Chapter 738: I really want to have a home

"I can't stay for you, between me and Fan Qingyu, Sophie Fei can only choose one person, if I stay, Fan Qingyu will disappear. So that's actually pretty good. ”

Chen Meili smiled at me, although she was laughing, but I knew that her heart must be very uncomfortable, she was kicked out like this, she was so pitiful.

"Why can't you stay, Sophie Fei can play balance, and let you contain Fan Qingyu, isn't that great?"

I know that the balancing strategy is also a way to manage my subordinates, and if such a method is used on Chen Meili and Fan Qingyu, it will be better, at least she will not leave.

"Fan Qingyu is not my opponent, Sophie Fei feels that I can already threaten her, so she will kick me out, the weak are like this, they have no choice, they can't help themselves. So don't look at the scenery of those people, in fact, there are a few guys who really want to be windy and rainy, and they are really capable guys, all of them are standing behind and controlling the chess pieces, even if something big happens, those people will be fine, be careful of Sophie Fei, I always feel that her purpose of helping you is not simple. ”

After Chen Meili finished speaking, she pushed me away in a chic manner, and she turned her head away from me.

"Why be careful of her, you mean she's taking advantage of me too?"

In fact, I also feel that feelings may not be important to some people at all. Using feelings is also a means of restraining people. Note: Rock can be viewed

"Isn't she greedy for the rights of the Murong family, now in fact, the only one who can threaten her and suppress her is Murong Yan, she is so good to you, maybe she is just using you, and it is indispensable to guard against others. I'm leaving, and I hope I'll see you if I have a chance. ”

Chen Meili left in a chic manner after speaking, looking at her gradually disappearing background, I was powerless to keep it, even if I kept her people and hearts, I didn't have enough strength to protect her, this is the saddest thing, the most ridiculous thing.

For the first time, I felt like I had nothing. It's nothing, and now some can only cry sadly, like a waste, watching the person you like leave and disappear. I'll never even be able to set foot in my hometown.

There was a tearful song in my ears, I watched Chen Meili disappear, watched the plane climb into the sky, I could only raise my head and look at the sky, silently wishing her in my heart, hoping that she would be happy, hoping that she could live happily, this is enough, no longer expect her to wait for me, let alone expect her to remember me, memory is the source of pain.

I turned my head with a wry smile, the wind blew my hair, I lit a cigarette and smoked, and Fan Qingyu, who was wearing a black outfit not far away, stood in the wind, she looked at me quietly, without a smile on her face.

"Sister Chen is gone, don't be sad, to be honest, my heart is more uncomfortable than yours, she is what I designed to catch, in fact, she can ask Sophie Fei to kill me, she wants to give me a chance to get ahead, do you know why? Because she said that I was very much like her when she was young, but at that time she took a road of no return, and she hoped that I could take a different path, only the people who stood above gave the people below a chance, and the people below had a chance to go up, and I respected her very much, really respected. ”

Fan Qingyu raised her head and looked at the plane in the sky gradually in the distance, like a devout believer, I walked up to Fan Qingyu and patted her on the shoulder: "Beauty is actually quite pitiful, what I used to see was her superficial style and happiness, in fact, a woman like her has long been tired of that kind of life, what she wants is a man she likes, a home that even if it is not known by outsiders, if I can give it to her, maybe her life is a different look, now I can't give anything, Just wish she could forget about me. ”

"Only by separating can we learn to cherish Zhang Qianqian is to understand this truth, will come back desperately, she has become different from before, she has become smarter, women in this life, in order to find a good home, but the ups and downs of life, most of them are led by vanity to embark on a shortcut and a road of no return, life is really like a practice, either work hard step by step to become an immortal, or take a shortcut to learn the evil crooked way, and some have become immortals, but most of them have become demons and become demons."

"Whisper, you choose me, I hope I can not disappoint you."

Fan shook her head softly and said: "It's not you I chose, it was Sophie Fei who forced me to do this, it's fate, so don't put too much thought on me, have time to take care of Zhang Qianqian more, speaking of which, I robbed her man." ”

"Don't talk about that, take a walk with me, we haven't talked together for a long time."

I grabbed Fan Qingyu's hand, she smiled and grabbed my hand, and I walked through the airport, after leaving the airport, we walked into a small park, not far from the small pavilion, there are a few pairs of old people are talking and laughing, these people look at me, their faces are smiling, a few also said that they were similar to me and Fan Qingyu, they are all in their prime, such as because they have been in their old age, sighing the ruthlessness of the years.

