Chapter 59: Reminiscences of Childhood

When Zhang Cuilian arrived at Xie's house, it was already past eight o'clock, almost nine o'clock. The countrymen went to bed early, and no one took the sudden movement of the three jumpers seriously.

It wasn't until Zhang Cuilian knocked on the door that Xie Jun put on his clothes and went to open the door. This is the second time that Zhang Cuilian appeared at the door of Xie's house without warning.

After learning the ins and outs of the matter, Xie Jun severely criticized Zhang Cuilian!

Zhang Cuilian also knew that it was wrong for her to do so, but she couldn't tell the truth of the matter. When Zhang Guangfu clenched his fists with red eyes and wanted to educate himself.

All that came to her mind was all the things in her previous life, as well as all the strange experiences that had happened in the year since she was reborn in this life.

Zhang Cuilian wiped her tears and returned to her house, wiping her tears while packing up her things in frustration and self-blame.

After a while, Xie's mother Dong Lihua knocked on the door and walked in, she put down a bowl of water: "This is the malt milk essence that your father asked me to make." Say that you have been wronged just now, and you must have not eaten. Drink it and clean it up tomorrow! ”

Zhang Cuilian turned around, and tears of grievance poured down. She felt that it was only when she arrived at this home that she felt that she was still a child. Only when she saw Dong Lihua did she seem to have the feeling of being a daughter.

Regardless of his mental age in his forties, he complained of grievances with a handful of snot and tears: "I don't understand, since I was born, why can't I treat me well." Even if it's an outsider, even the neighbor's child, they won't be able to. ”

Zhang Cuilian whimpered and told the imbalance in her heart: "You said that our family is poor, and my mother gives my uncle's cousin ten yuan every New Year." Every time school starts, I buy a new schoolbag for all the children at my grandmother's house. What about me? What did I carry when I came back from here, I still carried it when I was in high school! ”

Dong Lihua's heart was like a knife, and she touched Zhang Cuilian's back while persuading: "Isn't this all over, it's all over!" It's not easy for your mother, it's all for the sake of face. Mother's family, you have to take care of some. In fact, she has you in her heart, and she has you! ”

There's a fart! Zhang Cuilian remembered what happened in the first year of her return. It was something she would never forget, and that experience would have influenced her for many years. It was also the only time he confronted Shao Hua head-to-head twice, although it was fruitless, but he also had a cold war with his mother's family for more than a year.

Dong Lihua looked at Zhang Cuilian stunned, thinking that her words had an effect. Then he said, "You are a big girl, and you are very sensible." There are some things you know, don't keep the past in mind. Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, how considerate and considerate you are for her! She still cares about you! ”

Zhang Cuilian snorted and said aggrievedly: "You don't know at all!" ”

She wiped away a handful of tears, and the grief and indignation in her heart told the most unspeakable past in her previous life. That was something that even Gu Zhicheng didn't know, Zhang Cuilian said hatefully: "She doesn't care at all!" The first year I went home, she led me and Zhang Cuijun back to my parents' house during the Chinese New Year. I was young at the time, and I was dressed well. Then I played with those brothers and sisters, and then I didn't know the relatives of the aunt's family. Anyway, I should have called my brother and led me away! ”

When Dong Lihua heard this, she chuckled in her heart. She subconsciously glanced at the door, knowing that her man must be listening at the door.

"What did he do?" Dong Lihua asked in a low voice. Zhang Cuilian sneered: "What can an eighteen or nineteen-year-old boy do?" Shameless! ”

Dong Lihua trembled when she heard this, pulled Zhang Cuilian and asked, "What's wrong with him?" ”

Zhang Cuilian smiled sadly: "He originally led the big guy out to play, and he said that he was playing 'stealing the box' (Explanation 1). Then he led me away, played a few games, and hid in their barn. There was a big wolf dog in front of their house, and no one dared to enter their house, and no one thought that the two of us would go to their barn! ”

The more Dong Lihua listened, the more frightened she became, her hands trembled, and her face turned pale. Zhang Cuilian patted Dong Lihua's back and signaled her to rest assured: "It's okay, Mom!" ”

Then Zhang Cuilian faintly recalled: "After entering the warehouse, I found that there were all grain bags there. He jumped out of the window and locked the door. Jump in through the window again! ”

Recalling that time, Zhang Cuilian was very glad that the adults of the later family came back.

"When he came in, he pushed me onto the sack and took off my pants. I was so scared that I didn't know what to do or how to refuse. I know it's not good in this matter, and I know it's a shame to be spread out. But I don't know why it's a shame! Dong Lihua's tears came out, and she was distressed to death. There was the creaking of fists outside the door.

Zhang Cuilian seemed to be immersed in memories, completely unaware that Xie Jun had been listening at the door for a long time.

