Chapter 302: If You Die, I'll Die With You For the three people, the pavilion wood is reversed
He hugged me and touched me with his skin: "Ah worry, you see, Brother Kang is the same as you, we are the same." In my brother's eyes, you are the most beautiful woman, my wife......"
The word Xu is wife touched me, and I have the impression that Mang Kang has never called me that, he has always called me Ah Wei, and when he is angry, he will call me by name and surname.
I slowly raised my hand and put it on his back, and my voice was choked: "Brother Kang, will you dislike me?" ”
"No, Ah Yu, I will never dislike you."
He let go of me a little and looked at my naked body, his eyes darkening and his fists clenched when he saw the crisscrossing scars on my chest.
He put his hand on it tremblingly and asked me, "Does it hurt?" ”
I shook my head: "It doesn't hurt, with Brother Kang here, it doesn't hurt." ”
He smiled dumbly: "Silly worry, how can it not hurt?" But it's okay, with me, no one dares to bully you. ”
As he carried me into the bathtub, I felt like my heart was about to lose track of his hot body and hot gaze, and I felt like I was going to melt in the next second.
In fact, I don't have any bottom in my heart, I can't remember how many times over the years, we had a passionate and enthusiastic start tonight, but at the critical moment, I fell ill, and several times I was sent to the hospital in the middle of the night, and I was so scared that Mangkang didn't dare to touch me for a long time.
I'm ready tonight, no matter what, to have a full and happy life as a couple with him.
As Mangkang has said countless times, this is what I owe him.
Don't talk about this, even if he wants my life, I will give it to him.
Mangkang was sweating all over his forehead, and although I wasn't much better, I still wanted to laugh at seeing him so nervous, he really looked like a fledgling young man now.
I can't help but wonder what we were like before, and why can't I remember all of them?
I couldn't hold back when I smiled at Mangkang, lowered my head and bit my lip, muttering my name: "Ah Worry, Ah Worry, I love you......"
I wrapped my arms around his bare chest tightly and murmured, "Brother Kang, Brother Kang, I love you too......"
He put his hand on my chest and asked me tremblingly, "Ah Wei, can I?" ”
In fact, we are already like this, he doesn't need to ask my opinion anymore, we are husband and wife, and I have always been willing to listen to him.
I didn't speak, I just took the initiative to grab his hand and probe it to my lower abdomen, although I asked this question countless times, but every time I took a bath, I still couldn't help asking: "Brother Kang, tell me again, why do I have such a long scar on my stomach?" ”
Mangkang's hand slammed, and I felt his whole body shake, which scared me.
He told me that I had a tumor in my stomach many years ago, and that it was because of surgery that I had this scar.
Every time I asked, Mangkang did this, and I couldn't help but wonder, could it be that I was very sick at that time, which made him very sad, so he didn't want to mention it again?
Thinking of this, I wrapped my arms around his neck and coquettishly said: "Brother Kang, was I sick and dying at that time, are you very afraid?" ”
He nodded: "Yes, at that time, you had burns and tumors, and you almost couldn't survive, I watched you day and night, I'm afraid you won't be able to cross that hurdle." ”
I nodded, "What would you do if I died?" ”
He smiled slightly: "If you die, I will die with you." ”
I didn't expect him to say that, for so many years, he has never liked to say anything sweet, and occasionally a few words are also about the bed.
I never thought that I was so important to him, no matter how much love between men and women is, it is necessary for you to linger when you are alive, as long as one of them dies, that love can be interrupted. Even if you miss it, you keep it in your heart, and you don't count it for a long time.
Where can love beat time?
There is a saying that has been used by countless people for a long time, many times the people who sleep next to us are not the same person as what we want in our hearts. I'm glad that all I want is the same person, and that person is right next to me.
I suddenly felt that I had nothing more to ask for in this life, and with Mangkang here, my life was already very complete.
If it would be superfluous to say anything at this time, my whole body was paralyzed in Mangkang's arms, and I would not refuse what he wanted me to do at this moment.
However, at the critical moment, I still can't.
As Mangkang tried to go further, the last moment, I suddenly had a convulsion and pushed Muang Kang away, and then I lay on the edge of the tub and vomited violently.