I envy those people who can grow old together, the world of feelings is actually very simple, what you have to do is not miss or miss, but cherish all the people who are good to you, cherish those who are willing to accompany you, as for how far you can go depends on fate.

"Do you think we're going to make it to the end?"

Fan Qingyu raised her head and looked at the stars in the sky, she was lying on the railing by the lake, like an innocent girl, I stretched out my hand to hug her from behind, and said with a smile: "I don't know, I really hope that time can be paused, beauty is gone, maybe you and I will be discarded as chess pieces in the future, and we will never get rid of being used." ”

"Our situation is much better, how many people want to find such an opportunity, so let me be heartless, exterminate the expansion forces of human nature, and make achievements, only then can I be qualified to ask for more rights and status, this city can stand on the highest floor and look at everything around, it is also a kind of enjoyment, I am greedy for vanity, I hope you can give me a brilliant, then I will be happy as a lover, not very demanding, but I don't want you to marry me."

"If I marry you, you won't marry me, don't think I'm stupid, you're like me because I can help you temporarily, so don't say hypocritical words, I don't want to really fall in love with you."

"Actually, you're already in love with me, and you've forgotten who was in a hurry to bully people in the bathroom before."

I smiled and nodded, "So you're referring to this, okay, I'll admit it." ”

"Go to that little pavilion on the hill over there and have a good view of the whole park."

"Aren't you tired?"

As soon as I finished speaking, Fan whispered and stretched out his hand: "Carry me up." ”

"Okay."

I squatted on the ground and carried Fan Qingyu on my back, and she smiled and said in my ear: "Why are you so obedient today, don't you think I'm heavy?" ”

"You are not heavy, very light, you haven't said anything when I lie on you, it's nothing to memorize you, even if it's an emotional transaction, I owe you more, you give everything you can, but I can't give you anything you want."

I'm telling the truth, I never thought of talking about a relationship similar to a transaction, but maybe it would be better to talk like this, because at least when we break up, Fan Qingyu and I will never quarrel, and we will not hold anyone who owes whom, this is a rational love, and all the feelings are clear.

"Don't say such things, it's a deal between us, I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you if I talk too much, as for when you bully me, it will also bring me happiness, and now it's about the fairness of men and women, so don't think there's anything wrong with bullying me."

Fan smiled and kissed me on the face, I carried her on my back and began to climb the mountain, in fact, the mountain road here is okay, this is a mound, not much high, only dozens of meters, lying on the ground for about half an hour, and finally came to the pavilion.

There is an old big clock in the middle of the pavilion, and the bell is in the pavilion, so there are not many rust spots, and it will snow in the sky, and it is very quiet here, there is no one, and the city in the distance is really beautiful from the mountain.

The beautiful neon lights, the shining city seems to have life, and this Fan whispered on my back, reluctant to come down.

"Arrived, come down."

I patted Fan's leg, she let go of my neck and sat next to me, she leaned against the pillar and pointed at me enough, I leaned over and said, "What's wrong?" ”

"Don't you want to be beautiful, you can think of me as her."

Fan whispered about her long hair, she blinked her beautiful eyes, she was really a vixen, and if she made a few sultry movements, I would think of her amorous appearance when she begged for mercy.

I bowed my head and kissed her like an animal, and I gradually understood how classic and expressive the song of love transfer was, and now I have self-hypnotized Fan Qingyu as Chen Meili.

Fan Qingyu will also coquettishly imitate Chen Meimei's tone and call her husband, you are good or bad, listening to the familiar tone, I gradually sank, Fan Qingyu gently pushed my body, put something in my hand, and whispered: "I don't want to give you a child yet, pay attention to safety." ”

"Chen Meili won't ask me to do this."

I smiled and picked up Fan's chin with my hand, she frowned, put her arms around my neck and said, "That's it, you have the money for the child's abortion." ”

"Having a baby, I really want to have a home now."

After I finished speaking, Fan sat on top of me with a small mouth pursed, and I hugged her tightly, watching her look like she was fascinated, and gradually sank.

In the quiet little pavilion, there were bursts of melodious sounds, like a crisp and pleasant nightingale crying, looking at the city in the distance, Fan and I whispered even more crazy. --