"Why did you hide here alone? Don't want to play with us? ”

She sat down beside Zhao Yun by herself.

Zhao Yun was stunned for a moment, and said a little awkwardly: "Staff Officer An, don't be so gentle, I'm a little uncomfortable." ”

"You ---" her cheeks flushed, "You won't still be angry, will you?" Didn't I apologize to you in front of so many people, why are you so cautious as a man? ”

"You're mistaken, I'm really a little unaccustomed, and I've never been angry." Zhao Yun explained.

"Okay, so why are you hiding here?" She pouted.

"Just have fun, I can breathe and enjoy the beautiful scenery in front of me." He replied.

"Oh." She nodded slightly, paused and asked, "Why ---did I treat you like that before, you never explained, you are obviously not that kind of person." ”

"There's nothing to explain, and even if it does, will you listen?" He chuckled.

Anqian opened her mouth, it was true, her prejudice against Zhao Yun at that time was too great, not to mention what kind of background and identity Zhao Yun was, with what he did, it was unacceptable, and there was no quality that a soldier should have.

"Okay, then you said you were leaving the wolf today, is it because of my relationship?" She looked directly into Zhao Yun's eyes.

"You think too much, I won't tell you, from the very beginning, I didn't want to stay in the wild wolf for a long time, to put it bluntly, I came here for my own selfishness."

"Selfishness?" She was stunned: "Are you really here to experience life?" ”

"What life to experience." Zhao Yun smiled speechlessly: "I am here to get the identity of a lieutenant colonel, with this identity, it will be much more convenient to do things outside, this is my selfishness." ”

"You ---" Anqian was surprised and angry: "Do you want to use this identity to abuse your private power outside and do whatever you want?" Zhao Yun, I didn't expect you to be such a person. ”

"Well, I look like a bad person." Zhao Yun said speechlessly: "Don't get me wrong, I just want to have an identity to protect myself, this is not too much, right?" ”

"Protect yourself, so who are you?" She frowned, puzzled.

Zhao Yun paused, it was not a secret anyway, and replied directly: "Students, businessmen, well--- that's all for now." ”

"Students, businessmen?" She was puzzled: "In that case, why use this identity to protect yourself?" ”

"People are in the rivers and lakes, you can't help yourself, you have been in the army for a long time, how can you tell the right and wrong outside."

He smiled lightly, turned his head to look at An Qian, and said, "Staff Officer An, you should also come out of the past, have you considered retiring?" Take a walk around the world of flowers outside? ”

"What are you talking about--- you?" She was a little overwhelmed: "Inexplicable. ”

Zhao Yun hesitated and replied: "I've heard something about you, although you don't usually say it, but I can see that you haven't stepped over it yet." ”

In order to ease the relationship between the two, Deng Jianguo told him some private things about An Qian, so he has always tolerated An Qian everywhere.

Five years ago, when Anxi was still a special operator, she went undercover for a year with a big drug lord in Thailand on a mission, but when she gathered intelligence and evidence, it was exposed.

The troops immediately organized the net and rescued her, and the leader of the team at that time was Yu Fei, the chief instructor of the Navy SEALs, and he also had an identity, that is, Anqian's fiancé.

At that time, the two discussed that they would get married when the mission was over, but they didn't expect that the drug lords would resist to the death and take Anqian as a hostage.

In order to rescue her, Yu Fei ordered the sergeant to retreat, the drug lord was very cunning, and he was willing to let Anqian go only when the supporting helicopter came, and before leaving, he also asked people to sweep with machine guns on the plane.

In order to protect Anqian, Yu Fei has been guarding in front of him, and he was shot at least 20 bullet holes all over his body, and he was killed on the spot.

From then on, Ancy was bent on revenge, but the organization feared that she would be emotional, so they transferred him back to the provincial capital from the border to serve as a wolf instructor.

After a year of lying on the salary, she lost her fiancé for this, there is no doubt that even if the drug lord runs away, it can be regarded as a big den for the country, she has made great contributions to the people, and she deserves respect.

This is also the reason why Zhao Yun admires her, five years ago she was about twenty-three, she was still a girl, she dared to go undercover by the side of the drug lord for so long, this courage may not be able to do it.

"You --- how do you know that?"

Ann Qian looked at him in shock, she had never told anyone about this matter, even if she had worked in the wild wolf for more than three years, she had never mentioned it once, and even Sun Qiang didn't know.

