Chapter 417: The First Appearance of the Heart Demon
Guo Jia just wanted to refute, as soon as he looked up, Cui Fujun had already disappeared, he smiled bitterly, and walked forward step by step, at this time the mobile phone rang, it was Zhang Rui's call, Guo Jia did not answer, but kept moving forward.
I don't know how long it took, the sun appeared above Guo Jia's head, and he had already left the city, the suburbs, where there were many fewer pedestrians than in the city, looking at the passing vehicles, Guo Jia sat on the flower bed on the side of the road.
He no longer thinks about the meaning and norms of life, but thinks about a real practical question, what he lives for, in the beginning, Guo Jia can be said to live for the same interests as the public, but now he finds that it is completely meaningless.
Why should a person live, why should a life be alive, in the face of the vast universe, the time for life to live is too short, it is such a short life that exists, why!
Looking at a passer-by in a hurry, Guo Jia smiled dumbly, there is only one goal for people to live now, that is, money, whether men or women, they all live for money, although money is not omnipotent, but in this society, without money, it is difficult to move an inch, and everything must be rich.
If you think about it, an ordinary office worker spends most of his time going to work every day to get a reward, and then repeats the cycle until he dies, and he doesn't have any time at his disposal.
Suddenly, a light flashed in Guo Jia's mind, and he understood that what people want to live is nothing else, but freedom.
Just like Guo Jia now, what he needs is freedom, he doesn't want to be bound, he doesn't want to be a robot, he doesn't want to do anything for anything, he longs to get himself.
Thinking of all this, Guo Jia couldn't help laughing at himself and said: "In the past, I longed in my heart to get what others had, wealth or the rest, but now I have it, but I feel that I have lost my freedom, and sure enough, freedom is the most important thing." ”
But this kind of freedom is difficult for Guo Jia now, he needs to help Cui Fujun to complete things, and he also needs to improve his strength to protect what he has obtained from being lost, those beautiful smiling faces, familiar faces, these are his wealth.
He suddenly felt very tired, he didn't understand why he would have such a choice when he was so tired, and he even found that he had lost his freedom, and it was impossible to do something he wanted to do.
The phone rang again, Guo Jia took the phone and looked at it, and connected the call.
"Hey, Zhang Rui." Guo Jia shouted softly, Zhang Rui let out a long breath on the phone and said, "I thought something was wrong with you, you didn't answer the phone, where are you and what are you eating at noon?" My dad made it for us. ”
"I have some things to do temporarily, and I can't get over it for the time being, and I'll go over when I'm done." Guo Jia opened his mouth to speak, Zhang Rui's tone was a little disappointed, and he sighed again and said, "Okay then." ”
Just as he was about to hang up the phone, Guo Jia hurriedly shouted: "Wait, Zhang Rui, today is the third day, don't forget what I said before, make adjustments, and be mentally prepared." ”
"I know, can you come back and see my dad on the seventh day?" Zhang Leg asked again, Guo Jia replied with a smile: "Don't worry, it won't take me seven days to do things." ”
Hanging up the phone, Guo Jia let out a long breath and looked up at the sky in a daze, but at this moment, a familiar voice came, Guo Jia looked back, and saw the old woman of the human demon clan appeared behind him, he hurriedly stood up and looked at each other vigilantly.
"You killed my whole clan, why didn't you kill me too, and leave me alone in this world, don't you think it's cruel? Quick, kill me! "The old woman didn't come to seek revenge, but hoped that Guo Jia would kill her.
Guo Jia took a step back, frowned and said: "Why do you not disperse, I don't kill you, I want you to repent for your people in this world, Cui Fujun is right, your people have killed a lot of people, I just sent them to reincarnation for Yin Si!" ”
"Do you really think so? Cultivator! The old woman stepped forward and asked Guo Jia.
At this moment, Guo Jia seemed to fall into darkness from a radiant barrier, the barrier was as fragile as glass, although it was radiant, it was very fragile, the darkness swallowed him in an instant, and the whole person disappeared without a trace.
Guo Jia's heart was beating wildly, he clenched his fists, his expression was a little confused, and he shook his head and retreated: "Yes!" Be! ”
"Really?" The old woman took another step forward and shouted, "You are not! You feel guilty about the 285 beings you slaughtered, and now you're repenting! Confession! ”
"I didn't!" Guo Jia shouted loudly, but the old woman was aggressive, and said: "If not, you will kill me, let me see if you are repenting, why, do you think that we are evil if we have harmed people, you slaughtered 285 lives of our clan, are you not evil?" Why do you think you humans are superior to all things? ”
Guo Jia didn't know how to answer this statement at all, he was actually forced to sit on the ground by the old woman, this is not a gap in strength, but a feeling of guilt in his heart.
