19 Self-deception What does it feel like to like someone?
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Shi Yu looked at the computer screen in a daze, startled by her inner thoughts, what was she thinking about just now, like?
How could she have such an idea, Han Zhaonian would become her brother-in-law's man, and she actually liked such words and emotional colors in her mind!
Shi Yu snapped the laptop, threw away all the distracting thoughts in his mind, pulled the quilt, and fell asleep with his head covered.
Ten minutes.
Twenty minutes.
Thirty minutes.
An hour had passed, and she still hadn't been able to fall asleep.
Shi Yu turned on her phone in the bed, at twelve fifty-three in the middle of the night, and she didn't even feel the slightest sleep, her mind was filled with that dangerous and incredible thought.
She opened the browser on her phone and searched for "what does it feel like to like someone", and there were many answers, so she clicked on one casually.
"1. I think she is very beautiful. When you meet a girl you like, you will think that she is as beautiful as a fairy, and she is full of her face. ”
Shi Yu sighed in his heart, if he drew inferences, if he likes boys, he will think that the other party is handsome, right? This one is simply a minute-by-minute match, and recently she has felt that Han Zhaonian is charming no less than three or five times in her mind, and she is thinking about him at this moment.
She pinched her phone and continued to look:
"2. I want to be with her every day. I want to be tired of being with her every day, dating every day, and I will feel happy even if I only hold her hand. ”
Shi Yu breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't want to be with Han Zhaonian every day, so far, she was still willing to stay in the hospital and heal more patients.
"3. I feel that the people around me are all rivals."
Seeing this, Shi Yu fell into deep thought. If you like Han Zhaonian, your rivals are not only around, I'm afraid the whole world is there.
She looked back again, and slowly became a little dizzy, what "will be cowardly, afraid that she will not even be able to make friends", "I think she has a good temper, she is good anywhere"...... Varied.
Some of them can be seated in the right number, and some of them are inexplicable.
Shi Yu couldn't judge for a while, and for the first time, he actually encountered a question that he couldn't determine the answer to.
The more I don't understand, the more I want to know.
So, for the first time, Shi Yu developed a > for his college roommate Zhang Si at one o'clock in the middle of the night
[Siyan, what does it feel like to like someone? 】
Zhang Siyan is an unscrupulous night owl, staying up late to watch dramas and watching course videos or something is commonplace, and quickly replied to her message.
[When you ask this question, you already like that person.] 】
Hit the nail on the head and hit the soul straight to the heart.
Yes, if you don't have the emotional feeling of "liking" someone at all, then there is no doubt at all. No insomnia, no entanglement, no doubts.
You will feel that it is just a normal interaction between friends, a normal appreciation of other people's eyes, rather than asking yourself if it is because of love that you are so abnormal.
Zhang Siyan quickly asked a series of questions:
[ORD day, Shi Xiaoyu, you actually like someone else??? I thought you only wanted to be with patients all your life, who is who, am I the first person to know?! 】
Shi Yu held the phone for a long time before replying:
[An impossible person, I slept. 】
Although it is impossible for her and Han Zhaonian to be together, Shi Yu is not the kind of person who escapes, Zhang Siyan has a good relationship with herself, and she doesn't want to lie.
Zhang Siyan: [Let me guess, Jiang Zhe? Or did you meet a handsome guy in the hospital? Wait a minute...... You can't be a crush, right?! 】
Shi Yu: [Don't guess. It's just that I like a person a little, and I can't talk about a crush, I don't see him often, and I forget about it after a long time. 】
Zhang Siyan: [You! Too! Sky! True! Haven't you heard a sentence, what you can't get is always in turmoil, Shi Xiaoyu, you're finished. 】
Shi Yu smiled and shook her head, Zhang Siyan didn't understand at all that Han Zhaonian was seventeen years older than herself, and she was the blind date that her cousin was dating, so maybe she was already dating.
What qualifications do I have to talk about "what I can't get is in turmoil", this kind of strange feeling should have been cut off when it just arises.
She didn't think so, and replied: "No. Go to bed early and good night. 】
After confirming his feelings for Han Zhaonian, Shi Yu's heart was much calmer, without the initial doubt, confusion and uneasiness.
On the first day of falling in love with Han Zhaonian, Shi Yu decided to pretend that it hadn't happened.
*
The next day, Shi Yu appeared at the gastroenterology department on time at 7 o'clock for rounds, and so far the days have finally returned to normal.
Except for her special feelings for Han Zhaonian, everything is on the right track.
Rounds of wards, writing medical records, measuring blood sugar, and listening to heartbeats. Follow He Yu to receive patients...... Shi Yu was still able to concentrate at work, and there were no distractions in his mind.
It's just that at noon, it is inevitable that I will think of Xiaodao, who lives in the general surgery, and I don't know if he has ventilation or not, and whether the wound is still painful.
Shi Yu glanced at the time, it was the time for the lunch break, according to Xiaodao, Han Zhaonian should have sent the group of children back to the club.
If it had passed now, I wouldn't have seen it......
Ten minutes later, Shi Yu appeared in the corridor of the general surgery inpatient department, looking through the glass door, only the little boy was playing with his mobile phone with his head down.
"Knife." She walked in and called softly.
The little boy who had lowered his head raised his head instantly, his eyes shining brightly, and he looked very happy.
