Bai Xue held my hand: "Yan Shan, you have suffered during this time. ”

I retracted my hand: "You already knew, didn't you?" ”

It's me stupid, as early as that time in the Guan family's old mansion, Bai Xue persuaded me to open and look at that time, I should have noticed something. She can defeat so many women standing by Guan Shanyuan's side, she can make Guan Shanyuan just break off seven emotions and six desires for her, it must be not just beautiful.

In fact, she had already reminded me that the people behind the scenes were well protected, and they could only use Shu Wenan as a scapegoat.

She had warned me that I was too stupid and naïve to think about it at all. How could I have imagined that the one who destroyed my whole family back then would be the grandfather of the man I loved the most. How could I have imagined that the man who killed my two grandfathers and aunts now would be my favorite man.

I always thought that God favored me very much, and no matter what kind of hardships I suffered, Luo Ange always stayed by my side. I decided that he was the man I loved the most in my life, and I decided that we would be together for life and death.

But God played such a big joke on me at this time, the man I love the most, the man I love with my life, has a grudge against me.

I looked at Bai Xue, she was a few years older than me, but her face was always like that of a sixteen-year-old girl, especially those big watery eyes, like a bottomless pit, sucking you in.

She's so smart, I'm confused.

It's because I believe in Luo Ange too much.

Bai Xue helped me tuck the quilt: "Yan Shan, something has happened, and it won't help if you have trouble with Luo San." Of course, he was wrong about this, but he didn't mean it that way, it was just a mistake. ”

I nodded: "Yes, everything between us is a mistake. I don't blame anyone, I only blame myself, wouldn't it be good if I didn't fall in love with him at the beginning, and I was saved from the current upheaval. ”

"What are you talking about, between you, it must be fate, you can't escape."

I looked at her: "If it were you, how would you choose?" If it was your grandfather and your aunt who died, would you still persuade me so indifferently? ”

I thought she would be asked by me, after all, everyone in this world can play the role of a good bystander to persuade others, but when she becomes an authority, she will always be confused.

Bai Xue looked at me fixedly, and the corners of her mouth were almost invisibly curved: "Yan Shan, I may not have told you that Guan Shanyuan is also my enemy." ”

Seeing that I opened my mouth wide, she smiled knowingly: "I am an illegitimate child, and my father is the former secretary of the Kangcheng Municipal Party Committee...... My mom took me to hide in the countryside because my dad's original partner was too good...... Of course, these are all clichés. Later, my father was reported for violating the law and discipline, and his son died, and my grandmother had no choice but to take me back from the countryside and let Guan Shanyuan become my guardian. You don't know how I survived those years, and it's not an exaggeration to describe it as purgatory on earth. Guan Shanyuan is so busy that he can't take care of me at all, but too many people are staring at me...... My most beloved boy died, and the boy who had always been kind to me and was willing to die for me really died for me. My mother was also forced to die, and my grandmother ......"

Her eyes were red inexplicably, and she looked out the window, and I held her hand, and felt her tremble violently, and I didn't know what to say, just held her.

After a while, she turned her face and smiled at me: "Later, I learned that all this was because of Guan Shanyuan." Or in other words, he reported my father, he killed my beloved boy, he forced my mother to die, and he forced my grandmother...... But Yan Shan, if you really love a man, you can forgive him for anything. Take you for example, you love Luo Ange......"

I was so frightened by this logic that my face turned pale: "Bai Xue, have you been brainwashed by Guan Shanyuan?" How can you say such a thing, he killed your mother and your grandmother, and you still married him and had children? ”

She shook her head: "Yan Shan, how do you know that my mother and my grandmother are right?" Like how do you know that your grandfather and your aunt are right? ”

"If there is a mistake, it is also the judge's business, Luo Ange is not a judge."

She disagreed with me: "Who is the real judge of this world?" Feelings are the judges of this world, and a person is sentenced to life imprisonment in the name of love and life imprisonment in the name of hate. ”

I found out that she was the same person as Luo Ange, and I always thought that love could erase all the love and hatred of one or the other.

Always carry out moral kidnapping in the name of love.

I sneered and asked very bluntly, "Since you already knew, why did you hide it from me in the first place?" ”

In fact, this question is asked in vain, she is Guan Shanyuan's person, Guan Shanyuan is Luo Ange's cousin, and Bai Xue is on their side no matter what she says.

To her, I was an outsider.

