvenient to speak loudly. Xu Yaran also deliberately lowered her voice and said, "Baby, what's wrong with you?" Where are you? ”