Chapter 80: Do You Know Love?
"It's a pity, if I'm not mistaken, I should have told you that I do everything because I love you, not because I do everything to make you love me, I'm just scared, you have something happening again, you see, the car is so fast, if you accidentally have an accident, I can't live anymore, I'd rather not eat anything, as long as you're fine, I know, you want to say, you won't forgive me, but it doesn't matter, it's fine if you're here, I just want you to be there." Luo Shengrui looked at Ruo Regret and said with a smile.
Ruo Xi looked at Luo Shengrui's eyes, was quiet for a long time, and finally walked to his side, took his hand, and said directly: "Let's go, go back to the ward." ”
Luo Shengrui looked at Ruo Xi's hand and said with a smile: "Okay, go back to the ward." ”
Luo Shengrui was lying on the hospital bed, Luo Shengrui said to himself: "After you left, I separated from Lei Lei, she also entangled, and begged, but she knew that there was no way for me and her to come together, because between me and Lei Lei, there was our child, and then she met her current husband, who was very good to her, and now she is also pregnant, and she is very happy, her only regret is that she can't see our happiness, I know, you are very uncomfortable with losing your child, in fact, I am as uncomfortable as you, Because I really love and love our children, I'm sorry. ”
"The past has passed, there is no need to repeat it, you know, no matter how much you say, you can't change it, we can't go back to the past." Ruo Xi said very directly.
"Then don't go back to the past, we have a future, if it's a pity, we forget everything about the past, okay? Facing the future life, I really want to live with you, I don't know how to express my heart, but I just love you, I just miss you, three years, I really dreamed countless times, dreamed that you came back to me, but every time I woke up, it was fake, now, you are by my side, but you can't go back to the past, if it's a pity, can we go back to the past, just give me a chance, okay? Luo Shengrui looked at Ruo Xi's cheeks and begged in a low voice.
Ruoxi looked at Luo Shengrui's cheeks, tears suddenly flowed out, Luo Shengrui was stunned for a moment, and then said anxiously: "Ruoxi, don't cry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, okay, I don't mind, if you don't want to give me a chance, it doesn't matter, if I regret the last thing I want to see, it's your tears, I always feel that seeing your tears means my incompetence, I don't want to see you like this, if it's a pity, I'm sorry." ”
"We can't go back to the way we were." Ruoxi said crying.
When Luo Shengrui heard this, his heart trembled fiercely, if it is a pity, you said this with tears, do you know, how I feel in my heart? Do you know, my heart is sad, but I look at your tears, I really can't continue to force you to do anything, in this life, if I can't get together with you, I won't find another woman, I will always be by your side, just silently by your side, even if you have other men in the future, I can be silently by your side, as long as you are happy.
"If you can't go back, you can't go back, as long as you're by my side, as long as I can see you, it's my fault, it's my mistake, God wants to punish me, I deserve it, it's okay, if you can't go back, you can't go back, it's okay, you just have fun." Luo Shengrui said with a smile, but that bitter face, if it was a pity to look very uncomfortable, tears even more.
Looking at the appearance of the pear blossoms with rain, Luo Shengrui really didn't know what to do for a while? Ruoxi suddenly hugged Luo Shengrui in his arms, and cried and said: "Luo Shengrui, why do we have to go so desperately? Why can't we find our way back, why do we have to come to this point, why do you want to destroy all the feelings between us? Why are you doing this? Luo Shengrui, do you know that our road can't go on, woo, I used to love you so much, care about you so much, and put you in my heart, but why don't you know that you care? Woo, what do you do now? ”
The more Ruoxi spoke, the more he felt wronged, and the tears became more and more, Luo Shengrui hugged Ruoxi tightly, every word Ruoxi said, made his heart drip blood, but except for gently touching Ruoxi's hair, he couldn't find any other way, Ruoxi, I'm sorry, it was I who brought our road to this point, I think, it's my fault, but why, to punish you like this?
Ruoxi cried to the end, was tired, and finally fell asleep directly, Luo Shengrui gently touched Ruoxi's cheek, and said with a smile: "Ruoxi, it doesn't matter, there is no road, we won't go, it's very good in the same place, if you say, you want me to leave, I can't do it, but if you have someone you like, you will get married, and I won't stop you, even if I'm crazy with jealousy, I can't wait to break that man into pieces, as long as you smile and tell me, I think, I will be fulfilled, because I love you." ”
"If I really loved her, this wouldn't have happened in the first place." Lu Chengyu's displeased voice came.
Luo Shengrui was stunned for a moment, then slowly got up, directly pulled Lu Chengyu outside, and said very seriously: "If it's a pity, we are resting, let's not bother." ”
"You also know don't bother, Luo Shengrui, as you said, don't appear in Ruoxi's life, she will meet someone better than you, and she will live a happier life." Lu Chengyu said directly.
"Lu Chengyu, have you ever loved someone?" Luo Shengrui looked at Lu Chengyu and said.
"What did you say?" Lu Chengyu looked at Luo Shengrui and asked puzzled.
"I said, have you ever loved someone? Have you ever loved someone sincerely? Luo Shengrui looked at Lu Chengyu and asked in a low voice.
"Whether I have loved or not, it has nothing to do with you, if you think that your love for Ruoxi is a good love, I don't think so, if love is painful, if love makes the other person unable to breathe and live, then this is not love." Lu Chengyu said directly.
"I've loved someone, I love it very much, and I used to think that if you love someone, don't you just like it? Isn't it just that you will be happy just looking at her? I looked at Lei Lei, and I always felt that I had lived with her in this life, but fate always likes to joke, just when I thought that I would live with Lei Lei for a lifetime, but I didn't know that I would meet Ruo Xi, that simple and kind girl, you know? It's a pity, it's really good. Luo Shengrui said with a smile.