Chapter 184: Pain and Sadness
"Wen Xuan! I guess you've skipped class again! Chu Ning found a topic to chat with Wenxuan again.
"Hmm!" Wen Xuan nodded in a low voice.
"Promise me, don't make an example, okay?" Chu Ning said again.
"Hmm!" Wen Xuan nodded again, and then stopped talking.
"Wen Xuan, thank you for always being with me, I still want to sleep for a while, why don't you come up too!" Although the heating is turned on in the ward, it is always uncomfortable to sleep on your stomach. Chu Ning said to Wen Xuan unhurriedly.
"Teacher Chu, if you want to cry, cry out! You are so hard that I feel uncomfortable to watch. Wen Xuan saw that after Chu Ning woke up, he kept pulling her to talk about some inconsequential topics, and simply said boldly to her.
"I want to cry too, but can he come back? Actually, if he can come back, even if he comes to me to ask for his life, it will be good. Chu Ning said with a smile.
"Teacher Chu, this is an accident, an accident, no one wants it, woo--" Wen Xuan shouted at Chu Ning with red eyes.
"Wen Xuan, what time is it?" Chu Ning ignored Wen Xuan and suddenly looked out the window, but the curtains were too tightly covered, and she didn't know what it was.
"It's almost dawn!"
"When is the funeral?"
"I heard my brother say that it was 9 o'clock in the morning, and according to the customs of Y City, if he died at this age, he should have been funeral yesterday afternoon, but Mr. Lin's mother died yesterday and refused to let him go out, so it was postponed until this morning." Wen Xuan felt that it was inappropriate after speaking.
"Wen Xuan, can you go back with me later?"
"No, Mr. Lin asked me to accompany you, and he told me not to let you go."
"He died for me, and I gave him his last journey, even if it was far away, but it was also good. Wenxuan, what about you? Do you want to go? ”
"Yes!" Wen Xuan looked at Chu Ning timidly.
"Then let's go together, okay, it's still early, while it's still dark, you can tell me about the situation after I fainted that day, okay?"
"Teacher Chu, don't listen."
"Think you're talking to me! How else would we pass the long night? ”
"Alright then!" Wen Xuan didn't know why, before Teacher Chu woke up, she had warned herself that even if she was hard-hearted, she couldn't say anything that made her sad and sad, but when Teacher Chu asked at this moment, her insistent heart collapsed again.
So Wen Xuan sorted out his thoughts a little, and recalled the scene after arriving at the hospital that day......
After Chu Ning fainted that day, there was another toss on the corridor of the emergency room, and it turned out that Chu Ning was in shock due to exhaustion.
After timely rescue by the doctor, the heartbeat returned to normal and he was transferred to the ward.
Chu Ning had just left, and the light at the door of the emergency room suddenly went out.
Lin Yuhao stared nervously at the door of the emergency room, and a panic that he had never felt before hit his heart.
Immediately after that, several doctors with heavy steps came out of the emergency room, their faces solemn, led by an old doctor in his early sixties.
So all the people present gathered around.
"Doctor, how is my brother doing?" Lin Yuhao grabbed the old doctor's hand and asked nervously.
"Please mourn!" The doctor said only three words, then shook his head regretfully.
The doctor's words were like a thunderbolt from the blue, giving everyone present a blow to the head!
"No, it's impossible, doctor, you can help me take a look again, my brother can't die." Lin Yuhao looked at the old doctor in disbelief.
"I don't believe it, I don't believe it! He's still alive just now, doctor, aren't you saving lives? You must save my child, his life has just begun! Please, I'll kowtow to you. Lin Jinwen suddenly knelt on the ground and kept kowtowing to the old doctor.
"Jinwen--" Ye Mei stepped forward and wanted to help Lin Jinwen up, but Lin Jinwen broke free of Ye Mei again, still kowtowing to the old doctor.
Lin Yuhao rushed into the emergency room desperately, and the Wen brothers and sisters also rushed in, leaving only Chu Tianxing and his wife wiping their tears while making the final communication with the old doctor.
"I can understand your feelings! The child is too badly injured, and his will to survive is very weak, we have done our best, and I hope that your family can understand and treat it rationally. The old doctor bowed down to help Lin Jinwen, shook his head and sighed, "Let's go in and give him a ride!" ”
"Yuhan, don't scare your brother, can you get up now?" Lin Yuhao muttered to himself, he knelt tremblingly in front of the operating table, stretched out his hand with difficulty, and gently lifted the white cloth covering Lin Yuhan.
Looking at his younger brother who was still in high spirits just now, but was lying quietly on the operating table with a bloodless face at the moment, Ren Lin Yuhao, a man with great tenacity in his heart, was also in tears at this moment, and he couldn't make a sound.
"Yu Han, you must be teasing your brother, aren't you? You wake up quickly, okay? Lin Yuhao greedily stroked Lin Yuhan's pale cheek and muttered.
But Lin Yuhan couldn't answer him at all, his eyes and lips were tightly closed, due to excessive blood loss, there was no blood on his face, and he looked even more pale under the light of the operating lamp.
"Literature and art, Yu Han has been--" Literature and Art on the side looked at her sister who had cried into tears, so she had to hug her into her arms and comfort her softly.
