Chapter 16 Respect
After picking up the teacup, Lin Yuhao no longer wanted to pick up the paintbrush, so he simply pushed the sketch aside casually, then picked up a fashion magazine and looked at it absentmindedly, but after reading a few pages, he still felt bored.
So he dropped the magazine again, and subconsciously picked up a paintbrush and drew casually on the sketch. After a while, the prototype drawings of the costumes jumped on the paper, but Lin Yuhao shook his head one by one after reading it, he looked at it from several other angles, but he was still not satisfied, and crumpled the drawings into a ball one by one and threw them into the paper basket.
In the end, his thoughts stopped at the tip of the pen and the end of the paper, and with a stroke of the pen, he actually wrote down the word "condensation".
When he found out that he had inadvertently leaked some emotions, he was very at a loss, and the pen in his hand slipped down.
'What's wrong with me?' Lin Yuhao disdained himself.
'Why do you always covet things that don't belong to you?' Thinking of this, his emotions were a little out of control, and when he changed hands, the remaining manuscript paper was all scattered on the ground.
Lin Yuhao looked at the manuscripts all over the floor, lying on the desk decadently, his hands tightly inserted into the ends of his hair.
"Brother—" Lin Yuhan appeared in his room at some point, and didn't forget to knock lightly on the door.
"Why haven't you rested yet?" Seeing his younger brother suddenly appear, Lin Yuhao was obviously a little flustered, and he quickly picked up the manuscript papers scattered on the ground.
"I can't sleep, so I want to talk to you, who knows that my brother can't sleep either, tell me what the reason is? Are you worried about girls? Lin Yuhan picked up a few pieces of manuscript paper and handed them to Lin Yuhao.
"I'm busy with the draft, but it's a bit of a headache to design so many copies at once." Lin Yuhao took the manuscript paper handed over by Lin Yuhan easily, but still replied with a little weakness.
"Anyway, it's still early, didn't you say that the manuscript would be delivered after the year? You don't have to be in such a hurry. Lin Yuhan found a chair opposite Lin Yuhao and sat down.
"Brother has his own measure, tell me, why can't you sleep?" Lin Yuhao immediately took the strong tea and sat down with Lin Yuhan.
"Of course, only Chu Ning's girl can affect my mood!"
"Condensation? What's wrong with her? Lin Yuhao put back the teacup that was about to be put in his mouth.
"Brother, every time you mention her, you are more nervous than me, and I won't bully her!"
"Ahem--, huh? I forgive you for not daring, aren't you having a good afternoon? Tell me what's wrong again? Lin Yuhao said in a relaxed tone.
"Brother, do you know that we were together in the afternoon?"
"Well--, after I came home in the afternoon, my mother was chatting with my uncle and aunt, saying that you went to practice in the evergreen forest, and asked me to go and play with you."
"Then why didn't we see you?"
"Maybe you just came back when I went! So I went around somewhere else. Lin Yuhao couldn't say that he saw them anyway, just watching from a distance was heartbroken.
"I see, I'm sorry that after Chu Ning and I came back, my uncle asked if they had met you."
"Tell me, what's going on between you? It can't be that you bully her, and she ignores you, right? ”
"Brother, you are too partial, since I was a child, I only had the life of being bullied by that girl, so many people protected her, I don't think I will have a chance to bully her for the rest of my life."
"So what's going on?"
"I don't know what's wrong, I didn't feel anything when I was together every day, but now when the two places are separated, I realize that I miss her very much every day, it's very strong and intense, you know! It's the kind between men and women, so strong that I look bored with any girl in school. Brother, you must understand. No, you haven't been in a relationship yet, you won't understand. When I was at school, I had a strong urge to confess to her as soon as I came back, but every time I tried to confess to her, she seemed to avoid me, consciously or unconsciously, which annoyed me. Lin Yuhan said incoherently.
"Brother has never been in love, and I don't know what it's like to be in love. However, I believe that the relationship between the two of you has always been very good since childhood, and you usually get along well, so there is a suitable opportunity, don't have any worries, you have expressed your intentions, and the rest should be a matter of course! Lin Yuhao comforted Lin Yuhan, although his heart was also a little heavy, but appeasement was the only thing he could do for him.
"Brother, then you say, if I officially confess to her, will she reject me?"
"Well--, this is a problem, you just said that my brother has never been in a relationship, so I can't understand the girl's mind, but I believe she must understand your mind."
"Brother, do you think Chu Ning likes me?"
"You're a stupid question, girls are more reserved, if you don't express it to her, how can you know her thoughts?"
"I know what to do, thank you! Brother, I won't get in the way of you! After Lin Yuhan finished speaking, he left Lin Yuhao's room like a gust of wind.
Lin Yuhao shook his head with a wry smile, took a sip of strong tea, got up and opened the door to the balcony, and then slowly walked to the balcony.
It was once his private paradise, and there were countless nights of joy and sorrow, and he looked up at the starry sky alone, whether bright or dark, and missed the man on the other side of the Han River.
Here, he had looked at the village across the Han River countless times, and his heart throbbed involuntarily when he faintly saw the figure in the room under the punctual lights.
It's just that after the throbbing, there is a deep sense of contradiction and guilt, because there is a voice in his heart that tells him that she belongs to Yu Han, and she has been destined a long time ago, because only Yu Han can bring her joy and happiness.
In fact, in front of him, she was obviously restrained and uneasy. And when she is with Yuhan, she will have the happiness and laughter on her face that a girl of her age should have.
In fact, Lin Yuhao will never be able to understand the way girls express their feelings. Maybe even Chu Ning herself can't understand her feelings for Lin Yuhao, whether it is reverence or admiration.
This has to originate from the drowning incident back then, back then, from the moment Lin Yuhao jumped into the Han River, his entire image had been invisibly tall in Chu Ning's heart.
At the critical juncture, Lin Yuhao did not think about his personal safety, but regarded his brother's life as more important than himself, and this alone was enough to give birth to infinite respect for her young heart. Perhaps, it was from then on that Chu Ning turned his respect and reverence for Lin Yuhao into respect for his elders.