The old woman is right, Guo Jia is indeed very guilty now, he didn't think much about it, he destroyed 285 lives of the human and demon clan, even if each of them had killed a living person, but they were also living lives, and as they said, they harmed people completely equivalent to humans slaughtering domestic animals, and that's it, human beings treat domestic animals as domestic animals, and they treat human beings as domestic animals, using human greed, killing them, and absorbing energy.
The two thoughts of right and wrong were intertwined in Guo Jia's heart, he held his head, his head was painful, and he roared loudly in pain, and his mind was half light and half dark, but the darkness gradually spread faster than the light.
"It's not like this, it's not like this, it's not!" Guo Jia roared angrily, stood up suddenly, and slapped the old woman, but the palm stopped when there were still two fingers away from the old woman, and Guo Jia withdrew his hand.
"Why don't you kill me?" The old woman smiled darkly, Guo Jia shook his head again, gritted his teeth fiercely, and ran away.
At this time, Guo Jia was a little, he didn't want to see this old woman again, he didn't want to listen to this old woman say anything, but no matter where he went or where he ran, this old woman's voice still echoed in his mind, lingering.
Coming to a stinky ditch, Guo Jia couldn't bear it and howled loudly, but at this moment, with an ouch, Guo Jia hurriedly looked back, and a little boy who was riding by fell down and was looking at Guo Jia strangely.
Guo Jia calmed down, he looked at the boy standing panting, and the boy was also like a fool, sitting on the ground and not daring to move, for fear that Guo Jia would suddenly go crazy and attack him.
The old woman's voice disappeared in his head, and Guo Jia gradually calmed down, and saw the boy from the boy's face all the way, only to find out that the boy had a leg with a prosthetic!
No wonder the boy can fall while riding, it turned out to be a disabled person, Guo Jia immediately stepped forward and helped the boy up, although the boy was a little trembling, but seeing that Guo Jia had no malice, he gradually put away his guard.
"Brother, what's wrong with you?" The boy stood firm and looked at Guo Jia with a smile and asked.
Guo Jia shook his head and said, "I'm fine, but I'm a little restless in my heart, and my mood fluctuates too much, are you okay?" I'm sorry to scare you just now. ”
"I'm fine, look." The boy walked back and forth a few times with a smile and said, "Brother, I know that you adults are under a lot of pressure now, but don't worry too much, there is no hurdle that you can't get over." ”
"You're young, and you're quite comforting." Guo Jia smiled with interest, but the boy pretended to be smug and said: "Of course, the children of the poor are in charge early, I am much more mature than children of the same age, my name is Wang Yong, brother?" ”
"My name is Guo Jia." Guo Jia touched the tip of his nose, but Wang Yong was more talkative, and said: "Anyway, I don't have anything to do, and I don't usually have any friends to talk to, if Brother Guo Jia doesn't mind, I'll talk to you?" ”
"Let's talk about ......" Guo Jia was stunned for a moment, looked at the boy in front of him who was only sixteen years old, thought for a while, and then nodded and said: "Then let's talk, but the environment here is not good, let's talk while walking." ”
Guo Jia took the bicycle from Wang Yong's hand, and the two walked slowly side by side, chatting as they walked.
"Why is Brother Guo Jia bothered?" Wang Yong asked.
Guo Jia did not hear Wang Yong's question, but watched the wheels of the bicycle turn, and the memories pulled him back to when he was a child, when the bicycle was different from the bicycle now, he clearly remembered that he was sitting in his mother's arms, and his father rode a bicycle with them, laughing and laughing along the way.
He was deeply touched in his heart, suddenly his nose was sore, and he almost shed tears, in his memory, he actually forgot what his mother looked like, yes, the mother who once gave him warmth has long since passed away, as a son, he actually forgot what his mother looked like......
"Brother?" Wang Yong called Guo Jia again.
He came back to his senses, looked at Wang Yong, tightened his lips and said, "I'm thinking about what I'm living for." ”
"How simple is the question." Wang Yong said with a smile, Guo Jia showed a wry smile, I'm afraid that Wang Yong will say that life is to make money, build a house and go to his daughter-in-law, right?
However, what Guo Jia never expected was that Wang Yong suddenly said: "People live to see the beauty that they have never encountered, because there are still many beautiful things in this world, and we have never seen it." ”
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