Zhang Cuilian smiled sadly: "Maybe I'm too scared, or maybe he's too nervous." He then stopped, staring at me with red eyes and not moving. Then there was a knock at the door of their house, and he quickly pulled me up. I quickly lifted my pants, and it was only three to five minutes. ”

Hearing this, Dong Lihua breathed a sigh of relief. Zhang Cuilian chuckled: "The person who came in was his father, and his father opened the door of the warehouse and was quite surprised to see the two of us." The kid nervously told his dad that we were playing 'stealing the box'. His dad didn't suspect it, but opened the door. ”

Zhang Cuilian smiled self-deprecatingly: "Later, I went home, and it took many days." I don't know why, but I told my mom about it. Guess what's wrong with my mom? ”

Dong Lihua frowned: "She scolded you?" I don't blame you for this! After speaking, he blamed himself and said: "Blame me for this!" I didn't teach you how to guard against those boys! Oh, I really regret it. Good thing you're okay! ”

Zhang Cuilian looked up and laughed, the laughter sounded more sad than crying. Zhang Cuilian raised her head and forced herself to hold back the tears: "My mother didn't say anything after listening to it. ”

At that time, Zhang Cuilian was quite aggrieved, thinking that Shao Hua felt too embarrassed. But later, when she got married and had Qiaoqiao, she saw Shao Hua play with a group of monkey children with Qiaoqiao, who was already three years old, with her bare buttocks, and the memories in her heart came out.

She hugged Qiaoqiao back and quarreled with her mother Shao Hua again. mentioned the events of that year, Zhang Cuilian looked aggrieved. questioned Shao Hua, why he didn't care about himself without pain or itching.

But Shao Hua's answer was first denied. It wasn't until he couldn't bear it anymore that he lied and said that he actually went to the kid's parents and scolded him. Zhang Cuilian's head was very spinning at that time, and she had to make a right and wrong and forced Shao Hua to say who the family's surname was.

Shao Hua was finally forced to have no choice, and couldn't bear to be annoyed and roared back angrily: "Okay, you, what a big deal." If you weren't cheap, what would have happened like this? Why doesn't he do harm to others? Who knows if you were harmed back then! ”

Zhang Cuilian heard that it was crying, and Shao Hua became excited when she saw her daughter looking sad. forced Zhang Cuilian to ask her: "Did that kid succeed back then?" That's not right! Shao Hua looked suspicious, and his tone became more and more gossipy: "Don't you say that you are red, then how can you do it!" ”

After speaking, he patted Zhang Cuilian on the shoulder, with a tone that you were already very lucky: "You are already good, let me tell you." That kid is a bastard. Oops, the little girl he scourged has an old nose. Just your three aunts and their neighbors, the three sisters are all good-looking. Before getting married, I was all over the water by that kid. Then you shouldn't marry someone, and now your life is better than yours! ”

Because of that time, Zhang Cuilian was angry and had no contact with her mother's family for a year. Later, it was Shao Hua who spoke sweetly and took some rotten fruit to see Qiaoqiao. A handful of snot and a handful of tears coaxed Zhang Cuilian to change her mind.

These are all afterwords, of course Zhang Cuilian can't say it. But Dong Lihua is shocked enough, this is her own mother. The stepmother may not be so ruthless, is this still human.

Dong Lihua couldn't help but cry: "I'm sorry, child." It's that I didn't teach you, I didn't look at you well. Woo woo, you said something really happened to you. I can't live for the rest of my life! ”

Zhang Cuilian knew that Dong Lihua felt sorry for herself, but she was too kind. She always felt that what Shao Hua did was excusable. As everyone knows, Shao Hua loves money and not himself in his bones.

She smiled and patted Dong Lihua's hand: "Mom! These are all over, and I will tell you that I feel much more comfortable. You see how good you are, you know how to knock when you enter the door. Until now, there is a curtain in my house. If I put it all down one day, she'll have to come in and see if I'm going to do something bad! ”

At this time, Xie Jun walked in, looking a little scary with a black face. opened his mouth and asked Zhang Cuilian: "Do you still know, what is that kid's name and what does he look like?" ”

Zhang Cuilian said in her heart, I will never forget that bastard in my life. It's just that she knows that kid really turned into a gangster later. And I blame myself for not knowing how to protect myself for this kind of thing, so I shook my head: "I don't remember, I only remember this incident!" ”

Xie Jun also felt that it was really inappropriate to discuss this kind of thing with his daughter. But he couldn't find that person, so he turned around angrily and gritted his teeth and said, "I can't go anywhere on vacation in the future, so I'll come back here." Shao Hua, a woman, is simply not worthy of being a mother! ”

Dong Lihua thought so, and nodded again and again at Zhang Cuilian and felt distressed and sad: "Girl, don't go back in the future." When I go to work in the future, I can give them some money every month. Oh, otherwise it would be too sinful! ”

Zhang Cuilian smiled and nodded: "Well, I know." Mom, don't be too upset. You go tell my dad that it's all over. Look ahead, ah! ”

Dong Lihua nodded, sighed and walked out with tears in her eyes.

When Zhang Cuilian lay on the bed, she could still hear Xie Jun's tantrum next door: "Beast! ”

She sighed, rolled over and muttered, "It's okay not to say it!" ”