"Because you're too busy, aren't you?" Chu Ning thought for a moment, and then replied.

"Yes, I am indeed too busy, but I am no longer busy for the family, but for a man, so busy that I am humble and desperately busy. The most ridiculous thing is that in the end, I actually lost his people, and you are the culprit who caused all this! Zhang Rui suddenly glared at Chu Ning with cold eyes, with unwillingness and resentment in his eyes.

Zhang Rui's accusations knocked Chu Ning back again and again.

"I thought that after graduation, we wouldn't have any more intersections, but fate really jokes, and after a few years, it actually tied us together again, don't you think it's ridiculous?" After Zhang Rui finished speaking, he only cared about one person and laughed, but after laughing, two lines of tears overflowed on his face.

"Zhang Rui, you are here today--" This kind of Zhang Rui made Chu Ning unpredictable.

"Chu Ning, do you remember when you called Lin Yuhan once, Lin Yuhan roared at you? It was the time when you were working in Y City, and then Lin Yuhan rushed back to Y City. ”

"How can I not remember, everything he did for me, I engraved it in my heart." Chu Ning followed Zhang Rui's prompts and slowly recalled the scene of that day, and then she looked at Zhang Rui eagerly, "How do you know?" ”

"Because at that time, I was lying next to him, and the two of us were lying on the same bed, and you say, how could I not know?"

"You --, you talking nonsense, Brother Yu Han, he is not this kind of person, how can he be with you--" Chu Ning said as he spoke, but he was silent.

She remembered that day, when she and Lin Yuhao were having dinner in Wuyang, Zhang Rui looked at Lin Yuhan's eyes, and Lin Yuhan intentionally or unintentionally helped her drink.

She always thought that Zhang Rui was invited by Fang Weizhen to 'Shen Yuan', but now that she thinks about it, it turns out that she went with Lin Yuhan.

"Figured it out? Are you a little disappointed in him? Or is there a sense of betrayal? After all, the person who loves you so much is privately entangled with your college classmates and roommates night and night, and does not know the hardship. ”

"You're talking nonsense--" Chu Ning blushed and accused Zhang Rui.

"Hehe, everyone else is dead, what nonsense do I have to talk about?"

Chu Ning didn't squeak, because she remembered the scene when Lin Yuhan said in Lin Yuhao's apartment that day when he had exercised too much at night and was so tired that he was overdrawn and malnourished, he remembered that Lin Yuhao was glaring at him vigorously at that time, and now she finally understood what was going on.

"You know what? Do I love him to the point of humbleness? I tolerate that he has you in his heart at all times; He likes to have long hair like you, so I grew my hair too; Even if we don't linger day and night, he just wants to miss you less, and even I put up with it, but in the end, I still can't get the slightest bit of his love. Zhang Rui's voice drifted again.

"Please don't say any more." Chu Ning suddenly felt a little breathless.

"Why don't you say it, Chu Ning, I've been thinking about a question, what is it about you that attracts the two brothers of the Lin family, by the way, and Zhang Shaoyang from Wuyang. But you already have Lin Yuhao, why do you still eat in the bowl and look at the pot? ”

"I didn't? I have always had only brotherly affection for Yuhan. ”

"Since you don't like him, you should completely draw a line with her, do you know how painful he was when he knew that you and Lin Yuhao both went to Yunnan? He fell unconscious on the street like a drunk, with your name still in his mouth. It was me, it was I who found out, I took her to my quarters, and that night he took me for you. Hehe! Even when we were in bed, he called your name. ”

"I don't want to listen--" Chu Ning covered her mouth, she didn't know that her and Lin Yuhao's departure would cause so much harm to Lin Yuhan, because she was too selfish.

"You don't dare to listen to it, do you? But I still want to tell you, I'm going to tell you all about it today! Why did I know Yuhan Lam? This is also thanks to your Chu Ning, if he hadn't found me back then, how could I have known him? ”

"Did you know each other back then?" Chu Ning was shocked.

"Can't you? It's ridiculous to say, when he came to me, I thought it was strange, maybe he saw me coming in and out of campus the most! One day he blocked me directly at the school gate, he said, his sister is too simple-minded, she is afraid of being deceived in school, and someone must be watching, so let me do me a favor, care more about her, and tell him if there is an idea of a bad boy beating her. What's even more ridiculous is that I even agreed to him by magic. ”

Chu Ning suddenly understood, no wonder Lin Yuhan knew Zhang Shaoyang and his person very early, it turned out to be Zhang Rui.

Chu Ning couldn't help but smile bitterly, yes! What is the basis for her condensation, so that Lin Yuhan has been nervous about himself for more than ten years from childhood until he graduated from college.

However, she obviously didn't want this, and she didn't want to know this, especially after his death, knowing this would only make her heart even more sad.

"I'm not here to see you in City Y today. To be honest, although what he saw in front of his grave was only a piece of loess, it was far more comfortable than seeing you. Lin Yuhan is gone, so I hope that we will never have any intersection in this life, but I hope you will firmly hold on to your current happiness and stop harming anyone. Zhang Rui said coldly.