"Shut up! Don't you say that Yuhan is dead, don't you see us chatting? Lin Yuhao didn't reply, and roared loudly.
"Lin Yuhao, Yu Han is indeed dead, can Yu Han come back to life if you are like this? You should cheer up, if you don't cheer up like a man, what will your mother do? Chu Tianxing, who was full of tears, suddenly leaned over and grabbed Lin Yuhao's collar and roared at him.
"Mom--" Lin Yuhao immediately remembered something, suddenly woke up, turned around and hugged Lin Jinwen, who was about to cry, into his arms.
……
After dawn, Chu Ning and Wen Xuan avoided the doctor who was doing ward rounds and quietly left the hospital.
I don't know where Wen Xuan called a shiny new car, and there was a middle-aged male driver in the car, so she sat down with Wen Xuan without thinking about it.
When the car passed the entrance of the village by the Han River, Chu Ning signaled the driver to stop, she opened the window, and looked in the direction of Chu's house.
The Chu family was quietly at this time, presumably his father and mother had been helping Lin Yuhan's funeral in the Lin family for the past two days.
She turned her head to look at the Lin family on the other side of the river, and there was a solemn music mourning sound on the other bank, that kind of heavy sound, she didn't want to listen to it for the rest of her life.
The cries of Aunt Lin and her mother faintly came into her ears across the Han River, so her hidden tears slipped down again, and Wen Xuan actually cried quietly.
"Miss--, where are we going now?" The driver's respectful voice sounded in the front row, and it was obvious that the driver's mood was also low at this time.
"Teacher Chu, let's go to the Lin family!" Wen Xuan didn't answer the driver, but turned his head and asked Chu Ning.
"I'm a sinner, and I don't have the face to see Yu Han for a long time." Chu Ning muttered.
"Then I'll accompany you!" In fact, Wen Xuan didn't want to see that kind of scene.
"Master, excuse me, then drive forward, there is an evergreen forest not far ahead, we will stop at the roadside of the evergreen forest." Chu Ning said politely to the driver, the driver has such respect for Wen Xuan, he must be the full-time driver of the Wen family.
"Okay!" The driver replied respectfully.
That day, Chu Ning and Wen Xuan had been sitting in the car like this, they watched Lin Yuhan's corpse come slowly from a distance, and then passed by their side, then passed through the evergreen forest, then passed through Songbin, and finally arrived at the cemetery.
The two girls cried in the car, but they didn't dare to get out of the car to give Lin Yuhan a ride.
In the funeral procession, there were many young people Chu Ning didn't know, presumably all of them were Lin Yuhan's friends and classmates before his death.
Among the elders, only his father Chu Tianxing did not see Aunt Lin and his mother Ye Mei, or even Fang Zhenghao and Dean Shen Huijun. This is the custom of Y City, white-haired people are not allowed to send black-haired people, so there are not many relatives who can come to Lin Yuhan's funeral.
The driver didn't know when he got out of the car, presumably because the atmosphere in the car was too oppressive, and he needed to get out of the car to take a breath.
It's just that when a new grave was added next to Lin Songlin and the funeral procession left, Lin Yuhao and Wenyi came directly to the car, they stood for a while, and then opened the car door and hugged the two crying girls into their arms......
Lin Yuhan's body is buried next to the grave of his father Lin Yuting, and the father and son are laid to rest for eternity next to the pine and cypress trees surrounded by mountains and rivers.
Father and son never saw each other before they died, but they could sleep together after death.
Is this providential? Or providence!
On the morning of the funeral, the sky was clear, and after the funeral, the sky was white, because the sky had already fallen with heavy snow, and the snow was mixed with huge raindrops.
This rain, which was not supposed to be the rainy season, came fiercely and even better than the rainy season. It rained unscrupulously for a full day and a night with the snow. After the rain stopped, the snow continued to fall, as if to tell people.
The most painful thing in the world is that it can't hurt anymore,
The most hurtful thing in the world is that it is so hurt that it is no longer able to grieve!
The snow fell for three days and three nights, but it melted for more than half a month.
Since that day, Chu Ning refused to go back to the hospital, and never went to the piano shop again, but locked herself in the bedroom all day long, just like when the Lin brothers drowned for her, they never left the house for more than half a month.
Chu Tianxing and Ye Mei were not much better, because they found that their daughter couldn't sleep all night, and often got up in the middle of the night and kept walking in the upstairs and downstairs rooms.
In order to reduce her daughter's stress and have a normal sleep, Chu Tianxing specially prepared her daughter with some appropriate amount of medicine that can help her sleep in the hospital, and let her drink it with boiling water after dinner every day.
For more than half a month, Lin Yuhao accompanied his mother at home during the day, and waited for his mother to lie down at night, and then dragged his heavy steps to Chu's house.
At this moment, Lin Yuhan held Chu Ning's hand tightly, looked at the sleeping face that was getting thinner, and suddenly felt sad.
For more than half a month, he has been immersed in the grief of losing his younger brother, and he didn't even realize that the girl she loved had already become skinny.
Presumably she has been enduring the torment in her heart, unable to sleep at night, or her uncle would not have let her sleep at night out of helplessness.