Mangkang was terrified, and although he had dealt with such situations countless times, he was still nervous as if he were something, stepped out of the bathtub and pulled the bath towel around me, and quickly went to the bedroom and put me on the bed.
He took a spoon from the bedside table and held it against my tongue to prevent me from choking, and then he kept slapping me in the face and shouting my name.
I stared at the ceiling with my eyes wide open, and once again I saw a lot of demons and monsters rushing at me with their mouths wide open.
It hurts, the flesh and skin all over my body are torn and glued, I roll my eyes, and I don't know anything.
When I woke up again, it was already dawn, and I found myself back in a familiar place: a hospital room.
I turned my face and saw Mangkang sleeping beside me, his brow furrowed and his face pale, and my hand was clutched by him.
Tears quickly blinded my eyes, I didn't dare to cry, for fear of waking him up, I only dared to be silent and shed tears.
I love Mangkang, you are so good to me, how can I repay you.
I can't give you even the most basic joy, what more can I give you?
I'm a burden to you right now, and if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be as tired as you are now.
How can I bear to let you waste your life's enthusiasm on me again and again?
Mangkang, I should fulfill you, shouldn't I?
The person around me moved, and I hurriedly wiped away a handful of tears, and then I saw him slowly open his eyes.
He was shocked to see me, and then hugged me in surprise, like a lost baby: "Ah Worry, Ah Worry, you scared me to death." ”
The bitterness in my heart can't be described in words, as if I have eaten Coptis chinensis all over the world, but I know that Mangkang's heart is ten million times more bitter than mine.
"Brother Kang, I'm sorry ......"
I'm sorry that I made you an incomplete man; I'm sorry that I'm the one who has taken over you and made you unhappy; I'm sorry, I hurt you......
I'm sorry for a million words, but I can't say a word, I just cry.
In the past, it was rumored that Mangkang was frigid, but later everyone knew that he was not frigid, he just gave me all his affection, including life, and everyone thought we were very happy.
In fact, how do you know that our marriage is incomplete.
A marriage without sex is like an empty shell.
Mang Kang cupped my face and said word by word: "Tang Wuwu, I don't allow you to say these three words to me." Where are you sorry for me, just because of this? That soup worry-free I tell you, I don't mind, I really don't mind. I have nothing more to have you in this life. Whether you can do that or not is not the most important thing. ”
As if he had a premonition of something, he suddenly raised his voice: "Tang Wuwu, I warn you, don't give me cranky thoughts, let alone do anything for me that I can't accept." Otherwise, you know, I'm going crazy, I'm going to kill. ”
There were so many tears, more than the water of the Wucheng River, that I couldn't see his face clearly.
He leaned over and kissed me one by one, and dried the tears from my face, but I was very angry, or I was particularly attached to his kiss, and the tears kept flowing out.
Mangkang laughed after kissing, hugged me on the bed, and continued to kiss me.
I was overwhelmed by his kiss, and he panted and hugged me and leaned into my ear: "Ah Yu, don't do stupid things, you know? ”
I sobbed, "But my ...... sickness"
He stuck out his finger and plugged my lips: "I don't mind, let's figure it out." ”
I cried and hugged him: "Brother Kang, why are you so good to me." You see, I don't even remember what happened before, why do you want me? ”
He laughed helplessly: "Fool, who made my fate destined to be planted in your hands in this life?" Even if I die for you, I am willing. ”
I burst into tears and laughed, laughed twice and cried again: "I don't want you to die, and if you die, I won't live." ”
He held my hand: "Okay, let's live and die together." ”
A familiar voice suddenly came from the door: "Come on, what can't you die, if you two die, how lonely will I be?" ”
I hurriedly got up and pushed Mangkang, now in broad daylight, it is always bad for us to hug and hug like this.
Mang Kang didn't mind at all, pulled me to lie down again, and said to the man who came in with the thermos box and pushed the door, "Brother, you came at the wrong time." ”
Yukawa Xiubai looked at us: "The doctor in the United States has been contacted, and I asked the secretary to help you book a ticket for tomorrow." The villa over there in Manhattan has also asked someone to help you clean it up, and I don't have to worry about the things in Dock City. ”
He put the insulated box on the cabinet, poured out some millet porridge from it, and handed it to Mangkang, while he himself sat on the edge of the bed, pinched my face, and said in a doting tone: "Tell my brother, where does it hurt?" ”
I shook my head, although he was my own eldest brother, but every time I was hospitalized for this obscure thing, I also felt shy.
