Chapter 55: Farewell
"Brother Yu Han, why do I think you are weird today? Didn't get sick, did you? Chu Ning reached out and probed Lin Yuhan's forehead, then shook his head to indicate that his body was not abnormal.
"Chu Ning--, if I disappear from your sight one day, will you be sad for me?" Lin Yuhan brushed away Chu Ning's hand, and then grabbed it tightly, at this moment, he was a little troubled.
"No--, Brother Yuhan." Chu Ning broke free from Lin Yuhan's hands, and retreated far away at once as if frightened, and found that her behavior was a little sad, so he explained:
"I mean, everyone won't want you to disappear, especially Aunt Lin and Brother Yu Hao, because they can't bear the separation anymore."
"Chu Ningβwhat about you?" Lin Yuhan, like a stubborn child, seemed to have to wait for Chu Ning's answer.
"Yuhan, I don't know what's wrong with you? I want to say to you that in my heart, apart from my parents, you, like Brother Yuhao, will always be the most caring and caring person for me, so I will always treat you as my dearest person. β
"Is it just a loved one? Chu Ning, you know this is not the answer I want. For so many years, I've been waiting, waiting for us to grow up, waiting for the day when I will actually confess to you. But I finally waited for that day, and all I waited for was refusal, again and again, every time I comforted myself, it's okay, I'm Lin Yuhan! I didn't die when I was a child, so I must live as strong as Xiaoqiang, I always think that it doesn't matter if you don't like me for the time being, one day you will see my sincerity to you. β
"Brother Yuhan, don't say it--"
"Are you afraid of me going on? No, if you don't say it today, I'm afraid I won't have a chance to say it again, Chu Ning, you know that what I have always wanted, every time I was rejected by you before, I licked my wounds alone and comforted myself, Lin Yuhan come on! This is only temporary, one day, Chu Ning will definitely accept you. But today, I don't want to talk about other girls in front of you anymore as if nothing happened, I just want to be with you forever, you know? β
"I--" Chu Ning didn't finish speaking, she felt an invisible pressure hit her, and in an instant trance, she found that her lips had been blocked for some time, she didn't understand what was going on, she just desperately wanted to struggle.
"Yu--" She wanted to speak, but as soon as she opened her mouth, the tip of Lin Yuhan's tongue had already slipped in.
Chu Ning finally understood what was going on, she was ashamed, struggling, and resisting, but Lin Yuhan hugged her tighter, the strength was enough to suffocate her, she suddenly felt like she had fallen into a bottomless abyss, unable to move, only staring at the person in front of her with wide eyes and horror, this person who was once too familiar to be familiar, but now it is so strange and fearful.
When the two figures finally overlapped, Lin Yuhao in the distance finally turned around slowly, in his eyes, it was a childhood sweetheart, a love story between two little guesses, an affectionate embrace between lovers, and a kiss goodbye when lovers were separated......
I'm going to leave this concern from now on! Yu Han, Chu Ning, Brother bless you! Lin Yuhao tried to hold back the dampness at the corners of his eyes, a rare smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and slowly left this place that had allowed him to avoid countless winds and rains and lick countless scars, where he could recall his father's love and forget his short-term troubles; Here, he made important decisions in his life for himself and resolutely chose the beginning of his career.
And today, this place actually made him feel extremely tired and tired.
Perhaps, he shouldn't have come to this place in the first place, and he wouldn't have bumped into them who were lingering, he didn't dare to be nostalgic anymore, he didn't dare to have the slightest attachment, although this place brought him unforgettable childhood memories, but it also left him with the same unforgettable pain, he could only leave quietly like this.
Perhaps fate is the most fond of playing tricks on people, always gladly facing it because people are happy, and fleeing from pain and despair, but it quietly intervenes again, so that the people who may be happy are no longer happy because of the changes in the next moment, and the people who are already in pain are even more painful.
If only --, time could be turned back!
If --, Lin Yuhao stays for one more minute at this moment, there may be many, many things in the future, whether it is tragedy or comedy, it may be rewritten.
But if it is an if, it will never be a fact.
Lin Yuhan, who was quiet in tenderness and sweetness, was reluctant to wake up for a long time, until he finally felt a salty taste on his lips, and then reluctantly opened his eyes.
He found that the salty object was the tears in the corners of his eyes, crystal clear, but it made him even more distressed and infatuated.
"I'm sorry --, Ning!" So he kissed Chu Ning again, this time there was no roughness, only pity.
"Smack--" Chu Ning finally broke free of Lin Yuhan this time, and then gave Lin Yuhan a crisp slap.
