Chapter 223: I want to be with you
"If you have something to say, just say it outside, I'm already asleep, it's not very convenient." Xu Yaran held back her choking and tried her best to make her voice sound the same as usual.
Li Yilan heard that Xu Yaran's voice was a little hoarse, and he already knew it in his heart. knew that Xu Yaran would not let him in today, and he was not in a hurry to make progress, so he spoke to her outside the door with peace of mind. It's nice to be able to talk to her for a while.
"Do your feet still hurt? Do you want me to rub it for you? Li Yilan calmed down, leaned against Xu Yaran's door, and asked with concern.
Xu Yaran tried to move her feet, but it still hurt badly. She gasped, her brows wrinkled in pain, and her tone was still flat: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore." ”
"Is your bloating better? Still uncomfortable? Li Yilan asked again.
Xu Yaran touched her belly, her belly had already begun to come out of her arms and began to grow bigger. She touched her stomach, it was no longer uncomfortable, thinking that those hawthorn slices were still very useful to eat, she said: "Thank you for your concern, I don't feel uncomfortable." If nothing else, you just go back, I'll go and rest. ”
"Don't ......," Li Yilan said with some eagerness: "I still have something to say." ”
Xu Yaran didn't speak, she leaned against the door, waiting for Li Yilan to speak. Li Yilan leaned against the wall, and didn't hear Xu Yaran's response for a long time, he asked, "Yaran, are you there?" ”
"Hmm......" Xu Yaran hummed sullenly, which was regarded as answering Li Yilan's question and telling Li Yilan, so it can be said. She didn't speak, but she kept listening to him outside.
"I'm sorry......" Li Yilan said to Xu Yaran with guilt.
After Xu Yaran heard Li Yilan's words of sorry, she felt a dull pain in her heart, and she bit her lip tightly in pain to avoid making any sound. I covered my mouth with my hand and used all my strength to make the tears that had gushed out all of them hold back and did not flow out.
Her voice trembled a little and said, "Well, I know, I accept your apology." I won't blame you, you go, I'm going to rest. After saying that, tears still flowed out. She felt that she was becoming more and more useless now, what was there to cry about, and was it worth crying? I don't know why, I just want to cry, and I can't help it.
"Don't go, okay? I'm sorry to you, it's because I was too reckless before, I never considered your feelings and let you be wronged. But not anymore, you know, I love you. I used to take this love too lightly, and I thought I didn't have to be you. However, the career is indispensable to Nangong Meining. That's why I did a lot of wrong things, and now I know it's wrong. I have to do it with you.
This time Mei Ning came back too suddenly, I wanted to find a time to talk to you, but I didn't expect her to come so suddenly, I didn't have time to tell you, she appeared. Originally, what I wanted to tell you today was Meining's. Don't be afraid, you are my only one, even if Meining comes back, it will be the same. I will never abandon you again for the sake of that so-called cause. If my career is gone, I can make a comeback, but if you don't, I can't find a second you. I lost my career, but I can't afford to lose you. You don't have to worry, my heart will always be with you.
I'm still the same sentence, can you believe me? I won't let you down again this time, as for Mei Ning's side, I'll find an opportunity to make it clear with her. In my life, Li Yilan, the only one I want to marry is you, Xu Yaran. Li Yilan's voice was not loud, and his voice was gentle, but his tone was unusually firm.
Xu Yaran's heart moved slightly, did Li Yilan make a guarantee to her? She was a little moved, but she didn't dare to believe Li Yilan's words easily. She didn't know how to respond to Li Yilan now. Only standing inside the door, without saying a word, it was as if he hadn't heard Li Yilan's words.
Li Yilan sighed and said, "Don't worry, when will you believe me again." Once again, believe that I am someone you can trust for life, you can tell me. I will take you back to meet my parents, I will give you a wedding that satisfies you, marry you home openly, and I will give you and your children a warm home. ”
Xu Yaran listened to Li Yilan's words, and her heart was very spineless. Tears were surging, she didn't know where she got so many tears, but she just couldn't help it. Some are sad, some are distressed, and some are afraid, so the tears are like beads that have dropped the thread, and they can't stop falling down.
"I'm done talking about today, and I know you probably don't want to see me. You haven't drunk the soup I cooked for you today, and I've already put it in a thermos bucket. I left it outside the door. When you want to drink it, come out and get it. Good night and good dreams. You have to remember what I said to you, and I will wait for you. After Li Yilan finished speaking, she breathed a sigh of relief.
