Chapter 164: How Can You Be So Stupid
"Sister Yuhong."
I smell the body fragrance on Lin Yuhong's body, and I am powerless to struggle at this moment, I know that she has changed, and I just want to have the last warmth, after all, we will be separated after today, and we may never meet again in the future.
"Xiaofeng, I still can't let go of you, I don't know why, I just love you, and even I feel so stupid and stupid."
Lin Yuhong smiled bitterly and grabbed my shoulder, I looked at her and smiled and said, "Okay, don't cry, we can't be lovers, just be the best friends." ”
"Well, I'm going to school in France, I'm afraid I won't be able to come back then, and I have to have a French boyfriend, I'm scared when I think about it, those foreigners look like ghosts."
Lin Yuhong pouted, looking very depressed, and I couldn't help laughing.
"Then come back and find one, at that time we have all grown up and become much more mature, I don't want you to find a foreigner, a good girl like you, it's not impossible to find one in China."
I looked at Lin Yuhong, she nodded at me and said, "You're right, if Zhang Qianqian is not by your side when I come back, I will still love you, as long as you are willing, Lin Yuhong is not only your sister, but also your well-behaved and obedient daughter-in-law." ”
"Who can say what will happen in the future, but I believe that Qianqian will always be by my side, and I am afraid that we will already have children at that time."
I still yearn for a better life, and I also believe that Zhang Qianqian will always love me and accompany me to old age.
"Hey...... You don't have confidence anymore, you can really hit people. ”
After Lin Yuhong finished speaking, she took out a room card and put it in my hand: "This is the room card of the Century Hotel, I am waiting for you in the room tonight, I don't mean to force you, but I want you to go over, let us spend a sad and beautiful night." ”
I looked at the room card and shook my head and said, "You don't have to be like this, if you have a boyfriend in the future, you will have a disagreement because of me, after all, a girl's first time is very important, leave it to the man who can take care of you for the rest of your life, it is a waste to give it to me." ”
"Foreigners don't care about this, Xiaofeng I want to send you the first time, because you are my first love, take this room card, go to my room and leave when you're done, I won't make trouble for you, and I won't let anyone know, only the two of us know, this is the last time I beg you, let me give myself to you."
Lin Yuhong looked at me affectionately, I shook my head and said, "No, I can't do it, don't think about it." ”
"You're really ruthless, but the more you do this, the more I like you."
I looked at Lin Yuhong's crying eyes, hugged her in my arms at once, and said with a smile: "I can't do what you ask, but I will give it to you if I can do it." ”
Between words, I slowly lowered my head, Lin Yuhong opened her small mouth with a red face, I lowered my head and kissed her red lips, at this moment I also hope that she can remember this kiss, and one day in the future will think of this kiss, come back to see this country, don't become a foreign country.
Maybe it's because I kissed with emotion this time, so I can feel Lin Yuhong's heartbeat, breathing and her feelings, her hands around my neck, those small mouths kissing me and I can't let go, this kiss makes me a little suffocated.
Especially Lin Yuhong's beautiful legs sat on my lap and hugged me and pressed me to the ground, at this moment the sun shone on me a little dazzling, I squinted my eyes and hugged Lin Yuhong tightly, she kissed and panted, lying on top of me and looking at me and laughing sweetly.
I looked at her hair falling to the ground, and now the sun was shining through the ends of her hair, and her face was so smooth.
"Can you let me kiss you for a while, I love kissing you."
Lin Yuhong's words were very gentle, and I didn't think I should be rejecting her, so I smiled and said, "Okay, you're leaving tomorrow, this is my gift for you." ”
That afternoon, Lin Yuhong and I hugged each other, from kissing in class to getting out of class, to the sunset shining on her face at dusk, until our mouth was dry, she was reluctant to lie on top of me, breathing quietly.
I can feel the taste of her in my mouth, and the taste of mine in her mouth, the two of us enjoy each other's kisses like lovers, but this kiss will eventually end, I wonder if there is anything eternal in this world, and I don't know the answer after thinking about it for a long time, maybe there is no answer at all.
"Have you ever done anything like that with her?"
Lin Yuhong leaned on my arms and held a bunch of green silk in her hand, her tone was soft and looked very casual.
"Why are you asking this question? I don't want to answer that question. ”
It's better not to talk about such a privacy issue, I'm afraid that Lin Yuhong will think too much.
"I just want to know, in fact, girls are the same as boys, if you haven't had a relationship with her, I feel that this kind of kiss is perfect, you are a perfect man, if it happens, I will be angry, I feel unwilling, why can she be like you, I can't."
Lin Yuhong was still a little jealous, and I sighed: "No, Qianqian and I are still young, and my family doesn't agree with us doing anything out of the ordinary, after all, it affects our health, and I don't understand anything." ”
"Okay, don't say it, I'm satisfied with your answer, and in order to express my gratitude to you, I decided to give you a gift, you close your eyes."
Lin Yuhong looked at me mysteriously, she was still not at ease when I closed my eyes, she took out a red silk scarf to cover my eyes, I felt that she was quite interesting.
"Stick out your index finger."
I stretched out my index finger as Lin Yuhong finished speaking, and after a long time, I suddenly felt my fingers wrapped in a warmth, and for a moment I heard a low, hoarse scream.
Although I didn't see anything, I felt as if something had been broken in my hand, and at this time, Lin Yuhong's legs clamped my hand, and I hurriedly took off the red silk scarf with my other hand.
Lin Yuhong knelt on the ground, her eyes were full of tears, and she said in a trembling voice: "I'm sorry Xiaofeng, I know this is excessive, but I still want to give it to you, you are my first love." ”
"You...... How can you be so stupid. ”
I pulled out my finger and could see that there was blood on it, at this time Lin Yuhong's legs trembled slightly, she smiled and said: "I am very happy, my first time is also given to you, I have no regrets in the future, I am gone." ”
Lin Yuhong stood up after speaking, but her trembling legs made her a little unable to stand, her legs were already long, and they were unstable when she trembled, I stood up and held her in my arms at once, I didn't know what to say, looking at the blood stained on my hands, my heart hurt.
I could feel the sharp pain she had just had, her screams of pain, her trembling body, her heart-wrenching tears.
"You...... Hey, it's really stupid to do this...... Ay. ”
I don't know what to say, I understand that she loves me, she wants to give me the most precious and only thing of a girl, although this way is very different, but I was still moved, maybe I am also very emotional.
"Xiao Feng kissed me."
Lin Yuhong pouted and cried, I kissed her red lips, at this moment let her little tongue suck and toss unscrupulously, who said that young people don't understand the taste of sorrow, at this moment I also have reluctance in my heart, if it weren't for my heart, I really don't want Lin Yuhong to go, but life is impermanent, and parting is always sentimental.
Lin Yuhong kissed and panted, she smiled and lay in my arms, although I felt a little awkward holding her, but my heart was warm, and tears flowed unconsciously.
"You let me sit on the ground and rest for a while, it still hurts a little, I guess it will be fine for a while."
Lin Yuhong pushed me away a little embarrassed, I shook my head and hugged her and picked her up at once, and gave her a princess hug, I sat on the ground and leaned on the iron frame of the billboard, looked at her and smiled and said, "Do you say you are stupid?" ”
"Well, I'm just a fool, or you're a fool you don't like, stupid."
Lin Yuhong pouted aggrievedly and said, "It hurts so much down there, but you made it, although it hurts, I'm also very happy." ”