Bai Xue smiled helplessly: "Yan Shan, I won't tell you because Luo San has the ability to handle this matter." ”

I was about to speak, at this time Qi Guang hummed and cried, I struggled to sit up, Amu, who had been guarding the door, heard that the sound was already too fast, picked up the child, and handed it to me carefully.

I looked at Qi Guang's pink little face, and suddenly felt a little reluctant, if their brother and sister didn't have their mother, would they be pitiful? Will Luo Ange find them a new mother?

These two questions hovered in my head like an airplane, lingering.

I breastfed Qi Guang, and Bai Xue sighed: "Yan Shan, look at the two children, are you willing to let them live in an incomplete family?" Even if Luo San is wrong, he is not guilty of death, right? Besides, there are a lot of hidden secrets in this matter, and you can't help but give him a chance. ”

I squeezed Qi Guang's chubby little hand and asked in a low voice, "Qi Guang, you say, does mom want to give dad a chance?" ”

The child didn't know if he was telepathic, so he suddenly stopped feeding, looked up at me slightly, cooed twice, and lowered his head to feed.

What does he know, he does not know anything.

Qi Guang hadn't eaten for a minute, Liuli cried again, my arms were unbearably sore, but I still held on.

Later, my mother brought me food, and when Bai Xue saw that my mother was there, she said that she wanted to go home and take the children.

I was worried that I wouldn't be able to talk to my mother when she was here, so I politely sent her away.

My mother couldn't put it down with her two children, but I was absent-minded and made an excuse to ask Amu to help me buy things, and then I asked my mother, "Is there any news about Yukawa Shu?" ”

I'm sure Luo Ange won't kill Tang Chuanxiu, he should be under house arrest, and that day he told me that Mangkang wasn't dead, so where is Mangkang?

How do I get out with my baby?

My mother shook her head regretfully: "No, your father was very depressed after your grandfather's incident, and I didn't dare to ask him for help." ”

I looked at my mother: "It's inconvenient for me to go out now, you can help me make an appointment with Zhou Fan another day, don't let Luo Ange and my dad know." ”

My mother nodded, a little uneasy: "Girl, is what the newspaper said true?" Your grandfather's death, is it really An Ge's doing? ”

For some reason, I blurted out, "I don't know yet, don't jump to conclusions." ”

My mom breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, if it's really him, what can you do?" ”

I was a little irritable, so I asked my mom to bring me today's newspaper to read. I'm going to see what people say.

My mother quickly brought me the newspaper, all of which were several mainstream media in Cannes, I read it carefully, and I was a little puzzled: these mainstream media have always cooperated happily with Luo Ange and them before, and now most of the media in Cannes are Lei Ling's people, why did such news break out at this moment?

Seeing that I looked closely, my mother asked me, "Is there something wrong?" ”

I pointed to two of the newspapers: "Mom, you see, the other newspapers only vaguely mention such a thing, although they mention Luo Ange and my names, but they are all stating things, and they are not commenting on it." But if you look at these two copies, it's very strange to insist that the deaths of my grandfather and aunt are related to Luo Ange. ”

My mom looked at it twice: "You think there's a problem?" ”

I nodded, looked at them carefully, and suddenly realized that both newspapers were new, and I had never seen or heard of them before.

I know very well what newspapers and magazines Lei Ling owns, and it seems that there are no two.

I looked more closely, searched and searched, and finally found that the two newspapers belonged to the same publishing group, which I had never heard of before.

I spread out the two newspapers and carefully read each piece of news from beginning to end, not missing a single detail.

Then I suddenly noticed that the missing person notice at the bottom of the fourth edition seemed to be a little different.

At first glance, it looked like the missing person notice was looking for a lost old man, but when I looked at it using the Sudoku method, I suddenly found a message.

This missing person notice is conveying a sentence to me: Ah Wei, wait for me, I'll come right away, Mangkang.

I couldn't believe my eyes, was it real, or was it my crankiness that led to hallucinations?

My mom saw that something was wrong with me and asked me if I had noticed anything.

I didn't dare to tell her, for fear of scaring her, but I just told her that it was okay and asked her to push the two children to the balcony to play for a while.

After she left, I took out a pen and paper from a drawer and calculated the news in Sudoku for each page of the two newspapers, but there was no such information.

Am I wrong, am I crazy?