Then put the insulated bucket outside.
Xu Yaran stood in the door, and Li Yilan's voice had not been heard outside for a long time, Xu Yaran thought, maybe Li Yilan had left. She didn't go out, but stood in the room without saying a word. After a long time, her hands were frozen and unconscious. She raised her hand and put it on the door, twisted it slightly, and with a click, the door opened.
Xu Yaran turned his head to look at the corner of the wall, and there was indeed a thermos bucket there, this thermos bucket, Xu Yaran still remembered. Every day, Li Yilan takes this style of thermos bucket to bring her soup. Looking at this thermos bucket, Xu Yaran's eyes began to blur again.
Biting his lip, he didn't have time to reach for the thermos. A pair of black leather shoes appeared in Xu Yaran's line of sight. Xu Yaran didn't have time to look up at who it was. He had already grabbed Xu Yaran's arm and pulled it into his arms hard, she was pulled by someone, and she fell directly into a warm and strong embrace, Xu Yaran snorted, and the person who came held her hand very hard.
"Trust me, I'll be able to give you and your child a good place." The person who came buried his face in Xu Yaran's neck and said solemnly to Xu Yaran.
She could hear it, this voice was Li Yilan. When Li Yilan spoke, all the hot air he spewed out got into Xu Yaran's neck, and Xu Yaran moved. didn't struggle, let Li Yilan hold herself tightly in her arms. Li Yilan hugged her, exhaled and said, "I know, you will not be angry with me, I will always be good to you and the child." Will you trust me one more time? ”
Xu Yaran's heart was hot, she didn't speak, her hand hanging on the side was raised, and she stroked Li Yilan's back. She held Li Yilan tightly with her hands and hugged Li Yilan tightly.
She did this just on the spur of the moment, and in her mind, the idea of hugging Li Yilan was always circling, so there was no reason, so she raised her hand and hugged Li Yilan back with a chop.
Li Yilan's mood was very excited, and Xu Yaran finally gave him a response.
"I've finally waited for this day, do you know how hard I've been waiting for this day? It's okay, it's okay, I've finally waited for this day. Li Yilan hugged Xu Yaran and whispered softly in Xu Yaran's ear.
Listening to Li Yilan's words, she was just numb in her heart, and she didn't feel anything. Even when I first came out, there was no warmth. She just wanted to hug Li Yilan hard, but she didn't think about anything, and she didn't hint at Li Yilan, she was finally moved.
Li Yilan was overjoyed, and tightened his arm, as if as soon as he let go, the woman in his arms would disappear.
Xu Yaran's brows furrowed slightly, and the numb Ren Li Yilan hugged her.
The two hugged for a long time, and Xu Yaran felt that her whole heart was numb, and there were no ripples because of this hug.
"Yaran, I love you, I really love you." Li Yilan whispered softly in her ear. The voice was not loud, but it was gentle and firm, and her heart trembled, but there was no response after that. Not even a quick beat, she felt like she was insensitive. There is no longer the feeling of a heart-to-heart alliance before.
Li Yilan hugged her for a long time, but she didn't move. Li Yilan slowly let go of her hand and said with a smile: "Believe me, we will definitely be happy." ”
She smiled and said with some disapproval, "Maybe." "She is an insecure person, and she will not easily believe Li Yilan's words. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, she has not heard the saying.
Li Yilan was immersed in great joy, seeing that her expression was faint, but he didn't care, he would impress her with practical actions.
Li Yilan looked down carefully, and by the light in the corridor, he saw that her eyes were a little red and swollen, and there were faint traces of dried tears on her face, so he knew that she had cried just now. Li Yilan can't help herself in distress, she always likes to suffer any grievances by herself. He stretched out his hand and slowly stroked her red and swollen eyes, with pity and innocence.
Xu Yaran turned her head slightly, avoiding his touch, and she said, "It's not early, let's go back and rest early." ”
Li Yilan's somewhat disappointed hand froze in mid-air, and when he heard her words, his hand hung down little by little, bent down, lifted the soup on the ground, stuffed it into her cold hand and said, "Are your feet really okay?" Do you want me to rub it for you? If you don't live your blood and disperse your stasis, I'm afraid you won't be able to go to work tomorrow. ”
Xu Yaran took the soup he handed over, shook his head and said, "No need, I'm already much better." It's not early, I'll go back first. After saying that, he didn't give Li Yilan a chance, carried the thermos bucket, turned around and tried his best to keep the medicine he was injured in, and returned to his home in two steps.