"Sister, are you here, have you eaten, are you tired this morning, and the patient is disobedient?" The opening is a series of caring greetings.
Shi Yu was in a good mood, walked up to him and sat down, "Are you 100,000 why, since I picked the time to come, of course I won't be busy." You are obedient or not, and you can't always lie in bed after surgery, you still have to take a few steps in moderation. ”
Xiaodao grinned, "Sister, I ate and went out to bask in the sun in the afternoon." You haven't answered my question yet, have you eaten? ”
Shi Yu's focus was: "Are you exhausted?" ”
Knife nodded, "Well, it's going to be through this morning!" Saying that, he mysteriously leaned into Shi Yu's ear and whispered, "Actually, it's good to be sick, Boss Han actually helped me buy food for the first time, you must know that he is usually very good, and no one is allowed to order takeout......
As he spoke, he suddenly paused, looked up at the door, and his smile faded a lot.
"Boss, boss, you're back, Sister Shiyu came to see me." His face was full of emptiness, for fear that the bad things he had whispered about him just now would be heard.
Knowing that it was Han Zhao who came, Shi Yu stiffened, and the speed of his brain began to decrease. She quietly took a deep breath, turned around, and smiled a little unnaturally, "Mr. Han, since you are here, I will leave first." ”
The heart is weak, very weak.
"Wait," Han Zhaonian stretched out his hand to grab her, "Eat before leaving." ”
The arm that was pulled by the man seemed to seep into the electric current, burning and slightly numb. Shi Yu retracted his arm violently, "Thank you, but I've eaten it." ”
As if thinking of something, she glanced at the lunch box in Han Zhaonian's hand, which contained purple thick porridge. She breathed a sigh of relief, she was really worried about something, Xiaodao could only eat liquid food first, how could the surgeon not explain.
"Xiaodao, take care of your illness, I'll be a little busy in the past two days, maybe I won't be able to come to see you often." Shi Yu still turned around and said goodbye to the knife.
The boy grimaced, "Well, I'm getting better, and those who are seriously ill are more important. That sister takes care of herself, remember to come to the club to see us. ”
Shi Yu smiled at this little sweetheart, "Well, train hard, don't let me down during the game." ”
After that, she regained her faint expression and said to Han Zhaonian, "Mr. Han, I'll go first." ”
Couldn't be more deliberate.
Han Zhaonian looked at the figure of the girl leaving, and froze in place, he felt that Shi Yu looked very abnormal. It's like having a thorn on your body, which makes people avoid it like a snake and scorpion.
"Boss, did you quarrel with Sister Shi Yu, why did she leave when she saw you?" Even the knife couldn't help but ask.
Han Zhaonian put the food box on the bedside table, and glanced at the white knife, "Don't guess, children, eat and give me a good exercise." ”
Knife: "...... Boss, the doctor just told me to get out of bed and take two more steps, I haven't removed the stitches yet, and the wound will collapse if I walk too much."
Han Zhaonian: "Then shut up and eat." ”
Knife: "Oh...... Boss, may I ask a question? ”
Han Zhaonian: "Don't talk when eating, otherwise don't eat." ”
Knife: Drink porridge silently.
But he still couldn't help but guess in his heart that the relationship between Han Zhaonian and Shi Yu, the clothes he got up for Shi Yu that night, and the ambiguous conversation, he saw it all in his eyes.
After his boss retired from JK's only female player, there has never been a sister around him, except for his little niece. And he and Shi Yu went to the amusement park together, registered Weibo for Shi Yu to scold people, and took off his clothes to Sister Shi Yu, it must be different!
Of course, Han Zhaonian didn't know about the long list of psychological activities of his own team members, but he secretly thought that when he offended the little girl, was he okay last night?
*
After Shi Yu returned to the department, he hurriedly arranged a full itinerary for himself, for fear that he would be free and think nonsense.
Even for the work of princturing the patient, she had to compete with the nurse, which provoked the people in the department to say that she was too hard.
But this method also works very well, and the busyness is fulfilling, and it also makes her distracted from thinking about everything until the evening to make up for the case......
She unconsciously wrote the words "Han Zhaonian" in her pen, which He Yu found when she came to check her work.
"Shi Yu, how can you write a medical record and even write a person's name wrong, this is a 17-bed Li Mingdong case, which bed is this Han Zhaonian?" He Yu questioned her.
Shi Yu stared at the three words on the paper, completely devoting herself to writing so many times, but she herself was completely unconscious.
Shi Yu was shocked, and his mind was full of what Zhang Siyan said: Shi Yu, you are finished.
Yes, she's finished, how can she fall in love with Lin Yuwen's blind date, the first blind date to start contacting and meeting her parents!
"Shi Yu, why are you stunned? Isn't it too tired, when you are tired, you will rest on your stomach for ten minutes, and then write when your mind is clear. You will know how important the case is when you sit in the clinic in the future, and it is no joke! Although He Yu usually giggles, he is still serious and reliable when it comes to professional things.
"I'm sorry, I'm a little tired." Shi Yu knew that he was wrong, and he didn't argue, "I'll rest for a while, and I'll write after my mind is clear." ”
He Yu explained a few more words before returning to her office to rest, after all, she worked all night at night, and she could sleep for a while.
Shi Yu thought about it for a long time and decided to solve this problem from the root, she took out her mobile phone and dialed Lin Yuwen's phone number.