There were footsteps at the door, I raised my head, and I saw Luo Ange taking off his coat and handing it to Amu as he walked in, and then he came over, hugged me gently, touched the back of my head, and asked me, "Is the baby well-behaved?" ”

I didn't speak, I just pinched the two newspapers.

He lowered his head, and naturally saw my movements, his eyes sank, and he reached for the newspaper.

But I held on to it, and he struggled twice, and when he saw that I was surging a lot of strength, he suddenly laughed and asked me, "Baby, would you rather believe the newspaper than me?" ”

I let go of my hand slightly, he handed the newspaper to Amu, and ordered in a deep voice: "From now on, no newspapers and magazines are allowed in the girl's ward. ”

At this time, my mother pushed the child out of the balcony: "An Ge, I bought the newspaper to relieve Yan Shan's boredom, is there any problem?" ”

Seeing my mother, Luo Ange's face softened a little, and he asked politely, "Mom, when did you come?" ”

My mother's face was not very good: "I've been here for a while, and I was waiting for you to come back to discuss with you. You are a man, where do you know how to take care of mothers and children? ”

Luo Ange glanced at me, and his face was not as good as just now: "That's the case, Mom, I communicated with the doctor just now, and Yan Shan has a slight postpartum depression." The doctor said that in this case, it is more troublesome to recover, and the husband must be by his side at all times. Don't bother you, Dad is not in good health during this time, you still take care of Dad. On Yan Shan's side, I'll take care of it. Anyway, there is nothing to do in the company, and I will deal with it at home if there is anything. ”

What he said was reasonable, and my mother was about to refute it, but I hurriedly said, "Mom, I'm fine, you can go back." I want to drink crucian carp soup, can you bring it to me tomorrow? ”

I winked at my mother, and my mother finally suppressed the displeasure, pushed the child to my side, and went out with a straight face.

Luo Ange pinched my face and went out after him.

I stared at the ceiling for a while, and suddenly I felt that my eyes and nose were sore, and I wanted to cry.

But I knew I couldn't cry anymore, and if I cried any more, my eyes would be blind.

I was struggling to get out of bed and prepare to enter the bathroom, when I was beaten and picked up, I subconsciously wrapped my arms around his neck, and then shouted: "Luo Ange, you let me down." ”

He pressed me as I struggled: "Baby, don't move, I'll carry you." ”

I struggled a few times, and found that the wound hurt so badly that I couldn't hold him back, so I might as well save my strength.

When he got to the bathroom, he put me down and was going to untie my skirt.

I felt awkward and was so frightened that I grabbed his hand and told him to get out.

He didn't laugh angrily: "Yi Yanshan, you are all over your body, I haven't seen or touched that place?" ”

I know that now is not the time to fight, not to mention the disparity in strength, that is, if I really want to divorce, I really want to tear my face, and I have to find the backing strength to talk about it.

If he really killed my grandfather and aunt, we wouldn't be able to continue to live together, after all, he is not Guan Shanyuan, and I am not Bai Xue.

Maybe I'm still subconsciously excusing him, that thing was not done by him, and he is not so ruthless.

Maybe I really love him too much, and I always hope that it is all fake, that he has done nothing, that he is a victim like me.

Luo Ange unbuttoned my skirt and helped me sit on the toilet, and then he stood in front of me, grabbed my hand, and said in a low voice: "The doctor said, in your situation, you can't work too hard, otherwise it will not be easy to recover." ”

I don't know if I was nervous, but I suddenly found that I didn't feel the urge to urinate at all.

Luo Ange Xu found out about this, and he suddenly whistled.

I never knew he whistled so well, I never knew that whistles could do anything like that, and I quickly solved the problem that had been bothering me.

When he helped me stand up, I had a slight dizziness, I grabbed his arm, didn't dare to look up, just asked: "Luo Ange, is it really you, is it really you who did it?" ”

He didn't speak, and I looked up in surprise to find that his eyes were red.

I feel sad to see him like this, since that day until now, I have always hated him and embarrassed him and ignored him, I have never felt so distressed now.

It was as if there were tens of thousands of people in it holding daggers and chiseling my internal organs again and again, as if someone had removed all the flesh from my body, and then took the white bones of Sensen into a pressure cooker and pressed them over and over again.