"It was Chief Deng who told me." Zhao Yun directly admitted, hesitated, and still persuaded: "Staff Officer An, this matter is indeed very heart-wrenching, but it has happened, you should let go or you have to let go, otherwise you will be too tired to live, with your conditions, you can live a better life, why stick to the past?" ”

Seeing that she was silent, Zhao Yun sighed secretly, and continued: "Of course, it's just some of my suggestions, just for your reference, I seem to have a bit too much, so let's not talk about it." ”

Her eyes suddenly turned red, tears welled up, yes, this is a pain that she can never let go, the scar is mentioned, she will recall that picture, watching Yu Fei die in front of her, powerless.

"It's easy to put it down, it's not easy to talk about---" Her tears fell, painful and guilty: "It's all my fault, do you know?" ”

"If I had been careful and had done such a stupid act after getting the information, they wouldn't have known that I was undercover."

"So it's all my responsibility, if I wasn't careless and carried away by the excitement, Yu Fei wouldn't have died."

"He became a seal instructor at the age of thirty, and he was supposed to have a bright future, but because I died, neither I ---nor I could forgive myself."

At this point, she burst into tears and her voice was hoarse.

Zhao Yun could feel her pain at this time, sympathized with her a little, and comforted: "No one is right or wrong, it's just fate that makes people, even if you blame yourself, everything will not change, it's you who is uncomfortable, why open your mind to accept the reality?" ”

"The world is so big, don't always live in that small world in your heart."

"Hehe, accept reality? You rich second generation won't understand. She wiped her tears and said.

"You still think I'm a rich second generation?" Zhao Yun smiled lightly: "You are wrong, I have never been a rich second generation." ”

"According to the words on the Internet, I should be a rich generation, I was born in a commoner, I was fatherless since I was a child, and my mother worked as a nanny and maid for others."

"Therefore, since I was sensible, I have been blinded a lot, others don't treat me as a human being, treat me as a dog, no one has a trace of human dignity, and I have no face to live in the world."

"I'm not afraid of your jokes, but then I jumped off the building, and when I knew that I wasn't dead, I realized that a person's life is really worthless, and no one cares about death except for the pain of relatives."

"So since you are alive, you should enjoy life and hold your life in your own hands, so that you can change your fate and not be bound by the so-called fate."

"Since then, I have been reborn, and I want those who once looked down on me, who treated me as a dog, to kneel like a small ant, raise their heads and look up at me, and only by grasping their own lives in their hands can they live as they want, instead of being swayed by fate like you are now, living in a world where there is only grief and guilt."

It was the first time for Zhao Yun to say so many heartfelt words to others, he just sympathized with Anqian's plight and wanted her to be reborn, so he shared his experience with her, hoping to inspire her.

And his experience brought Anqian a lot of shock, she looked at Zhao Yun with complicated eyes, speechless.

I thought he was a carefree and playboy from a small or wealthy family. But he didn't expect him to come from such a humble background and was forced to jump off the building.

"Then how did you become the current Zhao Yun? How to become a strong person? ”

Zhao Yun smiled slightly, pointed to the starry night sky, and said, "It's also because of fate, do you believe it?" ”

"Life?"

"That's right, it was providence that made me reborn, just as I didn't jump off the building that day, maybe I wouldn't be where I am now."

An Qian seems to understand whether she understands or not, but Zhao Yun doesn't know how to explain it, after all, there are some things that he really doesn't want to share with others, and if he says it, others may not believe it.

"Staff Officer An, come out of the past, only then can you be reborn, you are still young, don't waste your life, even if you feel guilty and sad, Yu Fei will not know, right?"

Anqian was in a complicated mood, her eyes were blank, she never confided in anyone about this scar over the years, and would only miss and suffer alone in the middle of the night.

So Zhao Yun was the first person to enlighten her, so that she seemed to have an outlet to comfort the trauma in her heart.

"Can I really be respawned ---?" She looked at the sea in the distance.

"Of course you can, because you are a living person, my life is up to me, I believe in you, come on!"

After saying that, he got up and patted Anqian on the shoulder and left slowly.

Ann Qian's face was full of sluggishness, and she had a lot of thoughts, and it took a long time to look at the distance and say:

"Let go and be born again, yes, can I only live in the grief of the past and spend the rest of my life?"

"He's right, it's a waste of life-----"

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This night, Zhao Yun drank with them, and he didn't get drunk and didn't return.

Of course, the final result was that they all fell, and Zhao Yun still seemed to be a nobody, but he was a little anxious.

Those drinks, after entering the body, will be quickly melted by the aura, just like drinking boiled water, if you want to get drunk, it is impossible.

For the next two days, everyone stayed in the hotel, enjoyed life, and had a great time surfing party every day.

After the three-day holiday, everyone returned to the team on time and drove the helicopter back to the wolf, but they didn't expect it-----

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