"Chu Ning--" Lin Yuhan stroked his hot face and looked at Chu Ning as if he had just woken up from a dream, God, what did he do to her?
"I'm sorry! I --, I'm such a jerk. Lin Yuhan wanted to step forward and hug Chu Ning, but the latter was already panicked, and as soon as he approached her, she dodged in panic.
"Lin Yuhan--, you go, I don't want to see you again." Chu Ning ignored Lin Yuhan's remorse, she turned around and lay on the pillar and cried sadly.
"Are you so dismissive of me? Don't even hate my touch? Lin Yuhan's hand was raised in the air, he didn't know whether to put it down, or whether he should step forward and hug her trembling, hoping to give her a little comfort. But she was hurt by her evasive appearance, and the only trace of hope in her heart was instantly extinguished.
He suddenly lost the courage to continue, afraid to hear something that disappointed him even more, so he had to be silent, and there was no movement in the air except for the sound of the two of them breathing.
Chu Ning's bitter crying gradually subsided, and it had turned into a soft sob. Lin Yuhan was in front of her, but he could only look at her stupidly, he felt that she was close to him at the moment, but it seemed like she was far away.
"Chu Ning, have you ever felt like someone?" After a long time, Lin Yuhan asked.
Chu Ning ignored him, just wiped her tears silently.
"I know, you have, but that person is not me, right?" Lin Yuhan stepped forward again, but in exchange for Chu Ning, he subconsciously retreated again.
Lin Yuhan smiled bitterly at himself, it turned out that all his true feelings were just hurting her in her eyes.
The more Lin Yuhan thought about it, the more sad he became, and after a long time, he choked in his throat, and finally squeezed out three words: "Okay, I'll go!" β
But after not taking a few steps, he suddenly stopped again, turned around, and smiled bitterly again:
"Before I disappear in front of you, there is one thing, I still can't help but be curious to make sure, you love your brother, right?"
Chu Ning suddenly looked up like a frightened rabbit, looking at Lin Yuhan in shock, more like a little girl who was spied on by others to find a secret, in addition to sadness, there was also surprise and uneasiness.
"Let's not talk about it!" Lin Yuhan interrupted his words rudely, in fact, he could already see it from Chu Ning's eyes just now, but he was still afraid to hear it come out of her mouth, so he had to smile bitterly:
"Chu Ning, you know what? Growing up, you didn't even have to do anything, it was enough to drive the two brothers crazy. I don't even know what I'm attracted to you, and I don't even know about it, brother. Actually, I'm a real asshole, my brother can see that I love you so much, for me, he hides his love for you in his heart and messes up in his stomach. And I, like a fool, gladly accept what he gives, and even often ask him to give advice on how to pursue you. I'm such a bastard, my brother loves you no less than I do, you say, how much his heart hurts! β
Lin Yuhan's words stirred up a thousand waves in Chu Ning's heart, but it also made her unbelievable. She looked at Lin Yuhan in disbelief, but the latter's expression was serious and unquestionable.
Chu Ning clung to the pillar, and she kept shaking her head.
Is he telling the truth? Brother Yuhao, do you really love me? But why all these years--' Chu Ning asked in his heart.
"That's right, it's you that my brother loves." Lin Yuhan seemed to see Chu Ning's question, and continued:
"Chu Ning, it is an excellent thing for the two to be happy, but you --, brother to fulfill me and you, but what about you?
And for what? β
"I--"
"Hehe--, it's because of me, right? One or both of you are like that. One is afraid of hurting me, the other wants to fulfill me, but why can't I be hurt? Why should it be perfected? The more Lin Yuhan spoke, the more excited he became, until he roared like a roar behind him.
Chu Ning was at a loss for a series of questions from Lin Yuhan, such a Lin Yuhan was something she had never seen in 20 years, was the Lin Yuhan in front of her really the Lin Yuhan who had been with him day and night before?
No, she refused, and she couldn't believe it, where did Lin Yuhan, who was always happily bullied by her, go?
"Love's charity, I don't need it!" Lin Yuhan turned around again.
Perhaps, Chu Ning likes him bit by bit, and he will compete fairly with his brother, even if he is injured in the end, he is willing to die. However, he understood everything from Chu Ning's eyes, because her eyes when she looked at him were always clear, and she couldn't hide any secrets, and she hadn't changed for so many years, so he didn't even have a chance to compete, and he had already lost.
"Chu Ning, I'll quit and fulfill you!"
After Lin Yuhan finished speaking, he stepped forward without looking back, leaving Chu Ning shivering in the wind.
Although there is reluctance, but there is no reluctance, although the footsteps cannot be moved, but they have to move.
Farewell, it's so sentimental!
But it was his only trip.