I suddenly started crying, I punched Luo Ange in the chest again and again, I lost all my strength and shouted: "Luo Ange, why do you have to force me to hate you, don't you know, will this force me to death, don't you know that I will really die?" ”

He dragged me, supported my body, and his voice choked: "Don't worry, if you die, I will be with you." You live and I live, you die and I die. ”

I let go of my hand weakly, took two steps back, and leaned against the wall: "Luo Ange, don't force me." ”

He took a step forward and looked at me with a firm gaze: "Don't worry, I didn't force you." As I said a long time ago, I will go wherever you go, I will be happy if you are happy, if you don't want to live, then I don't want to live either. So, don't fight those bad ideas, don't think about leaving me, you know, I'll do anything. ”

Tears poured down, but I didn't expect that between us, in the end, it would still come to this point.

Luo Ange hugged me gently, wrapped his wide chest around me, and his breathing rang in my ears: "Baby, you give me time, wait for me to investigate this matter clearly, okay?" ”

I trembled and asked, "What about my brother, what did you do to him?" ”

Luo Ange rubbed my back: "Don't worry, my brother is fine, it's just that you can't meet for the time being until the matter is investigated." ”

"Will you kill him?"

He laughed, "Fool, why would I do something that makes you hate me?" ”

A week later, the doctor told me that I could be discharged, and many people came to the ward that day, including the Guan family of the Luo family and Yongchangzhi Gai Nie, Zheng Nanfeng came, and even Yosuke Miyamoto came from Japan.

It was originally a lively scene, but I felt sad inexplicably, no matter how important the moment was, my grandfather and aunt, who were very important to me, could no longer be seen.

Don't talk about them, even Yukawa Shu can't see them.

I don't know what the two of them said when Luo Ange sent my mother out that day, anyway, now my mother is very happy, and she screams happily, as if Luo Ange is his son.

Luo Ange is surrounded by rich and powerful people, I just gave birth to a child, and the things they sent were piled up in the ward. But I was not interested, and I couldn't lift my spirits.

Mo Yinghuai and Mrs. Guan walked in front with a child in their arms, everyone happily followed, Luo Ange wrapped me in his windbreaker, and we walked at the end.

When we passed by the nurse's desk, the head nurse greeted us politely: "Mrs. Luo, Gongzi Luo, is so happy, I envy me to death." ”

Luo Ange smiled and said thank you, my eyes were red inexplicably, don't turn my face and don't speak.

I couldn't walk anymore after a while, from the birth of the child to the present more than a week, I haven't had a good meal, sometimes Luo Ange forced me to eat something, and finally vomited it all, searching his intestines and stomach, so scared that he didn't dare to force me anymore.

Luo Ange helped me sit on the chair, those people were gone, Luo Ange didn't seem to be in a hurry, so he sat there with me.

I looked out the window at the scenery, there were two loquat trees growing just right, for some reason I suddenly remembered the "Xiang Zhi Xuan Zhi" written by Gui Youguang in high school, which said: There are loquat trees in the garden, and the hand planted by my wife in the year of her death is now like a cover.

I still remember when my Chinese teacher talked about this sentence in high school, his voice was a little choked, he said that this was the saddest sentence he had ever seen, describing a kind of pain silently, but it was broken into the stomach.

Luo Ange followed my gaze, I don't know if he guessed what I was thinking, I didn't say anything, just looked at it.

Suddenly, he asked me, "Baby, shall we get married?" ”

I was stunned for a moment before I realized what he said, and for a while I had mixed feelings in my heart, and slowly turned my head to look at him: "Luo Ange, don't you think it's embarrassing to talk about this topic at such a moment?" It's none of your business, intentional or not, in short, you have something to do with the death of my grandfather and aunt, do you think I will promise you? ”

He looked at me fixedly, a little puzzled, and then he laughed.

I suddenly realized that we had already received a marriage certificate, and we were already legally married.

His so-called marriage is actually a wedding, and he has done it countless times before, and he owes me a century of weddings.

I smiled: "Luo Ange, don't worry, I won't die, really, I'm not that stupid." ”

He nodded, his voice a little lonely: "Then will you leave me?" ”

I turned my face: "Luo Ange, don't force me." ”

He hugged me: "Okay, I won't force you." But baby, don't push me. I know where Mangkang is, I can't move him, whether he is dead or alive, it all depends on what you do. ”

My voice was faint: "Luo Ange, since you killed my grandfather and aunt, you have even threatened me unscrupulously. Simply kill me, Mangkang and my brother together, so as not to make you afraid. ”