He already knew what I was thinking, and leaned over and kissed my hair: "It's okay, with my brother here, I won't let you have anything to do." ”
Mangkang adjusted the temperature of the millet porridge, and felt that it was almost there, so he fed me spoonful by spoon, and reminded me to be careful of scalding every time he took a bite.
Yukawa Xiu sat on the side and watched, and I suddenly coquettish: "Brother, I want to eat grapes." ”
He immediately got up, walked to the coffee table and took a bunch of grapes to the bathroom to wash, and while he was not there, I lowered my voice and asked Mang Kang: "Why didn't you say my brother would find us a sister-in-law?" It stands to reason that such an excellent diamond king should be in the midst of flowers. ”
Meng Kang glanced at the bathroom and shook his head: "I don't know, maybe it's the same as me." ”
I didn't understand for a while: "Which one?" ”
He smiled slightly and fed me a spoonful: "Frigidity." ”
The mouthful of porridge I had just eaten was so caught off guard that it squirted out and sprayed it all on Mangkang's face.
I hurriedly pulled out a tissue to wipe it for him, and he handed me the bowl and quickly went to the bathroom.
Then the voice of two men talking came from the bathroom: "Your sister wants me to ask you, why don't you look for a woman, is it frigid?" ”
"What did you say?"
"Yes, I'm just helping to convey it."
Then came Mangkang's scream like killing a pig, and Tang Chuanxiu said viciously: "Rabbit cub, dare to arrange me, believe it or not, I will kill you." ”
I ate millet porridge proudly and smiled warmly.
This is what the two men I love the most should look like, invincible in the business field, joining forces to kill enemies at the negotiation table, at home in front of me, are two children who can't grow up.
Although our grandparents, parents, and aunts died, we are not alone, we are the happiest when we accompany each other.
Soon Yukawa Shu came out with the grapes, and he sat next to me very warmly to help me peel them, as he had done every time, and then stuffed them in my mouth one by one.
I ate a lot and laughed, "It's so sweet, thank you brother." ”
He stopped talking and continued to peel me, and finally after I had eaten a bunch of grapes, he looked at me: "Now for you the answer." ”
I sighed, what answers, did I ask any questions?
He reluctantly smoothed my hair: "First, I'm not frigid, I'm normal; Second, the reason why I don't look for women is because I have to wait until you are well before I can make time to take care of other women. In my heart, no woman is as important as you; Third, in the future, without my permission, we are not allowed to go on missions, there are so many people in the organization, we are not down enough to rely on you. ”
I'm a little weak-minded, and it seems that he knows about my failed mission.
Thinking about it again, how could I not know it, most of the people in the organization were personally selected and trained by him, and if I had anything to do, people would tell him.
In order to divert his attention, I hurriedly changed the topic: "Hey, brother, do you know that when I was on a mission that night, I met a strange family. ”
He didn't seem to want to continue the topic with me, and interrupted me: "Don't talk when you eat, splash my saliva." ”
I knew he didn't want to continue, so I had to pout: "Actually, with Mangkang taking care of me, you don't have to worry about it at all." Besides, there is no conflict between you looking for a woman and taking care of me. ”
He glanced at me: "If I find someone who is like a flower and jade, and shows affection in front of you every day, are you not jealous?" ”
I laughed: "It's too late for me to be happy, how can I be jealous?" ”
He nodded knowingly: "Okay, it's hard to be gracious, I'll look for it tomorrow." ”
It's false to say that I'm unhappy, after all, there are only two of us left in the Tang family now, and I don't know when my illness will get better, even if I get well and give birth to a child, I will definitely have to follow the surname Mangkang, so the task of inheriting the Tang family will all fall on my brother.
When you think about it, it's really pitiful.
Thinking about it, I have to heal my illness quickly and help him with some of the burden.
Just when I was thinking nonsense, a crisp voice came from outside: "Mom, Mom, where are you, Liuli has come to see you......"
I slapped my head, oh no, I talked about business for a long time, how did I forget these two little guys?