"Zhang Rui, what you have lost is the person you love, and what I have lost is the relatives who get along with me day and night, so the pain in my heart will definitely be more profound than yours."

"It should be said that when he dies, you can rest assured, and live a life of affection with his brother from now on, presumably soon, you will set foot in the palace of marriage, and then have children, husbands and children."

"Shut up!" Chu Ning was instantly angered by Zhang Rui.

"Shut up! Why are you telling me to shut up? You are a sinner, and the one who should keep your mouth shut is you, it's you, it's you--" Zhang Rui's emotions also became excited, and she pointed at Chu Ning and roared loudly.

"Yes, I'm a sinner, I'm the one who should shut up, I'm sorry!" Chu Ning suddenly collapsed and muttered on the boulder.

Zhang Rui immediately began to cry bitterly, so on the big stone by the Han River, which has many memories, one girl cried without image, and the other girl took her into her arms and comforted her.

"Zhang Rui, when did you fall in love with Brother Yuhan?" After Zhang Rui's crying subsided slightly, Chu Ning asked.

"Very early, very early! Maybe on that afternoon after school, in the midst of so many people, and I was the only one who stopped me, I was already in the mud. Zhang Rui's voice suddenly softened again.

"Why didn't you pursue your love according to your ideas?"

"If you don't love this man, what does everything about him have to do with you? If you love this person, how can you bear that his eyes and heart are full of others? Zhang Rui muttered.

"Zhang Rui, you and Wenxuan, I am deeply sorry!" Chu Ning said softly.

"Alright, that's all I say, I should go too, let's leave it at that!" Zhang Rui got up, and with infinite affection, looked in the direction of the pine and cypress, and then looked back with a strong reluctance, "Y City, this sad place, in my lifetime, I hope never to see you again!" Take care! ”

After Zhang Rui finished speaking, he wiped away two lines of tears, and then strode away in the direction he came.

'Yuhan, I'm sorry! I'll stay with you now, okay? Chu Ning looked at Zhang Rui's lonely back, and then got up as well, looked at the pine and said silently.

The snow in the evergreen forest is still deep, and the storage condensation is one foot deep and one foot shallow towards the forest.

She came to the evergreen tree where she used to practice with Lin Yuhan, and recalled the scenes she had chased and played with Lin Yuhan in the forest countless times.

That tree has long grown into a towering tree like other trees, but it is straighter than any evergreen, this long posture, I am afraid that it can be straighter than the pines and cypresses next to it, but the other evergreens are still verdant and verdant, but this one is full of dead leaves?

"Yuhan, even it is grieving your departure, isn't it?" Chu Ning suddenly hugged the evergreen tree and cried bitterly.

It wasn't until she cried until her eyes were sore and she was hazy and sleepy that she remembered that she was going to accompany Lin Yuhan.

So she got up again, wiped away her tears with her sleeve, and then walked on until she had walked through the evergreen forest and then the pine and cypress.

When she passed by the deserted cemetery, she was not even afraid, she walked through the graveyard and came to Lin Yuting's cemetery, she first kowtowed to Lin Yuting's tomb three times, and then got up and walked towards the new grave next to her.

"Brother Yu Han, although you are accompanied by Uncle Lin now, you are still very lonely! Because no one will bully you anymore, no one will rob you of things, and no one will practice with you anymore, woo woo ......, but no one will quarrel with me anymore, no one will bully me, and no one will practice with me, so I am also very lonely. Chu Ning knelt directly in front of Lin Yuhan's grave, and tears were rinsing down again.

"Brother Yu Han, the doctor said that your will to survive is very weak, why? You're so disappointed in me, aren't you? That's why you want to leave me, and you ruthlessly leave Aunt Lin and my brother, but do you know that because you died for me, how dare I live in the world? ”

Just when she was crying so much, her body suddenly took off, she raised her head with teary eyes, and then Lin Yuhao's sad eyes came into view.

"I've been looking for you for a long time." Lin Yuhao looked at the person who was crying into a flower face in his arms and said distressedly.

"Brother Yuhao, I'm so sleepy!" After Chu Ning looked at Lin Yuhao, he immediately smiled, and then lowered his eyelids relaxedly.

"Sleepy, sleep, I'll be with you." Lin Yuhao coaxed Chu Ning.

The next moment, Chu Ning slowly closed his eyes.

"Brother Yuhao, I miss Yuhan!"

……

Watch the sunset hovering over the horizon,

Reluctant to fall down the mountain.

The moon does not rise,

I was left with tears in my eyes.

You're going to leave me after all,

It's too late for me to look at you more.

When the cold wind passes,

You can only feel the residual warmth of your hands.

……

The river in front of the village,

Still gurgling eastward,

Just like when I was a child,

Your hands brush my head.

……

Watch the shooting stars streak across the sky,

Know you've gone far.

Long arcs,

That's how much I miss you!

……

Note: The song is excerpted from Li Jian's song "Missing You", with changes!